Uploaded October 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
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![Rain [Remastered] - (Official Instrumental)
Download and stream Rain (Remastered)!:
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Knots (The Album) - Coming late 2021
~Lyrics~
[Verse]
You came into my life
You held my hand
And gave me
All these golden things in life
And you came into my heart
And parted all the clouds
You helped to
Guide me through the dark
[Pre-chorus]
The rain was falling down
With no one else around
You pulled me in
And showed me how...
The puddles at our feet
Our souls were bound to meet
I wouldn’t trade
A moment now
[Chorus]
And now the rain comes down
But I don’t care because you’re here
And nothing else can change that
No one else can take my sunshine away
And when you smile
The sun comes shining through
And in the center of the storm
You help me see it too; The beauty in the rain
[Outro]
(It’s raining, it’s pouring)
(It’s raining, it’s pouring)
You came into my life
You opened up my eyes
And showed me
All the good in life
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![Cerussis - NEVER WHAT YOU WANT - (Visualizer)
Stream and download EDEN (REINCARNATED) - Out everywhere now
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NEVER WHAT YOU WANT
Vocals - Cerussis
Writing - Cerussis, Olivia Swinton, Nenufaerii, Flanitazen, JustNormalLucas
Production - Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - Cerussis
Film/Photography - Renn Boe
Makeup/Hair/Outfits - Cerussis
Editing - Cerussis
[Lyrics]
Tell me what I’m good for
If you think that I’m never what you want
My life’s hard enough but
When I give, you take every part of me
It’s not about what it is you see
Not like it matters when you’re lying through your teeth
So tell me what i’m good for
‘Cus I know that I’m never what...
I tied my throat
Closed to empathetic, blameless, endlessly collecting myself
Why try so hard?
Dripping through the corners of your mouth like you can hold on
I’ll keep screaming ‘till my throat might start to bleed
If Im way too much, then just cut me loose and leave
Sick of wondering how much more that I can do
To make you stay, for you to even see this through
Tell me what I’m good for
If you think that I’m never what you want
My life’s hard enough but
When I give, you take every part of me
It’s not co-dependency, I think
You like me better when I’m underneath your sheets
So tell me what I’m good for
‘Cus I know that I’m never what you want
(I know that I’m never-)
You say that you need me
But you need to be free
Of responsibility
Of takin’ ownership of what you do
So when it’s your deal
Doesn’t matter how I feel
It’s your way
Or there’s no way, baby
We never talk about what this had meant to me
Guess I didnt matter enough for you to think of me
You only want me when my body’s underneath
Your hands once warm, never felt so cold
But you were never one to think that talking could suffice
Do you expect me to keep on playing nice?
Keep acting like my best just ain’t enough
Your midas touch is gonna be the end of us
Tell me what I’m good for
If you think that I’m never what you want
My life’s hard enough but
When I give, you take every part of me
Its never enough to let me be
Question my values when it’s you I’m meant to please
So tell me what I’m good for
‘Cus I know that I’m never what you want
Tell me what I’m good for
If you think that I’m never what you want
My life’s hard enough but
When I give, you take every part of me
I’m tearing myself apart it seems
To prove I’m worthy just to satisfy your needs
So tell me what I’m good for
‘Cus I know that i’m never what you want
(‘Cus I know that I’m never what you want)
(I know that I’m never what you...)
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![Cerussis & N.Con - Part Of Me - (Official Audio)
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Part Of Me
Writing - Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Backing Group 1
- Giselle Winegar
- Sophia Condon
- Morgan Lindell
- Margaret Walter
- Riley OConner
- Morgan Moir
- Lizzy Hadinger
- Angie Dallemule
- Mallory Sloan
- Cian Levine
- Kaitlyn Kirby
- Rica Monaghan
- Elizabeth Gonella
- Katie Koslow
- Kendall OHoppe
- John Raskopf
- Alex Sutanto
Backing Group 2
- @LuciusMeyers
- Grace Sandoval
- Chandler Hall
- @RandomEditsOnline
- @quentinmarcus8850
- @Violaroo
- Mirabel Chin
- Issac Curtis
Backing Group 3
- Jennifer Condon
- Dwayne Condon
- Jack Cerussi
- Sophia Talwalker
- @DforDeejay
- Sadie Leopold
- Ellie Best
- @jaskokoro
- Fiona Minton
- Emily Byrnes
- @Arin Zima
- @TheOnydexGirl
- Marianne Tsocanos
- @C013Huff
- @sloofvif
- @zailasapphire
- @Stevepocalypse
- Clare Gregory
- Nora Ashrifeh
- Mason Tramm
- Nina Paolini-Rota
- Paul Green
- @BlueSoulProductionsBSP
- Mr. Loud
- Effy Briggs
- Zuzu Wood
- Grace Blackwell
- Hannah._.ban
- Grace Galvin
- Phebe Childs
~Lyrics~
[Verse 1 - Nicky]
Open your mind now
See what’s inside you
Peel back the curtain
Let’s see for certain
Smile wide because it’s okay
Is what you gotta say
Because you have to tell yourself
It’s true that you are getting better
Don’t hide, be brave
Outside the storm may rage
But you gotta face the pain
I promise that you’re safe
[Pre-Chorus - Stephen]
I don’t want your friendship
I don’t want your pity
That ain’t gonna work
In this damn city
I don’t want your bullshit
I don’t want your lies
Can’t you see the world
From through my eyes
[Chorus - Stephen and Nicky]
Hard times, memories
I’m a slave to who I used to be
Spotlight, an empty ring
Faces staring down at me
Just go, I’m begging you please
I’m reaching my brink, oh can’t you see
It’s never gonna be, never gonna be
Never gonna be part of me
(Part of me…)
[Verse 2 - Stephen]
“Smile wide because it’s okay”
Is what I’m told to say
But who am I to trick myself into thinking
That I was getting better, no
“Don’t hide, be brave”
“Outside the storm may rage”
Don’t lie to my face
Your words have locked me in a cage
But it’s fine ‘cause here I’ll stay
Go on and turn the page
Of your narrative, that “it’s getting better”
That’s funny, aren’t you clever?
[Pre-Chorus - Stephen]
I don’t want your friendship
I don’t want your pity
That ain’t gonna work
In this damn city
I don’t want your bullshit
I don’t want your lies
Can’t you see the world
From through my eyes
[Chorus - Stephen and Nicky]
Hard times, memories
I’m a slave to who I used to be
Spotlight, an empty ring
Faces staring down at me
Just go, I’m begging you please
I’m reaching my brink, oh can’t you see
It’s never gonna be, never gonna be
Never gonna be, part of me
[Pre-Chorus 2 - Stephen and Nicky]
I don’t want your friendship
I don’t want your pity
That ain’t gonna work
In this damn city
I don’t want your bullshit
I don’t want your lies
Can’t you see the world
From through my eyes
This trouble
So hard to swallow
All the pain that
Still will follow
So uncertain
If I was a burden
But now, I see
They’re a part of me
[Outro - Stephen, Nicky, Ensemble]
(Part of me…)
(Part of me…)
(Part of me…)
(Part of me…)
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