Marppram
Cjd got me like
updated
Discord to join CSFD and other projects:discord.gg/agr4PTU6bd
original video: tiktok.com/@trollage22/video/7558660345481514295
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Bandcamp link: marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/album/all-pleasant-moments-close-apmc-creationist-take
Stage 4: Moments are no longer cohesive due to the patients dementia. Memories are mixed together and broken to short bursts to points of insanity. They have completely gave up trying to remember because they can't think without failing to remember. Their surrounding around them are confusing and a maze to them. Things are only getting worse in later stages
G1 - Unaware insanity - 0:00
H1 - Lost bliss state - 5:38
I1 - Rapidly decaying neurons - 9:04
Art: Lossrealitygoncor alvun by the creationist
Main inspiration: All Delights Inevitably Cease by zenyx
Stage 3: The patient still has some recognition of their surroundings before they get every part of them lost. Childhood memories return to keep themselves happy with slight bits of newer ones here and there. Songs they remember are practically nonexistent as they are decaying sometimes at points overwhelming places. The patient tries really hard to save themselves before their mind falls apart
E1 - Unseen sights - 0:00
E2 - I don't know who i am 2:29
E3 - Myself - 4:44
E4 - What's even real anymore - 7:38
F1- Lucid echoes - 10:19
F2 - Surrounded by madness - 13:35
F3 - Failing cognizance - 17:21
F4 - Last goodbye - 19:21
F5 - Final moments before disaster - 21:48
Art: Slotaklopsak klacis by the creationist
Main inspiration: All Delights Inevitably Cease by zenyx
bandcamp link: marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/album/all-pleasant-moments-close-apmc-creationist-take
Stage 2: in this stage, The patient starts to realize moments of their life are vanishing and to attempt to remember more It breaks down but don't repeat. songs slip away at times, Showing that they're starting to forget things the mood is more gloomy. Showing loss of their happier moments.
C1 - Aloneness - 0:00
C2 - Locomotion - 2:23
C3 - Tipping Over - 4:50
D1 - Transparent Movements - 7:51
D2 - Essense Of Color - 10:47
D3 - Loss Of Companionship - 13:23
Art: The Pot Argues by the creationist
Main inspiration: All Delights Inevitably Cease by zenyx
Might not make track names
bandcamp link: marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/album/all-pleasant-moments-close-apmc-creationist-take
Stage 1: patient exhibits some of the first few signs of dementia. they are blissfully unaware to what's about to happen soon. happy memories are apparent they don't care to think most of them and reset after ignoring memories
A1 - Tipped to madness - 0:00
A2 - Sudden appearance - 3:30
A3 - Last waltz - 6:20
B1 - Around pretty seas - 9:12
B2 - Asian towns - 11:54
B3 - Identical tales - 14:49
Art: Valvet grins by the creationist
Main inspiration: All Delights Inevitably Cease by zenyx
this album is a remake of a old album by mason wyberg of apmc fame
note the image was made last minute because i can't use the ivan seal art of the og.
Memory 1- Circus Performance - 0:00
Memory 2- Long Walks on the Beach - 2:23
Short Memory 1- Out With Friends - 4:59
Memory 3- An Odd Story Grandma Told - 6:05
Emotion 1- Grief - 8:27
link to the original: youtube.com/watch?v=d9cg2jp1MCc&list=PLvmEvglb3_a6bJGzn28NttUS78kmLe8RV&index=8
Month one:
Side A: Working memory no longer gets consolidated into long-term memory as easily. Fond memories from long ago compensate for trouble processing the present. The world seems to be ending with a whimper, but memories made along the way make this life worth living.
00:00 - A1 - A sad song to remember the days gone by
03:12 - A2 - Summer breeze warms my aching heart
05:47 - A3 - What if I felt alive again
06:12 - A4 - Missing the time we’ve spent
09:13 - A5 - Looking back to when things were easy
11:37 - A6 - The glory days gone to the past
14:48 - A7 - Grains of hope
Side B: You can't shake the feeling that you're mistaken. You used to only twitch while angry, but now you twitch no matter what. If your hands weren't being pricked with tiny pins, you'd just stay in bed all day. You can't feel happy, and you can't feel your fingers; the only thing you feel is somber, mistrustful fear.
