LadyEvatrice | Ange-Too Cold to Shiver @LadyEvatrice | Uploaded October 2016 | Updated October 2024, 1 day ago.
Audio's credited at the start. I need to work on parts, but since I've been gone due to an evacuation, I've been super stressed, resulting in this vent vid.
Bern = dark and depressing, recurring thoughts
Ange = me
Ange tries to deal with her sad problems by ignoring them. Obviously, the thoughts keep coming back and they really hit hard, but only a little glimmer of hope keeps her from committing to really ending it. Then she lets her bottled up emotions explode and she clings to her false hope, the end.
Audio's credited at the start. I need to work on parts, but since I've been gone due to an evacuation, I've been super stressed, resulting in this vent vid.
Bern = dark and depressing, recurring thoughts
Ange = me
Ange tries to deal with her sad problems by ignoring them. Obviously, the thoughts keep coming back and they really hit hard, but only a little glimmer of hope keeps her from committing to really ending it. Then she lets her bottled up emotions explode and she clings to her false hope, the end.
![GilBeato-Do It like That? [MEP part]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/i_lZSeqdenw/hqdefault.jpg "GilBeato-Do It like That? [MEP part]
Gil looks too fucking extra in that thumbnail, well, all of them, really, but that one pin particular.
Back from the short staycation, god, I hate living without wifi.Decided to catch up on parts I needed to do that have a deadline of SOON. Got two more I owe other people that dont have a due date, one I owe that Im attempting heavy masking in (RIP me), and some for the MEPs on this channel. For my Shake It MEP on this channel, can you believe I only have four parts in for it and two of them are mine, and its due in four days.
Really hoping I can continue work on my GilBeato fic, but just waiting for my beta reader to finish chapter 1 and then I can start chapter 2. If I could, Id pay people to write the lewd scenes.")
![To the Spacey Kouhai from the Senpai [gift]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/j2f4Vxvd9Z8/hqdefault.jpg "To the Spacey Kouhai from the Senpai [gift]
Im laughing, all the thumbnails have to do with idols.
*casually tries to drag Spacey into Idol Hell*
Tuturu is Spaceys and my inside meme on the Despair forums (and my fave catchphrase from Steins;Gate.)
Well, today is Spacey-kouhais birthday, and since I missed it last year, I had to make up for it this year... WITH MORE GAY SHIT AND MORE MEMES.
I put in so much NozoNico because Spacey keeps sending me some great fanart for it. And also a lot of Nozomeme.
I was actually gonna start editing with the first song, but then I quit. Then I cut my clips for the movie and saw pissed off Hanayo, so... Hanayo in Japan: sweet, cute!! Hanayo in America: HANAYO IS FUCKIN PISSED!!
Also, Eli gets memed on by some gays. Eli, your BFFs are gay memes. Surprise.")
![KuraEvato-I Like It, Like It [collab part]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/j5uQM-Bv9io/hqdefault.jpg "KuraEvato-I Like It, Like It [collab part]
WHY YOU ALL THE THUMBNAILS, YOU DICK.
GUESS WHO ISNT COMPLETELY DEAD YET.
Its kinda stressful having to help my sister watch a kid while I also have homework to do, and more other personal stuff, but Im working on finishing my remaining parts for this collab. Ive got three left, yay!
I like to call this The crossover OTP has some kinky sex. Because I tried to make it look like they were doing it. I knew that scene with her licking the frosting off would be useful one day. She also changes clothes because why not, do you even realize who that is, thats normal for her. TFW YOUR GF LAUNCHES YOU AGAINST A WALL AND ITS KINDA HOT.")
![[LixAxiLStudios] GilBeato-Sigh Three Times, Sigh Three Times [MEP part]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/jdBEOXLtVdI/hqdefault.jpg "[LixAxiLStudios] GilBeato-Sigh Three Times, Sigh Three Times [MEP part]
As good as Beato is for the thumbnail, Battlers in the thumbnail too and I cant have that, plus, the one Im choosing has what I titled this vid.
Im still alive, just working on a bunch of stuff that cant be uploaded yet (or Im waiting to gather what Im doing in a big collection).
I decided to break from the usual Umineko shitposts and edit something serious for Umineko Days.
The story is that Beato jokingly tries to summon someone to be her lover and OUT POPS THIS ASSHOLE. Shes understandably shocked. They sleep together and Gil is still there, and shes so relieved, MAGIC IS REAL.
For LixAxiLs Mirrors MEP!! Go sign up, its a Halloween MEP!")
![Want From Me?-KyouMami [MEP part]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/k-IGJ0KMV3Y/hqdefault.jpg "Want From Me?-KyouMami [MEP part]
.... Im not fond of any of the thumbnails, but Ill take the one with hands.
This will be my first MEP done since March, holy shit. Im kinda happy with what I did with the parts that go with the guitar, because I thought theyd go too fast. I made the intro because I have almost all of the parts but one, and that persons gonna be done fairly soon with it.
Still my OTP for the series and it pisses me off that theres no anime acknowledgement that they AT LEAST see each other as family in favor of forced scenes that are OOC and AI YO BS.
The doujin used is called Glare, and I also used the Different Story.")
![Junkodachi-Baby, Youre Sick [MEP part]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/k1o2eOgfLzw/hqdefault.jpg "Junkodachi-Baby, Youre Sick [MEP part]
... I honestly cant decide a thumbnail.
*is consumed by the fires of hell to finish this even if it killed me*
For my Your Lovers Revenge MEP. Ive been meaning to vid Junkodachi for one of my little personal MEPs for a while now. Im excited about how it came out, though. I wanted to use my Sony Vegas that didnt allow for masking so I could use the Magic Bullet effects. Either way, pretty much any version of this song really fits this ship. Also, now I can post a deadline without feeling like a hypocrite, yay.
I wanted this part in my MEP solely because apart from the French part, this part is my favorite part of the song, with all the movie references becoming euphemisms. DESPAIR OTP PLUS HALESTORM OR LADY GAGA, YO.
... God, Ive ran out of things to say. Um... Ange did nothing wrong!!")
![Try to Walk and Talk [MEP part]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kBUSAfGElgA/hqdefault.jpg "Try to Walk and Talk [MEP part]
Im gonna laugh so hard if this MEP has a bunch of parts with Fate in them. I like that one Cu thumbnail, but that one thumbnail looks too cool.
I started off editing Rohan, but I was running low on usable fanart of just him, and I didnt want to filter through his porn or other shipping art, so I went to Cas!Cu at the end. I developed a crush on him while playing FGO to the point I worked hard to ascend him and do his interlude. And of course yall know I have it bad for Rohan, this awful man.
I forgot how repetitive this songs chorus really is. :D
This is for my Extraball MEP! One main part to go, and the outro, though Im gonna wait until I get the rest of the parts before the outro, make sure the people get their parts in.
Also, its funny how I snuck Cu into this MEP and Noranges editing Medb. Those Celtic Heroes, yknow.")
![[MDS] BatEri-You Could Never...](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/kO7jAkgOtN4/hqdefault.jpg "[MDS] BatEri-You Could Never...
I dont really have any good thumbnails for this.
My part for MadDespair Studios Nicotine MEP. The theme was unhealthy ships, and ugh, BatEri is one of my faves. Plus, its technically canon even though BeaBat is slightly more canon. I thought the end line really suited them, since Erika abhors love and Battler... well, even though they have better chemistry, he isnt in live with her. (Erika very well could be, we just dont know.)
The MEP is almost done, so I figured Id upload my part I made about two weeks ago.")
