Uploaded December 2012 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
Basically this is what happens when I'm terribly sad.
Did it in an hour, so forgive the glitches.
Basically this is what happens when I'm terribly sad.
Did it in an hour, so forgive the glitches.
![Brian+Justin || holdin on tight... [BOIT]
I worked on this vid for over a month to really get it done the way i pictured it in my head when i first came across this song after catching up with the epicness that Brian and Justin are...their love story really got to me and taught me some things that ill never forget and its really been a long time since a couple and a whole show have been so inspiring for me. I really feel like saying that it made my view of some things in life completely develop to another level which is maybe the reason why i am kinda proud of this vid.
This one, more than many others, really has a part of me in it, so please if you are not into slash pairings dont start even watching... but if you do watch it...id really appreciate if you ttok the time to leave a comment...id love to know what you think about it..plus if you took the time to watch a 6,40 min vid what will a couple more mins mean???
I dont think youre interested in details about the editing, if youre just ask in the comment...just have to know that the first part focuses mostly on Brian (up till the first chorus when they get back together) and about what he feels for justin and how depressed and lonely he feels...second part is focused on Justin instead (up to the second chorus) and on all the reasons that make their story epic, but also fall apart...then Brian pov again leading to the great I love You...and then for the last part their point of views are just mixed together....even though this is what i thought while editing, you can all imagine what you want, as long as you get some little emotion from the vid im happy :)
and now the most important part. I have to say THANK YOU all for the 700 subs...I really dont know how this could happen and i feel really honoured and lucky to have people who like my stuff and who are as amazing as you all are, one by one. THANK YOU for all your support!!
Last but not least, THANK YOU Joana, because only you can know how much im always pressuring you to let you see what im working on and to know what you think of it...but i have to be honest and admit that lately your opinion is the one that keeps me going, like with this vid...
so i really want to thank you with all my heart for always being there for me.
love ya
If you have a request for a vid,
just know that im still taking requests..
so just post your request here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkVN3WFbF0A
BTW im starting to work on the requests I already got and I hope Ill start to upload them soon...
BACK-UP:
http://www.youtube.com/user/Bittermelodyy
started: 17/01/11
finished: 22/02/11 Brian+Justin || holdin on tight... [BOIT]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qbrUV4KSAsY/mqdefault.jpg)
![Aria+Ezra || Every Second... [request#1]
pairing: Aria+Ezra
Editeb by: bittermelody
have a request???
gohere:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkVN3WFbF0A
Colouring by: ME (i know it should be darker, but i tried it and it only got worse)
watermark by: xkillerxgirlx
requested buy: epicrainmoments...i really hope this is what you were hoping to see when you requested this vid =) Aria+Ezra || Every Second... [request#1]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/qopRG54-KAk/mqdefault.jpg)


![Julian+Marti || the kinda thing I do [1x15]
after the last episode its official: theres definitely something going on between these two...
and whether the writers will go with them or not, they already own a soft spot in my heart..pretty lame i know :P
if you have any request for a vid, just post it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HkVN3WFbF0A
Fandom: Hellcats
Pairing: Julian & Marti
Song: On fire
Artist: Switchfoot
Colouring by: Me
Watermark: xKillerxGirlx Julian+Marti || the kinda thing I do [1x15]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/reDN9cDNayY/mqdefault.jpg)


![~ Unspoken [c/w bajraktarierlinda]
ive never done a collab in such a short time,but it was absolutely worth it...we did this in one day and working with this girl was amazing...if you havent already, go right to sub her..she totally deserves it because she always puts so much effort in her vids...
http://www.youtube.com/user/bajraktarierlinda
http://www.youtube.com/user/bajraktarierlinda
http://www.youtube.com/user/bajraktarierlinda
and huni i like the colouring, dont worry if its a little dark on some clips...
thank you for making this with me =)
Eri vidded: jake/peyton; nathan/haley; brooke/lucas; brooke/julian; lucas/peyton; damon/elena; chuck/blair
I vidded: stefan/elena; katherine/damon; julian/marti; michael/nikita; aria/ezra; brian/justin ~ Unspoken [c/w bajraktarierlinda]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/skc6DJE35kU/mqdefault.jpg)
![Debbie&Brian || youll be okay [THC]
this is my second entry for tinycherry3os hugging contest.
I just saw this scene yesterday and just had to try and vid it..even though Brian/Debbie arent actually mother/son, i think their kind of relationship makes them worthy of being part of the family category...
onto the vid..I really dont have much to say..just very very very simple editing...i used the whole scene and not only the hug because to me its a progressive climax that leads to it and the whole conversation plays an important part...
and after re-watching it im not even sure whether i like it or not..
feedback is always greatly appreciated, as you surely know!
=) Debbie&Brian || youll be okay [THC]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/sznskoUML-k/mqdefault.jpg)
![Edward/Bella [New Moon]
***Watch in HD***
Disclaimer: NO copyright infringement intended. Both the clips and the song featured belong to their respectful owners. I do NOT own anything.
Now to the video.. this is the first New Moon video of mine.. I didnt make a difference between the past and the present because, as I said, I didnt want to change the colouringI think youll understand it from the way the scenes are put together thanks to the voiceovers and to the story we all know.
Theres just one thing I want to underline: when you see the part in which Bella is in front of Laurent shes struggling whether she wants to be killed or if she wants to live. She thinks about the first kiss with Edward and starts running.. both away from Laurent and to get her love back, because she understood hes loved her all along.. I just made up this sort of storyline to justify the abrupt changing, but youre can see it the way you most like it!
And now some updates on the other videos. I assure you I am working on them, even if its gonna take some time. The Serenate video is 30% done, while the Chair video to the song White Flag is at 15%. Hope Ill get one of those two finished in the next couple of days in which I dont have that much to do with school.
I know I said too much. So, without further ado, have a nice watch!
Id really like to know what you think about it..
Feedback can always make me improve myself! Edward/Bella [New Moon]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tPpg1zkB8Xk/mqdefault.jpg)
![[ Michael + Nikita ] ● «we found love»
«..I started to forget what its like..
«..you have a family..right here!
« Fandom: Nikita
« Clips from season 1+2 (up to episode 9)
« Song: Sam Tsui - we found love
« Couple: Michael + Nikita
« Wish #5..let me refrase that..my B-Day gift for Caroline
- http://www.youtube.com/user/tinycherry30
« Tumblr: http://xxbittermelody.tumblr.com/
« Backup: http://www.youtube.com/user/Bittermelodyy
« Description: Where should I start?? I got the idea of vidding this song from Nessas Chuck+Blair vid..check it out here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eb_xU3ej50Q
After listening to it on repeat for a week or so I thought of vidding these two to it and the more I got into the vid the more I liked how this was turning out..when I had only the intro done I found out thta Carolines birthday was coming up so I put all my effort in the vid with ehr on my mind to finish it on time..and i managed to do so. Even a little early :P
SO happy early B-Day Caroline!
I know your current obsessions are someplace else but I seriously hope you still hold your love and passion for these two...I remember how I always looked forward to see your Nikita vids. You always manage to amaze me with everything you do..your one of the vidders on here Ive know the longest and i take the most inspiration from..i truly wish you the best for your 21st birthday. Hope your wishes come true and that youll have a beautiful day!!!
last but not least THANK YOU to Johnny (Jmacky101Productions) for the beautiful overlay ;) [ Michael + Nikita ] ● «we found love»](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/tQ_BIHjyITs/mqdefault.jpg)