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I Think Youre Really Cool Lyrics // Guardin
updated
A snippet I got of Guardin performing “Okay”. He’s really good live; please go see him if you can!
Listen to "Okay" on Soundcloud here: soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/okay
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Listen to "Okay" on Spotify here: open.spotify.com/track/1lV5uYr8H44mm7fD71zihB
Listen to Guardin on Spotify here: open.spotify.com/artist/6zqcGQ6MH6yetBUoquMnL7
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Guardin was so nice in person. Before the show, he was talking with fans and taking pics with them; just being super friendly. His performance was great too and he played some of his ukulele songs on the sidewalk after the show. If you can, I’d absolutely recommend seeing him live!
I apologize for any background noise; a lot of people were talking during his performance :(
Listen to "I Think You're Really Cool" on Soundcloud here: soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/cool
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Listen to "I Think You're Really Cool" on Spotify here: open.spotify.com/track/78cIbVjU1xn7mbQ9i35avl
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Wicca came back on for one last song and it was fucking Absolute in Doubt. I didn’t expect him to perform this because he said he wouldn’t do any Peep songs live awhile back. Anyways, he was amazing and the audience was hyped af.
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You can ask me how I'm doing, I'll say fine.
Even though the pain is killing me inside.
You can Ask me how I'm feeling, I'm alright.
You want the truth then you can look me in the eyes.
You can ask me how I've been I'll say okay,
I never gave a fuck about my feelings anyways
You can ask me hows its been I'll say, it's great
I never wanted your sympathy in the first place.
And I know I really mean that in the worst way.
I'd share my side by I don't think you'd ever see it.
I turn my back on everybody even me.
I'd say I'm sorry but I don't know what It'd would mean.
Black Nails, Black Sheep
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see.
This world was never meant for me
Should I stay or should I go,
I've been walkin down this road.
As of lately I've been homesick
but I'm still so sick of home.
I'm feelin just like a ghost
I'm nobody, I'm alone
Got no body, Just a soul
My backs been been on these ropes.
My hearts been getting cold.
My skins been getting numb
My minds been getting dull
I see what I've become.
Black Nails, Black Sheep,
I was never meant to be
I'm in the dark, but I can see
This world was never meant for me
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Everything’s a blur lately
And everything is hurting me
And the sun's not warm like it used to be
Or maybe that's just me
The wind's like razors on my skin
Why did I ever let you in?
And I can’t pretend that I am strong
When everything around me feels so wrong
Can I ask you something before you go?
All of these things that I need to know
Like what happened to you and where did you go?
I heard your fucking hoes and doing lots of blow
You do it for attention and you do it for the show
All of these things I already know
You say you're doing good but I see you hit your low
I’m glad that you had to go
I’m glad that you had to go
The wind's like razors on my skin
Why did I ever let you in?
And I can’t pretend that I am strong
When everything around me feels so wrong
I just need to know before you go, before you go
I just need to know before you go, before you go
I just need to know, I just need to know before you go
I just need to know before you go, before you go
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It's like the more I try,
The more I seem to be alone
It’s like the more you say,
The more I believe there’s no home
You would look me in the eye,
While making up a lie to pretend
That these things were alright,
But I know this wasn’t what you intend
But I was only 5 years old,
Alone and scared to grow up old
(Alone, no home)
Maybe it’s too early or maybe it’s too late
Maybe she’s not hungry
Are you counting her intake?
Maybe she’s depressed or,
Maybe it’s a phase
Maybe it’s just something that we can’t explain
It's like the more I try,
The more I seem to be alone
It’s like the more you say,
The more I believe there’s no home
You would look me in the eye,
While making up a lie to pretend
That these things were alright,
But I know this wasn’t what you intend
Watching patterns on my wall
I wonder when I’ll find my home
(Alone, no home)
Maybe it’s too early or maybe it’s too late
Maybe she is struggling,
Are you watching how she plays?
Maybe she’s depressed or
Maybe it’s a phase
Maybe it’s just something that we can’t explain
It's like the more I try,
The more I seem to be alone
It’s like the more you say,
The more I believe there’s no home
You would look me in the eye,
While making up a lie to pretend
That these things were alright,
But I know this wasn’t what you intend
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Let me start with a new slate
All white bleached soul, no heartache
Let me breathe with some less pain
Black lungs, trash funds, comes with old age
Why you act like it’s all great?
Let’s be honest, we’re both struggling
I can’t put my trust in anything
And I’ll just hurt you girl, please runaway
See my face, when blood goes blue like tears beneath me
I grasp you close and scream, mid-sleep cause you’re fading
Sometimes the lucid dreams just make me wanna end things
I get so sick of always fighting, what’s the end game?
Please leave my name out the conversation and just fill me with lead
Like who the fuck else don’t really wanna live?
Like who the fuck else is really worth shit?
