– Big thanks to these folks, who turned in some killer voiceover performances: Alexander Avila @alexander_avila Karin Hazé cinemafeast.com Stushi @stushi Abigail Thorn @PhilosophyTube Lady Emily @LadyEmilyPresents Lola Sebastian @LolaSebastian
– Big thanks to these folks, who turned in some killer voiceover performances: Alexander Avila @alexander_avila Karin Hazé cinemafeast.com Stushi @stushi Abigail Thorn @PhilosophyTube Lady Emily @LadyEmilyPresents Lola Sebastian @LolaSebastian
- Credits: Director of photography - Sasha Boudreau Set and lighting - Vic Mongiovi Original music from Charlotte Trapasso and Deana Kiner Quotes read by Alexander Avila, Navneet Alang, Lady Emily, Lola Sebastian, and Jacob Geller Stained glass scene filmed at CDAH Vintage store scene filmed at Anthony Valente Rembourreur Stained glass painted by me & Linda (my mom) (she did most of the work) Special thanks to Becca Redden, Anthony Valente, and my patrons
- Table of contents: 0:00 Cold open 1:33 Join the conversation! 13:15 Make it make sense! 25:37 Wash your dishes!AI is Making Us Less HumanLily Alexandre2023-12-23 | Ground News Holiday Sale: Compare news coverage. Spot media bias. Join Ground News today to get 40% off unlimited access: https://ground.news/lilyalexandre. Sale ends December 31.
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From police robots to AI avatars, the tech industry uses human empathy as a tool for evil.
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Filmed & edited by me :) Set design & camera by Vic Mongiovi AI & robotics consultation from David Marino & Charlie Gauthier
Sources: Tech fair robot scandal metro.co.uk/2017/09/27/men-at-tech-fair-molest-3000-sex-robot-so-much-its-left-broken-and-heavily-soiled-6960778 Kamil Mamak, "Should Violence Against Robots be Banned?" Kate Darling, "'Who's Johnny?': Anthropomorphic Framing in Human-Robot Interaction, Integration, and Policy" Mads Bering Christiansen, Ahmad Rafsanjani, and Jonas Jørgensen, "“It Brings the Good Vibes”: Exploring Biomorphic Aesthetics in the Design of Soft Personal Robots" Kate Darling, Palash Nandy, and Cynthia Breazeal, "Empathic concern and the effect of stories in human-robot interaction" Dr. Cherie Lacey and Dr. Catherine Caudwell, "Cuteness as a Dark Pattern in Home Robots" Adobe Podcast podcast.adobe.com Anat Perry, "AI will never convey the essence of human empathy" Luisa Damiano, Paul Dumouchel, and Hagen Lehmann, "Artificial Empathy: An Interdisciplinary Investigation" Adrienn Ujhelyi, Flora Almosdi, and Alexandra Fodor, "Would You Pass the Turing Test? Influencing Factors of the Turing Decision" Jonas Ivarsson and Oskar Lindwall, "Suspicious Minds: the Problem of Trust and Conversational Agents"
Table of contents: 0:00 Cold open 3:20 What Happens Next? 11:23 Rewatching Inside 21:12 Transition Regret 26:36 Barber Westchester & the Fascism of Endings 37:10 Interviews with Max & Jonni 38:34 Credits100K Celebration Stream + Surgery Fundraiser!!Lily Alexandre2023-10-16 | Let's hang out for a few hours, bake a cake & take a lil victory lap :)
– Content warnings: No major content warnings for part 1. Will add if requested! Part 2 contains discussion of sexual abuse, including in a medical context, and one mention of intimate partner violence.
– Table of contents: 0:00 Those 4 years where feminism was cool 4:09 PART I: The King's Haircut 39:15 PART II: Nevertheless, She Persisted 1:06:02 Announcements, sponsor, & creditsWhy Are People Trans?Lily Alexandre2023-06-24 | The first 1,000 people to use my link will get a 1 month free trial of Skillshare: https://skl.sh/lilyalexandre06233
For 30 years, scientists have searched for a biological cause of trans identity... and haven't found much. Why do we want to find a cause, anyway – and how do we handle the questions science can’t answer?
