Uploaded March 2010 | Updated September 2026, 1 day ago

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I explain the torturous emotional roller-coaster and eventual desolate hopelessness and terror that resulted from losing my theistic God.

All excerpts used in this video are either copyright-free or covered under "fair use" in Title 17 § 107 of the USC.

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Music (in order of appearance):
"Swamp" by Télépopmusik
"Bloodstone" by Amon Tobin
"Welcome to the Real World" by Don Davis

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