Finding Hope in Kentucky Route Zero Lily Alexandre 2021-08-07 | In Kentucky Route Zero, the world is ending, and you can’t save it. Can you find a good life anyway?Watch this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-kentucky-route-zero-finding-hope-in-the-end-times___________If you liked this, please consider supporting me on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrVoices by:Lola Sebastian: twitter.com/LolaSebastian_Hayley-Isabella Cawley: twitter.com/HayleyDyer16Alex Viney: twitter.com/TheVinesLogLiz Singh: thelowerplateau.comJohan Denora: twitter.com/JohanDenoraMusic:Songs: Ohia - The LionessSongs: Ohia - Songs: OhiaGodspeed You! Black Emperor - F# A# InfinityBen Babbitt - Memory OverflowThe Caretaker - Everywhere At the End of Time, Stages 1-3Stars - “Your Ex-Lover Is Dead”Table of contents:0:00 Introduction2:22 Surrender to Unknowing15:23 I'm Just Passing Through24:17 Agonal Breaths36:40 CreditsSources:Designing for mystery in Kentucky Route Zero youtube.com/watch?v=XLYAxYGzhBw&t=65sReddit post on Un Pueblo de Nada reddit.com/r/kentuckyroutezero/comments/nq4bhu/un_pueblo_de_nada_is_haunted_by_a_dead_miner_andDeath to three-act structure! Toward a unique structure for narrative games youtube.com/watch?v=m6Hjfu0-oZYChasing Ice (excerpt) youtube.com/watch?v=hC3VTgIPoGUFire in Paradise youtube.com/watch?v=F3OX1PR2SCMThe agony of agonal respiration: is the last gasp necessary? ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1733591
Bryan Johnson & the Horror of Eternal Life Lily Alexandre 2024-10-01 | Get Nebula using my link for 40% off an annual subscription: go.nebula.tv/lilyalexandreWatch my exclusive video on Bryan Johnson's secret kids' books: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-bryan-johnsons-bad-kids-booksWhy does Bryan Johnson want to live forever?-Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrCheck out this episode's companion playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/3cTPaN1AAxMayDTGSpZbOa?si=c888a15beeea423f-Credits:Director of photography - Sasha BoudreauSet and lighting - Vic MongioviOriginal music from Charlotte Trapasso and Deana KinerQuotes read by Alexander Avila, Navneet Alang, Lady Emily, Lola Sebastian, and Jacob GellerStained glass scene filmed at CDAHVintage store scene filmed at Anthony Valente RembourreurStained glass painted by me & Linda (my mom) (she did most of the work)Special thanks to Becca Redden, Anthony Valente, and my patrons-Key sources:Rachel Dodes, "Bryan Johnson’s Antiaging Quest Has Made Headlines. But There’s More to His Story" vanityfair.com/news/biohacker-antiaging-lawsuitsDoctor Mike, "Challenging Bryan Johnson on His 'Never Die' Biohacking Protocol" youtube.com/watch?v=OqlPU1CKEpICharlotte Alter, "Bryan Johnson's Quest for Immortality" time.com/6315607/bryan-johnsons-quest-for-immortalityAndrew Steele, “Can Blueprint make you biologically younger?” youtube.com/watch?v=7rs_JK-pTTQEmile Durkheim, “The Elementary Forms of the Religious Life”Navneet Alang, “AI Is a False God” thewalrus.ca/ai-hypeAntonio Regalado, “The Entrepreneur with the $100 Million Plan to Link Brains to Computers” technologyreview.com/2017/03/16/153211/the-entrepreneur-with-the-100-million-plan-to-link-brains-to-computersFull source list here: docs.google.com/document/d/1o-pSAupW6KqNPDqwZb5n1WOsV1P-uofj8tG4cQtGjVo/edit?usp=sharing
Art Wont Save Us from Capitalism Lily Alexandre 2024-05-31 | This video is already out on Nebula. Watch here: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-can-art-save-the-worldListen to Lola Sebastian's new podcast Nevergreen: nebula.tv/nevergreen?ref=lilyalexandre"The victim who is able to articulate the situation of the victim has ceased to be a victim: he or she has become a threat." —James Baldwin-Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndr-Mural by Miles and Mara - instagram.com/muham.maraPottery by Vic - instagram.com/poterie.poteraTattoo by Miles - instagram.com/mushroom.goblin.studioPart 1 filmed at Community Digital Arts Hub - cdahstudio.caPart 3 filmed at Tattoo Art Connexion Montreal - instagram.com/tattooartconnexionScript edited by talah e.Voiceover by @JacobGeller The end credits song is "The Great Depression" by Willi Carlisle. Listen here: willicarlislemusic.bandcamp.com/album/critterland-Sources:Paolo Freire, "Pedagogy of the Oppressed"Zadie Smith, "Shibboleth" (The New Yorker) newyorker.com/news/essay/shibboleth-the-role-of-words-in-the-campus-protestsSam Biddle, “Israeli Weapons Firms Required to Buy Cloud Services From Google and Amazon ” (The Intercept) theintercept.com/2024/05/01/google-amazon-nimbus-israel-weapons-arms-gazaLee Baxandall & Stefan Morawski (ed.), “Marx & Engels on Literature & Art”Kunail Chaudhary, "Canadian pension funds invested $1.6 billion in companies tied to Israeli apartheid" (The Breach) breachmedia.ca/canadian-pension-funds-invested-israeli-apartheidKay Bonnetti's interview with Toni Cade Bambara, collected in "Conversations with Toni Cade Bambara" (ed. Thabiti Lewis)Toni Cade Bambara, "Gorilla, My Love"Further reading & viewing:Mitch Speed, “The Case Against Art?” mitch-speed.com/archive-1Herby Revolus, “Why Celebrity ‘Activism’ Doesn’t Work” youtu.be/u4N4-wwPXig?si=tWKxzXV9MNz3RyjTWalter Rodney, “How Europe Underdeveloped Africa”Tabitha Arnold's newsletter Labor Intensive Art tabithaarnold.substack.comJournal of Art for Life journals.flvc.org/jafl/index-Table of contents:0:00 Cold open1:33 Join the conversation!13:15 Make it make sense!25:37 Wash your dishes!
