Uploaded February 2023 | Updated September 2026, 2 days ago

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Hello guys! hope your 2023 is going well so far!
It's been a while since I've hopped on MMD and I made this model around 2 weeks ago? But for this video, I made a few changes. The blue dress was a sudden idea to haha

the backstory: So my model in the blue dress, I wanted to be a reimagined self of what I represented myself to look like in 2018. (all black hair, brown eyes) but also acknowledge what I like to dress up like now. My model in the pink dress is how I like to represent myself now, cissy will always be in pink most of the time hehe.

I enjoy this motion and song, it holds a special place in my heart.
Back in 2018, I was a lot younger (obvi), and then I was so quick to interact with others and befriend them not even going deeper into their character and what they're all about. You just had to be friends with all these people.
Over the years I've gone through some hard times with some of those people I just had to befriend so quickly. And sadly not everyone is who you think they are, but I'm glad to have been out of those toxic relations. I believe it's better to be alone than be stuck in toxic situations.
Sometimes you're "better off alone" when it comes to being happier and knowing your worth.
I've come a long way and couldn't be happier :)

Credits:
motion by: Insanity
youtube.com/watch?v=BD08ISzcfwI
stage: RadialC
deviantart.com/redialc/art/MMD-STAGE-DL-RC-S-Alone-Tai-732536989
song: 'Better Off Alone' by Prince Paris

mme effects: dreamingshader, hgSAO, abSAO, cross luminous, hg_diffusion, ikoveray, colordrop, sakura, iklensghost, iksunshaft, ikunderwater

thank you so much for watching.