Gorentaya
May I have this dance? Wip
updated
Happy birthday to my beloved Mimi. She was created in 2022 and it’s crazy to me that shes already 2 years old (obviously not her canon age. Both her and her girlfriend Dorothy are 20 years old)
I’ve had this audio from the movie “When Marnie was there” for a year and finally got the spark to go through with my idea.
Working on this was so comforting, the love these two have for each other is contagious.
The backgrounds were a struggle, I’m still learning to draw them but I think I did a decent job for this one.
( Mimi is the shorter girl taking the lead in the dance and Dorothy is the shy, tall girl with long hair ♡ )
You can check out the unlisted rough sketch animatic here! youtu.be/4m-1MR1Tbuk?si=fQUGYe0uYiIIm5p0
At long last. It is complete. Im so over it and I feel relieved to finally have this off my back.
Want to know more about patient Zero? Here is a link to my toyhouse with all the information currently available! https://toyhou.se/Gorentaya/characters/folder:4499676
Here is the link to part 1 of the headcanon voice video. youtu.be/qb3YTkjshUg?si=1NuJrwO1rDQgPwW2
The enemies are modeled and heavily based off characters that has left a big impact of my life. They are supposed to capture the nature of these beloved characters from other franchises of mine. Since PZ is symbolic to my life, i wanted to include characters that represents my love for fiction. Im pretty sure you can tell which characters they are inspired by. Dusk especially isnt beating the Komaeda Nagito allegations lmao
Dusk - they/them
Canine - he/him
Bovidae - she/her
Ackord - she/her
Ivy - she/her, they/them and he/him
Nixt and Jeden - he/him and they/them
Dickens - he/him
Webby - she/her
Thorax - he/him
Ragnarok - he/him and they/them
Leiurus - he/him
Gore is the dad, Mori is the mom and Bugs is the older brother. They all treat her like their own flesh and blood. They would do anything to keep her safe and happy. They protect her with their own lives
I cant help but giggle looking at the first Mimi image, shes just so cute. I lightly kicked my feet in joy watching the finished video. I just love them so much, they mean the world to me❤️
“Love bombing” an experimental piece
Angel isolated Mimi from her friends and family. Making her dependent on them. Even going out of their way to damage her relationship with others to turn them against Mimi. Mimi craves to be validated by Angel, wanting to be told she is loved. Angel stole her self worth, her sense of identity. She was made to believe that she was a horrible person who would always burden and hurt those she loves.
Angel tells her “No one will ever love you the way I do. Even if you hurt me, I will forgive you”
This is from the perspective of Angel and the way they view their relationship. How sweet and lovely it can be, only for Angels obsession to come through. And the cycle of the pattern of Mimi begging for Angels love, but once it is given it is scary and abus1v3.
I want to be clear so people don’t get the wrong idea, Angel has no sexual attraction towards Mimi. There is nothing sexual between them. The reason behind their obsession with Mimi, and the reason Mimi craves for Angels attention specifically will be showcased in the comic.
Their relationship is based off my own abus1v3 relationships I’ve gone through in my life.
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78 hours of drawing, + a couple of hours I didn’t count for editing… it is finally done.
I struggled so hard with the tears, I am no animator and only have animation meme knowledge 😭
I also made it hard for myself, I cant even describe my animation progress because it’s so shit.
But either way, despite the struggle I am very pleased with this. Seeing the characters move just filled me with such strong emotions, same when i made the head canon voices video. Seeing your character move or hear a voice that sounds like them makes them become more alive.
Its an incredible feeling
Started this video back in September, and it is finally complete!
Patient Zero is a passion project, an indie comic in the works. Its a psychological horror story based off my own mental illnesses/disabilities, trauma and life experiences. It showcases the war of chronic depression, abuse and trauma and focuses on healing and recovery. “Even in pitch black darkness, there is still hope that light will one day return”
Yamimiki Mimi : Protagonist. Any pronouns
Gorentaya: Deuteragonist. He/Him and They/Them🏳️⚧️
Morrigan : Support character 1. She/Her
Bugs: Support character 2. He/Him (Mainly, but doesnt care for labels so you could call him by anything)
Dorothy: Support character 3. She/Her and They/Them
Angel: Antagonist. They/Them (Main) She/Her and It/Its. (Careful to not call them by any masc pronouns/labels unless youd like having your face ripped off and your kneecaps stolen😔)
Originally I was going to use my own voice for Gore since they are a insert/persona of mine, but when recording my own voice for them it gave me severe voice dysphoria. So I gave them a voice I wish I had.
Note for the Pure Spirit Prince, Kazuhas voice alone wasnt enough to showcase my vision for them. The whispers in the background is actually my own with echo and reverb added onto it.
You can follow me on my other socials as well!
Tumblr: tumblr.com/gorentaya
Toyhouse: https://toyhou.se/Gorentaya
Instagram: instagram.com/gorentaya?igshid=OGQ5ZDc2ODk2ZA%3D%3D&utm_source=qr
Highpitched noises feels like someone is stabbing her ears and brain with needles. Repeating sounds will get louder and louder for each time they repeat and will echo for a while after it stops.
Monotoned/one note sounds overwhelms her the most. She will dissociate and almost feel paralyzed in her arms and legs. She will feel the sound tingle under her skin.
(I myself have this exact problem)
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I couldnt find the original sound here on instagram so i had to find it on youtube and download it there. The original audio belongs to @/saranne_wrap 💕✨
Mimi : any pronouns
Gorentaya : they/them and he/him
Morrigan : she/her
Bugs : He/him
Angel : They/them
Eyestrain, body horror and trypophobia
We have Octentaya my main sona (they/them) the one with spongebobs voice
Octentai who is my nsfw sona (he/him and they/them) with mr krabs voice
And Gorentaya my gore sona (he/him and they/them) who is the weird pet in the cage