The Feminist to Far-Right Pipeline Lily Alexandre 2024-03-26 | Get Nebula using my link for 40% off an annual subscription: go.nebula.tv/lilyalexandreWatch Lindsay Ellis's new documentary, "The Ballad of John & Yoko": nebula.tv/videos/lindsayellis-the-ballad-of-john-and-yoko?ref=lilyalexandreHow anti-trans feminism birthed a new generation of far-right conspiracy theorists.–Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndr–Charlotte's music: charlottet.bandcamp.com/album/northern-skiesDeana's music: kinermusic.comAdditional music from Epidemic Sound–Big thanks to these folks, who turned in some killer voiceover performances:Alexander Avila @alexander_avilaKarin Hazé cinemafeast.comStushi @stushi Abigail Thorn @PhilosophyTube Lady Emily @LadyEmilyPresents Lola Sebastian @LolaSebastian –Essential sources:Alexander Reid Ross, “Against The Fascist Creep”, AK Press.Peter R. Sinclair, “Fascism and Crisis in Capitalist Society”, New German Critique.Ruth Pearce, Sonja Erikainen, and Ben Vincent, “TERF Wars: An Introduction”, The Sociological Review.Jude Ellison S. Doyle, “How the far-right is turning feminists into fascists”, Xtra: xtramagazine.com/power/far-right-feminist-fascist-220810Christa Peterson's thread on gender-critical conspiracy theories: twitter.com/christapeterso/status/1366489983574413317Shaun, “JK Rowling’s New Friends”: youtube.com/watch?v=Ou_xvXJJk7kShaun,Shaun, “Kellie-Jay and the Neo-Nazis”: youtube.com/watch?v=JBy93QX7ysERamsin Canon, “Primer Red: The Petit (Petty) Bourgeoisie”, Midwest Socialist: midwestsocialist.com/2021/07/26/primer-red-the-petit-petty-bourgeoisie“Antisemitism meets transphobia”, Progressive.org: progressive.org/magazine/antisemitism-meets-transphobia-greenesmith-lorberFull source list: docs.google.com/document/d/1IGKxi_RmJ9rsDheuZxUYZl64str3v5ZWEJN1J-Cs5ao/edit?usp=sharing Playlist of related videos I recommend: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJyGSoaq1Tt1GdDUSrdYQKyANm9FweIz1&si=kEDdhVwHs_PgriSI
AI is Making Us Less Human Lily Alexandre 2023-12-23 | Ground News Holiday Sale: Compare news coverage. Spot media bias. Join Ground News today to get 40% off unlimited access: https://ground.news/lilyalexandre. Sale ends December 31.-From police robots to AI avatars, the tech industry uses human empathy as a tool for evil.-Filmed & edited by me :)Set design & camera by Vic MongioviAI & robotics consultation from David Marino & Charlie GauthierVoiceover recordings by:Stushi: youtube.com/@stushiCarmilla Morrell: draculavoice.comLola Sebastian: nebula.tv/lolasebastianForeign Man in a Foreign Land: nebula.tv/foreignman–Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndr-Sources:Tech fair robot scandal metro.co.uk/2017/09/27/men-at-tech-fair-molest-3000-sex-robot-so-much-its-left-broken-and-heavily-soiled-6960778Kamil Mamak, "Should Violence Against Robots be Banned?"Kate Darling, "'Who's Johnny?': Anthropomorphic Framing in Human-Robot Interaction, Integration, and Policy"Mads Bering Christiansen, Ahmad Rafsanjani, and Jonas Jørgensen, "“It Brings the Good Vibes”: Exploring Biomorphic Aesthetics in the Design of Soft Personal Robots"Kate Darling, Palash Nandy, and Cynthia Breazeal, "Empathic concern and the effect of stories in human-robot interaction"Dr. Cherie Lacey and Dr. Catherine Caudwell, "Cuteness as a Dark Pattern in Home Robots"Adobe Podcast podcast.adobe.comAnat Perry, "AI will never convey the essence of human empathy"Luisa Damiano, Paul Dumouchel, and Hagen Lehmann, "Artificial Empathy: An Interdisciplinary Investigation"Adrienn Ujhelyi, Flora Almosdi, and Alexandra Fodor, "Would You Pass the Turing Test? Influencing Factors of the Turing Decision"Jonas Ivarsson and Oskar Lindwall, "Suspicious Minds: the Problem of Trust and Conversational Agents"HeyGen heygen.comAffective computing market (U.S. only - unsure how large the global market is!) grandviewresearch.com/industry-analysis/affective-computing-market#Ted Chiang, "Liking What You See: A Documentary" (from the short story collection "Stories of Your Life and Others")Daniel Immerwahr, "What the Doomsayers Get Wrong About Deepfakes" newyorker.com/magazine/2023/11/20/a-history-of-fake-things-on-the-internet-walter-j-scheirer-book-review"–Media used:The Iron Giant (1999)Wall-E (2008)Her (2013)Blade Runner (1982)Ex Machina (2014)Air Doll (2009)Links to all YouTube videos used here: docs.google.com/document/d/1hY71YfFq7Kc1N6cf_NvXlrifgoRxwMd9bTqp5dOHbrA/edit?usp=sharing
Transition Regret & the Fascism of Endings Lily Alexandre 2023-11-15 | Get Nebula using my link for 40% off an annual subscription: go.nebula.tv/lilyalexandreCheck out my interview with "What Happens Next" creator Max Graves: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-lily-max-graves-on-what-happens-next-political-art-trans-murderer-representationAnd my interview with "Barber Westchester" creator Jonni Phillips: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-lily-jonni-phillips-on-barber-westchester-escaping-the-narrativeWhen we decide something is over – a punishment, a crisis, a life – what happens after we look away?What Happens Next: whathappensnext.webcomic.wsBarber Westchester: youtu.be/xf46FELFk2g** Note: if you don't have 90 minutes right now, check out Jonni Philips' webseries "Secrets and Lies in a Town of Sinners". Same characters, same charm, short episodes: youtube.com/watch?v=k6bsMHXWYSc&list=PLwwahyZ9d7WUGuTq8LJyLxI8X1t1id3Q4The song at the end is the theme to Barber Weschester, "Look Around (At the World Around You)" by Dylan Kanner. Listen/buy here: dylankanner.bandcamp.com/album/barber-westchester-original-motion-picture-soundtrackSupport the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrTable of contents:0:00 Cold open3:20 What Happens Next?11:23 Rewatching Inside21:12 Transition Regret26:36 Barber Westchester & the Fascism of Endings37:10 Interviews with Max & Jonni38:34 Credits
100K Celebration Stream + Surgery Fundraiser!! Lily Alexandre 2023-10-16 | Let's hang out for a few hours, bake a cake & take a lil victory lap :)Donate here to help my friend get surgery 🙏🏻 (any Super Chats will also go straight to her, but GFM is the best way to contribute) gofundme.com/f/2zh8d-help-my-girlfriend-get-surgeryJoin my Patreon to vote on where the Silver Play Button goes: patreon.com/lily_lxndr
