Lobitosve | [back to the OLD DAYS] @Lobitosve | Uploaded June 2023 | Updated October 2024, 8 hours ago.
it's so hard to sit around all day,
and not being reminded of all the things you'd say
to make me laugh, to make my fears go away.



the half of this edit was started around April 23th. yesterday i finished the black spaces and today i added the texts + some effects.
[manip at 0:23 by munelight]

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Lately I'm scared almost all the time; and it drives me crazy not knowing what or why.
the fear just attacks me, the panic...
maybe it's because of something happening, or contrary, nothing happening at all...
i just know that everyday i get more consumed by the nostalgia and i always feel melancholic now. and every time it gets harder to deal with.
i just want everything to go back the way it was. that's the only thing i really want, the only thing i need.