Please don’t be worried about barrels I’m leaping
I promise, I bet this shit beats our best
Unless you catch me at the store, guess I’m dead
Please catch me slipping, I’m better off dead, yeah
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Our demons put up
Our worthy fences
We shield our hearts so
Much that we lose ourselves
Sometimes it’s easier
To run away
Forget the love we
Had yesterday
Blue flowers for you, my love
Blue flowers from up above
Blue flowers for you, my love
Blue flowers
My love for you will
Never change
Even when love pulls
Me far away
Blue flowers for you, my love
Blue flowers from up above
Blue flowers for you, my love
Blue flowers
Blue flowers for you, my love
Blue flowers from up above
Blue flowers for you, my love
Blue flowers
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We were sitting in the car with the radio on
We were at a red light i looked at you and saw you in the light
Never seen such life as we slowly took a left
It never felt so right
I would always be the first one to say that this world
Holds nothing but you have changed my way
Now i see everything
You have changed my way
You are everything
Sitting in the car with the radio
Sitting in the car with the radio
We were sitting in the car with the radio on
We were at a red light i looked at you and saw you in the light
Never seen such life as we slowly took a left
It never felt so right
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Aphrodite, she dances in my veins
And leaves me helpless when she walks all over me
She’s taking control, she’s my sweetheart
When she whispers in my ear, I refuse
And I can’t help it
I can’t resist her godly hold
Pull me deeper, make me never want to go home
You ought to leave this town
From Venus to New York, I still love you
Too good, she’s leaving to find another
Chasing around, but you can’t find yourself
You’ve cheated death, take a step into my shoes
Pour me a drink, a toast for two
And I can’t help it
I can’t resist her godly hold
Pull me deeper, make me never want to go home
You ought to leave this town
From Venus to New York, I still love you
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When I was in the 7th grade
I fell in love with a girl
I'm almost 20 years old
And I'm still in love with this girl
I wanna make love like the 80s
I wanna fuck you in your room
and make babies
I'd fuck you if you would just let me
I fuck you in my new Mercedes
I want you to know I'm the best
Want you to know I'd make your pussy wet
If you'd laid down in my bed
If you lay down in my bed, down in my bed
I'm not fucking with you anyway
Been tryna fuck you since the 7th grade
Bitch can you tell that I'm high right now?
I don't know if you're my type right now
I fucked you in a dream once
I saw the moonlight on your titties
There is no love in the heart of the city
I fucking dare you: come get me
There's dangers within me
I think of you, getting choked up
Dairy Queen bathroom floor getting coked up
Gimme five minutes and I'll blow my brains out
First you break the peepee
then I'll whip the chains out
I'm sneaking inside of your bedroom
and telling you
Even though I tried
there's still no forgetting you
I swear to God
I thought I would stop loving you
My dick gets hard when I'm near you
IM FUCKING YOU
Are you fucking with me?
Ima fuck you like it's 2003
Ima fuck you like I did in my dream,
Ima fuck you like I did in my dream
Are you thinking of me tonight?
I've been thinking bout you since forever
Forever
Are you thinking of me tonight?
I've been thinking bout the two of us
Together, together
Will you let me in your bed?
Will you let me in your bed?
Tonight? Tomorrow?
Forever, forever
Will you let me in your bed?
Will you let me in your bed?
Shout out, shorty
Shout out, shorty
What do you mean it ain't realer to me?
Go ahead and breath into deeply of me
Deep in my queen center ass in my tomb
Skinny D suckin my dick after school
FaceTime it to ya so you know that it's real
I know you remember
I was the way
I was the one for the longest
My dick is the strongest
I died for my squadron
My only question is Where Are You Now?
Breakin the night
With this blade in mouth
And this hate in my scalp
Looking like Cool Runnins
Keep up this act and you'll have me bawling
I think I'm falling
But will I see you?
Are you thinking of me tonight?
I've been thinking bout the two of us
Together, together
Will you let me in your bed?
Will you let me in your bed?
Tonight? Tomorrow?
Forever, forever
Will you let me in your bed?
Will you let me in your bed?
Our love is like 2001
I know that it's forever
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I think of you as, you as
A yellow flower, flower
You know I like to be alone
But when I’m not alone, I like to be with you
It’s hard being so far away
From Twin Peaks, foggy gray
All the way from Waterloo, babe
So I’ll dream about your bed
And reading poems about
Thoughts spilling from our heads
Feelings and pomegranates
I think of you as, you as
A yellow flower, flower
I think of you as, you as
A yellow flower, flower
So let’s get coffee and a newspaper
Read the comics section first
And the rest from best to worst
Cause even though our country’s fucked
And everything that’s published sucks
We’re looking to change that with love
Yeah, we’re gonna change that with love
You are, you are
A yellow flower, flower
I think of you as, you as
A yellow flower, flower
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I know, that you’re trying hard too
I think that I love you, just know that I’m scared too
I think that, you want all your heart back
but I just can’t do that, cause I’m too attached
Flowers, lay out on your front porch
I hope that you get them before your friends
They’ve wilted, the love couldn’t save them
I wrote you a letter, that I’ll never send
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we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view
left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent
feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view
why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view
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Far away from home, dont you miss me?
I can tell it's love, the way you kiss me
You were something to remember
Forests in December
Are cold but you left me just frozen in the center
Shit, I ain't mean to fall in love
Now I'm just falling out of touch
I can't feel my face
Thoughts keep me awake
You'd rather see me dead in my grave
How could you say that shit to my face?