18:46 - B1 - Our whole lives
22:33 - B2 - Misfortunate soul
25:46 - B3 - Shaky hands
29:46 - B4 - Agitated confusions
32:33 - B5 - Helpless denial
34:28 - B6 - Doubtful confidence
37:02 - B7 - Downward spiral
month two:
Side C: You can't speak your mind. At first it was because you didn't trust them; now the words just come out wrong. The enemy came out of hiding and now patrols your neighborhood. You're being stalked by masters of stealth noticed only by yourself. Can't remember where they're from, but you're sure you've fought them before. You remember your entire life that way. As far as you know, you always have.
40:03 - C1 - In the corner of my eye
42:15 - C2 - The sands of time are going by too fast
44:40 - C3 - Jumbled Syllables
47:51 - C4 - A helpless song
49:55 - C5 - Grains of delay
52:13 - C6 - My whole reality
54:57 - C7 - Misfortunate hope
Side D: You're being tripped and shocked and they won't leave you alone. You've surrendered, retreating to a select few rooms you feel safe in. You don't sleep. You don't know anyone. You only remember those times you saw them do something, and you can't hold onto those moments like you used to. You can't hold onto anything anymore.
57:30 - D1 - Hands flowing easy
1:01:13 - D2 - All faces melt away
1:04:26 - D3 - A hopeless spiral
1:07:15 - D4 - Sleepless nightmares
1:11:23 - D5 - Grieving for myself
1:13:30 - D6 - Fractured reflections
1:16:15 - D7 - True rejoice
Month three:
Side E: With the way you carry yourself, most people would think you don't have the slightest idea who you are. You do have the slightest idea. That's all you have. Loyalty and camaraderie define the very best moments of your life, and underpin the worst. Your mind hopelessly wanders between the two, trying to understand the present through the cracked lens of an incomplete past.
1:18:25 - E1 - Felt gather rejoice
1:19:09 - E2 - Sands soul time
1:21:17 - E3 - Agitated time missing
1:23:42 - E4 - Summer hands burn
1:25:46 - E5 - Helpless hope
1:28:10 - E6 - I hope it's all a horrible nightmare
1:31:33 - E7 - Last complete memories
Side F: You did something with someone and it was good. Things were good. This is all you can think about, and you're thinking yourself in circles. You used to walk in circles, back when it wasn't so dangerous. Now you're thinking in circles. You're in a rut that's about to give way to the gates of hell.
1:35:15 F1 - Half thought
1:38:12 F2 - Holes ripping reality
1:41:40 F3 - Corroding memories
1:45:19 F4 - Simple time
1:48:16 F5 - Vision's blurring
1:51:23 F6 - Circle trigon new
1:55:54 F7 - Into darkness
Month four:
Side G: Your mind is no longer your home, thoughts crash into eachother like waves in a vast ocean. Strange people surround you, you don't know them, you've never met them in your life, their words are alien to you, they call themselves your family. You're taken to a place with other people just as, if not more deteriorated than you. They are not your friends, you have none, not even your own self. Looking into a mirror, you can't recognize the face that looks back at you.
1:58:43 G1 - Mind ripping pain
2:01:47 G2 - Spasmic terror
2:08:03 G3 - Zenith in limbo
Side H: The world around you that you once called paradise, is now just nothing but a place of despair. You had lost lots of what made you, you. Your trapped in your bed and can’t get out to stand as you feel like your legs are just malfunctioning.
2:12:28 H1 - Lost in disrepair
2:19:17 H2 - Neuronal labyrinth
2:25:36 H3 - The past is gone
Month five:
Side I: Nothing is real around you and the whole world is just a blur. Soon everything turns to black and now have became a husk of what you formerly were now rotting away.
2:29:29 I1 - Fading out of conscience
2:35:51 I2 - Disconnected singularity
Side J: Nothing can be done in these circumstances
2:50:37 J1 - universe withers away
3:04:11 J2 - the end of a horrible nightmare
3:09:15 Credits
Month five:
Side I: Nothing is real around you and the whole world is just a blur. Soon everything turns to black and now have became a husk of what you formerly were now rotting away.
