Arystina - Still Here @Arystina

Uploaded September 2026 | Updated September 2026, 8 hours ago

Spotify: pending
Apple Music: pending

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Lyrics by me: @Arystina
Musical composition and voice made by Suno AI.
Video/visualizer by Vizzy.io.
Image generated in ChatGPT and edited by @Arystina.

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It was brought to my attention that September is Suicide Prevention Month. This song is for those who struggle, who have been hurt, who feel numb, or who are simply trying to make it through another day.

Remember: you matter. You are not your past, your scars or your damage. You don’t have to be fearless nor do you have to have everything figured out.

You’re still here, and that is something worth holding onto.

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If you or someone you know is struggling, please do not hesitate to reach out:

USA and Canada residents: Call or text 988 — Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, available 24/7.

All other regions: You can find local crisis and suicide-prevention support through findahelpline.com or befrienders.org/.

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Lyrics:

I learned to hide in daylight
Wear the calm like second skin
Kept the thunder in my ribcage
Locked the storm somewhere within

There were nights I don’t speak of
Ghosts I couldn’t name
I was breathing through the wreckage
Trying not to feed the flame

When the weight got heavy
When my knees hit the floor
I thought the dark would bury me
But I’m not buried anymore

I’m still here
After everything I’ve been through
I’m still here
With a heart that still beats true
Every scar
Every tear
Every night I disappeared
Couldn’t break me
Couldn’t make me
Leave myself behind
I’m still here
Yeah, I’m still here

I kept my heart in hiding
Built the walls up stone by stone
Called it strength to feel nothing
Called it peace to be alone

But healing came in pieces
One breath, one step, one day
I didn’t have to be fearless
Just had to stay

I don’t need to be whole
To fight for one more dawn
I can shake and still keep moving
I can bend and carry on

I’m still here
After everything I’ve been through
I’m still here
With a heart that still beats true
Every scar
Every tear
Every night I disappeared
Couldn’t break me
Couldn’t make me
Leave myself behind

I’m still here
Yeah, I’m still here

I won’t shame the broken places
I won’t curse the nights I fell
I am more than all my damage
More than secrets I won’t tell

I am not the wreckage
I am not the fear
I’m still breathing
I’m still here

I’m still here
After everything I’ve been through
I’m still here
With a heart that still beats true
Pain came close
But I made it through
And if you’re still breathing
Then this is true for you

You’re still here
Yeah, you’re still here

Every scar tells a story
Every breath makes it clear
You were never only broken
You’re still here

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