Uploaded June 2019 | Updated September 2026, 3 hours ago

---

Five years- and for five years I have had the same name...
It's time for a change.

I am tired of being identified of who I am for my name. So now no one can say anything. I am tired of not only people on discord messaging me about how I am a girl because of this channel name, but I am also tired of other people in other places ignoring what I say completely. I am tired of being ridiculed by some of wanting to be something else, something I wasn't born as. No matter how many times I explain, or what I am going through to make people understand, it doesn't work. Because of this I have cried, cried because so many people questioned it over and over without stopping to truly listen to what I was saying, or explaining.

After this change- no one will ever be able to use my channel name as an excuse to call me a chick, a girl, a woman. That is not what I want and I am sick and tired of it. It was already bad enough I was thinking of changing this channel's name anyway, the name has held a special place in my heart since I was 10, it's not something I can easily change but because of all of this it is happening.

I thank the people that do understand though- I thank them for understanding my explanations, I thank them for accepting me instead of going on and on about how 'you're a chick' - 'you're a girl'. I thank the ones that respect my decision, and I will respect them for that.