– Sources: (Why are people trans?) Ultrasounds & sex-selective abortion scientificamerican.com/article/how-ultrasound-changed-human-sex-ratio Mara Hvistendahl, "Unnatural Selection: Choosing Boys Over Girls, and the Consequences of a World Full of Men" India's ban on sex screening https://shorturl.at/kmqxE China's ban on sex screening https://shorturl.at/aiLNO
(What we're really asking) Laura Erickson-Schroth, "Update on the Biology of Transgender Identity" Rachel N. Levin & Laura Erickson-Schroth, "Biological studies of transgender identity: A critical review" Milton Diamond, "Transsexuality Among Twins: Identity Concordance, Transition, Rearing, and Orientation" Leslie Feinberg, "Transgender Liberation: A Movement Whose Time Has Come" workers.org/books2016/Feinberg_Transgender_Liberation.pdf Zhaawano Giizhik on Ojibwe Two-Spirit history and identity (excellent page!) https://shorturl.at/bfwO6
(Creation myths) T. L. Brink, Victoria Karalun, "Narratives: The Focus of 21st Century Psychology" Jerome Bruner, "Actual Minds, Possible Worlds" Richard Harries, "After the Evil: Christianity and Judaism in the Shadow of the Holocaust", pgs 38-47 Kalonymus ben Kalonymus ben Meir, "Prayer for Transformation" (excerpt from "Even Bohan") https://shorturl.at/dmKX3 Rachel Pollack, "Archetypal Transsexuality" (READ THIS!!) web.archive.org/web/20080705185602/http://www.annelawrence.com/twr/archetypal.html
– Further reading/viewing: My video on Kentucky Route Zero and objective truth youtu.be/0dPrf1y2CAo Andrei Tarkovsky's movies "Solaris" and "Stalker" Mao Zedong, "On Contradiction" marxists.org/reference/archive/mao/selected-works/volume-1/mswv1_17.htm Carl Jung, "Commentary on 'The Secret of the Golden Flower'" Aristotle's "four causes" https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/aristotle-causality/
– Table of contents: 0:00 Gone, it's gone forever 1:09 Why are people trans? 6:43 What we're really asking 14:52 Creation myths 23:18 On trans divinity 26:47 Skillshare 27:47 CreditsEverything Is Sludge: Art in the Post-Human EraLily Alexandre2023-04-14 | Get Nebula using my link for 40% off an annual subscription: go.nebula.tv/lilyalexandre
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TikTok sludge is overwhelming, uninteresting, and almost impossible to stop watching. How did a genre everyone hates take over the algorithm?
Media used: Shanspeare – Social Media's Obsession with Aesthetics and Curated Identities youtube.com/watch?v=31NDzvFtNnI Mina Le - tiktok is kind of bad for fashion youtube.com/watch?v=JR3z8lq2cNM Superstorms – Part 2 The Caretaker – It's Only A Burning Memory (nightcore version) Jessie J – Price Tag (live on Top of the Pops)
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Table of contents: 0:00 The Aesthetics Wiki 6:45 Nothing on the outside 27:13 Nothing on the insideFear of Trans BodiesLily Alexandre2022-12-26 | To watch this video ad-free and support the channel, head to Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-fear-of-trans-bodies - What does it mean for a body to be damaged? -
Media used “It Was Hot, We Stayed in the Water (STEMS Version)” by The Microphones “Transphobic Techno (B**** Got a P****)” by Your Favorite Martian “Back to the Future” by Robert Zemeckis Several videos by TT Exulansic “I Emailed my Doctor 133 Times - The Crisis in the British Healthcare System” by Philosophy Tube Twitter vent by KC Miller “Network” by Sidney Lumet “Synecdoche, New York” by Charlie Kaufman “RaeLynn - God Made Girls” by TK McKamy “The Final Exit of the Disciples of Ascensia” by Jonni Phillips Backxwash live set - M for Montreal 2021 “The Queen” by Frank Simon
Inspirations “Health Communism” by Beatrice Adler-Bolton and Artie Vierkant “My Words to Victor Frankenstein Above the Village of Chamounix” by Susan Stryker “Should Have Known Better” by Sufjan Stevens Everything ever released by The Microphones & Mount Eerie
“There is no other world, and there has never been.”
