Uploaded April 2014 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago
I'm supposed to act like they aren't here. Assuming there's a "they" at all. It may just be my imagination.
Whatever it is that's watching, it's not human, unlike little dark eyed Donna. It doesn't ever blink.
What does a scanner see? Into the head? Down into the heart? Does it see into me, into us? Clearly or darkly?
I hope it sees clearly, because I can't any longer see into myself. I see only murk. I hope for everyone's sake the scanners do better.
Because if the scanner sees only darkly, the way I do, then I'm cursed and cursed again. I'll only wind up dead this way, knowing very little, and getting that little fragment wrong too.
I'm supposed to act like they aren't here. Assuming there's a "they" at all. It may just be my imagination.
Whatever it is that's watching, it's not human, unlike little dark eyed Donna. It doesn't ever blink.
What does a scanner see? Into the head? Down into the heart? Does it see into me, into us? Clearly or darkly?
I hope it sees clearly, because I can't any longer see into myself. I see only murk. I hope for everyone's sake the scanners do better.
Because if the scanner sees only darkly, the way I do, then I'm cursed and cursed again. I'll only wind up dead this way, knowing very little, and getting that little fragment wrong too.