Oh fuck, it doesn't matter
I don't think any better
Bones are just breaking
My heart is just shattered
We're far away from okay
We've lost our minds, but you say
You've never felt so close to home
Slept since that day that we met
'Cause we dream to forget
What it feels like to feel so alone
We're far away from okay
We've lost our minds, but you say
You've never felt so close to home
Slept since that day that we met
'Cause we dream to forget
What it feels like to feel so alone
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I look down deep inside
No, I don't like my mind
No, I don't need to cry
When I can see your eyes
Any time I go
I end up crawling back
Every time you show
Me love, I feel intact
There's nothing you could ever do to change how I see you
There's nothing I have left to prove, I've blown it time and time again
There's nothing I could ever do to change the fact I need you
There's something I have yet to do, something I'll never need to
All I want, all I want
All I want is you
All I want, all I want
All I want is you
There's nothing you could ever do to change how I see you
There's nothing I have left to prove, I've blown it time and time again
There's nothing I could ever do to change the fact I need you
There's something I have yet to do, something I'll never need to
All I want
All I want
All I want is you
All I want
All I want
All I want is you
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I know you feel it inside
I hear the screams come at night
I’ll make my dreams come to life
You’ll never know what it’s like
I know you feel it inside
I hear the screams come at night
I’ll make my dreams come to life
You’ll never know what it’s like
Fade in the silence
Got me closing my eyelids
Don’t know what I’m feeling but
I don’t really like this
I’ll move on, move on
But it ain’t right, it’s all wrong
I’ll write another sad song
‘Cause these nights get so long
These nights get so long
Oh yeah, these nights get so long
Oh yeah…
I know you feel it inside
I hear the screams come at night
I’ll make my dreams come to life
You’ll never know what it’s like
I know you feel it inside
I hear the screams come at night
I’ll make my dreams come to life
You’ll never know what it’s like
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What's the point in moving on
I don't have anyone
I have myself
I hate myself
What's the point in growing up
These growth spurts have me throwing up
I hate myself
I don't have anybody else
It's getting harder
To live
In a place that's given all it
Has to give
I spend my time
Flashing light
Into my eyes
To see If I go blind
I'd rather be
Than face another night
My road ends at a bridge
And it's been I while since I learned how to swim
All my senses fail to tell me what's ahead
Don't have the foresight so I'll end it here instead
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Why’d you have to go the way you did?
Was it something that I said, something I did?
‘Cause I can’t go on like this…
Wondering where you are
Constantly crying on the floor
Screaming why did you have to go?
All I want to do is hear your voice just once more…
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i dont wanna wait
dont wanna waste my time
dont wanna see your face
dont wanna call you mine
thinking im insane
put a bullet in my brain;
dont cry over me, dont cry over me
cause i'm losing it [x4]
i'm learning how to cope with these thoughts in my head
with these thoughts in my head [x3]
im steady calling out to you, you , you you
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slit my wrists and smash my phone
don't want anyone to text me
let me suffer on my own
I'll board up the doors of my home
turn the basement to a boneyard
like the Paris catacombs
I keep on staying hidden like a stowaway
I think my life was probably the most useless thing I've thrown away
once aspired to make music that left people blown away
now I'm dropping all these mediocre tracks that no one plays
and everybody's throwing shade
wondering if anyone will miss me when I go away
my demise came through with no delay
you live like there's no tomorrow, I'll die like there's no today
slit my wrists and smash my phone
don't want anyone to text me
let me suffer on my own
I'll board up the doors of my home
turn the basement to a boneyard
like the Paris catacombs
embarrassed by the self-destructive shit that I've indulged in
when I say I'm cutting, it's not coming after bulking
posted up in my room where you'll find me sulking
home alone making trap shit like a young Macaulay Culkin
it's been forever since I lost my way
somebody tell all these British people that I'm not okay
every single good thing that I ever had got tossed away
they said one day things would be better, I guess it's not today
all these haunting thoughts that slither through my mind
leave me feeling broken and send shivers down my spine
and if I think back, I can remember a time
when I felt semi-hopeful but now I'm left for dead with no more lifelines
slit my wrists and smash my phone
don't want anyone to call me
let me suffer all alone
I'll board up the doors of my home
turn the basement to a boneyard
like the Paris catacombs
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[Chorus: Fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
I shouldn’t look back, I do not know how to act right
Nothing here can last, I stash my memories in ziplocks
Running from my past, I gotta get to the cash, right?
Life is going fast, been getting tremors under moonlight
[Bridge: Fats'e]
I'm glad I got out of my head and got out of my hometown
Just to be stuck inside of my bed, I lost my friends now
Trying to stay positive, but I know I’m a let down
I can tell, it's obvious, I'm just no fun to be around
[Verse 1: Fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
Maybe I'm just better alone, remember the ghost
Don't even bother hitting my phone
Swear to God I'ma die from hesitation
Guess if that's the case, all the words that you’re saying
My back’s full of knives, but my hands always place them
Can I erase them?
All of these memories, can I go on vacation?
From my existence that's been trapping me
There’s a voice inside my head that's laughing at me
Stop acting Hollywood, you're barely blowing up
And in every song you stay inside and never follow up
You should stop acting Hollywood, you're barely blowing up
And in every song you stay inside and never follow up
[Bridge: Fats’e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
I'm glad I got out of my head and got out of my hometown
Just to be stuck inside of my bed, I lost my friends now
Trying to stay positive, but I know I'ma let down
I can tell, it's obvious, I'm just no fun to be around
[Chorus: Fats'e]
I shouldn't look back, I do not know how to act right
(I do not know how to act right)
Running from my past, I gotta get to the cash, right?