The first filmed kiss, in the 1880s, was between two anonymous women. It was a pivotal moment in film history. Why haven't you heard this story before?
- Table of contents 06:14 1 - View from the window 08:41 2 - Reference bodies in motion 21:25 3 - Reanimated figures 29:05 VOLUME WARNING 29:20 3 - Reanimated figures (cont'd) 29:34 4- Self-portrait of the photographer 36:46 Bonus video & Curiosity Stream 38:09 CreditsTrans Youth: When Our Doctors Hurt UsLily Alexandre2022-08-03 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-trans-youth-when-our-doctors-hurt-us
Doctors mistreat, dismiss and abuse their young trans patients at an alarming rate. Why do they keep getting away with it?
Tags for the algo (this feels pathetic) transgender, trans, trans healthcare, medical transition, trans kids, trans youth, trans pulse canada, lgbt, hrt, hormone replacement therapy, lily alexandre, puberty blockersTrans Youth Get Healthcare Challenge (Impossible)Lily Alexandre2022-07-31 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-trans-youth-get-healthcare-challenge-impossible
Here in Canada, young trans people have worse health - and FEWER doctors - than nearly anyone else. What's going on?
Script feedback from Greta Bauer, Ayden Scheim & Caleb Valorozo-Jones Data analysis by Jose Navarro, Gioi Tran Minh & Lux Li Videography by Surah Field-Green Translation & captioning by Magenta Baribeau Art direction by Vic Mongiovi Music by Sussvarman sussvarman.bandcamp.com & Loto blue-tinted-glass.bandcamp.com
Tags for the algo (this feels pathetic) transgender, trans, trans healthcare, medical transition, trans kids, trans youth, trans pulse canada, lgbt, hrt, hormone replacement therapy, lily alexandre, puberty blockersTRANS YOUTH: What Do We Want?Lily Alexandre2022-07-30 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-trans-youth-what-do-we-want
Everyone's talking about the dangers of letting young people medically transition. But what we want matters - why not hear us out?
Script feedback from Greta Bauer, Ayden Scheim & Caleb Valorozo-Jones Data analysis by Jose Navarro, Gioi Tran Minh & Lux Li Videography by Surah Field-Green Translation & captioning by Magenta Baribeau Art direction by Vic Mongiovi Music by Sussvarman sussvarman.bandcamp.com & Loto blue-tinted-glass.bandcamp.com
Tags for the algo (this feels pathetic) transgender, trans, trans healthcare, medical transition, trans kids, trans youth, trans pulse canada, lgbt, hrt, hormone replacement therapy, lily alexandre, puberty blockersWhy Is Queer Discourse so Toxic?Lily Alexandre2022-07-01 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-why-is-queer-discourse-so-toxic
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Social media has broken LGBTQ discourse. Can we fix it?
