Uploaded January 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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"Take my life back to the start!"

First song of 2020! Let's leave our fears and worries in the 2010s and let's look to the future!

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Lyrics:
If I had stayed another day,
Would things have ended up this way?
If I never said I leave?
How would things be for me?

Could I have found a new path along the way?
Or could I be trapped here for another day?
A love so unhealthy we knew it couldn't last.
But I'm moving on, I won't dwell on the past!

You told me that I was always in the wrong,
tried to make sure that my hope was gone...
It just wasn't worth fighting against my heart.
This where I take my life back to the start!

I will never cry over you again,
no longer will I pretend to bend...
My feelings have more value to me,
than your delusions will ever hope to be.

Can I say that I survived?
Will I know how to live my life?
The future's scary I won't lie,
but I can see the light!

Could I have found a new path along the way?
Or could I be trapped here for another day?
A love so unhealthy we knew it couldn't last.
But I'm moving on, I won't dwell on the past!

You told me that I was always in the wrong,
tried to make sure that my hope was gone...
It just wasn't worth fighting against my heart.
This where I take my life back to the start!

I'll learn how to find new friends, instead of you!
Sitting here and crying is what I won't do!
Friendships that are one-sided?
They're always pretend, these bridges we had?
This is where they all end.

No one knew how I felt about you,
all these relationships, they were destined to fall through!
What we had was it something really true?
A red passion that was dyed blue!

Could I have found a new path along the way?
Or could I be trapped here for another day?
A love so unhealthy we knew it couldn't last.
But I'm moving on, I won't dwell on the past!

You told me that I was always in the wrong,
tried to make sure that my hope was gone...
It just wasn't worth fighting against my heart.
This where I take my life back to the start!