(I gotta get to the cash, right?)
[Chorus: Fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE]
I shouldn't look back, I do not know how to act right
Nothing here can last, I stash my memories in ziplocks
Running from my past, I gotta get to the cash right
Life is going fast, been getting tremors under moonlight
[Outro: Fats'e]
Been getting tremors under moonlight
Been getting tremors under moonlight
Been getting tremors under moonlight
Been getting tremors under moonlight
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If it wasn’t for him and his music, this channel would not exist. I probably wouldn’t even be in my current relationship if it wasn’t for his music. His songs have been the soundtrack to my life since May 2017. I have nothing but respect for him and his decision to close this chapter of his life. I know he’ll be successful in whatever he chooses to do next because his drive to get things done is insane. It was hard to make this compilation because he has sooooo many good songs, but I tried to include his biggest songs as well as some other notable tracks from across his career. Thank you 9TAILS for making such incredible music and thank you for all the great memories.
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TRACK LIST:
0:00 Fiveofive
2:55 Anymore, anyway
5:02 Comatose
8:14 It Was All the Same
11:17 Forest
13:04 Until We Decay (feat. poppy tears)
15:29 Sleep Gang
18:36 Stay (feat. lil happy lil sad)
20:40 Ur the One I Dream Bout
23:32 WTF I’m Crying
26:07 Luv Me
29:40 Smokestack
32:00 The Island
35:41 Wintr Nites + Morning Rain
38:54 Make U Happy
41:03 Scissor Hands
43:50 September
47:24 Suffocate (feat. guardin)
52:10 I’ll Try to Explain
55:05 Dying for Certain
58:09 The Comedown
1:00:55 Sap
1:03:47 Scars (feat. guccihighwaters)
1:06:43 Wean Off
1:10:33 Chillax
1:14:17 Satellites and Spaceships
1:17:25 I’ll Always Love You
1:19:28 Dnt Leave Me
1:23:48 Love Snack (feat. micmole)
1:26:16 Wait
1:29:19 Quick Five
1:33:47 Leave the Door Unlocked
1:37:24 Neverclear
1:39:57 Soil
1:43:28 Factuals
1:46:55 Overdrive
1:49:40 Sam I Am
1:52:23 Dangerous
1:55:45 Stay Around
1:58:18 Polyester
2:01:05 Combo Breaker
2:04:05 I Could
2:06:04 Whatever It Takes (feat. convolk & guardin)
2:09:40 OCAD
2:12:31 Miles
2:14:45 NY (feat. savagegasp)
2:17:03 Solemn (feat. two:22)
2:19:29 Quite a Hike
2:22:10 Satellites
2:24:49 Ready Set Go
I do not own the music in this video.
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide
numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind
whats inside my cup
blindsides my brain
so i hide my face
in an act of shame
and hope to dissapear
in a perminant way
u watch me fade to black
u'd love to watch my pain
and u know
who to call
ill b there
after all
and i know
when i fall
u wont care
afterall,
yeah im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i'll keep it to myself now
got me feelin left out
u talk a lot shit like u dont got a lot to hide
numb to the core
yeah, i kill that pain
with a bottle of liqoure
feel it runnin thru my veins
when im not high
or preoccupied
i got thorns in my heart
and a storm roarin in my mind
yeah, im just a waste
i dont got that much to offer
im selfish and conceeded
but always put my all
into everyone and everything
then watch it as it falls
let it crumble to my feet
just like everything ive ever loved
yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy
im ur puppet and u play me like a game
text from my ex, yeah she never felt the same
use me on a rainy day
abuse me til i cant even think
that picuture that we took
i always kept it safe
id put it in my pocket just so i could see ur face
when i was out of town
u always kept me with u
never told u bout all the times when i would miss u
yeah, im just ur boy toy
fillin up some free time
take me when u wanna
then leave me here to die
i always knew the truth
u aint even gotta lie
ur the best thing
but im just another guy
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👽 TRACK LIST 👽
0:00 shaky hands (feat. qawi kamri)(prod. by qawi kamri)
3:38 elephants (prod. by kodoku)
5:14 people
7:52 photos of you (feat. convolk)(prod. by hateful)
9:41 trafalgar (prod. by hateful)
12:21 tell me that you love me
13:49 driveway
16:45 by the creek (prod. by partysmartie)
19:35 when she goes (prod. by taurusmoon)
22:37 in my sleep
25:09 okay
28:43 i think you're really cool
31:24 blueprint (prod. by antongxldn)
34:49 just breathe (feat. st. silver)
36:31 potion (prod. by $ORROW BRINGER)
38:14 codename juliet (feat. sadeyes)(prod. by sadeyes)
40:21 evergreen
43:30 your escape (feat. yung van) (prod. by evence)
47:29 someday
50:24 addicted (prod. by taylor morgan)
54:03 all alone (prod. by jay vee)
56:32 cold (feat. guccihighwaters)(prod. by notmorgn)
59:30 lost boy (feat. st. silver)
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
Wicca and Smrtdeath performing a new unreleased song together at the Outland Ballroom in Springfield, MO 11/28/18. If anybody knows what the name of the song, please lmk!
