Uploaded April 2020 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
I know I JUST uploaded and I'm usually more dead than this but this is important!!
IT TOOK SO LONG AND I'M LATE IN MY TIMEZONE BUT I DID IT GAYS!! Fueled by the power of best boy brainrot... Please love him, he is just trying his best! Some guys are just mean.
This is totally rushed despite taking forever to finish but not the worst thing I ever made which is good because he deserves a nice birthday edit. Uploaded the next day because I am a disaster! But sssshh details.
There is also a theme to this. I just don't know which one. I TRIED to go for VHS inspired by some meps but honestly idek what that means- So yeah have this theme. It's somewhere in there, make of that what you will!
Also maaaybe I have a thing for fanart of bloodied characters and maaybe you can see that in this, but whatever. Judge me if you want ashfkhfkkffssd
Song: 365 - Zedd feat. Katy Perry
Art credits: docs.google.com/document/d/1RNAsRIv-o4fFQSAm4X46d0OFgIFILv2gzNSGwpNKZKo/edit?usp=sharing
I know I JUST uploaded and I'm usually more dead than this but this is important!!
IT TOOK SO LONG AND I'M LATE IN MY TIMEZONE BUT I DID IT GAYS!! Fueled by the power of best boy brainrot... Please love him, he is just trying his best! Some guys are just mean.
This is totally rushed despite taking forever to finish but not the worst thing I ever made which is good because he deserves a nice birthday edit. Uploaded the next day because I am a disaster! But sssshh details.
There is also a theme to this. I just don't know which one. I TRIED to go for VHS inspired by some meps but honestly idek what that means- So yeah have this theme. It's somewhere in there, make of that what you will!
Also maaaybe I have a thing for fanart of bloodied characters and maaybe you can see that in this, but whatever. Judge me if you want ashfkhfkkffssd
Song: 365 - Zedd feat. Katy Perry
Art credits: docs.google.com/document/d/1RNAsRIv-o4fFQSAm4X46d0OFgIFILv2gzNSGwpNKZKo/edit?usp=sharing

![[AMV] from the bottom of my heart. || Happy Anniversary Wifey! ♥
Youre gonna be adored by me.~
Okay I told you I would make something aND HERE IT IS, SUPER LATE BUT DONE. I know our three year anniversary was yesterday but I felt super bad for not having any time to make something so here goes nothing! I dont even know if you like this song wifey?? But I really hope you do because otherwise I kinda would have screwed up xD
-I still havent watched RE;Zero, I hope that first part makes at least a bit sense??-
Wifeyyyy I know we already talked about this yesterday but I just have to tell you again how happy and fortunate I am to have such a wonderful and patient wifey as you, Im so glad that you are in my life and still bearing with me even after all this time and all my mistakes! ♥ And even though I still think you deserve better which you probably know already, I am honestly thankful that you chose me as your wifey and accepted me as yours ~ I hope we can stay together for a long long time to come because you are really really important to me even though Im kinda incapable of showing it because I suck but yeah, please dont forget that;; [AMV] from the bottom of my heart. || Happy Anniversary Wifey! ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8Or0CxauihQ/mqdefault.jpg)
![[REMAKE] just something that we wanna try. || 2015 vs 2018
So this kinda happened?
I was just going through random old edits when I found this wip for an old cancelled mep and I was like??? Wow that looked pretty lit, 2015 me was on fire with this?
So yeah I wanted to do a remake edit for a while and this song is still my summer jam after all these years so why the hell not?
Lowkey dedicating this to Kess for convincing me to go for it because my lazy ass wouldnt have gotten up otherwise for sure! Youre the best~
Anyways its still gay as hell, but in the other direction now and I love my lesbian children, pride month is just around the corner so praise all the homo.
Doing this was really fun tbh, it was like doing a mirror challenge with myself? Also my editing hasnt been this colourful in a while and I rediscovered some old things I used to do so hell yeah!
I dont even know if anyone cares, but I finished all my regular exams? And I wont get my written results until the 8th, but I did really well on my oral ones so thats great? But also not because now I have enough points to stand a chance at getting an even better grade for the whole graduation in general so I might end up doing an additional exam after all??? But holy shit if I can manage enough points I will graduate with the best grade possible??? But lets not get ahead of myself here h a;;
So yeah Im halfway back for now, but MIGHT disappear again so well see really. Im just gonna pray for the results of my written exams now.
