Uploaded November 2024 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago
I (like all people) want to be seen, loved, and appreciated for who I really am, but I don't know if anyone in this world will ever REALLY see me.
I'm too much for most people.
I'm too loud. Too hyper. Too direct. Too silly. Too sensitive. Too emotional. Too annoying. - or so I've been told many times.
Because I'm seen as "too much" in many situations, I often have to turn things down, muting myself, keeping my true thoughts and opinions hidden.
I want to share. I yearn to share. More than anything, I want to speak up and connect, but I don't.
ID: Lyric, a pale skinned nonbinary person with black hair hair with dark green ends and shaved sides, is sitting in an RV at their dining room table, wearing a black tank top.
This video is based on the Substack post from July 7, 2024: neurodivergentrebel.substack.com/p/my-autistic-truth-more-than-anything
Substack, Patreon, and YouTube channel members had access to this video on Wednesday, October 8, 2024. The video’s public release will be Friday, November 8 2024.
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I would love to have you. 💜
- Lyric
NOTES/DISCLAIMER:
It's important that we all understand, that as Autistic People, there is not a unified autistic experience. We all have different opinions and very different experience, and I think it's great to share those things.
If you're a NeuroTypical watching, remember that this is just my experience as a NeuroDivergent Person.
Hopefully, this video will inspire other NeuroDivergent People to share their experiences and how they relate, and maybe even do not, in the comments below.
I encourage you to listen to and read as many Autistic experiences as possible to best understand Autistic People.
I would LOVE to see more Autism vlogs by #ActuallyAutistic People.
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I (like all people) want to be seen, loved, and appreciated for who I really am, but I don't know if anyone in this world will ever REALLY see me.
I'm too much for most people.
I'm too loud. Too hyper. Too direct. Too silly. Too sensitive. Too emotional. Too annoying. - or so I've been told many times.
Because I'm seen as "too much" in many situations, I often have to turn things down, muting myself, keeping my true thoughts and opinions hidden.
I want to share. I yearn to share. More than anything, I want to speak up and connect, but I don't.
ID: Lyric, a pale skinned nonbinary person with black hair hair with dark green ends and shaved sides, is sitting in an RV at their dining room table, wearing a black tank top.
This video is based on the Substack post from July 7, 2024: neurodivergentrebel.substack.com/p/my-autistic-truth-more-than-anything
Substack, Patreon, and YouTube channel members had access to this video on Wednesday, October 8, 2024. The video’s public release will be Friday, November 8 2024.
Help me get the word out!!! If you like what I do, and would like more, please consider subscribing on Patreon or Substack. This blog is made possible by support from readers like YOU! (Sharing my content is also, equally helpful!)
Subscribe on Patreon (or YouTube) to get access to my videos BEFORE they are released to the general public.
On Patreon, a subscription is "pay what you can," starting at $1 a month (less if you subscribe annually), and Substack the subscription is ONLY $5.00/month for a paid subscription, and I also offer a free subscription.
Both paid subscriptions on Patreon and Substack offer a FREE one-week trial.
I would love to have you. 💜
- Lyric
NOTES/DISCLAIMER:
It's important that we all understand, that as Autistic People, there is not a unified autistic experience. We all have different opinions and very different experience, and I think it's great to share those things.
If you're a NeuroTypical watching, remember that this is just my experience as a NeuroDivergent Person.
Hopefully, this video will inspire other NeuroDivergent People to share their experiences and how they relate, and maybe even do not, in the comments below.
I encourage you to listen to and read as many Autistic experiences as possible to best understand Autistic People.
I would LOVE to see more Autism vlogs by #ActuallyAutistic People.
SUBSCRIBE & SUPPORT:
patreon.com/NeurodivergentRebel neurodivergentrebel.substack.com
paypal.me/NeurodivergentRebel
Transcriptions & CC for all NEW videos are available at:
neurodivergentrebel.com
Other Links:
neurodivergentconsulting.org
facebook.com/NeurodivergentRebel
threads.net/@neurodivergentrebel
instagram.com/NeurodivergentRebel
tiktok.com/@.neurodivergentrebel