2010s Pop Feminism: A Painful Look Back Lily Alexandre 2023-09-21 | Watch this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-2010s-pop-feminism-a-painful-look-backIn the early 2010s, feminism was poised to take over the world. So, uh... what happened?–Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndr–Content warnings:No major content warnings for part 1. Will add if requested!Part 2 contains discussion of sexual abuse, including in a medical context, and one mention of intimate partner violence.–Sources: I used too many to fit in the description. Instead, they're compiled in this Google doc docs.google.com/document/d/1mPx0KiNixxxRfdwUxX7fZ0st9wa-OPV1ftSv37bgQJU/edit?usp=sharing–Further reading/viewing:Costanza’s video “why we use feminism against each other” youtu.be/srMPkmzHPBM?si=POL1ycdyZsIfGUDIHanna Brooks Olsen, Everyday Feminism: 4 Critical Reasons Why Unions Are a Feminist Issue everydayfeminism.com/2016/12/unions-are-a-feminist-issueFORCE via Bitch Media: The Link Between Oil Pipelines and Sexual Assault bitchmedia.org/article/link-between-oil-pipelines-and-sexual-assaultMy video about being assaulted by my doctor "Trans Youth: When Our Doctors Hurt Us" youtu.be/ZILGGTzJRWEAudre Lorde - The Uses of Anger: Women Responding to Racism blackpast.org/african-american-history/speeches-african-american-history/1981-audre-lorde-uses-anger-women-responding-racismDanielle Mackey, Lux Magazine: Rape and Reparations in Mexico lux-magazine.com/article/rape-and-reparations-in-mexicoJean Chen Ho, Lux Magazine: Strip Down, Rise Up: On the Picket Line with Dancers in North Hollywood lux-magazine.com/article/star-garden-stripper-strikeRobin Kaiser-Schatzlein, Lux Magazine: Where the Sidewalk Ends: Meet the Rednecks Running a Mutual Aid Auto Repair Shop in Alabama lux-magazine.com/article/mutual-aid-cars-alabama–Table of contents:0:00 Those 4 years where feminism was cool4:09 PART I: The King's Haircut39:15 PART II: Nevertheless, She Persisted1:06:02 Announcements, sponsor, & credits
Why Are People Trans? Lily Alexandre 2023-06-24 | The first 1,000 people to use my link will get a 1 month free trial of Skillshare: https://skl.sh/lilyalexandre06233For 30 years, scientists have searched for a biological cause of trans identity... and haven't found much. Why do we want to find a cause, anyway – and how do we handle the questions science can’t answer?Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndr–Sources:(Why are people trans?)Ultrasounds & sex-selective abortion scientificamerican.com/article/how-ultrasound-changed-human-sex-ratioMara Hvistendahl, "Unnatural Selection: Choosing Boys Over Girls, and the Consequences of a World Full of Men"India's ban on sex screening https://shorturl.at/kmqxEChina's ban on sex screening https://shorturl.at/aiLNO(What we're really asking)Laura Erickson-Schroth, "Update on the Biology of Transgender Identity"Rachel N. Levin & Laura Erickson-Schroth, "Biological studies of transgender identity: A critical review"Milton Diamond, "Transsexuality Among Twins: Identity Concordance, Transition, Rearing, and Orientation"Leslie Feinberg, "Transgender Liberation: A Movement Whose Time Has Come" workers.org/books2016/Feinberg_Transgender_Liberation.pdfZhaawano Giizhik on Ojibwe Two-Spirit history and identity (excellent page!) https://shorturl.at/bfwO6(Creation myths)T. L. Brink, Victoria Karalun, "Narratives: The Focus of 21st Century Psychology"Jerome Bruner, "Actual Minds, Possible Worlds"Richard Harries, "After the Evil: Christianity and Judaism in the Shadow of the Holocaust", pgs 38-47Kalonymus ben Kalonymus ben Meir, "Prayer for Transformation" (excerpt from "Even Bohan") https://shorturl.at/dmKX3Rachel Pollack, "Archetypal Transsexuality" (READ THIS!!) web.archive.org/web/20080705185602/http://www.annelawrence.com/twr/archetypal.html–Further reading/viewing:My video on Kentucky Route Zero and objective truth youtu.be/0dPrf1y2CAoAndrei Tarkovsky's movies "Solaris" and "Stalker"Mao Zedong, "On Contradiction" marxists.org/reference/archive/mao/selected-works/volume-1/mswv1_17.htmCarl Jung, "Commentary on 'The Secret of the Golden Flower'"Aristotle's "four causes" https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/aristotle-causality/–Table of contents:0:00 Gone, it's gone forever1:09 Why are people trans?6:43 What we're really asking14:52 Creation myths23:18 On trans divinity26:47 Skillshare27:47 Credits
Everything Is Sludge: Art in the Post-Human Era Lily Alexandre 2023-04-14 | Get Nebula using my link for 40% off an annual subscription: go.nebula.tv/lilyalexandre–TikTok sludge is overwhelming, uninteresting, and almost impossible to stop watching. How did a genre everyone hates take over the algorithm?–Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr–Sources:Guy Debord – The Society of the SpectacleTheodor Adorno & Max Horkheimer – The Culture IndustrySomething Is Wrong on the Internet medium.com/@jamesbridle/something-is-wrong-on-the-internet-c39c471271d2New York Magazine – Inside the Strange and Slightly Creepy World of Surprise Egg Videos nymag.com/intelligencer/2016/04/inside-the-strange-world-of-million-view-surprise-egg-youtube-videos.html YouTube Kids availability support.google.com/youtubekids/answer/6130573YouTube Kids manual channel approval: techcrunch.com/2018/04/25/for-the-first-time-parents-can-limit-youtube-kids-to-human-reviewed-videos-and-recommendationsYouTube’s Content IDMeta’s copyright detection variety.com/2018/digital/news/instagram-block-copyright-infringement-video-1202692290How the Framing In 'Mad Max: Fury Road' Keeps the Viewer Oriented in a Chaotic World nofilmschool.com/2015/05/how-framing-mad-max-fury-road-keep-viewer-oriented-world-gone-madIn Her Own Time: An Interview with Chantal Akerman artforum.com/print/200404/in-her-own-time-an-interview-with-chantal-akerman-6572–Media used (not an exhaustive list):Opening Elsa animation youtu.be/VQ7GLnRaeHMSurprise egg video youtu.be/JC2mXNULndsSoap-cutting youtu.be/JDQr1vICu54Minecraft parkour youtu.be/n_Dv4JMiwK8Cryptoland youtu.be/ZFoAF6lY6iIVolksgeist’s video on Yeat (this is the original version) youtu.be/gmGlhiEzpE4This Is Marshall McLuhan: The Medium Is the Massage youtu.be/cFwVCHkL-JUHow To Be Ninja youtu.be/JdLCEwEFCMUMad Max: Fury Road (2015)Jeanne Dielman, 23 quai du Commerce, 1080 Bruxelles (1976)Columbus (2017)–"This is content production in the age of algorithmic discovery — even if you’re a human, you have to end up impersonating the machine." – James Bridle, "Something is wrong on the internet"
Millions of Dead Vibes: How Aesthetics Hurt Art Lily Alexandre 2023-02-25 | Get Nebula using my link for 40% off an annual subscription: go.nebula.tv/lilyalexandreLola Sebastian – Why Are Disney Adults? nebula.tv/videos/lola-sebastian-why-are-disney-adults?ref=lily-alexandreAbigail Thorn – The Prince nebula.tv/theprince?ref=lily-alexandre–The Aesthetics Wiki tries to explain the entire world through art movements & content trends. What does it miss?–Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr–Voice credits:Abigail Thorn: @PhilosophyTubeDave Wiskus: twitter.com/dwiskusLowSpecAlex: @LowSpecGamerTom Nicholas: @Tom_Nicholas–Sources:Vox – Trends Are Dead vox.com/the-goods/23065462/trends-death-subcultures-styleAesthetics Wiki (please don't be assholes to them) aesthetics.fandom.comThe Atlantic – Cottagecore Was Just the Beginning theatlantic.com/technology/archive/2021/02/aesthetics-wiki-cottagecore-tumblr-tiktok/617923Afrosartorialism – Problematic black iconicity: The Swenkas afrosartorialism.wordpress.com/2016/04/13/problematic-black-iconicity-the-swenkasUniversity of Ottawa Press – eGIRLS, eCITIZENS (ed. Jane Bailey and Valerie Steeves) library.oapen.org/bitstream/handle/20.500.12657/33130/569530.pdf?sequence=1&isAllowed=yWalter Benjamin – The Work of Art in the Age of Mechanical Reproduction https://web.mit.edu/allanmc/www/benjamin.pdfThe Face – Namecore Is the Trend that Unifies All Trends theface.com/culture/namecore-goblin-mode-night-luxe-twee-feral-girl-internet-trends-subcultures-slang-language-coining-namesStuart Hall – Who Needs Identity? https://afrofuturist.center/media/site/1130131368-1666378166/hall-who-needs-identity.pdfMedia used:Shanspeare – Social Media's Obsession with Aesthetics and Curated Identities youtube.com/watch?v=31NDzvFtNnIMina Le - tiktok is kind of bad for fashion youtube.com/watch?v=JR3z8lq2cNMSuperstorms – Part 2The Caretaker – It's Only A Burning Memory (nightcore version)Jessie J – Price Tag (live on Top of the Pops)–Table of contents:0:00 The Aesthetics Wiki6:45 Nothing on the outside27:13 Nothing on the inside