Co-produced by Vic Mongiovi Music by Patricia Taxxon: patriciataxxon.bandcamp.com/album/crocus Sound effects by Epidemic Sound: http://epidemicsound.com/creator Stock footage provided by tour3d, alexanderguelph, and NK1twelve, from Pond5 Special thanks to Carmilla Mary Morrell for feedback
Science, "Sex equality can explain the unique social structure of hunter-gatherer bands": science.org/doi/10.1126/science.aaa5139 Cambridge Archaeological Journal, "Thinking Gender Differently: New Approaches to Identity Difference in the Central European Neolithic": eprints.whiterose.ac.uk/152524/3/thinking_gender_differently_new_approaches_to_identity_difference_in_the_central_european_neolithic.pdf Friedrich Engels - The Origin of the Family, Private Property, and the State Monique Wittig - The Straight Mind Maria Lugones - The Coloniality of Gender Maria Lugones - Heterosexualism and the Modern/Colonial Gender System Oyeronke Oyewumi - The Invention of Women: Making an African Sense of Western Gender Discourses Paula Gunn Allen - The Sacred Hoop: Recovering the Feminine in American Indian Traditions Andrea Long Chu - Females Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy, "Feminist Perspectives on Trans Issues": https://plato.stanford.edu/entries/feminism-trans/
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Table of contents 0:00 “Define woman” 3:00 Where gender came from 16:07 Gender reform or gender abolition? 22:45 Why define women? 30:57 But what are women? 38:16 The state of discourse 40:35 Thanks & Patreon creditsThis Wikipedia Article Hides a Sorrowful SecretLily Alexandre2022-03-12 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lilyalexandre-this-wikipedia-article-hides-a-sorrowful-secret
______________________________________ The Fermi paradox: the mystery of why humans are alone in the universe. In an old Wikipedia article, I learned a secret about it.
Production management: Vic :) Set design: Vic :) Cutest: Vic :) __ Sources & further reading: - Simone de Beauvoir, "The Second Sex" - Judith Butler, "Sex and Gender in Simone de Beauvoir's The Second Sex" http://blogs.law.columbia.edu/critique1313/files/2019/10/Butler-on-Beauvoir.pdf - Terry Goldie, "The Man Who Invented Gender: Engaging the Ideas of John Money" ubcpress.ca/asset/9338/1/9780774827928.pdf - Lisa Downing, Iain Morland, Nikki Sullivan, "I can't put this title in the description or the video will get blocked" salon.com/2015/01/04/pervert_or_sexual_libertarian_meet_john_money_the_father_of_fology - Ben Shapiro, "An Honest Conversation With Dr. Debra Soh" youtube.com/watch?v=akFhYirNtfo - Riki Wilchins, "Read My Lips: Sexual Subversion and the End of Gender" - Janice Raymond, "The Transsexual Empire" - Kara Dansky, "The Abolition of Sex: How the Transgender Agenda Harms Women and Girls" - Left at London's TikTok tiktok.com/@leftatlondon - Debra Soh, "The End of Gender" - Abigail Shrier, "Irreversible Damage: The Transgender Craze Seducing Our Daughters" - WHRC, "Declaration on Women's Sex-Based Rights" womensdeclaration.com/en/declaration-womens-sex-based-rights-full-text - WHRC Canada, "Parliamentary Brief: Justice Committee re Bill C-6" ourcommons.ca/Content/Committee/432/JUST/Brief/BR11007811/br-external/Jointly3-10348782-e.pdf - Adrian Ballou, "Why the End of Michfest Is Good for Feminism: Two Activists Weigh In" everydayfeminism.com/2015/07/end-michfest-good-for-feminism __ Table of contents: 0:00 To Gender or Not to Gender 4:14 1. The Abolition of Sex 11:22 2. The Case for Gender 22:49 3. What Is Sex, Really? 32:57 Hey, thanks!
