Uploaded August 2015 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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Coming back Beyonce style. Only without her fame…or money…or talents…or looks.

Facebook page: facebook.com/Kesidiii
Song lyrics: lyricstranslate.com/en/mitternacht-midnight.html-1

Do you also hate the people who promise stuff and don`t deliver? Yah, that`s me on my Facebook page. This is why when I sat down this weekend while taking care of family dogs, I promised only myself to at least get to 1:30 of this video. I had pieces here and there done from last year. That`s right. It took me over a year to make this because I am useless piece of… at making time for myself.

You know, I realized how often we say we lack time while simply wasting it here and there. Do you know the feeling when you procrastinate mindlessly, but you don`t actually do the stuff you enjoy because then you'd feel guilty? Well...

I got through this video surprisingly quickly. I don`t remember the last time I was glued to Sony Vegas like this. What also motivated me were the incredibly original reasons people on YouTube used to explain my lack of activity with. My favs include - aka what I learned about myself while on hiatus:

- Kesidiii got pregnant
- Kesidiii pursued a career as a professional homo. This is kinda negating the first thing but hey, my life is one hell of a ride apparently.
- Kesidiii sucks and cannot edit anymore and no one will miss her anyway.
- Kesidiii broke her computer. We have a shortage here in Czech Republic, and it`s just one per person per lifetime.
- Kesidiii just gave up, she could not keep up with the talented youth. :/ damn

Don`t feel bad for thinking any of those, it made me laugh. I was stalking youtube here and there, reading comments from you and was happy some sort of legacy went on. The explanation is much less original though. I devoted most of my time working to gain professional experience. dealing with college and personal life.

During the two years, I learned so much about marketing and I am working on becoming an expert in the field. You know what is awesome? That this little passion of ours helped me enormously. If companies want something, it's a marketer with artistic side who does not die seeing graphic programs or CSS.

Also, I learned how AMV editors are incredibly resourceful people in general. Since most of us started as kids, we had little money and had to find our resources somehow online for free. That's very valuable The point here is, I might be 22 now, but I never regret the thousands of hours I possibly faced my computer for all my videos combined. And you should not feel bad about whatever your passion is as well! You can always gain from it (unless, you know… you are not into some weird kinky shet).

Thank you for reading this, my friend.

AND ENJOY! And write me down here if you missed me, if I should have stayed away, or whatever you wish. I am old now, you know. It`s harder to offend me.

Have a nice summer,
Dani