Uploaded May 2020 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
For anyone who hasn't checked my last community post, it might be a while before my next review, lol. my mental health is verrrryyyy much in a bad place, and if there was any way I could keep just cranking stuff out I 100% would & there's a lot of stuff I've thought of making in the near future, but I've recently almost entirely lost focus on music (I don't know how this happened, but yeah, I go entire albums barely taking in jack shit), been putting way too much pressure on myself workload wise, dealing with tons of personal issues involving my job and my relationships and I’m in a cycle of constant overthought about everything I make and do and one video takes far more out of me than it used to and yeah. I feel like I’m at square one with everything I wanna do with not only my channel but my life in general, and it’s pretty crippling to say the least? I dunno lmao, but the point is I feel like if I keep going about my life in this routine I’ll explode so something’s gotta change and I’ve gotta do some hardcore reflection on everything. swag
For anyone who hasn't checked my last community post, it might be a while before my next review, lol. my mental health is verrrryyyy much in a bad place, and if there was any way I could keep just cranking stuff out I 100% would & there's a lot of stuff I've thought of making in the near future, but I've recently almost entirely lost focus on music (I don't know how this happened, but yeah, I go entire albums barely taking in jack shit), been putting way too much pressure on myself workload wise, dealing with tons of personal issues involving my job and my relationships and I’m in a cycle of constant overthought about everything I make and do and one video takes far more out of me than it used to and yeah. I feel like I’m at square one with everything I wanna do with not only my channel but my life in general, and it’s pretty crippling to say the least? I dunno lmao, but the point is I feel like if I keep going about my life in this routine I’ll explode so something’s gotta change and I’ve gotta do some hardcore reflection on everything. swag
