Uploaded December 2017 | Updated September 2026, 1 hour ago

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Hello loves, I've been writing a lot of songs lately and I'm hoping you will like this one. Hopefully there will be more to come before I go back to school. Peace and love ❤️

Lyrics:

it's always a game of snakes and ladders
up and down but i never win
i reach the top just to fall back down again
watch me suffer while you taunt me with your silence
and the sad thing is that i would still come crawling back again

but i was a joke to you
a joke to you
look at how they laugh
a joke to you
a joke to you
a game that i've now lost

it's alright it's okay
just another broken heart
ocean waves tears break on my mask
you know its funny
because i actually thought that for once it would work out
but you were sunshine and nothing good can last forever

but i was a joke to you
a joke to you
look at how they laugh
a joke to you
a joke to you
a game that i've now lost

or at least that's what you think

cause look at me
look at how i fly
wind in my colourful eyes
high above your thunder clouds
can't you see im much better now

don't trust
don't go closer
it's painful, yes
but your day will come soomn you shining star

we're not going down today