Uploaded February 2021 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
hi friends! today is the 8th anniversary, but I decided to do a little vent edit as a filler before the actual 8th anniversary edit. maybe I should go over to the details: during the summer I lost both my dog and rabbit, in the span of 2 months both my best friends died. so you can imagine how bad my mental health have been, I've been in some DARK places which I thought I was over after certain events from 2016. covid on top of that hasn't helped. so what the hell have I been doing trying to heal? well, firstly I took up fostering cats. my first foster cat practically saved me, she got adopted in desember, I love you and miss you Vio. my second foster cats, my litter of kittens and mom cat is ready soon for adoption. so by march I'll have my third foster cat. I started working out since my health also took a toll during 2020. I started working on my national dex for pokemon home, started taking college a bit more seriously (lets overlook the fact I am doing this instead of doing an assignment) and most importantly started going to therapy which according to my therapist I should've done years ago. I'm trying to focus on myself and work towards being happy, it's been far too long since I felt happy. I think I am slowly returning to the one I once was. hell I know this edit is bad but I still decided to do it. just like prior to 2016 I really enjoyed editing, I think my passion is coming back to me.
to everyone who read this long essay, take care of yourself. as you are the only one who truthly know you and will always be there for you.
hi friends! today is the 8th anniversary, but I decided to do a little vent edit as a filler before the actual 8th anniversary edit. maybe I should go over to the details: during the summer I lost both my dog and rabbit, in the span of 2 months both my best friends died. so you can imagine how bad my mental health have been, I've been in some DARK places which I thought I was over after certain events from 2016. covid on top of that hasn't helped. so what the hell have I been doing trying to heal? well, firstly I took up fostering cats. my first foster cat practically saved me, she got adopted in desember, I love you and miss you Vio. my second foster cats, my litter of kittens and mom cat is ready soon for adoption. so by march I'll have my third foster cat. I started working out since my health also took a toll during 2020. I started working on my national dex for pokemon home, started taking college a bit more seriously (lets overlook the fact I am doing this instead of doing an assignment) and most importantly started going to therapy which according to my therapist I should've done years ago. I'm trying to focus on myself and work towards being happy, it's been far too long since I felt happy. I think I am slowly returning to the one I once was. hell I know this edit is bad but I still decided to do it. just like prior to 2016 I really enjoyed editing, I think my passion is coming back to me.
to everyone who read this long essay, take care of yourself. as you are the only one who truthly know you and will always be there for you.
