Uploaded February 2023 | Updated September 2026, 3 days ago
Listen to "Half Remembered Dream": music.aaryanshahmusic.com/aaryan-shah/a-love-letter-to-la
#aaryanshah #halfremembereddream #alovelettertola
Written by: Aaryan Shah
Produced by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, Cody Remillard, Kysiko
Recording Engineer: Alex Lebowitz
Assistant Engineer: Jesse Strauss
Mixing Engineer: Brandon Behymer
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Creative Direction by: Aaryan Shah, okayGOOD Studios
Executive Producers: Aaryan Shah & Jeremy "Kysiko" Alain
Directed by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, & Cody Remillard
Visual Producer: Michael Lappen
Director of Photography: Elias Ginsberg
Edited by: Christian Korpi & Cody Remillard
Colorist: Fedor Karpenko
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Lyrics:
I’m waiting for a train
To take me away
The cost of my vanity
I can’t afford to pay
I’m waiting for a change
To not feel this way
I gave up my sanity
For nothing in exchange
I think I’m wasted
And I’ll never make it
I’m numb and I’m jaded
And I can’t escape it
I think I’m waking
Cause I feel you fading
There’s nowhere to run
The train never comes
I’m sick of this place
I’m sick of LA
I traded my heart for a taste of the fame, yeah
Don’t know what love is, but I love cocaine
I love the way that she feels and now I can’t feel my pain
I can’t feel the mania, I don’t feel insane
She swears that I have a problem, like I don’t know
That if I don’t get a grip, I’m gonna die on this road
I know I’m losing control, I’ve been losing hope
I swear I’m trying to grow, but this is
This is all that I know
The world that I’m lost in
Is one I can’t process
I’ve been to the bottom
I’m back to the bottle
Already forgot it
Already forgotten
The pain that it causes
Like I didn’t cause it
And I think I’m wasted
And I’ll never make it
I’m numb and I’m jaded
And I can’t escape it
And I think I’m waking
Cause I feel you fading
Your memory’s erasing
And I can’t escape, no
I can’t escape
Listen to "Half Remembered Dream": music.aaryanshahmusic.com/aaryan-shah/a-love-letter-to-la
#aaryanshah #halfremembereddream #alovelettertola
Written by: Aaryan Shah
Produced by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, Cody Remillard, Kysiko
Recording Engineer: Alex Lebowitz
Assistant Engineer: Jesse Strauss
Mixing Engineer: Brandon Behymer
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Creative Direction by: Aaryan Shah, okayGOOD Studios
Executive Producers: Aaryan Shah & Jeremy "Kysiko" Alain
Directed by: Aaryan Shah, Christian Korpi, & Cody Remillard
Visual Producer: Michael Lappen
Director of Photography: Elias Ginsberg
Edited by: Christian Korpi & Cody Remillard
Colorist: Fedor Karpenko
Follow Aaryan:
Instagram: instagram.com/aaryanshahmusic
Twitter: twitter.com/aaryanshahmusic
TikTok: tiktok.com/@aaryanshahmusic
Website: aaryanshahmusic.com
Facebook: facebook.com/aaryanshahmusic
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Lyrics:
I’m waiting for a train
To take me away
The cost of my vanity
I can’t afford to pay
I’m waiting for a change
To not feel this way
I gave up my sanity
For nothing in exchange
I think I’m wasted
And I’ll never make it
I’m numb and I’m jaded
And I can’t escape it
I think I’m waking
Cause I feel you fading
There’s nowhere to run
The train never comes
I’m sick of this place
I’m sick of LA
I traded my heart for a taste of the fame, yeah
Don’t know what love is, but I love cocaine
I love the way that she feels and now I can’t feel my pain
I can’t feel the mania, I don’t feel insane
She swears that I have a problem, like I don’t know
That if I don’t get a grip, I’m gonna die on this road
I know I’m losing control, I’ve been losing hope
I swear I’m trying to grow, but this is
This is all that I know
The world that I’m lost in
Is one I can’t process
I’ve been to the bottom
I’m back to the bottle
Already forgot it
Already forgotten
The pain that it causes
Like I didn’t cause it
And I think I’m wasted
And I’ll never make it
I’m numb and I’m jaded
And I can’t escape it
And I think I’m waking
Cause I feel you fading
Your memory’s erasing
And I can’t escape, no
I can’t escape
![Aaryan Shah - The Beginning Is the End [Official Visualizer]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/6oevFlHomUY/mqdefault.jpg "Aaryan Shah - The Beginning Is the End [Official Visualizer]
Listen to The Beginning Is the End: https://symphony.to/aaryan-shah/codex-iii-1
#aaryanshah #thebeginningistheend #codex
Written by: Aaryan Shah
Produced by: Aaryan Shah, Yash Mehta
Recording Engineer: Charles C3 Cox III
Assistant Engineer: Lina Cooper
Mixing Engineer: Brandon Behymer
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Art Direction by: okayGOOD Studios
Creative Direction by: Aaryan Shah, Megh Vakharia, Yash Mehta
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Facebook: https://facebook.com/aaryanshahmusic
Lyrics:
I still don’t believe in time
I still think we’re trapped in this lie
I found a way out of my mind
It might be the end of the line
I’m looking over the edge
The only question is when
I hope that I see you again
Maybe I’ll meet you in the end
So please make this shit easy
Just break my heart and leave me
Just tell me you don’t need me
Cause you don’t know where this road leads me
I hope you make it through the night, cause I know I won’t
I hope you make it out alive, cause I know I won’t
I won’t, I won’t, I won’t
And maybe in another life, I would’ve been yours
I hope one day you’ll understand, but right now you won’t
You won’t, you won’t, you won’t,
You won’t, you won’t
Hope one day you’ll –
Hope one day you’ll forget me, no
I hope one day you’ll forgive me")
![Aaryan Shah - Now I Am Become Death + Fusion [Lyric Video]](https://i.ytimg.com/vi/7czIWAAPeCY/mqdefault.jpg "Aaryan Shah - Now I Am Become Death + Fusion [Lyric Video]
Listen to Now I Am Become Death + Fusion: https://aaryanshah.lnk.to/DYSTBTAlbum
#aaryanshah #nowiambecomedeath #fusion #doyouseethebirdstoo
Now I Am Become Death
Produced by: Aaryan Shah & Kysiko
Recording Engineer: Josh Kay
Assistant Recording Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mixing Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Atmos Mixing Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Reverb Engineer: Jeremy Kysiko Alain
Strings Performed by: Emanuel Pavon
Fusion
Written by: Aaryan Shah
Produced by: Aaryan Shah & Kysiko
Recording Engineer: Josh Kay
Assistant Recording Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mixing Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Atmos Mixing Engineer: Dylan Waterhouse
Mastering Engineer: John Armstrong
Reverb Engineer: Jeremy Kysiko Alain
Strings Performed by: Emanuel Pavon
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Lyrics:
I lost my faith. I lost the feeling in my veins. A masochist, afraid of pain. Now I see the grave. Oh, how it sets me free. I died in my dreams and I found my peace. Theres nothing here for me. Here for me. Whats the point of peace if I dont feel a thing? And in the end I’ll break. In the end I’ll break. If everyones okay, then you can let me fade. And when I find God, I’ll tell him he’s wrong. Cause I cant be saved. Cause I don’t belong. And I dont wanna look up, cause if I breathe, I’ll drown. And I wont make it out if it all comes back down. And it always comes down.")
