Uploaded November 2020 | Updated September 2026, 52 minutes ago
It's been a while since I made a BTS video, & I'm definitely in my bangtan feels right now...
I don't know who knows this, but Sleeping At Last is one of my favorite artists, and I was listening to this song called "Heart" the other day and couldn't stop seeing BTS' pretty faces :)
This video is special to me, because it feels like a trip down memory lane. Back through BTS' story, and all the things I've gone through since I found them.
The lyrics "go ahead and laugh, even if it hurts" are my favorite. I feel like sometimes I can get so sad or lonely or just upset at the world that I couldn't imagine laughing or being happy. There's almost a promise there. Like, it feels like I'm proving how bad it really is by being sad, and I'm not allowed to be happy because if I am, it means the sadness isn't really real.
Does that make sense? I don't know :)
I wanted to remind myself (and you) that it's okay to smile, and be happy even if you're going through something. BTS are one of my biggest reminders of that. Hopefully this can help you too, in some way-
You can put the stress on pause. Don't allow the sadness to overwhelm you. Crying is ok, and so is laughing! Just because you're something other than unhappy, doesn't mean your unhappiness is false.
Remember that I love you, and I care about you so much!!
Let me know if you ever feel this way, & we can have a little chat in the comments :)
Be safe ya'll,
-Lexi
It's been a while since I made a BTS video, & I'm definitely in my bangtan feels right now...
I don't know who knows this, but Sleeping At Last is one of my favorite artists, and I was listening to this song called "Heart" the other day and couldn't stop seeing BTS' pretty faces :)
This video is special to me, because it feels like a trip down memory lane. Back through BTS' story, and all the things I've gone through since I found them.
The lyrics "go ahead and laugh, even if it hurts" are my favorite. I feel like sometimes I can get so sad or lonely or just upset at the world that I couldn't imagine laughing or being happy. There's almost a promise there. Like, it feels like I'm proving how bad it really is by being sad, and I'm not allowed to be happy because if I am, it means the sadness isn't really real.
Does that make sense? I don't know :)
I wanted to remind myself (and you) that it's okay to smile, and be happy even if you're going through something. BTS are one of my biggest reminders of that. Hopefully this can help you too, in some way-
You can put the stress on pause. Don't allow the sadness to overwhelm you. Crying is ok, and so is laughing! Just because you're something other than unhappy, doesn't mean your unhappiness is false.
Remember that I love you, and I care about you so much!!
Let me know if you ever feel this way, & we can have a little chat in the comments :)
Be safe ya'll,
-Lexi