Fear of Trans Bodies Lily Alexandre 2022-12-26 | To watch this video ad-free and support the channel, head to Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-fear-of-trans-bodies-What does it mean for a body to be damaged?-Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr-References1. “On the Outside Looking In” by Julia Serano: juliaserano.com/outside.html2. “Irreversible Damage” by Abigail Shrier: 3. “Tracing the Roots of Pop Culture Transphobia” by Lindsay Ellis: youtube.com/watch?v=cHTMidTLO604. Breast cancer risk in transgender people receiving hormone treatment: nationwide cohort study in the Netherlands ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC65153085. “What’s so Good about Being Natural?” by Nour Abi-Nakhoul:6. Hormone Replacement Therapy Market Worth $35.79 Billion by 2030: bloomberg.com/press-releases/2022-07-13/hormone-replacement-therapy-market-worth-35-79-billion-by-2030-grand-view-research-inc7. Global Anti Aging Market Size Worth $120 Billion by 2030 at a 7.5% CAGR: globenewswire.com/en/news-release/2022/08/25/2504890/0/en/Global-Anti-Aging-Market-Size-Worth-120-Billion-by-2030-at-a-7-5-CAGR-Check-Industry-Share-Growth-Analysis-Value-Statistics-Custom-Market-Insights.html8. Female voice changes around and after the menopause--an initial investigation: pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/88610829. “Ten Stages of Genocide” by Gregory H. Stanton: genocideeducation.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/03/ten_stages_of_genocide.pdfMedia used“It Was Hot, We Stayed in the Water (STEMS Version)” by The Microphones“Transphobic Techno (B**** Got a P****)” by Your Favorite Martian“Back to the Future” by Robert ZemeckisSeveral videos by TT Exulansic“I Emailed my Doctor 133 Times - The Crisis in the British Healthcare System” by Philosophy TubeTwitter vent by KC Miller“Network” by Sidney Lumet“Synecdoche, New York” by Charlie Kaufman“RaeLynn - God Made Girls” by TK McKamy“The Final Exit of the Disciples of Ascensia” by Jonni PhillipsBackxwash live set - M for Montreal 2021“The Queen” by Frank SimonInspirations“Health Communism” by Beatrice Adler-Bolton and Artie Vierkant“My Words to Victor Frankenstein Above the Village of Chamounix” by Susan Stryker“Should Have Known Better” by Sufjan StevensEverything ever released by The Microphones & Mount Eerie“There is no other world, and there has never been.”Correction: 33:31 The sale actually ends January 2nd, 2023. After that, my link gives a smaller discount.
Cinemas First Kiss Was Between Two Women Lily Alexandre 2022-10-30 | Watch the definitive version of this video, ad-free, on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-cinemas-first-kiss-was-between-two-womenWatch the bonus video, "Eadweard Muybridge: Crimes & Passions": nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-eadweard-muybridge-crimes-passions-The first filmed kiss, in the 1880s, was between two anonymous women. It was a pivotal moment in film history. Why haven't you heard this story before?-Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndr/film/the-kiss-1882/2Instagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr-The song at the end is Blueberry Blouse by Valleymakers, off the free "VALLEYMAKERS EP": valleymakersmusic.bandcamp.comList of movies mentioned/shown: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndr/list/zoopraxography-for-lovers-every-movie-referenced-Table of contents06:14 1 - View from the window08:41 2 - Reference bodies in motion21:25 3 - Reanimated figures29:05 VOLUME WARNING29:20 3 - Reanimated figures (cont'd)29:34 4- Self-portrait of the photographer36:46 Bonus video & Curiosity Stream38:09 Credits
Trans Youth: When Our Doctors Hurt Us Lily Alexandre 2022-08-03 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-trans-youth-when-our-doctors-hurt-usDoctors mistreat, dismiss and abuse their young trans patients at an alarming rate. Why do they keep getting away with it?Episode 1, "TRANS YOUTH: What Do We Want?": youtu.be/co6D7Pw2n38Episode 2, "Trans Youth Get Healthcare Challenge (Impossible)": youtu.be/7YfgFnnICfsLearn more at transpulsecanada.ca---My Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrMy Twitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrMy Letterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrMy Instagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr---Script feedback from Greta Bauer, Ayden Scheim & Caleb Valorozo-JonesData analysis by Jose Navarro, Gioi Tran Minh & Lux LiVideography by Surah Field-GreenTranslation & captioning by Magenta BaribeauArt direction by Vic MongioviMusic by Sussvarman sussvarman.bandcamp.com, Loto blue-tinted-glass.bandcamp.com & Ben Babbitt benbabbitt.bandcamp.com/album/kentucky-route-zero-memory-overflow---Further reading:The Care We Dream Of arsenalpulp.com/Books/T/The-Care-We-Dream-OfZena Sharman interview xtramagazine.com/health/health-care-lgbtq-sharman-212922&sa=D&source=docs&ust=1654642642644717&usg=AOvVaw0ofR xORNL9PRevEWgVEH4QSources:jamanetwork.com/journals/jama/article-abstract/1104294WPATH Standards of Care 6 web.archive.org/web/20070610012909/http://www.wpath.org/Documents2socv6.pdfWPATH Standards of Care 7 wpath.org/media/cms/Documents/SOC%20v7SOC%20V7_English2012.pdf?_t=1613669341Trans PULSE Canada's trans youth & health report transpulsecanada.ca/results/report-health-and-well-being-among-trans-and-non-binary-youth---Tags for the algo (this feels pathetic)transgender, trans, trans healthcare, medical transition, trans kids, trans youth, trans pulse canada, lgbt, hrt, hormone replacement therapy, lily alexandre, puberty blockers