Sorry it's filmed in portrait!!
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me
I thought you were the one, and I’d hold you down
I thought you were the one but you let me down
I don’t feel the same when you’re not around
No, I don’t same when you’re not around
I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me
I thought you were the one, and I’d hold you down
I thought you were the one but you let me down
I don’t feel the same when you’re not around
No, I don’t same when you’re not around
Ayy, yeah I was never yours
Don’t act like you love me if you aint gonna give more x3
I would only die for my day one’s
I would never ride for no fake ones
If you got a problem you can say sum’n
I would give my life for my day one’s
I let you in and then you broke me
I just wanted somebody to hold me
Don’t hit me up when you are lonely
I got a new number, you can’t phone me
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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💔 LYRICS 💔
[9TAILS]
Not much I can do
Pretty girls always needed more acceptance from you
I told her I'd love if we ran away
Cheap grams and cheap faith aren't much of a reason to stay
And we could come back anytime but my souls had enough for today
Enough with these mood swings
I love you, I love you but please go away
She feeds me real great
I can only wait so long
I can only show you once
December weather got my fingers numb
We end with the day
We're gone with the sun
[Poppy Tears]
You call yourself a rock-star
And you can't even play the fucking guitar
I know it isn't in your heart
Couldn't give two fucks about the art
We all fade away like a picture
Losing color inside it's frame
Are we all waiting for the day, the day we look back upon what we made?
Like was it worth it?
Am I deserving?
I'm still learning
With death I'm flirting
I slow my heart rate
I've made that mistake
Feel my bones shake
And find my own lane
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
Bitch I'm dead, bitch I'm dead, I feel like like I'm fuckin dead.
Got a knife left in my back, all I see is fucking red.
I'm not scared of the past, not afraid in the end.
Nothin wrong up in my head, all I need now is revenge.
Only thing you will see if you ever try to cross me.
Demigod, demi-deity moving godspeed.
Swiftly, I erase you, if you harm me.
Oddly, I don't think you even want it.
Honest, let me thank you, let's be honest.
I need this, it's my reason for evolving.
Sleepless, I can't sleep bitch, but I'm nodding.
Paralysis, take me til the morning.
Hate this, I can't shake it, it's been so long.
Dreaming, I can see shit, I'm not sleeping.
Blinkin, thoughts they creep in, keeps me thinkin.
Breathing, am I breathing, I can't breathe bitch.
Demons, yes I see them, they love weakness.
Me bitch, I'm the king bitch, this is treason.
Freezing their advances, bitch I'm laughing.
Screaming, they can't take me, I delete them.
Battle, In the astral, I'm projecting.
Shadows, like the gallows, keep on pressing.
Only now I'm lonely, and I'm ready.
Frozen as I lay here, I just let be.
White noise, shake me up my body heavy.
Fight it, with my mind just by forgetting.
Letting go, of, what I thought that I was and
Focusing on what is I'll become, bitch.
Bitch I'm dead, bitch I'm dead, I feel like like I'm fuckin dead.
Bitch I'm dead, bitch I'm dead, I feel like like I'm fuckin dead.
Bitch I'm dead, bitch I'm dead, I feel like like I'm fuckin dead.
Bitch I'm dead, bitch I'm dead, I feel like like I'm fuckin dead.
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
[Intro: convolk]
I don't really know you like that
Hit me up, hit you right back
Benz coupe with a roof from white-black
I don't really know you like that
Jakkyboi
[Even?] when I roll through like that
Hit me up, hit you right back
Benz coupe with a roof from white-black
Yuh, yuh, yuh
[Chorus: convolk]
Every move that I make
Every promise I break
I'll be there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
Living like this a mistake
Feelings that I cannot shake
I'm still there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
[Verse 1: guardin]
Going through partially faded
Getting no sleep when I'm jaded
Two in the mornin'
It's rainin' and pourin'
I'm really just hopin' I make it
Sippin' on Jack and a Coke now
Back in my house all alone now
Get in the back and I'm packin' a gram
In the bowl and sit in my soulwell
I write tracks
All 'bout you, and all your racks
Like that time you broke my heart
I fell apart and that's just facts
Like I really care 'bout that
I'm happy with where I'm at
Airplane mode is on my phone
And I just kick it with my cat, ay
[Chorus: convolk]
Every move that I make
Every promise I break
I'll be there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
Living like this a mistake
Feelings that I cannot shake
I'm still there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
Every move that I make
Every promise I break
I'll be there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
Living like this a mistake
Feelings that I cannot shake
I'm still there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
[Verse 2: 9TAILS]
I don't even know this slut
Keep buzzing up my phone (bitch)
Like I'm gonna walk out of the sheets now
Just to meet you in my night clothes (Night clothes)
Schedules feeling like a different time zone
I'm sleep now, you club mode
You good mood, you nice mood
Gucci G-G on the iPhone (Gucci)
I could fall again
And get stuck with you for a night again
I miss you on my skin
Come make me feel right again
It's like 10 PM, my shadow bust it all again
No issues baby, let me in
(Ay, ay)
Baby let me in
Aye for the fifth time bet it won't last (last)
I don't wanna move too fast
Shit'll make me land back in the past