0:00 I1 - Fading out of conscience
6:22 I2 - Disconnected singularity
Side J: Nothing can be done in these circumstances
21:08 J1 - universe withers away
34:43 J2 - the end of a horrible nightmare
Layer credits: Conundrum I1 x4 I2, Alexandre Vachon I1 x2, TackerTippet I1, panzermanzer I1
CRAZYJACKOFFDISEASE is a group joke project meant to make fun of both the poor quality of the original cjd and the countless bad "remakes". disclaimer there will really loud sounds in this album so turn down ur volume
A1 - A Sad Song to the beers gone
A2 - the angle rejoice
A3 - special gust alvin and the chipmunk
A4 - loking bac on the crusty mem
A5 - the best morgen cover ever
B1 - the_ShAtows_.mp3
B2 - I’m Glenn priomire
B3 - took 5 benidryls now hat man
B4 - Albiro be like
B5 - Steamward hamral
C1 - in the porner of my mind
C2 - morgen 2 the MORGQUAL
C3 - A hlples sog
C4 - EXPLODES
C5 - Morgen 3 the morgening
D1 - Ears bleding easy
D2 - SLEEPWALK ULTRA HD EDITION
D3 - i can't play my piano
D4 - bad prion
D5 - true screm
E1 - Alvin gets thrown in the meat grindr
E2 - Morgen 4 Morgem morgm morgggrm mogan
E3 - the angles are mad, don’t kill me
E4 - Morgen 5 you have morged your last morgen
E5 - Last normal beer
F1 - aww sweet man made horrors beyond comprehension
F2 - poo poo noise beyond fixing
G1- 𒌄 𒈟 𒍼 𒁎 𒀱 𒌧 𒅃 𒈓 𒍙 𒊎 𒄡 𒅌 𒁏 𒀰 𒐪 𒐩 𒈙 𒐫 ‱ ஹ ௸ ௵ ꧄ . ဪ ꧅ ⸻ 𒈙 𒐫 ﷽
H1 - my worl d is loss
Credits: me most of the tracks, zdraven d2 c side cover e5 shadows layer, voorwerp c1, fresnorays b2, melanitta perspicillata e2
the bandcamp link: https://marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/al...
Month four:
Side G: Your mind is no longer your home, thoughts crash into eachother like waves in a vast ocean. Strange people surround you, you don't know them, you've never met them in your life, their words are alien to you, they call themselves your family. You're taken to a place with other people just as, if not more deteriorated than you. They are not your friends, you have none, not even your own self. Looking into a mirror, you can't recognize the face that looks back at you.
0:00 G1 - Mind ripping pain
3:03 G2 - Spasmic terror
9:19 G3 - Zenith in limbo
Side H: The world around you that you once called paradise, is now just nothing but a place of despair. You had lost lots of what made you, you. Your trapped in your bed and can’t get out to stand as you feel like your legs are just malfunctioning.
13:44 H1 - Lost in disrepair
20:32 H2 - Neuronal labyrinth
26:51 H3 - The past is gone
Layer credits: Zdraven g2 h1 h2, Alexandre Vachon g2 h1 h2, panzermanzer G1 H3, Conundrum H2
Credit to voorwerp for the g side covers
Credit to melanitta perspicillata for the title of h2
Credit to Matthew Eder for the Original CJD.
Go watch that.
This is meant to be a silly little shitpost
sample:youtube.com/watch?v=6WbKY6V6cOc&pp=ygUSaW0gYmVnZ2luIHlvdSBiYWJ5
art is made by nikki hill smith
credits
rwappin for the animation youtu.be/JE37e1eK2mY?si=oOS39gOIxCw2s0Tx
weird al the creator of Albuquerque
the channel octodad for both the instrumental and the vocals for the ai youtube.com/@UC1ZDHGjJqlZrWVfYam98_dw
my edits are not best because i suck at davinci resolve
11 PM: I'm looking outside of my window to see the pretty stars. I'm getting ready to go to bed remembering the day I just had.
0:00 - looking down the starlight outside
11:30 PM: after looking at the stars I close my eyes to rest and fall asleep.
2:44 - drifting away to sleep
12 AM: In the middle of a sleepless dream, my whole world was blinded by pure light and fire. And it sounded like a bomb went off on my head. I quickly checked outside, and there was nothing. I can't sleep, I couldn't, the sound and the light would come back again, there's no warning, please don't come again.
4:54 - explosive dreaming
1 AM: right as this was happening I couldn't calm down and I can’t sleep after what just happened
7 AM: 6 hours after my panic attack, I am calm now and I am writing my experiences of my abnormal sleep that I just had last night on my notepad. I went to the doctor an hour ago and they told me that I had exploding head syndrome. I just hope it doesn’t happen again.
