Uploaded July 2010 | Updated September 2026, 10 hours ago

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so i reuploaded it mostly cuz i didn't like how quick it went after the gunshot and how sped up the ending was and my masking was pretty lousy i think it was mostly me wanting to sleep last night and such so i rushed it.

-original description-
sorry for the lame title if anybody has a better name for it i'm totally open to suggestions!!! cuz i couldn't think of anything good. Dx

So anyways i started this last night at like 11pm and ended at 3:30 AM so i'm pretty tired right now cuz i got up early cuz my step dad's redoing the deck and its loud!! plus i kept having dreams of rendering and posting this cuz i was so excited xD and i had a dream the Richard (lots) was in glee club and he killed all the understudies on "accident" yep i have weird dreams.

STORY!!!!:
Castiel is with the Winchesters in the car crash from season 1. Castiel Lives but Dean Doesn't make it. so he's really upset and wishes he could bring him back. They burn his body and such (sam is there and all but not really involved i guess) Castiel eventually can't take it and kills himself in a attempt to both ease his pain and try to reunite with Dean (which i guess would send him to hell but stfu i can do what i want xD) so he wakes up and is in heaven (i guess he's not an angel in this then D;) and he find's Dean! (OMFG) and then they hug and are happy. and then the make out the end!!! :D

Inspirations:
the song:
When i go out i wana go out in a Chariot of Fire by Escape the Fate (was gona use it but it was too rockish for what i wanted)

at the end the kissing scene was really inspired by myorli29 :3 i have been thinking of doing that manip since i saw it when it aired but never did (iz lazy) but when i say myorli's i had to try xD even though her's is ten times better you get the general effect :D

:D yep that's basicly it.
The song is by
Counting Crows
and is called
Raining in Baltimore
and i wasn't trying to go with the lyric btw.