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terf, terfs, lgbt, lgbtq, trans, transgender, biological sex, gender critical, anti-trans, feminism, radical feminism, radfem, jk rowlingWe Cooked & Ate an AI-Generated MealLily Alexandre2021-11-15 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-we-cooked-ate-an-ai-generated-meal
We used a predictive text AI to generate recipes for an appetizer, soup, and dessert, and then we cooked the dang things. Suffering for our art. ______________________________________
HUGE thanks to Daniel and Vic for their help on this one. Without them, I would've given up one course in. ______________________________________
Table of contents:
0:00 Generating the recipes 4:45 Making the salad 7:53 Making the soup 11:03 Making the lava cake 16:37 Ranking and conclusion ______________________________________
tags for the algorithm (does this even work): artificial intelligence, ai generated art, machine learning, neural network, cooking, food experiment, video essay, brian david gilbert, cooking AI-generated recipesThe Surreal Dreams of AI-Generated ArtLily Alexandre2021-10-17 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-the-surreal-dreams-of-ai-generated-art
Artificial Intelligence is enabling a new generation of artists to create bold, fascinating art. But the companies powering it don’t seem to care. ______________________________________
CORRECTION: CLIP, the massive training set used for lots of AI-generated art (including mine), doesn't comprise photos with descriptive captions. Instead, it pulled photos from web pages, and used the text from those web pages (which is usually related, but not always a plain description of the photo). My bad! ______________________________________
Further viewing: Luis Serrano's intro to GANs: youtu.be/8L11aMN5KY8 Simple tutorial on creating GAN art: youtu.be/LM8dil6n5h8 ______________________________________
Table of contents: 0:00 Introduction & groundwork 3:33 1. The skyline that wasn't 13:08 2. Authorless intent 21:04 3. Art as artifact 28:26 Closing thoughts
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artificial intelligence, ai generated art, VQGAN, VQGAN+CLIP, machine learning, neural network, deepdream, video essayDo Binary Trans Women Even Exist? The Politics of Gender ConformityLily Alexandre2021-09-12 | A conflict simmers between the non-binary community and Binary Trans Women. Where does this tension come fro- wait, what the hell is a binary trans woman? Who are we even talking about?
Sources: Susan Stryker, "My Words to Victor Frankenstein above the Village of Chamounix": https://sites.evergreen.edu/politicalshakespeares/wp-content/uploads/sites/226/2015/12/Stryker-My-Words-to-VF.pdf Alex V Green, "Beware the Tenderqueer": patreon.com/posts/beware-45036813 Julia Serano, "Whipping Girl" Angela Davis, "Women, Race and Class" Mark Fisher, "Capitalist Realism", chapter 2
Table of contents: 0:00 Introduction 1:23 1. Trans V Trans: some historical context 5:26 2. Split down the middle 9:29 3. Conformity & privilege 18:00 4. Who gets to be binary? 26:30 5. Counter-counterculture 35:40 Closing thoughtsFinding Hope in Kentucky Route ZeroLily Alexandre2021-08-07 | In Kentucky Route Zero, the world is ending, and you can’t save it. Can you find a good life anyway?
Music: Songs: Ohia - The Lioness Songs: Ohia - Songs: Ohia Godspeed You! Black Emperor - F# A# Infinity Ben Babbitt - Memory Overflow The Caretaker - Everywhere At the End of Time, Stages 1-3 Stars - “Your Ex-Lover Is Dead”
Table of contents: 0:00 Introduction 2:22 Surrender to Unknowing 15:23 I'm Just Passing Through 24:17 Agonal Breaths 36:40 Credits
How do you feel safe in a life that can end at any moment, for no reason?
Help some trans women today: For The Gworls rent and gender-affirming surgery fund for Black trans women: https://www.forthegworls.party/donate Taking What We Need fund for trans women's living expenses: gofund.me/ed53d920 Help a trans woman get surgery: gofund.me/6f30c158 Margaux's transition fund: gofund.me/aa0767a8 Help trans woman fund surgery: gofund.me/230d8426
0:00 The false vacuum 5:37 A role to fill 9:40 (Mis)constructing womanhood 15:41 Why are we so vulnerable? 18:29 Coercion & violence 21:16 Traumatic relationship to conflict 25:44 The true vacuumMillions of Dead Genders: A MOGAI RetrospectiveLily Alexandre2021-01-11 | Support the channel by watching this video ad-free on Nebula: nebula.tv/videos/lily-alexandre-millions-of-dead-genders-a-mogai-retrospective
A deep dive into Tumblr's MOGAI community, and the transmedicalist (or "truscum") movement that sought to bring it down. Looking beyond validation, and on to... something new.
