Uploaded November 2024 | Updated September 2026, 2 weeks ago
idk how i got here so fast. my previous demon milestone was only 6 months ago, which means i did about 5-6 demons a day since i reached 5000 demons. generally this feels even stranger than my previous milestones. i do wanna say something for people who actually read descriptions (if there even are any). i feel very out of place compared to the other demongrinders around my demon count. almost all of the people around my area have much harder hardests than i do. its not something i feel great about, but theres part of me that feels like i have to beat harder extremes than my current one (betrayal of fate) or else im not a "real demongrinder" or im not actually good at gd. i could just beat harder extremes, but thats not going to satisfy that feeling. im already pretty hard on myself and never give myself enough credit. add on a fixed mindset, and now you have a person who doesnt have enough patience for anything harder than their hardest. i want to get out of this mindset, but im not sure how
anyways, onto the level. its a level ive wanted to do for a while but never got myself to. theres just something about yakimaru's deco i really like, and this level is no exception. the gp is pretty fun overall, but also very stressful. thankfully i didnt have too many nerve deaths late into the level
i reached 6000 demons and might become top1 for demons in the us? wtf is going on??? none of this makes sense to me
idk how i got here so fast. my previous demon milestone was only 6 months ago, which means i did about 5-6 demons a day since i reached 5000 demons. generally this feels even stranger than my previous milestones. i do wanna say something for people who actually read descriptions (if there even are any). i feel very out of place compared to the other demongrinders around my demon count. almost all of the people around my area have much harder hardests than i do. its not something i feel great about, but theres part of me that feels like i have to beat harder extremes than my current one (betrayal of fate) or else im not a "real demongrinder" or im not actually good at gd. i could just beat harder extremes, but thats not going to satisfy that feeling. im already pretty hard on myself and never give myself enough credit. add on a fixed mindset, and now you have a person who doesnt have enough patience for anything harder than their hardest. i want to get out of this mindset, but im not sure how
anyways, onto the level. its a level ive wanted to do for a while but never got myself to. theres just something about yakimaru's deco i really like, and this level is no exception. the gp is pretty fun overall, but also very stressful. thankfully i didnt have too many nerve deaths late into the level
i reached 6000 demons and might become top1 for demons in the us? wtf is going on??? none of this makes sense to me
