Uploaded January 2022 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
This time i decided to channel and interview Lilith-the Demoness/queen off the night she is also a succubus. She has many forms. Known as a vampire to some. To me she is mostly just appearing as a disembodied human. In humanoid form. She has been around ever since my chaotic awakening but then we got off on the wrong foot. She can be very abusive. She has a very self destructive ego/neural wiring. And she provoked me so much i just felt i had to channel her! And I could sense she wanted to. Can sense she has a hard time approaching. Saying what she wants directly with me so she provokes and manipulates things her way. This is actually her in a kinder state than usual.
Here are the questions:
1. Why did you delete my comment and remoove Anima noira Right in the middle when i was writing to her? Didnt even get to finish writing? Never got to post it! Review what i had written when i had finished writing nothing!? And then you just removed her from my friends list!! Whu did u domthat!?
2. Why do you hate me so much!?
3. Why are you always angry at me?
4. Why did you show up in my life? Always felt drawn to you but warned internally to stay away from you cause you seemed to be the abusive type. Felt u close when i was in my chaotic awakening from time to time, giving me spider fears and u wanted an orgasm from me but i couldn’t deliver cause i was on opiates. So i said sorry cant feel my pussy. Dont know if it was u cause, my astral senses wasn’t clearly open. And so heavily medicated i couldnt hear u clearly like i do now. My brain wasn’t functioning cause of all the trauma and narcissism i suffered komplexptsd and all the other yummy stuff like hadentbeven heard my own inner voice, it was just other peoples voices and trash in mu mental space. But i had a strong feeling it was you though, bought a flower for u for some reason but it just died, and i dont know it was all just kind of chaotic. Felt u had a message for me to just drop the opiates, when you spoke through another channel on youtube, and i could hear you clearly once when i stumbled down the stairs at the program. What i wanted with Belial. So why are you so drawn to me!? Its like u chose me still all you do is hate on me and is angry at me, try to manipulate me and stuff?? When I’m just friendly!?
5. Why when later you showed up, after an abusive session with belial were he took me down an elevator down do ur house, was.u so threatening but still charming at the same time!? And why did you later show up so abusivly and manipulative and threatening!? Tryed to manipulate me so much in such a stupid way!?
6. And why are you trying to steel all my men!?
7. And why are you not litening when i say i dont want u in my life cause i can feel your too much of a challange and im too sick and tired for another chalanging spirit cause i have enough with Belial, and since he brought paimon and he got abusive and with all the hard relationships i have tryed to work through, with saturn falling in love with him having him just trying to enslave and own and abuse me, how did u think i, who am already chronically ill been on sick pension for eight years, already struggling to funvpction desperatly trying to keep all the narcissists in my life away, how do you think i have any energy to deal with a nother hard narcissistic abusive spirit/godess like you??
8. having trouble managing my life as it is with the bodily pain/arthritis/ chronic fatuege syndrom after a viral maningiis infection, having to get the narcissists out of my life cause they are the reason why i became a drug addict so early, all the trauma and allthe pain, got adhd, komplex ptsd etc etc after all the abuse i have suffered in all my relationship with masculines also. Become all broken inside, desperately trying to heal to function to be a good mother. Why do you then show up like that and plauge me with your disturbed personality abusing me when you know my story, and. Why do you encourage Belial to abuse me and look up admire his abusive way of women?? When you are a women? Why do you do do that to your own kind??
9. What do you think of me determining you as a BPD. Severly disturbed?
10. Why do you refuse to heal your self knowing you are self harming living as a BPD. And thus bound to always harm others around you.
11. How are you going to orotect people other beings from your disorder!?
12. Why do u say i hate you all the time!??
13. Why do you let your ego torment you so much, your selfhatred i have seen is immense, you should not self harm like that but love your self truly learn about self love!! And heal!!
14. Do u think we will ever have a good relationship?
#lilith#channeling
This time i decided to channel and interview Lilith-the Demoness/queen off the night she is also a succubus. She has many forms. Known as a vampire to some. To me she is mostly just appearing as a disembodied human. In humanoid form. She has been around ever since my chaotic awakening but then we got off on the wrong foot. She can be very abusive. She has a very self destructive ego/neural wiring. And she provoked me so much i just felt i had to channel her! And I could sense she wanted to. Can sense she has a hard time approaching. Saying what she wants directly with me so she provokes and manipulates things her way. This is actually her in a kinder state than usual.
Here are the questions:
1. Why did you delete my comment and remoove Anima noira Right in the middle when i was writing to her? Didnt even get to finish writing? Never got to post it! Review what i had written when i had finished writing nothing!? And then you just removed her from my friends list!! Whu did u domthat!?
2. Why do you hate me so much!?
3. Why are you always angry at me?
4. Why did you show up in my life? Always felt drawn to you but warned internally to stay away from you cause you seemed to be the abusive type. Felt u close when i was in my chaotic awakening from time to time, giving me spider fears and u wanted an orgasm from me but i couldn’t deliver cause i was on opiates. So i said sorry cant feel my pussy. Dont know if it was u cause, my astral senses wasn’t clearly open. And so heavily medicated i couldnt hear u clearly like i do now. My brain wasn’t functioning cause of all the trauma and narcissism i suffered komplexptsd and all the other yummy stuff like hadentbeven heard my own inner voice, it was just other peoples voices and trash in mu mental space. But i had a strong feeling it was you though, bought a flower for u for some reason but it just died, and i dont know it was all just kind of chaotic. Felt u had a message for me to just drop the opiates, when you spoke through another channel on youtube, and i could hear you clearly once when i stumbled down the stairs at the program. What i wanted with Belial. So why are you so drawn to me!? Its like u chose me still all you do is hate on me and is angry at me, try to manipulate me and stuff?? When I’m just friendly!?
5. Why when later you showed up, after an abusive session with belial were he took me down an elevator down do ur house, was.u so threatening but still charming at the same time!? And why did you later show up so abusivly and manipulative and threatening!? Tryed to manipulate me so much in such a stupid way!?
6. And why are you trying to steel all my men!?
7. And why are you not litening when i say i dont want u in my life cause i can feel your too much of a challange and im too sick and tired for another chalanging spirit cause i have enough with Belial, and since he brought paimon and he got abusive and with all the hard relationships i have tryed to work through, with saturn falling in love with him having him just trying to enslave and own and abuse me, how did u think i, who am already chronically ill been on sick pension for eight years, already struggling to funvpction desperatly trying to keep all the narcissists in my life away, how do you think i have any energy to deal with a nother hard narcissistic abusive spirit/godess like you??
8. having trouble managing my life as it is with the bodily pain/arthritis/ chronic fatuege syndrom after a viral maningiis infection, having to get the narcissists out of my life cause they are the reason why i became a drug addict so early, all the trauma and allthe pain, got adhd, komplex ptsd etc etc after all the abuse i have suffered in all my relationship with masculines also. Become all broken inside, desperately trying to heal to function to be a good mother. Why do you then show up like that and plauge me with your disturbed personality abusing me when you know my story, and. Why do you encourage Belial to abuse me and look up admire his abusive way of women?? When you are a women? Why do you do do that to your own kind??
9. What do you think of me determining you as a BPD. Severly disturbed?
10. Why do you refuse to heal your self knowing you are self harming living as a BPD. And thus bound to always harm others around you.
11. How are you going to orotect people other beings from your disorder!?
12. Why do u say i hate you all the time!??
13. Why do you let your ego torment you so much, your selfhatred i have seen is immense, you should not self harm like that but love your self truly learn about self love!! And heal!!
14. Do u think we will ever have a good relationship?
#lilith#channeling