Trans Youth Get Healthcare Challenge (Impossible) Lily Alexandre 2022-07-31 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-trans-youth-get-healthcare-challenge-impossibleHere in Canada, young trans people have worse health - and FEWER doctors - than nearly anyone else. What's going on?Watch episode 1 here: youtu.be/co6D7Pw2n38 Learn more at transpulsecanada.ca---My Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrMy Twitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrMy Letterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrMy Instagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr---Script feedback from Greta Bauer, Ayden Scheim & Caleb Valorozo-JonesData analysis by Jose Navarro, Gioi Tran Minh & Lux LiVideography by Surah Field-GreenTranslation & captioning by Magenta BaribeauArt direction by Vic MongioviMusic by Sussvarman sussvarman.bandcamp.com & Loto blue-tinted-glass.bandcamp.com---Further reading:Rainbow Health Ontario rainbowhealthontario.ca/TransHealthGuide/index.htmlTrans Care BC http://www.phsa.ca/transcarebc(More links coming soon!)---Sources:Public opinion of Canadian health system ipsos.com/en-ca/news-polls/canadians-largely-satisfied-healthcare- system-eager-increased-accessWhat's included in Quebec healthcare ramq.gouv.qc.ca/en/citizens/health-insurance/professionals-offering- covered-services&sa=D&source=docs&ust=1654715286859389&usg=AOvVaw0lwA8emt2plkTPRN0XB-2VComparing waiting times by country oecd-ilibrary.org/sites/242e3c8c-en/1/3/2/index.html?itemId=/content/publication/242e3c8c-en&_csp_=e90031be7ce6b03025f09a0c506286b0&itemIGO=oecd&itemContentType=book#section-d1e1593Waiting times in Canada (warning: pro-privatization source, browse with that in mind) fraserinstitute.org/sites/default/files/waiting-your-turn-2021.pdfCMA statement "Canada's Health System Is on Life Support" cma.ca/news-releases-and-statements/canadas-health-system-life-support-health-workers-call-urgentTrans PULSE Canada report on trans youth & healthcare transpulsecanada.ca/results/report-health-and-well-being-among-trans-and-non-binary-youthUnmet health needs in Canadian general population www150.statcan.gc.ca/t1/tbl1/en/tv.action?pid=1310083601Relationship between discrimination and unmet health needs (in Canada) bmcpublichealth.biomedcentral.com/track/pdf/10.1186/s12889-016-3344-y.pdfFamily doctor access in Canadian general population www150.statcan.gc.ca/n1/pub/82-625-x/2020001/article/00004-eng.htmIncreased impact of HRT on younger people pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/33507568Canadian government report on pharmacare canada.ca/en/health-canada/corporate/about-health-canada/public-engagement/external-advisory-bodies/implementation-national-pharmacare/final-report.htmlParental support among transitioning youth in Canada transyouthcan.ca/results/parental-support-infographicQuebec Doctors leaving public system montreal.ctvnews.ca/family-doctors-warn-private-medicine-is-becoming-a-trend-in-quebec-1.5806134Lack of training in Canada/US medical schools jamanetwork.com/journals/jama/article-abstract/1104294Informed consent model for trans care journalofethics.ama-assn.org/article/informed-consent-medical-care-transgender-and-gender-nonconforming-patients/2016-11Patient centred care (including informed consent) patient-centred.ca/what---Tags for the algo (this feels pathetic)transgender, trans, trans healthcare, medical transition, trans kids, trans youth, trans pulse canada, lgbt, hrt, hormone replacement therapy, lily alexandre, puberty blockers
TRANS YOUTH: What Do We Want? Lily Alexandre 2022-07-30 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-trans-youth-what-do-we-wantEveryone's talking about the dangers of letting young people medically transition. But what we want matters - why not hear us out?Episode 2, "Trans Youth Get Healthcare Challenge (Impossible)": youtu.be/7YfgFnnICfsEpisode 3, "Trans Youth: When Our Doctors Hurt Us": youtu.be/ZILGGTzJRWELearn more at transpulsecanada.ca---My Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrMy Twitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrMy Letterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrMy Instagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr---Script feedback from Greta Bauer, Ayden Scheim & Caleb Valorozo-JonesData analysis by Jose Navarro, Gioi Tran Minh & Lux LiVideography by Surah Field-GreenTranslation & captioning by Magenta BaribeauArt direction by Vic MongioviMusic by Sussvarman sussvarman.bandcamp.com & Loto blue-tinted-glass.bandcamp.comSources:TVA on Lia Thomas tvanouvelles.ca/2022/03/18/nouvelle-polemique-apres-la-victoire-historique-dune-nageuse-transgenreCBC on trans children counter-protest cbc.ca/player/play/1963759171931CTV on youth seeking transition care ctvnews.ca/w5/dramatic-increase-in-children-and-youth-seeking-gender-treatments-has-some-experts-alarmed-1.5633076The Lancet advocating for trans youth thelancet.com/pdfs/journals/lanchi/PIIS2352-4642(21)00139-5.pdfTrans PULSE Canada report on health & well-being transpulsecanada.ca/results/report-health-and-well-being-among-trans-and-non-binary-youth/Different transition needs academic.oup.com/jcem/article/94/9/3132/2596324Age of majority in Canada cps.ca/documents/position/medical-decision-making-in-paediatrics-infancy-to-adolescence#table%201WPATH standards of care wpath.org/media/cms/Documents/SOC%20v7SOC%20V7_English.pdfStatistics Canada mental health stats www150.statcan.gc.ca/n1/daily-quotidien/200723/dq200723a-eng.htmGender positivity transyouthcan.ca/results/canadian-psychological-association-cpa-2021-3Legal protections canada.ca/en/department-justice/news/2021/11/government-introduces-legislation-to-ban-conversion-therapy-practices-in-canada.htmlLegal protections cbc.ca/cbcdocspov/features/canadas-gender-identity-rights-bill-c-16-explained---Tags for the algo (this feels pathetic)transgender, trans, trans healthcare, medical transition, trans kids, trans youth, trans pulse canada, lgbt, hrt, hormone replacement therapy, lily alexandre, puberty blockers
Why Is Queer Discourse so Toxic? Lily Alexandre 2022-07-01 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-why-is-queer-discourse-so-toxic---Social media has broken LGBTQ discourse. Can we fix it?---Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr---Rabbit holes:Black Trans Archive blacktransarchive.comTretter Transgender Oral History Project https://www.lib.umn.edu/collections/special/tretter/transgender-oral-history-projectQueer Zine Archive Project archive.qzap.org/index.php/Splash/Index---Thanks to Maddie Harney for talking to me about the early queer internet. Her Twitter is here: twitter.com/lisaquestions---Sources & further reading:Washington Post article on gay bar closures washingtonpost.com/dc-md-va/2021/12/10/lesbia-gay-queer-bars-returnStreet Transvestite Action Revolutionaries zine, with several pieces by Sylvia Rivera transreads.org/wp-content/uploads/2019/03/2019-03-17_5c8dc8507f026_STARcopy.pdfStone Butch Blues PDF lesliefeinberg.net/wp-content/uploads/2015/08/Stone-Butch-Blues-by-Leslie-Feinberg.pdfAlgorithmic Desire: Toward a New Structuralist Theory of Social Media https://nupress.northwestern.edu/9780810143333/algorithmic-desireThe DSM-5 and depathologization thetaskforce.org/invalidating-transgender-identities-progress-and-trouble-in-the-dsm-5ICD-11 and depathologization tgeu.org/icd-11-depathologizes-trans-and-gender-diverse-identities---Table of contents:0:00 Why are we like this?01:32 Awful11:37 Atomized16:57 Amnesic26:38 Repair?
