Thought that I had always been numb But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks Wish that I could turn the noise off Disassociate and not come back Why do I come back?
Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose Stay content with anything that’s mine Wish I weren’t results of regrets It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine
So sick of waiting for an answer Staring at the sky in hopes it falls The sum of all my charts and failures I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all
Wish I never fell into numbers Wish that I could dissipate my rage Wish I could unearth my thunder Artificial taste it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks Wish that I could turn the noise off Disassociate and not come back
Thought that I had always been numb But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks Wish that I could turn the noise off Disassociate and not come back Why do I come back?
Wish I weren’t obsessed with purpose Stay content with anything that’s mine Wish I weren’t results of regrets It’s nauseating when I say I’m fine
So sick of waiting for an answer Staring at the sky in hopes it falls The sum of all my charts and failures I wish I couldn’t feel a thing at all
Wish I never fell into numbers Wish that I could dissipate my rage Wish I could unearth my thunder Artificial taste it holds my name
Thought that I had always been numb But now I can’t ignore the bends and cracks Wish that I could turn the noise off Disassociate and not come backNate has a new songGive Heart Records2024-09-15 | Enjoy - http://ffm.to/neitohanmangledDemon Slayer - OP 5『MUGEN』Hashira Training Arc Cover by Give Heart RecordsGive Heart Records2024-05-31 | An English cover of Mugen from Demon Slayer Season 4 - Hashira Training Arc by Give Heart Records. Original by My First Story, Hyde. SPOTIFY / APPLE MUSIC ► http://ffm.to/ghrmugen SUBSCRIBE ► http://bit.ly/giveheartsubscribe GUITAR TABS AND INSTRUMENTALS ► http://shop.giveheart.tv BECOME A MEMBER ► http://youtube.com/giveheartrecords/join -------------------------- follow Give Heart Records on... Twitter ► http://twitter.com/giveheartrecs YouTube ► http://youtube.com/giveheartrecords Facebook ► http://facebook.com/giveheartrecords Instagram ► http://instagram.com/giveheartrecords -------------------------- Performed by Jamie Wiltshire ► instagram.com/jayvocals Mixed/Mastered by Shawn Christmas ► @ShawnChristmas Instrumentals by Jonatan King ► youtube.com/@JonatanKing Lyrics by BreadBoxVideo ► youtube.com/@BreadBoxVideo Video by Hunter Hughes ► @dookieshedMy Retirement VideoGive Heart Records2024-04-23 | LONGER VIDEO MAYBE? ► youtube.com/watch?v=ms9DftOX6PM I've been streaming ► @NateWantsToBattle Card Stuff ► @CandGCards I like this guy ► @shadypenguinn For real though thanks everyone for your support. Thank you to everyone who listened to my music. Thank you to everyone who's been a part of this journey. Thank you to everyone who sent me to therapy. I wouldn't be who I am today if I was somebody else. Shoutout MatPat who I stole the thumbnail from. I miss that guy. We fed each other marshmallows once. There's video of it. Mat, please don't get mad at me for the thumbnail. It was a funny last second idea and I would've asked if it's cool but I think you might have changed your number. If you are MatPat and you do want me to change the thumbnail, let me know in the comment section down below and smash that like button. I wish I had a sponsor for this video like Raid Shadow Legends because I don't usually make non music videos that get views. Wait actually you can sign up for WhatNot with my affiliate link and get a free $15 credit to my WhatNot shop where I stream opening Pokemon Cards. So if you wanna get some free cards from me then sign up for what not - http://whatnot.com/invite/candgcards Nice okay we min maxed the video. Alright cool.HAZBIN HOTEL - Poison ROCK COVER By @ShawnChristmasGive Heart Records2024-01-12 | A Hazbin Hotel rock cover song "Poison"! Performed/Mixed/Mastered by @ShawnChristmas
Hazbin Hotel is an American adult animated musical series created by Vivienne "VivziePop" Medrano @SpindleHorse. The series revolves around Charlie Morningstar, princess of Hell, on her quest to find a way for demons to be "rehabilitated" and allowed into Heaven. On Prime January 19, 2024.
Video edit, typography, and thumbnail by Husnain: fiverr.com/s/8BAkVV ----------------------------------------------------------- LYRICS: Where am I? Is this a dream? This reality isn't what it seems
A circus brought to life I just want to leave it behind
How can I escape? This “home” that's not mine Am I really human or just artificial design?