7:35 - panic filling your body to a calm place
Link to minifest block 1 which i was in youtu.be/4h9aDkzv9w4?si=t4HEjRi8TUPsghAs
0:00 intro/track 1
1:13 track 2
3:49 track 3
7:35 track 4
10:28 track 5
timestamps will be made later
Sorry for the audio cutting out at some points. And the lamp
Albuquerque by weird al
Animation by rwappin youtu.be/JE37e1eK2mY?si=oOS39gOIxCw2s0Tx
Description will be updated soon
credit to Matthew Eder for the original FAST
youtube.com/@UCZIptcvSq9ZA9KYk6MQOdrQ
youtube.com/watch?v=efMvlzI3jlM
Side A: Working memory no longer gets consolidated into long-term memory as easily. Fond memories from long ago compensate for trouble processing the present. The world seems to be ending with a whimper, but memories made along the way make this life worth living.
00:00 - A1 - A sad song to remember the days gone by
03:12 - A2 - Summer breeze warms my aching heart
05:47 - A3 - What if I felt alive again
06:12 - A4 - Missing the time we’ve spent
09:13 - A5 - Looking back to when things were easy
11:37 - A6 - The glory days gone to the past
14:48 - A7 - Grains of hope
Side B: You can't shake the feeling that you're mistaken. You used to only twitch while angry, but now you twitch no matter what. If your hands weren't being pricked with tiny pins, you'd just stay in bed all day. You can't feel happy, and you can't feel your fingers; the only thing you feel is somber, mistrustful fear.
18:46 - B1 - Our whole lives
22:33 - B2 - Misfortunate soul
25:46 - B3 - Shaky hands
29:46 - B4 - Agitated confusions
32:33 - B5 - Helpless denial
34:28 - B6 - Doubtful confidence
37:02 - B7 - Downward spiral
month two:
Side C: You can't speak your mind. At first it was because you didn't trust them; now the words just come out wrong. The enemy came out of hiding and now patrols your neighborhood. You're being stalked by masters of stealth noticed only by yourself. Can't remember where they're from, but you're sure you've fought them before. You remember your entire life that way. As far as you know, you always have.
40:03 - C1 - In the corner of my eye
42:15 - C2 - The sands of time are going by too fast
44:40 - C3 - Jumbled Syllables
47:51 - C4 - A helpless song
49:55 - C5 - Grains of delay
52:13 - C6 - My whole reality
54:57 - C7 - Misfortunate hope
Side D: You're being tripped and shocked and they won't leave you alone. You've surrendered, retreating to a select few rooms you feel safe in. You don't sleep. You don't know anyone. You only remember those times you saw them do something, and you can't hold onto those moments like you used to. You can't hold onto anything anymore.
57:30 - D1 - Hands flowing easy
1:01:13 - D2 - All faces melt away
1:04:26 - D3 - A hopeless spiral
1:07:15 - D4 - Sleepless nightmares
1:11:23 - D5 - Grieving for myself
1:13:30 - D6 - Fractured reflections
1:16:15 - D7 - True rejoice
Month three:
Side E: You did something with someone and it was good. Things were good. This is all you can think about, and you're thinking yourself in circles. You used to walk in circles, back when it wasn't so dangerous. Now you're thinking in circles. You're in a rut that's about to give way to the gates of hell.
1:18:25 - E1 - Felt gather rejoice
1:19:09 - E2 - Sands soul time
1:21:17 - E3 - Agitated time missing
1:23:42 - E4 - Summer hands burn
1:25:46 - E5 - Helpless hope
1:28:10 - E6 - I hope it's all a horrible nightmare
1:31:33 - E7 - Last complete memories
Side F: With the way you carry yourself, most people would think you don't have the slightest idea who you are. You do have the slightest idea. That's all you have. Loyalty and camaraderie define the very best moments of your life, and underpin the worst. Your mind hopelessly wanders between the two, trying to understand the present through the cracked lens of an incomplete past.