Man I've seen this happen all year, no cap
No capital letters when you type out the track
Seen her cave in, give in to the facts
I hear her banging from the back
Man I'm crossed up, tough luck, vision black (aw fuck)
[Chorus: convolk]
Every move that I make
Every promise I break
I'll be there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
Living like this a mistake
Feelings that I cannot shake
I'm still there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
Every move that I make
Every promise I break
I'll be there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
Living like this a mistake
Feelings that I cannot shake
I'm still there for you
I'll do whatever it takes
I'll do whatever it takes
To be there for you
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
Please support Shinigami by listening to "Feel Like Shit" on Soundcloud here: soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami/feel-like-shit-prod-4evr
I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
[Chorus]
Feel like shit
Cut my wrist in the bathroom
Kiss my lips
Make me feel like I have you
This is it
And I know that you're sad too
Cut you off
Yeah I’m sorry but I have to
Feel like shit
Cut my wrist in the bathroom
Kiss my lips
Make me feel like I have you
This is it
And I know that you're sad too
Cut you off
Yeah I'm sorry but I have to
[Verse]
My tears don’t fall
They just drown my pain
Like a thunder storm
That won't go away
Feel like I'm drifting away from the one I love
I don't want you to leave 'cause I'll miss your touch
This life is nothing but a dream
[Chorus]
Feel like shit
Cut my wrist in the bathroom
Kiss my lips
Make me feel like I have you
This is it
And I know that you're sad too
Cut you off
Yeah I'm sorry but I have to
Feel like shit
Cut my wrist in the bathroom
Kiss my lips
Make me feel like I have you
This is it
And I know that you’re sad too
Cut you off
Yeah I’m sorry but I have to
Feel like shit
Cut my wrist in the bathroom
Kiss my lips
Make me feel like I have you
This is it
And I know that you're sad too
Cut you off
Yeah I’m sorry but I have to
Feel like shit
Cut my wrist in the bathroom
Kiss my lips
Make me feel like I have you
This is it
And I know that you're sad too
Cut you off
Yeah I'm sorry but I have to
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
[Verse 1]
Yeah, I'm kinda glad I won’t talk to you again
Should've seen the red flags just a few weeks in
Yeah, I thought for once maybe something could go right
Guess I'm just stuck in this low point in my life
[Bridge]
Wasted so much energy and wasted so much time
This was just a game to you, how could I be so blind?
Now I’m just ashamed, should've seen through all the lies
Wish I wasn't gullible and desperate, intertwined
[Chorus]
I need some clarity
I need some room to breathe
You made a cut
You cut me deep and let me bleed
I need some clarity
I need some room to breathe
You made a cut
You cut me deep and let me bleed
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, I should've known
I'm better off alone
Just please don't hit my phone
Just please don't hit my phone
[Verse 2]
Ignorance is safe, I found bliss in a dead end
Why did I hold on when I knew this would happen?
I needed a wake up call, I should've seen the signs
Trying not to go insane so please don’t hit my line
[Bridge]
Wasted so much energy and wasted so much time
This was just a game to you, how could I be so blind?
Now I’m just ashamed, should've seen through all the lies
Wish I wasn’t gullible and desperate, intertwined
[Chorus]
I need some clarity
I need some room to breathe
You made a cut
You cut me deep and let me bleed
I need some clarity
I need some room to breathe
You made a cut
You cut me deep and let me bleed
[Post-Chorus]
Yeah, I should've known
I'm better off alone
Just please don't hit my phone
Just please don’t hit my phone
Yeah, I should've known
I'm better off alone
Just please don't hit my phone...
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
I got 10 black nails, Studded belt on my waist
Butterfly knife like a lullaby, Like a lullaby, I'll send yo ass to paradise
She thought that she was dreamin when she seen me finally come outside
Shawty watchin me move side to side just like I hypnotize
Aye, now she mesmerized, said she wanna fuck with me
You ain't gotta do to much for me, just leave me satisfied
I got lots of time on me, so you know I can satisfy
I got all these racks on me, I got all this gasoline
All that shit don't mean a thing to me, my dreams are dead to me
Aye, Bitch you dead to me, shawty givin' head to me
Everybody hate me cuz I'm comin' up apparently
#1 underrated artist in this industry
Unappreciated, that's okay, cuz I'ma be alright
Sing this lullaby just one more time before I die tonight
I can't die tonight, you know I'ma ride with mine
Keep em by my side to feel alive until the end the of time
I can't die tonight, you know I'ma ride with mine
Keep em by my side to feel alive until the end the of time
Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby
Shawty watchin me move side to side just like I hypnotize
Now she mesmerized, said she wanna fuck with me
You ain't gotta do to much for me, just leave me satisfied
I got lots of time on me, so you know I can satisfy
I got all these racks on me, I got all this gasoline
All that shit don't mean a thing to me, my dreams are dead to me
Aye, bitch you dead to me, shawty givin head to me
Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby
Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby
Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby
Like a lullaby, let me be a lullaby
Follow me on Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
I'm surprised my computer was able to handle making this lol.