I just want to leave But the exit's far away I can't tell if I'm me Is this real reality?
(I don't know)
I've seen the exit signs but I'm lost in my mind This dream so terrifying time after time In your world I don't feel fine I can't stop chasing exit signs Why am I so afraid? Tell me how can I escape
Are we humans? Are we AI? Are we just data? Collective mind Existential Crisis of mind I'll find the exit Find what's outside
Who's this glitchy me? I don't think that I could say I think feel that just maybe the answer to something
I've seen the exit signs but I'm lost in my mind This dream so terrifying time after time In your world I don't feel fine I can't stop chasing exit signs Why am I so afraid Tell me how can I escape Who am I?
Everything is scary and nothing makes sense I need to find the exit door, escape the hell I’m in If I could just see myself for who I really am Maybe I could wake up from this nightmare
We all find our ways to cope The show goes on, this circus we know Will we ever get out? I have my doubts Will we ever get out? I don't know
I've seen the exit signs but I'm lost in my mind This dream so terrifying time after time In your world I don't feel fine I can't stop chasing exit signs Why am I so afraid? Tell me how can I escape Who am I?
Video edit, typography, and thumbnail by Husnain: fiverr.com/s/8BAkVV ----------------------------------------------------------- LYRICS: Where am I? Is this a dream? This reality isn't what it seems
A circus brought to life I just want to leave it behind
How can I escape? This “home” that's not mine Am I really human or just artificial design?
I just want to leave But the exit's far away I can't tell if I'm me Is this real reality?
(I don't know)
I've seen the exit signs but I'm lost in my mind This dream so terrifying time after time In your world I don't feel fine I can't stop chasing exit signs Why am I so afraid? Tell me how can I escape
Are we humans? Are we AI? Are we just data? Collective mind Existential Crisis of mind I'll find the exit Find what's outside
Who's this glitchy me? I don't think that I could say I think feel that just maybe the answer to something
I've seen the exit signs but I'm lost in my mind This dream so terrifying time after time In your world I don't feel fine I can't stop chasing exit signs Why am I so afraid Tell me how can I escape Who am I?
Everything is scary and nothing makes sense I need to find the exit door, escape the hell I’m in If I could just see myself for who I really am Maybe I could wake up from this nightmare
We all find our ways to cope The show goes on, this circus we know Will we ever get out? I have my doubts Will we ever get out? I don't know
I've seen the exit signs but I'm lost in my mind This dream so terrifying time after time In your world I don't feel fine I can't stop chasing exit signs Why am I so afraid? Tell me how can I escape Who am I?
ANIMATION BY: TM's Studio Animation Team Project Director: T . m . Animation Story Board: InTheShadows, T . m . Lead Animating: Russel, InTheShadows Animating Assistance: T . m ., GVS, TBS, BoDMoDKoD Lighting: T . m ., k8t_sfm, BoDMoDKoD, Justie_Is_Real, InTheShadows SceneBuilding: Russel, BoDMoDKoD, Justie_Is_Real, k8t_sfm Typography & Outro: BoDMoDKod Editing, Compositing, VFX: BoDMoDKoD, T . m . Rendering: BoDMoDKoD, TBS, k8t_sfm, Justie_Is_Real, T . m . Porting: SpringTF2, T . m . SFX: Shawn Christmas, Danvol, BoDMoDKod, T . m . Executive Producer: Shawn Christmas
Run through the up and down Make another turn around You're just running from your problems You're just running from yourself
Just look the other way again
Do you feel lonely in the night? Do you feel that we will survive?