1:35:15 - F1 - Half thought
1:38:12 - F2 - Holes ripping reality
1:41:40 - F3 - Corroding memories
1:45:19 - F4 - Simple time
1:48:16 - F5 - Vision's blurring
1:51:23 - F6 - Circle trigon new
1:55:54- F7 - Into darkness
Special thanks to walletinspector for helping me with the descriptions and some track names
Credit to melanitta perspicillata for the side D cover
Credit to zdraven for f7 name
Credit to Matthew Eder for the Original CJD.
youtube.com/watch?v=cavYsNe1DAA&t=0s
mattheweder.bandcamp.com/album/cjd?mobile-app=true&theme=dark
CJD by Matthew Eder
CJD rewritten by me (the creationist)
Recjd pxt and Jordon
Vcjd the patients
Scjd by zdraven
Samples if you want youtube.com/playlist?list=PLbHWlxY8_3XqmkXmdgLodE3zdskHObMY7&si=fdIIwwQWNzlpAtWJ
the bandcamp link: marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/album/cjd-rewritten
Month three:
Side E: You did something with someone and it was good. Things were good. This is all you can think about, and you're thinking yourself in circles. You used to walk in circles, back when it wasn't so dangerous. Now you're thinking in circles. You're in a rut that's about to give way to the gates of hell.
0:00 - E1 - Felt gather rejoice
0:44 - E2 - Sands soul time
2:52 - E3 - Agitated time missing
5:16 - E4 - Summer hands burn
7:19 - E5 - Helpless hope
9:44 - E6 - I hope it's all a horrible nightmare
13:07 - E7 - Last complete memories
Side F: With the way you carry yourself, most people would think you don't have the slightest idea who you are. You do have the slightest idea. That's all you have. Loyalty and camaraderie define the very best moments of your life, and underpin the worst. Your mind hopelessly wanders between the two, trying to understand the present through the cracked lens of an incomplete past.
16:49 - F1 - Half thought
19:45 - F2 - Holes ripping reality
23:14 - F3 - Corroding memories
26:53 - F4 - Simple time
29:50 - F5 - Vision's blurring
32:56 - F6 - Circle trigon new
37:27 - F7 - Into darkness
Special thanks to walletinspector for helping me with the descriptions and F6 cover and names for F6 and F1 and f4
@zDraven763 For the F7 name
Credit to @mattheweder2452 for the Original CJD.
youtu.be/cavYsNe1DAA?mobile-app=true&theme=dark
mattheweder.bandcamp.com/album/cjd?mobile-app=true&theme=dark
timestamps:
11 pm you look out of the window and see the stars as you start feeling sleepy
00:00 - looking down the starlight outside
11 30 pm you start to close your eyes to have a good night’s rest
02:44 - drifting away to sleep
12 am you are sleeping and dreaming of good dreams but suddenly you hear a loud bang
04:50 - explosive dreaming
1 am after the explosion sound from your sleep you wake up and panic as you feel your eyes flash for a second
7 am after your period of panic has stopped you feel better and you take a drink of coffee and move on to the next day
07:51 - panic filling your body to a calm place
the bandcamp link: marpprammusic.bandcamp.com/album/cjd-rewritten
Month two:
Side C: You can't speak your mind. At first it was because you didn't trust them; now the words just come out wrong. The enemy came out of hiding and now patrols your neighborhood. You're being stalked by masters of stealth noticed only by yourself. Can't remember where they're from, but you're sure you've fought them before. You remember your entire life that way. As far as you know, you always have.
00:00 - C1 - In the corner of my eye
02:12 - C2 - The sands of time are going by too fast
04:36 - C3 - Jumbled Syllables
07:46 - C4 - A helpless song
09:51 - C5 - Grains of delay
12:10 - C6 - My whole reality
14:53 - C7 - Misfortunate hope
Side D: You're being tripped and shocked and they won't leave you alone. You've surrendered, retreating to a select few rooms you feel safe in. You don't sleep. You don't know anyone. You only remember those times you saw them do something, and you can't hold onto those moments like you used to. You can't hold onto anything anymore.
17:26 - D1 - Hands flowing easy
21:10 - D2 - All faces melt away
24:22 - D3 - A hopeless spiral
27:12 - D4 - Sleepless nightmares
31:20 - D5 - Grieving for myself
33:27 - D6 - Fractured reflections
36:11 - D7 - True rejoice
Special thanks to walletinspector for helping me with the descriptions
Credit to @melanittas for the side D cover
Credit to @mattheweder2452 for the Original CJD.