Song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tbi9bRuWsR4
Footage: Hetalia (2015), The Idolm@ster (2018)
Time taken: 2 days
Sources (2018): https://docs.google.com/document/d/1RbRuhKLdm-o0A0qiFg_lqGiMFuSIUDenqdqSVsQ54lA/edit?usp=sharing [REMAKE] just something that we wanna try. || 2015 vs 2018](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8UtRKf_8c8o/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] show me how to rise up now. || Washio Sumi no Shou
contains pretty heavy spoilers!!
And another raw project with this anime?? Guess Im on a roll and this time its not as shitty either yay! (Still how the heck do people edit decent raw without zooms??)
Ive just been really obsessed with this song today and to improve at raw I probably also have to deal with action raw, so I figured why not combine all this with my one of my favourite animes?
God my girls are so badass and also in so much pain, somebody protect them;; They deserved so so much better!
Also I got MB back so I actually have some sort of significant colouring going on again, what a miracle!! I got Twixtor as well, but I only used it for one scene and you cant really see it either so its whatever.
This is also a speed edit more or less, I mean it obviously took more time than the last because its longer, but I still made this in one go and maybe I should stop doing that? Maybe then my stuff would look less rushed.
Song: Rise Up - J2
Footage: Yuki Yuna Is a Hero 2 (Washio Sumi no Shou)
Time taken: around 4 hours [AMV] show me how to rise up now. || Washio Sumi no Shou](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/8gtmJeK5O70/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] nervous. || Happy Birthday Devan!
Unbelievable, but Im back again already and with another birthday project!! This time I was all on my own though and the fact that these two occasions are so close together is the reason why this turned out so short... Im really sorry, I hope you still enjoy it despite the time pressure I was under!
I am once again thanking time zones because there should still be plenty of time left at your place to enjoy this day so let me officially say happy birthday!! I promised you I would do something in return and here I am! I even marked today on my calendar so I wont goof and because its a memorable day~ I know you are really busy lately, but I hope you can catch a small break at least for now, do something fun, have some nice food and just find the time to relax. Hopefully your workload wave ends soon because I miss my Ferdibert buddy...
Anyway!! Birthdays always are a nice time for sweet honest words and even though Im bad at words and we dont actually know each other for that long yet Im gonna try! To put it simply, knowing you and being your friend still feels like a fever dream sometimes. Ive been keeping an eye on your editing for so long, but it never occurred to me to talk to you or anything crazy like that hsdghskgksj. Well until THAT signup and I couldnt be more grateful. You arent only a uniquely talented editor, but also a super sweet person, its a bit much at times really. You have been nothing but kind to me ever since and every time you compliment me in any way I die a little inside because it seems so unreal. Your writing is also wonderful and I cant get enough of every snippet you send me or when you share your headcanons and ideas with me. Ill try to give back as much as I get from now on so we can have more (probably ferdibert) talks soon~
I hope you like the video as well because I was honestly at a loss for what song to use,, You are in the The Neighbourhood studio though so I figured it was better than just randomly guessing, BUT it also means this is angsty... very angsty. I probably didnt have to go this far, but sometimes inspiration just hits in the worst way. I hope a sad edit still counts as a nice present and hey, there are flowers in it to make up for it!!!
To anyone else who is still reading this, sub the birthday sweetheart for amazing content, you wont regret it~
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNYkbg_MmJhdjjkP580j41g
Song: Nervous - The Neighbourhood
Footage: Puella Magi Madoka Magica & Fire Emblem: Three Houses
Art credit: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1r0SwQOFoVvh4ROPDvn62DWOayXrYRzJMNIn3dkyEXS8/edit?usp=sharing [AMV] nervous. || Happy Birthday Devan!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/90wOAF_mgQ4/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] better off on my own. || HBD Paulin
-Guess who is late bc they cant get their shit together??
Welp I tried, I dont really have much to say about this XD
I hope you like it at least a bit even though I didnt try as hard as you would have deserved it???