You've changed and I'm searching for safety Time's faded you can't just replace me
I found myself stuck in your ruin You wouldn't help You just put me through it I can't trust you now
You made me feel like I was your puppet Wish that you would just leave me alone I don't want it You can't break me down
Remind you of who you were Long ago it's all a blur Read between the lines until Your mind was stuck in your own hell
You built ruins out of bad faith I never thought that you'd get the clue You let it all get the best of you
You're lost and stuck in your old ways Maybe that's why you're so fucking lonely
I found myself stuck in your ruin You wouldn't help You just put me through it I can't trust you now
You made me feel like I was your puppet Wish that you would just leave me alone I don't want it You can't break me down
No you won't break me
So let me out of this place now I would turn back time but I don't know how You caught me in your ruin put me through it I can't take it another night I will lose it
I've changed and I'm searching for my peace (You're no longer in control of me I'm free) You'll never take that back from me
I found myself stuck in your ruin You wouldn't help You just put me through it I can't trust you now
You made me feel like I was your puppet Wish that you would just leave me alone I don't want it You can't break me down
Yeah you lit the match to all that we had But it’s my choice to watch it burn It’s all the same and you’re all to blame But it’s on me that this still hurts
I finally think I found some hope I’m not afraid Afraid to let you go You were the part of me that died But I never mourned you I never cried So live how you will I hope that it helps you cope
I’m learning to grieve now Lamenting a family still alive My wounds still open You forced me to learn to say goodbye
Are you leaving soon? The ghost in my room But I’m the one unfulfilled A curse in my head You left me for dead A phantom that haunts me still
Be gone Be gone dammit Be gone Because I never said I’d wait now
We never listen but we wanna feel seen Big pain from a tiny lying screen Now we’re addicted to the poison See the whole world but you never look up
Scrolling for a sign to get my fill While everybody’s running I’m stuck still But if I don’t keep up Sure enough they’ll watch me drown
I’m sick of how I monetize this pain Chasing something viral in my veins But if the numbers aren’t up Maybe I should just break down
We’re praying, but staying Complacent in the envy we crave We’re hoping, and waiting For someone else to tell us we’ll all be okay
I see the hands of the clock tiktok going backwards My mind is slipping just a little bit faster So bury this sinner alongside the saints You can’t tell us apart when we’re decayed
Hoping and waiting For some god damn good news maybe Please put it down soon No one else can do it So you gotta make it Hoping and waiting For some god damn good news maybe You gotta make itStuck In Your Ruin - FNAF SECURITY BREACH: RUIN (ANIMATED LYRIC VIDEO) Song By @ShawnChristmasGive Heart Records2023-09-29 | A new original Five Nights At Freddy's Security Breach: Ruin song by Shawn Christmas.
Written/Performed/Mixed/Mastered by @ShawnChristmas Video and thumbnail by @myszka11o ► twitter.com/myszka11o
Run through the up and down Make another turn around You're just running from your problems You're just running from yourself
Just look the other way again
Do you feel lonely in the night? Do you feel that we will survive?
You've changed and I'm searching for safety Time's faded you can't just replace me
I found myself stuck in your ruin You wouldn't help You just put me through it I can't trust you now
You made me feel like I was your puppet Wish that you would just leave me alone I don't want it You can't break me down
Remind you of who you were Long ago it's all a blur Read between the lines until Your mind was stuck in your own hell
You built ruins out of bad faith I never thought that you'd get the clue You let it all get the best of you
You're lost and stuck in your old ways Maybe that's why you're so fucking lonely
I found myself stuck in your ruin You wouldn't help You just put me through it I can't trust you now
You made me feel like I was your puppet Wish that you would just leave me alone I don't want it You can't break me down
No you won't break me
So let me out of this place now I would turn back time but I don't know how You caught me in your ruin put me through it I can't take it another night I will lose it
I've changed and I'm searching for my peace (You're no longer in control of me I'm free) You'll never take that back from me
I found myself stuck in your ruin You wouldn't help You just put me through it I can't trust you now
You made me feel like I was your puppet Wish that you would just leave me alone I don't want it You can't break me down
When we collide The worst and darkest parts of me Come back to life They weigh me down now I’m tethered
I’ll take your fall and lose it all You write the narrative ‘Cause you won’t see reality For what it really is
Suffocate and compensate ’Til I’m empty in the end And you still take When I got nothing left
But all I ever wanted was for you to have some faith in me Now all that I could ask for is for you to f ck ng let me be
All I ever wanted was for you to have some faith in me Tell me why we cant just let this be?
Faith alone Holds all the strings that dangle me Now I don’t know What dances in my mirror
As time moves on I say you’re gone but it feels the same It’s ink that shows Your toxicity in my veins
I’ll take the fall and lose it all For what I’ll never know And you can’t find the nerve to wish me well The memories and promises Were they all just for show? Your photographs they show somebody else
How much further underwater can I sink? I’ll never know Now I can barely to hold on What I need is strength to let go
Take all you want ‘Cause I’m devoid of anything You don’t contain no empathy
Hazbin Hotel is an American adult animated musical series created by Vivienne "VivziePop" Medrano @SpindleHorse. The series revolves around Charlie Morningstar, princess of Hell, on her quest to find a way for demons to be "rehabilitated" and allowed into Heaven.