What Are Women? Lily Alexandre 2022-04-21 | Watch this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-what-are-women---The anti-trans movement says the left can’t define “woman”. But should we even try to?---Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrLetterboxd: letterboxd.com/lily_lxndrInstagram: instagram.com/lily_lxndr---Co-produced by Vic MongioviMusic by Patricia Taxxon: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/crocusSound effects by Epidemic Sound: http://epidemicsound.com/creatorStock footage provided by tour3d, alexanderguelph, and NK1twelve, from Pond5Special thanks to Carmilla Mary Morrell for feedback---Further viewing:"The Alt-Right Playbook: Never Play Defense" youtube.com/watch?v=wmVkJvieaOA"TERFs Are Wrong About Biological Sex" youtu.be/zRQHZcU9ZqUClips from:PragerU: youtube.com/watch?v=WJQ3z0mXj8ATucker Carlson: youtube.com/watch?v=I3Jmv0vZvJ4USA Today: youtube.com/watch?v=BWtGzJxiONUInstitute of Art and Ideas: youtube.com/watch?v=nfw_ICIrJYASydney Watson: youtube.com/watch?v=oP_vN7xUZ7QGutfeld: youtube.com/watch?v=HRl8Ak4UnjcSources:Science, "Sex equality can explain the unique social structure of hunter-gatherer bands": science.org/doi/10.1126/science.aaa5139Cambridge Archaeological Journal, "Thinking Gender Differently: New Approaches to IdentityDifference in the Central European Neolithic": eprints.whiterose.ac.uk/152524/3/thinking_gender_differently_new_approaches_to_identity_difference_in_the_central_european_neolithic.pdfFriedrich Engels - The Origin of the Family, Private Property, and the StateMonique Wittig - The Straight MindMaria Lugones - The Coloniality of GenderMaria Lugones - Heterosexualism and the Modern/Colonial Gender SystemOyeronke Oyewumi - The Invention of Women: Making an African Sense of Western Gender DiscoursesPaula Gunn Allen - The Sacred Hoop: Recovering the Feminine in American Indian TraditionsAndrea Long Chu - FemalesStanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy, "Feminist Perspectives on Trans Issues": https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/feminism-trans/---Table of contents0:00 “Define woman”3:00 Where gender came from16:07 Gender reform or gender abolition?22:45 Why define women?30:57 But what are women?38:16 The state of discourse40:35 Thanks & Patreon credits
This Wikipedia Article Hides a Sorrowful Secret Lily Alexandre 2022-03-12 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-this-wikipedia-article-hides-a-sorrowful-secret______________________________________The Fermi paradox: the mystery of why humans are alone in the universe. In an old Wikipedia article, I learned a secret about it.______________________________________Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndr______________________________________Music by:Epidemic Sound http://epidemicsound.com/creator
TERFs Are Wrong About Biological Sex Lily Alexandre 2021-12-20 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-terfs-are-wrong-about-biological-sex__TERFs say the LGBTQ community is harming women by erasing biological sex. But can they even agree on what biological sex IS?__Support the channel on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndr__Voices by:Sarah Feldman youtube.com/c/SoundsGoodChannelLaura Crone youtube.com/c/LauraCroneMusic by:Epidemic Sound http://epidemicsound.com/creatorSussvarman sussvarman.bandcamp.com/album/sussvarmanthologyProduction management: Vic :)Set design: Vic :)Cutest: Vic :)__Sources & further reading:- Simone de Beauvoir, "The Second Sex"- Judith Butler, "Sex and Gender in Simone de Beauvoir's The Second Sex" http://blogs.law.columbia.edu/critique1313/files/2019/10/Butler-on-Beauvoir.pdf- Terry Goldie, "The Man Who Invented Gender: Engaging the Ideas of John Money" ubcpress.ca/asset/9338/1/9780774827928.pdf- Lisa Downing, Iain Morland, Nikki Sullivan, "I can't put this title in the description or the video will get blocked" salon.com/2015/01/04/pervert_or_sexual_libertarian_meet_john_money_the_father_of_fology- Ben Shapiro, "An Honest Conversation With Dr. Debra Soh" youtube.com/watch?v=akFhYirNtfo- Riki Wilchins, "Read My Lips: Sexual Subversion and the End of Gender"- Janice Raymond, "The Transsexual Empire"- Kara Dansky, "The Abolition of Sex: How the Transgender Agenda Harms Women and Girls"- Left at London's TikTok tiktok.com/@leftatlondon- Debra Soh, "The End of Gender"- Abigail Shrier, "Irreversible Damage: The Transgender Craze Seducing Our Daughters"- WHRC, "Declaration on Women's Sex-Based Rights" womensdeclaration.com/en/declaration-womens-sex-based-rights-full-text- WHRC Canada, "Parliamentary Brief: Justice Committee re Bill C-6" ourcommons.ca/Content/Committee/432/JUST/Brief/BR11007811/br-external/Jointly3-10348782-e.pdf- Adrian Ballou, "Why the End of Michfest Is Good for Feminism: Two Activists Weigh In" everydayfeminism.com/2015/07/end-michfest-good-for-feminism__Table of contents:0:00 To Gender or Not to Gender4:14 1. The Abolition of Sex11:22 2. The Case for Gender22:49 3. What Is Sex, Really?32:57 Hey, thanks!__ignore this part lolterf, terfs, lgbt, lgbtq, trans, transgender, biological sex, gender critical, anti-trans, feminism, radical feminism, radfem, jk rowling
We Cooked & Ate an AI-Generated Meal Lily Alexandre 2021-11-15 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-we-cooked-ate-an-ai-generated-mealWe used a predictive text AI to generate recipes for an appetizer, soup, and dessert, and then we cooked the dang things. Suffering for our art.______________________________________Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndr______________________________________HUGE thanks to Daniel and Vic for their help on this one. Without them, I would've given up one course in.______________________________________Table of contents:0:00 Generating the recipes4:45 Making the salad7:53 Making the soup11:03 Making the lava cake16:37 Ranking and conclusion______________________________________tags for the algorithm (does this even work): artificial intelligence, ai generated art, machine learning, neural network, cooking, food experiment, video essay, brian david gilbert, cooking AI-generated recipes