(what even is this tbh)
Song: Girl Got A Gun by Tokio Hotel
TOO MUCH RANDOM FOOTAGE IDK [AMV] better off on my own. || HBD Paulin](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/94H3hCQf5AA/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] we go down together. || Team Rocket {announcement+dedication}
Okay this will probably be a bit longer (at least Im trying) but you can skip to the second half of the description to get to the important stuff.
First of all Im so sorry for the clip quality, old Pokemon episodes are so horrifying I could cry. But I kinda felt like raw fits this song and I was in the mood for it AND NO WAY IN HELL WOULD I HAVE DONE ANOTHER 15 SECONDS OF FANART WITH PUTTING ACTUAL EFFORT IN IT. This whole thing was totally random because I havent edited my babies in a long time and this song works with them really well.
But on to more important business:
I want to use this thing as a dedication to pretty much everyone so there will be a lot of names coming now, please bear with me. xD
I really want to dedicate this little thing to my lovely rl friends, they are the best people ever and Im so glad that I have them by my side, I cant even put it in words because I swear I would be absolutely alone at school otherwise. I know Team Rocket isnt actually the thing of any of you but welp whatever. XD I think its the thought that counts and I really love you guys more than anything!
Naturally I also want to dedicate this to my youtube squad, most importantly to my nee, my precious wifey, Michy, Toshi, Aimee, Rosie and my lovely kouhai Chilly. Because of you I experienced the best time of my life so far and even though things have been kind of chaotic lately, you are still very dear to me, all of you. Im sorry if I caused you any distress lately or if we havent talked that much in a while, Im so sorry. I know Im not always doing a good job at being a great friend but I really want to try harder for you guys because its the least you all deserve! I really hope we can continue to be together for a long while. ~
[read here for announcement]
Last but not least I want to dedicate this to all of my studios (with a special shoutout to EVP because you guys are truly amazing, much love to you all). The thing where I was going with all this is that I will actually leave a lot of you guys. Im sorry but I just cant really do this anymore. I feel like Im just so done with editing in general, its more like forcing myself to get stuff done and being pressured into putting effort into everything I do even though I dont have the energy for it. Its not just since yesterday either. Ive been thinking about this a lot but I decided to mostly withdraw from studio editing with a few exceptions. I kinda dont want to give up on editing entirely just yet but Im just not in the mood at all so maybe this will help.
Thank you all so much for the amazing time we had together, no matter if long or short, I really enjoyed being a part of you guys! This isnt anything personal at all, I just feel more at ease knowing Im not constantly on the edge of disappointing someone because Im an inactive member. I hope each of you will continue to be successful and I cant wait to see your new MEPs.~
As for the studios I will stay in, I will probably continue to be very inactive for a while, if this is an issue then dont be afraid to kick me out, I absolutely understand that! I will try my best to join MEPs with songs that I like but please dont expect too much from me... Until I kind of resolved this issue I will be on an infinite hiatus which will either end in me quitting entirely or returning more actively. I really cant tell which one it will be yet because editing means a lot to me and filled three amazing years in my life so far.
The studios I will stay in are:
EmpTeam, HPP, PSC and EVP.
As for PRS I have no clue what to do. If I can find the energy to lead I will try to do sweep auditions soon but I dont really feel up to it. So I might give the studio to someone else if people are interested!
Whew that really is long compared to my usually laziness when it comes to descriptions. I wonder if anyone would actually read all this crap... Either way I hope you all have an amazing day and lots of fun with editing. Maybe one day I will again too. ~
Song: Paris by the Chainsmokers [AMV] we go down together. || Team Rocket {announcement+dedication}](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/9QIoY4cZkQg/mqdefault.jpg)
![lost in the lights. | MEP Collection #25
Please turn on CC for subtitles!
[cw for soft flashes & glitches from 3:31 to 3:38]
Hello, its me again at long last (back by unpopular demand).
I know there is literally just one (half?) Guy part in this so the thumbnail seems a bit excessive, but I do what I want and I love him!! Nobody gets me!!
(Yes Im still editing gacha games like its my job. I wish it was so I could earn the money for these pulls, but alas...)
As usual, I have no clue what to say for these so... enjoy I guess? There are a few more raw parts in this compared to before, will wonders ever cease? Lately I really felt the urge to edit again and Ive been pumping out parts like crazy. No clue whats happening, but Ill enjoy it while it lasts!