Please support Guardin by listening to "I Think You're Really Cool" on Soundcloud here: soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/cool
I uploaded a lyric video to this song a few months ago so if you'd rather watch that, here it is: youtube.com/watch?v=9EnVFehBFNE
I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair
i'm outta my mind
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
[gizmo]
Shitt, I still miss my fam and my friends but I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence, whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes, I still think think about those times, little stress it was the best, but,
Now I gotta grow up, but I'm still wastin my money on green stuff ta roll up, you can eat my dick, if, ya don't know us, and I still ain't shit but I ain't gunna slow up now
Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps, Im without a place to be,
Feels like I'm living in a deam, but I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl
Naw wait, fuck every stupid bitch that twisted ripped my life ta shits,
that's a pain that Ill never forget,
I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich, if you granted me wish, I wouldn't take that shit cuz
I never fucked with my life, and there aiint a single thing, that could make it all right,
Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head, it's the only thing I like,
It's so hard to love me you don't wanna look at me I'm fuckin ugly
Fuck me let me disintegrate,
deep into the soil and deteriorate
[barren]
before i say a word
please listen close this time
i said this all before
but Ive really lost my mind
i know you're always worried
my fingers looks so blurry
crossing over to a new world
i love the way you look so lovely
my self worth is so ugly
i am absolutely nothing
contradicting thoughts
read back on the screen
makes no sense to me
its all a dream
i can’t be thinking these
dreadful thoughts about
you and me
I’m living in a void now
just testing all my patience
with no one to try and say shit
its just a statement
that I’m making
please no mistaking
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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I do not own the music in this video.
💔 LYRICS 💔
if you feel me pushing away
you better pull back harder
or let me go
yeah im convinced
that every tear you cry
was just another step
to get into the back of my mind
into the back of my mind
become comfortable
with the way that my head tilts
whenever im stressin out
what am i not stressed about?
my head is full of doubt
so i cant let you in
im crying out your name
like it hurts to say
ill never love again
thats why im in a mode of self-defense
my selfish tense
like im on the fence
whats left is right
youre not in sight
dont need to know
what you do when youre alone at night
ill take my chances
ignore my heart
too fucked up
to even give a shit
all my life
ive been doing the right things the wrong way
so ill take time and do things my way
but you still got my heart wrapped up
like the cellophane on my cigarette pack
still got me fucked up
like im not loved
what you still say
got me fucked up, aye
im so disappointing
im such a disappointment
you say that you love me
but i dont know if i feel the same
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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💔 LYRICS 💔
Indecisive, scatterbrained
And a fucking mess, I know
Where were you when I needed you?
You fucking left me all alone
I can’t believe you left me in the dark
I can’t believe you let me fall apart
Now I’m taking tons of pills
But it’s not enough
I’m just tryna fill the void inside my heart
Scatterbrained and a fucking mess, I know
Scatterbrained and a fucking mess, I know
I hate you for
Everything you put me through
I see time
Passing by, now I wanna die
Where’d you go?
I guess forever’s not that long
A terrible
Taste in my mouth left from you
So where do I go from here?
My past keeps haunting me, I can’t look in the mirror
I’m a fucking loser
But I never thought I would fucking lose her
I’m a fucking loser
But I never thought I would fucking lose her
I’m a fucking loser
But I never thought I would fucking lose her
My Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/ultrasadly
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💔 LYRICS 💔
Fuck on top of me and when I look up girl you stare
Love me for my touch and when I rip your underwear
Life is like a dream when I'm with you I never care
I break through the seams in every spot your unaware
They don't see the light through every hole I come to find
I don't really talk enough i show you through the grind
I lead by example cut the ties and let them fly
I said that i loved you right before you said goodbye
I'm finding peace inside the garden now
I'm treading water hoping that i drown
I'm sick of crying i feel watered down
Controlling damage as I'm falling down
Bringing me back to my first kiss
The one that never even happened
My parents think that I'm batshit
Writing song after song about sadness
Bitch you are running with grown men
And after awhile it happens
You fold up my heart like a napkin
Shoving blades to my skin as reaction
Time is running short the way I live
Smoke on something strong before I dip
Life is like a dream when I'm with you I never care
I break through the seams in every spot your unaware
They don't see the light through every hole I come to find
I don't really talk enough i show you through the grind
I lead by example cut the ties and let them fly
I said that i loved you right before you said goodbye
I'm finding peace inside the garden now
I'm treading water hoping that i drown
I'm sick of crying i feel watered down
Controlling damage as I'm falling down
Bringing me back to my first kiss
The one that never even happened
My parents think that I'm batshit
Writing song after song about sadness
Bitch you are running with grown men
And after awhile it happens
You fold up my heart like a napkin
Shoving blades to my skin as reaction
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💔 LYRICS 💔
I'm not even surprised by the outcome anymore
You just indulge then you leave once you've settled your score
Another face is on your mind..
You asked if I was fine, while you laid on my bed
As my rest my weary head...
On my pillow I admired your eyes, the same ones that once stared into mine
It was illusion, a chemical high
Your lover's quarrel becomes a break
I guess I was nothing more than a fling on a sleepless night
I don't mean nothing, I won't mean nothing...
I don't mean nothing, I won't mean nothing at all
To you in the morning, once you're set and gone
No, not a goddamn thing
I won't mean a goddamn thing to you at all
In the morning
(In the morning)
All I can smell is you
Think about how cute you are to me
How I could let you leave?
The room was not kind to me, the lights are too blinding
Fuck with me
I fell out the other tree
Honestly, what the fuck you telling me
Without the greed?
