Uploaded January 2022 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago

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ID: 77512864

Man. This level. What a time of my life this was.

This level has the most stupid and confusing history ever, one which is somewhat painful for me, but can be summed up as a Learning Experience for me, and a pretty important one.
Feel free to continue reading if you care.

So basically there's a person who goes by (or, well, used to go by) JakeSJ, a guy who beat every single rated NC demon. Cut back over two years ago, and 14 year old me was randomly watching his video where he said he wanted a NC level with a certain drop of a song, and I decided "yeah sure I'll do exactly that for him!"

I completed it and was really proud of it, and so I went to his server to show him. That's when I made the mistake - I was so insufferably prideful that the rest of the interaction had no choice but to go south.

He said he didn't care, and I just couldn't accept that at the time so I kept escalating the situation and had a full on emotional breakdown on his server, prompting him to ban me.

I've tried apologizing quite recently (as a 16 year old) but to no avail, he probably hid me from his channel or something and I don't blame him.

Anyway I've learned to let this whole fiasco go and put it behind me. It's still dedicated to the guy, but there's basically a zero chance he cares.

But that's just how things go sometimes at the end of the day.