Uploaded January 2025 | Updated September 2026, 1 week ago
Goodbye to your bitrate, the visualizer doesn't play well with lower resolutions. Watch out, big stupid description ahead.
I started this project on a day my mental state was particularly poor. I had a lot of ideas for how to make this song and I ended up doing almost none of them the way I wanted. I tried to make this a little bit like a Femtanyl song, but they are an order of magnitude better at making harsh but listenable music than I am.
I wanted to do lyrics but I couldn't come up with anything cohesive and the TTS I was using was really difficult and didn't really sound the way I wanted. Everything in this project was toned down a lot from what my ideas were...
I spent a lot of time on the visualizer and I think that it looks pretty cool but it looks much better in the project when it's not getting compressed. The rest of the song is... I don't even care. Maybe I'll turn the end part into a different song. Managed to waste 7 hours on this shit.
The automation, effects, and mixer channels are a massive clusterfuck due to all the stuff I did to make the visualizer work and I don't know how salvageable it is. The end of the song started to get good imo but I can't bear to work on this thing anymore.
Thumbnail art (and the image used in the visualizer) is made by me. Follow my bluesky (linked in channel description) if you want to occasionally see art of wildly different styles, quality, and techniques.
I feel awful.
Goodbye to your bitrate, the visualizer doesn't play well with lower resolutions. Watch out, big stupid description ahead.
I started this project on a day my mental state was particularly poor. I had a lot of ideas for how to make this song and I ended up doing almost none of them the way I wanted. I tried to make this a little bit like a Femtanyl song, but they are an order of magnitude better at making harsh but listenable music than I am.
I wanted to do lyrics but I couldn't come up with anything cohesive and the TTS I was using was really difficult and didn't really sound the way I wanted. Everything in this project was toned down a lot from what my ideas were...
I spent a lot of time on the visualizer and I think that it looks pretty cool but it looks much better in the project when it's not getting compressed. The rest of the song is... I don't even care. Maybe I'll turn the end part into a different song. Managed to waste 7 hours on this shit.
The automation, effects, and mixer channels are a massive clusterfuck due to all the stuff I did to make the visualizer work and I don't know how salvageable it is. The end of the song started to get good imo but I can't bear to work on this thing anymore.
Thumbnail art (and the image used in the visualizer) is made by me. Follow my bluesky (linked in channel description) if you want to occasionally see art of wildly different styles, quality, and techniques.
I feel awful.
