[MOVED TO NEW CHANNEL] | [amv] wide awake | hbd mari!! @LevyMirai | Uploaded 6 years ago | Updated 19 hours ago
"maybe i, i can never fly...."

*goes to sob in corner* oh god why did I choose this song for your birthday mari I'M CRYING ;__; HI MARI I HOPE YOU'RE HAVING A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY WHEN YOU GET THIS AND THAT THIS DOESN'T RUIN YOUR DAY C':

I was all like "aw yeah I'm gonna do a serendipity amv and it's gonna be cute :3" AHAHA NOPE. When we were talking about what you were doing for you bday irl like 3 days ago, it kinda hit me that I really wanted to edit Jin for you. I fudging adore this song, but I know you probably love it more, so I really wanted to use it. SO I'M REALLY SORRY IT'S KINDA SAD BUT I WANTED TO KNOW I APPRECIATE YOU XDD

Although I think the fact that I went and googled what episodes had Kassim (did I get his name right this time xD) and Alibaba scenes and then downloaded the raws even tho I still haven't watched Magi says that enough xDD I DID IT FOR CHU BE PROUD XDD

Unlike with Sonny, and most of my friends for that matter, we have a different sort of friendship, so I'll try to keep this as short and as un-cheesy as possible for your sake xDD STILL PROBS GONNA EMBARASS YOU NOT SORRY C:

Happy Birthday Mari :3 I sincerly hope everything worked out and that you have a wonderful day today, seriously, you need an unstressful day, pls enjoy it xDD I hope you get lots of nice things and birthday wishes and mainly things not sad like this edit LOL. I'm honestly so glad we started talking. I mean yeah, we had a few conversations beforehand cuz you're in Iris and I'm in BSDS, but we never really had much in common to talk about I guess? Until, well, the object of more than half of our usual conversations xDD I honestly love BTS just for allowing me to become this close to you, if nothing else (but we both know I love them for so much more than that jaksfhsjeg). You're such an interesting person tbh, idk if I've ever told you that xDD Like I said, our friendship is really different from most of the ones I have with people, like it's much more chill and idk the word, like we can literally talk all day and I don't even realise that's how long we've been talking for?! xDD I genuinely look forward to the moment when you reply to my messages, cause talking to you has become something I really have fun doing. I always find myself smiling or giggling while we're talking xD And it's honestly like we never run out of things to talk about, like seriously how did we go from like never speaking unless it was handing in mep parts, to literally having day long conversations almost every day xDD I mean not that I'm complaining XD

Shoot this is hella long already xDD I'M SORRY I ALWAYS WRITE 6X MORE THAN I MEAN TO EVEN IF I SAY IT'S GONNA BE SHORT X'D Ok but like in all honesty, I really like you Mari. Because of you I fell deeper into the BTS fandom than I ever intended (ily for it dw xD). You're honestly such a sweet and interesting person, idek how xDD And yes you are sweet smh, no matter what anyone else says about you. You take too much onto yourself, what with parts for your studio and your own meps and stuff. Which ig I'm guilty of doing as well, so I can relate, but I feel it affects you more than you let people realise. I'm really happy that becoming a co leader for BSDS made you feel less stressed, because honestly, there have been so many times where I've wanted to help you out or comfort you, but the only thing I can ever say is "good luck" or send cute bts pics c': I'm sorry I'm pretty lousy in that regard. highkey going off track again, but please know Mari, that I love you for the way you are, and I don't think you should have to change for anyone but yourself. You're a super amazing and talented human and as I've said already, I really like you xDD Thank you for dragging me into the BTS fandom. Thank you for sending me Suga pics all the time ilysm xDD Thank you for starting this collab thing we have going, we're so going to regret it, but at the same time, not at all xDD And thank you for being an amazing friend :3 Happy Birthday!!! I'm sorry I went off and got hella cheesy despite saying I wouldn't, you have permission to kill me for that x'D Have the best day Mari, because you deserve no less c;

Also I promise I'll finish the results video tonight, pls accept my excuse that I was finishing this xDD

Sub to Mari, her editing is prettyyyyy :3 youtube.com/channel/UC4EoeW_ekqK5Zhg-xvLs2yA

(also I cannot believe I actually found the motivation to make a 2 minute amv, I think we can all agree it was probably those 3000 BTS music videos I watched, the amount of views I added to those istg xDD)

Song: Awake by Jin (BTS)
Anime: Hyouka, Akatsuki no Yona, Mawaru Penguindrum, Magi, Zetsuen no Tempest, Hotarubi no Mori e, Akagami no Shirayukihime, Servamp, Anthem Of The Heart, Zankyou no Terror, Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso, Bungou Stray Dogs
Time to make: a rlly long time pls love me
Time to render: 2 hours cause I had to re-render it c':