Uploaded September 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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I didn't want to post this on my channel at first because I wasn't sure I liked it, but after a few months of listening back I can confirm that I do indeed, like it.

Soundcloud link: soundcloud.com/user-272629114/at-my-door

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[Verse]
Maybe some small talk to lower the tension
I’m tryna forget all my affection
Don’t tip toe anymore

[Chorus]
Don’t give me hope
I’ve been alone
Dreaming of
The day when you show up at my door
At my door, at my door
Do you really know?
Do you really know?
Do you know the depths of what I’m feeling?
Do you really know?
Do you really know?
Do you know the secrets I’ve been keeping?

[Verse]
Do you know how hard it is just to talk to you?
When the phrase on my tongue is itching to come through
Ditch the small talk, we were never good at,
I don’t trust myself enough to say no to you

[Chorus]
Don’t give me hope
I’ve been alone
Dreaming of
The day when you show up at my door
At my door, at my door