The Surreal Dreams of AI-Generated Art Lily Alexandre 2021-10-17 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-the-surreal-dreams-of-ai-generated-artArtificial Intelligence is enabling a new generation of artists to create bold, fascinating art. But the companies powering it don’t seem to care.______________________________________CORRECTION: CLIP, the massive training set used for lots of AI-generated art (including mine), doesn't comprise photos with descriptive captions. Instead, it pulled photos from web pages, and used the text from those web pages (which is usually related, but not always a plain description of the photo). My bad!______________________________________Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndr______________________________________Help a trans refugee come to Canada: canadahelps.org/en/charities/metropolitan-community-church-of-toronto/campaign/trans-and-proud______________________________________Voices by:Akira: instagram.com/_akirakirakirakira_Bobby: youtube.com/channel/UC4ZwOtwlYnUrQAW9mHFjVwAVic: angelfire.com/nj/prcastle/vicki.htmlArtists:Felix Gonzalez-Torres: moma.org/artists/2233Memo Atken: youtube.com/c/MemoAktenKatherine Crowson: twitter.com/RiversHaveWingsHeavensLastAngel: twitter.com/hvnslstangelColab notebook I used: colab.research.google.com/github/justinjohn0306/VQGAN-CLIP/blob/main/VQGAN%2BCLIP_%28z%2Bquantize_method_with_augmentations%2C_user_friendly_interface%29.ipynbFurther viewing:Luis Serrano's intro to GANs: youtu.be/8L11aMN5KY8Simple tutorial on creating GAN art: youtu.be/LM8dil6n5h8______________________________________Table of contents:0:00 Introduction & groundwork3:33 1. The skyline that wasn't13:08 2. Authorless intent21:04 3. Art as artifact28:26 Closing thoughts______________________________________tags for the algorithm lol: artificial intelligence, ai generated art, VQGAN, VQGAN+CLIP, machine learning, neural network, deepdream, video essay
Do Binary Trans Women Even Exist? The Politics of Gender Conformity Lily Alexandre 2021-09-12 | A conflict simmers between the non-binary community and Binary Trans Women. Where does this tension come fro- wait, what the hell is a binary trans woman? Who are we even talking about?Watch this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-do-binary-trans-women-even-exist-the-politics-of-gender-conformity______________________________________Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndr______________________________________Voices by:Minerva Kelley: twitter.com/doubleca5tCarmilla Mary Morell: twitter.com/draculavoiceMusic:Patricia Taxxon - Crocus: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/crocusSources:Susan Stryker, "My Words to Victor Frankenstein above the Village of Chamounix": https://sites.evergreen.edu/politicalshakespeares/wp-content/uploads/sites/226/2015/12/Stryker-My-Words-to-VF.pdfAlex V Green, "Beware the Tenderqueer": patreon.com/posts/beware-45036813Julia Serano, "Whipping Girl"Angela Davis, "Women, Race and Class"Mark Fisher, "Capitalist Realism", chapter 2Table of contents:0:00 Introduction1:23 1. Trans V Trans: some historical context5:26 2. Split down the middle9:29 3. Conformity & privilege18:00 4. Who gets to be binary?26:30 5. Counter-counterculture35:40 Closing thoughts
What Is Gender Ideology? (Hint: It Doesnt Exist.) Lily Alexandre 2021-05-04 | Journalists are sounding the alarms about a radical "Gender Ideology" emerging in the trans community - even though it doesn't exist. So what are they REALLY saying?Watch this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-what-is-gender-ideology-hint-it-doesn-t-existIf you liked this, please consider supporting me on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrMusic:Sussvarman - Sussvarmanthology: sussvarman.bandcamp.com/album/sussvarmanthologyPatricia Taxxon - Crocus: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/crocusReferences:"Yes, There Is Such Thing As Gender Identity Ideology, And Saying So Is Not 'Violence'": mtracey.substack.com/p/yes-there-is-such-thing-as-gender"For 30 Years, I’ve Tried to Become a Woman. Here’s What I Learned Along the Way": quillette.com/2020/06/22/for-30-years-ive-tried-to-become-a-woman-heres-what-i-learned-along-the-way"There Is No Evidence That Rapid-Onset Gender Dysphoria Exists": psychcentral.com/lib/there-is-no-evidence-that-rapid-onset-gender-dysphoria-exists"J.K. Rowling Writes about Her Reasons for Speaking out on Sex and Gender Issues" (FKA "TERF Wars"): jkrowling.com/opinions/j-k-rowling-writes-about-her-reasons-for-speaking-out-on-sex-and-gender-issues"Every anti-trans bill US lawmakers introduced this year": insider.com/over-half-of-us-states-tried-passing-anti-trans-bills-2021-3"When Children Say They’re Trans": theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2018/07/when-a-child-says-shes-trans/561749"Conservatives Are Lying About What My Atlantic Article On Gender Dysphoria Says": jessesingal.substack.com/p/conservatives-are-lying-about-what"No link between trans-inclusive policies and bathroom safety": nbcnews.com/feature/nbc-out/no-link-between-trans-inclusive-policies-bathroom-safety-study-finds-n911106"Olympic guidelines on transgender athletes to come after 2020 Games": cbc.ca/sports/olympics/summer/olympics-tokyo-2020-transgender-guidelines-1.5485290"Court rules Olympic runner Caster Semenya must use hormone-suppressing drugs to compete": washingtonpost.com/sports/2019/05/01/court-decides-against-caster-semenyas-appeal-controversial-ruleNorth Carolina SB 514: ncleg.gov/Sessions/2021/Bills/Senate/PDF/S514v0.pdfTexas SB 1646: legiscan.com/TX/text/SB1646/id/2384448Mississippi SB 2536: http://billstatus.ls.state.ms.us/documents/2021/html/SB/2500-2599/SB2536IN.htmRecommended viewing/reading:"Laundering Bigotry", on Jesse Singal: sjshancoxli.com/post/2018/06/19/laundering-bigotry"The Alt-Right Playbook: youtube.com/watch?v=wmVkJvieaOA