Let me see
Tell me something new
Not a game for two
So sick I wanna puke, thinking you witness truth, that was you, what to do? Oh shit...
And I'll leave it all behind
Pretend that you don't cry yourself to sleep at night...
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💔 LYRICS 💔
I wasn't meant for this
I'm so sorry that I am the way I am
Cut my body open, make me whole again
I know you can
Yeah, I know you can
I'm so sorry I can't love
I promise I'm trying it won't be enough
I feel so much in my heart I'm empty at the same time
Empty at the same time
Always wanna fucking die
Will I make it through the night
I wasn't meant for this I'm so sorry that I am the way I am
Cut my body open, make me whole again
I know you can
Always wanna fucking die
Will I make it through the night?
Will I make it?
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💔 LYRICS 💔
I’m in a place where only goth kids stay
Goth boy chillin’ like a mothafuckin’ frozen lake
Got this girl on my mind that I like
But she hates me, she don’t wanna date me
She wanna see me rot in the mud, oh my gosh
She’s my everything but she wants me to stop
I will never find another one like you
I gotta stop thinking about you
Last night I got you outta my head
But at the same time I couldn’t help but cry
We will never have another time
Last night I told you I was dead without you
But you didn’t care
Baby I still care about you
Last night I got you outta my head
But at the same time I couldn’t help but cry
We will never have another time
Last night I told you I was dead without you
But you didn’t care
Baby I still care about you
Last night, baby it was last night
Pain from the stained knife
Lookin’ at the gray light
Lookin’ at the moonlight
I could see the room light
Up when you text me
But you just stress me
Okay, I want you today
I won’t be the same
I’m digging my grave, my tomb
Where I’ll hide from you for eternity
Beyond my reach while I’m six feet deep
I’m not okay
Every single day, try to hide the pain
That you left behind in my fucked up mind
I thought that you were mine, girl
Thought that you were mine, girl
Last night I got you outta my head
But at the same time I couldn’t help but cry
We will never have another time
Last night I got you outta my head
But at the same time I couldn’t help but cry
We will never have another time
Last night I told you I was dead without you
But you didn’t care
But you didn’t care
I’m in a place where only goth kids stay
Goth boy chillin’ like a mothafuckin’ frozen lake
I couldn’t help but cry
We will never have another time
Last night I told you I was dead
(Last night I told you I was dead)
Last night I told you I was dead without you
Last night I got you outta my head
But at the same time I couldn’t help but cry
We will never have another time
Last night I told you I was dead without you
But you didn’t care
Baby I still care about you
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💔 LYRICS 💔
[Lightbody]
I said I’d change for this girl and I didn’t
Gave her the world and she told me “good riddance”
Rid of this pain girl, I swear that I’m different
Don’t believe me ‘cause I show that I didn’t
I’ll never change, I’m still the same
Tell me you miss me and I’m on the way
Tell me to act and I’ll promise I’ll change
Cigarette smoke in my lungs, I’m in pain
Pain for us, pain for you
Pain for all I put us through
Getting mad, your eyes turn blue
Eyes turn green, now I know you
Now I know you
Now I know you
I know you, you’ve got me mad
We’re moving west but my head’s in the sand
I’m letting others write in my hand
Girl grab my lucky, yeah, come grab my hand
Tell me the plan, tell me to go
I’m just the last boy you left from your soul
We’re not together for now and I know
Just grab my hand and let’s follow the road ‘cause I know you
I know you
I know you
[Cold Hart]
Baby I know you
And they don’t really know what you’ve been through
You got bruises on your knees
Ah jeez, lots of places you should be, like with me
And I know it’s not the drugs
Baby I’m so low
And I know it’s so cliché
But me and you, we should get away, okay
I know you
Baby I know you
They don’t know a thing
Yeah, they don’t got a clue
Beat me black and blue
Do what you have to
Do what you have to to me
‘Cause I know you
And you are cute
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💔 LYRICS 💔
See me, I call you like once and I say that you're leadin' me on with your time though
I really went off on you hard 'cause my feelin's like dead
When you see me I'm not at all
"Is everything fine?"
I say, "Not at all"
I cash the check and I'm so in love
The only thing that can relieve me from death is you kissin' my neck and I'm so in love
The only thing that can relieve me from death...
(The only thing that can relieve me from death...)
Is you switchin' lanes
I'm carvin' you in veins
What's your number?
I can take another if I want, but I don't wanna
'Cause you're leadin' me on
Tyin' me on to your stressors
Sympathetic waves across the oceans where I met her
I can't wait 'til you get home
I can't wait to go to sleep
There's a part of me that dances when I know that it's for keeps
If my hair wasn't long
If the money was gone
Would you still want it?
Somethin' keeps me feelin' like a way and I can't stop it
There's a price I had to pay
Baby, I know I'm forever
There's a feelin' and it's love
Baby, I don't know what love is
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💔 LYRICS 💔
i don't think you really know
i can see how much you bled
every night i spent with you
you were hanging by a thread
cut through all your veins yeah
i know you're in pain yeah
feel like you're all alone
i'm here please pick up the phone
make me feel alright
like i'm okay tonight
like i can manage i can heal
please make me feel something real
make me feel alright
like i'm okay tonight
like i can manage i can heal
please make me feel something real
please make me feel something real
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