Another video about MOGAI, "DNIs and Hollow Safe Spaces", is available on my Patreon: patreon.com/lily_lxndr
Music from: Deltron 3030 - Deltron 3030 Beach House - Bloom Instrumentals Madvillain - Madvillainy (RIP DOOM) and the YouTube music library
Table of Contents: 0:00 Intro: Lost to History 3:36 Part 1: Labels and Community 12:03 Part 2: What if I'm not Valid? 16:53 Part 3: They're all 13 Years Old 26:22 Part 4: Interview with Milo 33:43 Conclusion: Looking AheadLily Alexandre - Sharp EnoughLily Alexandre2018-06-12 | Hey, I’m sorry that I haven’t texted back This summer hasn’t gone quite the way that I expected I hope you understand
I up and left her place, if you can call her apartment that But passed out on the cold concrete front step I dreamt I walked to you, on emptiest of streets downtown Guided only by a sun that doesn’t set, but
This city wasn’t built to walk around in You think you’re safe until you feel the wind that’s breathing down your neck And I’ve seen you ravaged - in real life - by Parc avenue far too many times To trust us as an exploration team Been stranded in so many bathrooms by so many guys I’ve convinced myself I know best what I need
So I’m finding solace in new places lately Late nights in beds of people I don’t love I like to make them all feel heavy when they’re with me That way, they get it when I buckle up
Really, you’re lucky I don’t want you, I love you too much to grind my teeth on you You’re too easy to hold, form-fitted and warm You’re a blanket that plugs in
And I miss you, but I can’t see you right now I need to keep my eyes shut in the cold Lest I fall in love with a brand new time of year And I love you, but your teeth ain’t sharp enough That I know I’m doing right by you when I sleep on your pullout bed I fear that it’ll hurt you if I spend the night again The last thing I want is to drain what’s left of my rosy cheeks through you I’m not quite ready to be that human
'Cause you are tender in ways you are not aware of I only notice 'cause I'm used to being scared I wanna be there to hear you mumble while you're speaking I want you to be there when I walk into the seaLily Alexandre - Switched Back On (a song by me)Lily Alexandre2017-05-26 | A new song. Angrier than usual. Enjoy, pals
The only natural thing is to believe And all I want for you is not to be I figured you would hurt, I expected swaying branches I planned for stormy skies and wavy seas I cracked the ice to find something much warmer there ’Cause bodies almost always give off heat Someone tied my hair and taught to swim And all I want for you is not to be And all I want for you is not to be And all I want for you is not to be
Make me afraid I will get down on my knees Topple me and I’ll fall to your feet Scream into my ear, I will pray
I never thought it would be like this, I never thought I would come to Through artifacts of a heat I missed A sun that I can look up to You speak a tongue I don’t speak, I guess And count to five even numbers You take the time you’re in need of You’re taking just what i need You’re taking just what I need
Words can’t explain what I thought that we had Let it all in, can’t let it end too soon You were a mirror, your skin coloured silver You lit me up cause I let dawn in the room
I woke up with no heat in my legs I opened my eyes as you spoke I climbed to my side of the bed In puddles of sweat, I found warmth
I felt right at home in a hole A strange little void dug for us We had to take a break to turn the heat down You chill my veins, you chill my blood
I can’t explain what I thought that we had Let it all in, can’t let it end too soon You were a mirror, but your skin wasn’t silver You lit me up cause I let dawn in the room
Watch me fade from your eyes and break into blossom The coldest of ice is sinking to the bottom You drank shaken and dry, I drank straight from the bottle I put on my disguise and sat quiet as you chokedFILM BOYS (a rant)Lily Alexandre2016-09-17 | This video averages one use of air quotes every 35 seconds. Impressive.