Girls Own the Void: Trans Women, Alienation, and Metastability Lily Alexandre 2021-02-25 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-girls-own-the-void-trans-women-alienation-and-metastabilityHow do you feel safe in a life that can end at any moment, for no reason?Help some trans women today:For The Gworls rent and gender-affirming surgery fund for Black trans women: https://www.forthegworls.party/donateTaking What We Need fund for trans women's living expenses: gofund.me/ed53d920Help a trans woman get surgery: gofund.me/6f30c158Margaux's transition fund: gofund.me/aa0767a8Help trans woman fund surgery: gofund.me/230d8426Support me on Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrTwitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrSources & further reading:False vacuum: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/False_vacuum_decay"The Hardest Part of Getting My Tubes Tied Was Making Doctors Take Me Seriously": vice.com/en/article/xwzexq/the-hardest-part-of-getting-my-tubes-tied-was-making-doctors-take-me-seriouslyRay Blanchard: quillette.com/2019/11/06/what-is-autogynephilia-an-interview-with-dr-ray-blanchardTrans employment/poverty stats: theconversation.com/what-the-supreme-courts-decision-on-lgbt-employment-discrimination-will-mean-for-transgender-americans-140878Trans suicide attempt rate: transequality.org/sites/default/files/docs/resources/NTDS_Report.pdf"4 Ways That Call-Out Culture Fails Trans Women (And Therefore, All of Us)": everydayfeminism.com/2016/10/call-out-culture-fails-trans-women0:00 The false vacuum5:37 A role to fill9:40 (Mis)constructing womanhood15:41 Why are we so vulnerable?18:29 Coercion & violence21:16 Traumatic relationship to conflict25:44 The true vacuum
Millions of Dead Genders: A MOGAI Retrospective Lily Alexandre 2021-01-11 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-millions-of-dead-genders-a-mogai-retrospectiveA deep dive into Tumblr's MOGAI community, and the transmedicalist (or "truscum") movement that sought to bring it down. Looking beyond validation, and on to... something new.Another video about MOGAI, "DNIs and Hollow Safe Spaces", is available on my Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndrMy Twitter: twitter.com/lily_lxndrClips taken from:Pond5 Public Domain archive: https://Pond5.comInternet Archive: https://Archive.orgMilo Stewart's excellent YouTube channel: youtube.com/c/MiloStewartBlaire White: youtube.com/c/BlaireWhiteXKalvin Garrah: youtube.com/c/KalvinGarrahStorm Ryan: youtube.com/c/StormRyanMusic from:Deltron 3030 - Deltron 3030Beach House - Bloom InstrumentalsMadvillain - Madvillainy (RIP DOOM)and the YouTube music libraryTable of Contents:0:00 Intro: Lost to History3:36 Part 1: Labels and Community12:03 Part 2: What if I'm not Valid?16:53 Part 3: They're all 13 Years Old26:22 Part 4: Interview with Milo33:43 Conclusion: Looking Ahead
Lily Alexandre - Sharp Enough Lily Alexandre 2018-06-12 | Hey, I’m sorry that I haven’t texted backThis summer hasn’t gone quite the way that I expectedI hope you understandI up and left her place, if you can call her apartment thatBut passed out on the cold concrete front stepI dreamt I walked to you, on emptiest of streets downtownGuided only by a sun that doesn’t set, butThis city wasn’t built to walk around inYou think you’re safe until you feel the wind that’s breathing down your neckAnd I’ve seen you ravaged - in real life - by Parc avenue far too many timesTo trust us as an exploration teamBeen stranded in so many bathrooms by so many guysI’ve convinced myself I know best what I needSo I’m finding solace in new places latelyLate nights in beds of people I don’t loveI like to make them all feel heavy when they’re with meThat way, they get it when I buckle upReally, you’re lucky I don’t want you,I love you too much to grind my teeth on youYou’re too easy to hold, form-fitted and warmYou’re a blanket that plugs inAnd I miss you, but I can’t see you right nowI need to keep my eyes shut in the coldLest I fall in love with a brand new time of yearAnd I love you, but your teeth ain’t sharp enoughThat I know I’m doing right by you when I sleep on your pullout bedI fear that it’ll hurt you if I spend the night againThe last thing I want is to drain what’s left of my rosy cheeks through youI’m not quite ready to be that human'Cause you are tender in ways you are not aware ofI only notice 'cause I'm used to being scaredI wanna be there to hear you mumble while you're speakingI want you to be there when I walk into the sea
Lily Alexandre - Switched Back On (a song by me) Lily Alexandre 2017-05-26 | A new song. Angrier than usual. Enjoy, pals_______My Twitter: http://twitter.com/lily_lxndrMy Instagram: http://instagram.com/lily_lxndr
Lily Alexandre - Reduction (lo-fi indie song by me) Lily Alexandre 2017-01-14 | A quick song_______LYRICSThe only natural thing is to believeAnd all I want for you is not to beI figured you would hurt, I expected swaying branchesI planned for stormy skies and wavy seasI cracked the ice to find something much warmer there’Cause bodies almost always give off heatSomeone tied my hair and taught to swimAnd all I want for you is not to beAnd all I want for you is not to beAnd all I want for you is not to be_______http://twitter.com/lily_lxndr
Lily Alexandre - No Heat (demo) Lily Alexandre 2016-12-27 | LYRICS Make me afraidI will get down on my kneesTopple me and I’ll fall to your feetScream into my ear, I will prayI never thought it would be like this,I never thought I would come toThrough artifacts of a heat I missedA sun that I can look up toYou speak a tongue I don’t speak, I guessAnd count to five even numbersYou take the time you’re in need ofYou’re taking just what i needYou’re taking just what I needWords can’t explain what I thought that we hadLet it all in, can’t let it end too soonYou were a mirror, your skin coloured silverYou lit me up cause I let dawn in the roomI woke up with no heat in my legsI opened my eyes as you spokeI climbed to my side of the bedIn puddles of sweat, I found warmthI felt right at home in a holeA strange little void dug for usWe had to take a break to turn the heat downYou chill my veins, you chill my bloodI can’t explain what I thought that we hadLet it all in, can’t let it end too soonYou were a mirror, but your skin wasn’t silverYou lit me up cause I let dawn in the roomWatch me fade from your eyes and break into blossomThe coldest of ice is sinking to the bottomYou drank shaken and dry, I drank straight from the bottleI put on my disguise and sat quiet as you choked
FILM BOYS (a rant) Lily Alexandre 2016-09-17 | This video averages one use of air quotes every 35 seconds. Impressive.Music is 17 ❣ by Gloam, off their album Clips.Buy here: gloam.bandcamp.com/album/clipsMy Twitter: http://twitter.com/lily_lxndrMy Instagram: http://instagram.com/lily_lxndr
Is this really just a room tour? Lily Alexandre 2016-08-03 | Have we really sunken that low? Mostly. Bear with me.-Everyone's support lately, online or otherwise, has meant the world. Thanks for being yourselves, and being so wonderful.
