[AT] FALL APART | VENT EDIT @LevyMirai

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um okay where do i start with this... uuhh so this is a vent edit i made about a week ago. Something kinda happened to me and saying it makes me feel like an idiot teenage girl cause only an idiot teenage girl would react so stupidly over something like this so I'm not really going to say what it was but let's just say i was a bit of a mess. I wasn't going to upload this because it's kinda depressing, but it was thanks to some amazing people that i managed to get through that incident last week and so i want to dedicate this to those people. Which is basically everyone in AT.

Seriously you guys just make my day every time i come online xD i don't think i've ever felt so at home with anyone as much as i do with you guys. You listen to me rant, you help me out with stuff, both editing wise and irl related and you're all just so kind and talented can i please hug all of you ;-; So really what i want to say is thank you for being there for me last week. All of you. Rocky, if it wasn't for you i don't think i would have ever had the guts to do it. Irina, you like spent a solid 5 minutes making sure i was okay the next day and i seriously can't thank you enough for that ;-; And to literally everyone else. I swear half of you walked into the chat and said
"WE'RE HERE FOR YOU KAITLYN" or "YOU GOT THIS" even though you had no clue what was happening but you supported me anyway and i'm not gonna lie i was almost in tears at that point. WHY ARE YOU ALL SO NICE ;-; You guys are all so precious to me and i have no clue what i did to deserve you all ;-; i'm probably being sentimental af and i know this is like a week late to say thank you but i wasn't ready to upload it yet cause i'm a mess and you all should know it c': but i'm doing it now so seriously, thank you ^//^

so um just ignore how depressing and terrible this edit is, idk if it's cause it was a rushed vent edit or because of how i was feeling at the time or maybe i just suck in general yeah okay i'm going to stop talking now bye c':

$Yang Jeongin | Brighter — #happyINday theres something beautiful, hiding in the shadows~ AHDFHGDJDF thats right KAITLYN IS FINALLY BACK WITH SKZ BDAY EDITS AGAIN :DD The birthdays wont be as close together this time round tho xDD BUT ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEONGIN UWU Jeongins birthday is extra special for me, because its also my birthday! xD Yang Jeongin and I share the exact same birthdate, including the year :3 (that being 2001) which means were both turning 18 today! (19 for Jeongin technically bc Korean age is a thing but dont ask me it confuses me). I actually have my university orientation day today, so this is a scheduled upload and Im not sure if Ill be online at all today owo Well see what happens! But my birthday doesnt matter, because this edit is to celebrate Stray Kids dearest maknaes birthday~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEONGIN WAAAH!! I cant believe how quickly your birthday has come around uwu You hold a special place in my heart, as you hold the title of my first SKZ bias, as well as my first ult bias overall xD I still remember when I was reading the SKZ profiles for the first time after having discovered you guys earlier that day and I got to the last one (yours, because it was in order of age) and my brain did the weirdest double take, meltdown thing when I saw your birthday and I was just like lol what is my birthday doing here like I actually said that xDDD Took me another minute to realise, no I was not reading that wrong, and I even went as far as to google your birthday on the off chance this profile was lying to me xDD BUT IT WASNT LOL I FELT KINDA STUPID AFTERWARDS TBH XD It was just so foreign to me, as Id never had anyone share the same birthday as me, let alone the exact one!! This information probably played a part in you quickly becoming my bias, but only the tiniest fraction if Im being honest XD BECAUSE YOURE TOO CUTE DSJBDF With these profiles, they have images of the members from their latest comeback, which at the time for SKZ was I am WHO. I discovered SKZ right in the middle of I am WHO promotions, after the album had been released but before the Awkward Silence MV came out xD But from those images, youd already stolen my heart, even before I read your birthday. As I started watching SKZ videos, like the Talker and Honey-Tips episodes, not only was I lost cause for Stray Kids as a whole, but you were also definitley my bias by then xD Although your time as my ult bias was short, bc I converted to an OT9 stan before even a month had passed, you still always have a special place in my heart AND I STILL LOVE YOU TO DEATH, KINDLY STOP WRECKING MY NEWFOUND BIAS OF SEUNGMIN SMH. But oh god XD I always find I have sooooo much more to write about the SKZ members than any other idols I made birthday gifts for. ILY ALL YOU HEAR. But I hope you know I really really adore you Jeongin uwu Youre super adorable and talented and your voice is so cute but it can also be so emotional, like in Mirror, and make me sob ;; Strangely, I always found your vocals the easiest to recognise from the beginning, despite how I think it wouldve been Woojin or Seungmin now xD Theres just something about your voice thats really unique and I love it a lot ^^ Also, you have no idea how happy your parts in songs like School Life and Get Cool make me xDD AND YOUR PART IN THE COVER OF ADORE U YOU GUYS DID !! I just end up smiling so much, because you sound so happy and you look so happy performing it! You also make me laugh so much xD I say that about every SKZ member and its true for every one, but all in your own unique ways owo Your antics as the maknae and how you interact with the other members just makes me crack up XD Like your constant rejection of Seungmin. Give Seungmin loveee xDD HECK I JUST RANT WHEN IT COMES TO YOU KIDS KJSDFDJ Happy birthday angel, seriously!! Ill be hoping only the best for you all day and that you feel nothing but happiness! I hope you have nice cake and lots of gifts, because you deserve no less!! Thank you so much for always making my day brighter, Jeongin uwu I love you!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!! p.s yes this edit is trash i procrastinated and i hate myself for it LOL Also fun fact, I tried to make the light leaks hot pinkish bc thats jeongins favourite colour :3 It kinda failed BUT I TRIED XD$

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