Uploaded November 2016 | Updated September 2026, 17 hours ago
directed, filming, edit, cut by Viktor Sohm
co-director, onset photography by Peter Gordebeke
Location provided by the TTF-CREW
"Supernova Sunbather"
produced/recorded by Norbert Leitner
written and performed by CTM
Lyrics:
I have locked you away - waiting for it to decay
Forsaken you and denying the truth
A part of myself I never wanted to believe
A part of me I always want to leave
Like a disease, infecting my mind
Forced to hate myself until I’m resigned
The weight too heavy to carry it alone
But no one to help me am I the only one?
Like a dream flaring up just to be forgotten before you realize
There is no relief, no cure and no ease until this part of me dies
Devouring my body from the inside
Eaten alive by the things I have denied
No reason to forget just a flare to burn it out
For I want to live without any doubt
Dismembering myself but unable to heal the infection
Frozen to the core, when I’m in need of affection
So I lock myself in drenched in fear
Building a wall cause I just can’t come clear
Self doubt my eternal companion
A threatening haunting phantom
I am waiting for it to decay
Denying the truth
I never wanted to believe
I always wanted to leave
Infecting my mind
Until I’m resigned
The weight too heavy to carry it alone
But no one to help me am I the only one?
Rage, fear, anger, hope, pain
Will I be able to live again?
Chaos within myself
Disorder within parallels
Obsession of obscurity
Blackness is security
Haunting illusion
Accompany my reclusion
No spark, no light, no silhouette in the lighting
I’m losing myself though I am struggling, and fighting
Just chaos of emotion a never ending ocean
I am the cursed chosen, full of devotion
Mark my words as I’m about to fade away
Mark my words as I’m about to break away
I have locked away a secret, deep inside myself,
I chose to forget
Like a dream flaring up just to be forgotten before you realize
There is no relief, no cure and no ease until this part of me dies
(C) Call The Mothership 2016
WE BELIEVE.
directed, filming, edit, cut by Viktor Sohm
co-director, onset photography by Peter Gordebeke
Location provided by the TTF-CREW
"Supernova Sunbather"
produced/recorded by Norbert Leitner
written and performed by CTM
Lyrics:
I have locked you away - waiting for it to decay
Forsaken you and denying the truth
A part of myself I never wanted to believe
A part of me I always want to leave
Like a disease, infecting my mind
Forced to hate myself until I’m resigned
The weight too heavy to carry it alone
But no one to help me am I the only one?
Like a dream flaring up just to be forgotten before you realize
There is no relief, no cure and no ease until this part of me dies
Devouring my body from the inside
Eaten alive by the things I have denied
No reason to forget just a flare to burn it out
For I want to live without any doubt
Dismembering myself but unable to heal the infection
Frozen to the core, when I’m in need of affection
So I lock myself in drenched in fear
Building a wall cause I just can’t come clear
Self doubt my eternal companion
A threatening haunting phantom
I am waiting for it to decay
Denying the truth
I never wanted to believe
I always wanted to leave
Infecting my mind
Until I’m resigned
The weight too heavy to carry it alone
But no one to help me am I the only one?
Rage, fear, anger, hope, pain
Will I be able to live again?
Chaos within myself
Disorder within parallels
Obsession of obscurity
Blackness is security
Haunting illusion
Accompany my reclusion
No spark, no light, no silhouette in the lighting
I’m losing myself though I am struggling, and fighting
Just chaos of emotion a never ending ocean
I am the cursed chosen, full of devotion
Mark my words as I’m about to fade away
Mark my words as I’m about to break away
I have locked away a secret, deep inside myself,
I chose to forget
Like a dream flaring up just to be forgotten before you realize
There is no relief, no cure and no ease until this part of me dies
(C) Call The Mothership 2016
WE BELIEVE.