Also I dont know why the quality got destroyed a little with the upload but I cant be bothered to do anything about it.
Information: https://docs.google.com/document/d/18p6BALg4SMIEC58MEHJtYP2oIVdougjn2MejcUGVcvY/edit?usp=sharing
Art credits: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1ILMlQq-kiXiuAqxwks5PE0PAk3U9xffNdiTRwsLgzps/edit?usp=sharing
MEP list:
01: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWl_AXA1VPI
02: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d4a1JBMWLyM
03: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJ2VwfPt-Ng
04: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjZsJJmNhV4
05: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7wwurni9O9Q
06: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ydEsz4sFlw
07: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fv3arbmtbP8
08: postponed indefinitely whoops
09: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3BbLgPeDMLc
10: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owRz62WsuCY
11: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=626vBBcJvCk
12: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H3D50_O_W4Y
13: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lo8nr22VSi0
14: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qkh9h8vx1rQ
15: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bEU-pdbe_7A
16: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PA0FxYr3CEI
17: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMIMHndN-mc
18: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MpyMOjtB3u0
19: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3dQFyZNA5Yo
20: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3RVMdgVwpEw
21: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4Ehp0EoogI
22: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7gdSV9E3SY
23: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vlc9QbcZ0ek
24: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Op42YOE_RqQ
25: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhNF8XrHKNM
26: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fm3xNIvYMV4
27: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBKjDEIf2fo
28: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWMynENJ1eU lost in the lights. | MEP Collection #25](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/9TwYqEhx8dw/mqdefault.jpg)

![[WIP] because youre beautiful. ~ || Thanks for 700+ subs!
Do you guys remember this??? Yep its still not done XD -the first seconds are two months old and the rest isnt as new anymore either ugh this is ugly af wow-
Actually I wanted to upload my YPIV but thats not done either so yeah rest in pieces.
But still thanks so much for all the love and subs, you are amazing!! ♥
And yeah Im still alive. I know I didnt upload anything for almost a month and thats quite long I think? but actually I didnt even notice?? I just randomly saw it and I was quite surprised yeah. But Im in 11th grade now and while its not as bad as I expected, its still tiring and time consuming. All my bigger tests will be in November and it will be literal hell. So yeah I wont be really active from the end of October until the beginning of December. Praying that I will manage fine, I mean I know that other people have it a lot harder than me but Im still uneasy about all thise because every grade will have influence on my graduation certificate. TwT
Okay I doubt anybody will even read this and its not even interesting but have a great day everybody!~ ♥ [WIP] because youre beautiful. ~ || Thanks for 700+ subs!](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ACYNto5rndE/mqdefault.jpg)
![[AMV] youre one of my kind. || for Shelly ♥
THIS ONE IS FOR MY TWIN AND MY TWIN ONLY!!! But I suppose the rest of you may look at it as well.
Listen, I know we are mentally unstable and thats why we keep on projecting onto siblings/twins in particular, but we literally got kinassigned by a quiz and it all suddenly got too real ♥
I dont really know what to say and this probably looks crazy to anyone else but. BUT. I love you so so much my twin, my light.......... You make my days so much brighter and warmer and just BEING with you, seeing you type makes me so unbelievably happy. I cant really put all of that in this description without becoming incoherent and hitting the word limit in ten minutes, but thats fine!! Im hoping you know all this by now... I would Die For You.............
..... do I need to put a disclaimer that we are, in fact, not related by blood? Idk but here it is I guess!!
Also YES I am editing this song for the third time, so what! ♥ Its what unstable people do, sometimes you just get too attached to the same song and use it constantly for platonic stuff, thats just the way it is.
Please check out her edit for me too, Im losing my mind !!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r1x1gYLzw3w
Song: My Kind - Hilary Duff
Footage: Ensemble Stars
Art credits: https://docs.google.com/document/d/10fLnUQsUXOBYHPn_9k5c2Y71yc7gxgSNbLP6jPy2XOI/edit?usp=sharing [AMV] youre one of my kind. || for Shelly ♥](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/AZak3lt5C3s/mqdefault.jpg)