xae
[Black midi] 1million de touches (v2.3)
updated
Im still here
over the course of a year, this song took 247 hours to make
Original: youtu.be/OA3Sjxi2wNI
CREDITS:
Song/Video - xae (me)
Art - RAXXEЯ | youtube.com/@RAXXERR
Master - Joe [BSS] | youtube.com/channel/UCiOqITdWELygCxwLKWhsEfQ
Listen on Spotify! open.spotify.com/album/6bwuU9kxOBHWTZluSkp36n
LYRICS:
A spark
So bright
Thought I'd never see the light
Someone
So kind
Took my hand when I was blind
You know all of my flaws
And grave mistakes
Still, you're here with me
And without disgrace
I'm done
Banging my head on the wall
Get up after falling down
Spinning round
Taking my time when I can
I know that you'll grab my hand
Just as planned
And I'm so glad
I'm so glad
'cus now I can share the light
And I'm so glad
I'm so glad
'cus now we can both take flight
But there are dark days ahead
I've got to get ready for
aah
At the end of it all
It's gonna be worth it
'cus I'll get to see you again
You found me in the dirt
And pulled me up
Why you help?
I don't know
But it's enough
So I'm done
Banging my head on the wall
Get up after falling down
Spinning round
Taking my time when I can
I know that you'll grab my hand
Just as planned
And I'm so glad
I'm so glad
'cus now I've got new best friends
And I'm so glad
I'm so glad
Will you take me to the end?
I was so tired of always being down
And I don't want you to leave
'cus I'm scared that I'll turn around
oh~
There's just so much I owe to you
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Made me someone who knows how to care
And love
And feel all these feelings.
A spark
So bright
Thought I'd never see the light
Someone
Like you
Caught me off guard
Out of the blue
ooh~
You took time with my flaws
And helped me heal
Still, you care about me
I'm such a waste tho
Still...
I'm done
Banging my head on the wall
Get up after falling down
Spinning round
Taking my time when I can
I know that you'll grab my hand
Just as planned
And I'm so glad
I'm so glad
'cus now I can share the light
And I'm so glad
I'm so glad
Will you take me to the end?
Will you take me to the end?
©2024 Black Static and Swerve
https://bss.studio/
Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/1BCytJCUFrBItXVP134I8W
Artwork by: RAXXEЯ youtube.com/@RAXXERR
Originally released: March 22, 2020
Lyrics:
Alive
I come rising up from the ash
For a chance
To take another stance
Revived
No more crying for such a mass
In a glance
I see something worth fighting for...
I won't let the best of me be wasted again
believe me i'm trying
To change my ways
And to face the doom days
'cus I don't wanna be
Remembered in vain.
Ever since the beginning
I felt like a failure
I couldn't do a thing
then you came along
And changed the tune of my song
You revived me
Alive
I've been raised up from the ash
For a chance
To take another stance
Revived
I'll be flying across the skies
In your eyes
I see something worth fighting for
I won't let the best of me be wasted again
It's thanks to you, darling
I've change my way
And I'll face the doom days
'cus I don't wanna be
Forgotten again.
The first time I heard your voice
Something rose up inside my
I knew I had a choice
It was leave or stay
Would it matter to you anyway?
I needed filled with life.
Alive
I come rising up from the ash
For a chance
To take another stance
Revived
No more crying for such a mass
With this chance
I won't let you down anymore
I won't let the best of me be wasted again
believe me I'm trying
To change my ways
And to face the doom days
'cus I don't wanna be
Remembered in vain.
I won't let all of my dreams be wasted again
I'm going to chase them
I'll change my ways
And I'll face the doom days
Anything that it takes
You'll see me persue
And no, I won't give up on you!
Revived.
Artwork by: RAXXEЯ youtube.com/@RAXXERR
Original Song: youtu.be/OEJ4egO8MS4
Oh, also- this is the debut of "Kevie", one of my OCs, on this channel. She was also created by RAXXEЯ.
Lyrics:
My head is pounding
After another long day at work
My eye is twitching
Gotta stand right next to this numskull
Within this elevator hell
Ding!
I'm off the rails
I'm gonna wipe you all out
Next stop, get off
I've got an idea waiting to bloom
No one will see it coming
I'm gonna quiet all the noise
Then get locked away
It's gonna be so funny
Maybe I'll get death penalty
Going down on the murder elevator
(By me!)
Some may consider it
a heinous act of terror
Going up on the murder elevator?
No way!
I strictly forbid it
So start praying to your saviour
Broke into maintenance
Oh man, do we just not have security?
This place really sucks
Well, maybe I can get it all shut down
With a few elevator deaths
Ding!
I'm in the walls
I'm gonna run you all down
Into the ground
Oh yeah my idea's set in motion
Just cut through a few cables
That's really all I've gotta do
No one has a clue
It's gonna be so easy
Maybe I'll get away with it too
Going down on the murder elevator
(By me!)
Some may consider it
a heinous act of terror
Going up on the murder elevator?
No way!
I strictly forbid it
So start praying to your saviour
Murder elevator
One two three four five and six
Cut through them all and the car will start to fall
Murder elevator
I've got to get out of here
The car's not falling and someone is coming
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na na na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na na na na
I got caught and they forcefully removed me
NO!
I bit someone and then they decided to tase me
I fell down and they put some handcuffs on me
GRRR!
Attempted first degree
Goodbye for an eternity
(buh bye)
I'm still here
Another sleepless night without you by my side
I thought we'd be fine
I'm still here
Writing a brand new song with tired old lyrics
Oh no, it can't be my fault this time
So pity me, pity me
It's not like anyone will
Hear me framing someone else this time
So pity me, pity me
It's not like anyone is coming after
You shut me out
Without a doubt
It didn't hurt at
All the things you could have said
But you chose to suffer instead
You never opened up your mouth
You kept me waiting
For all the things you should have said
But you chose to suffer instead
Oh here we are its the-
No!
I don't want to leave
Oh what a pity
I'm still here
While crying in the night
You came and took my light away
How could I be okay?
I'm still here
You watch me as I weep
In silence days turned into weeks
Oh no, you could never feel this way
Just look at me, look at me
Now, you're living a fantasy
Nothing we had was even real
I've got to go, let me go
But no
I have no one left but you
You held a gun up to my head
Just squeeze the trigger!
Everyone can't wait to see
All the thoughts splat out of me
You had your hand over your eyes
While painting pictures
You never knew who I was
But you still tried.
Soundfont:
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TECHNICAL INFORMATION:
MIDI Filename: .mid
MIDI Size: Bytes
MIDI Note Count: notes
MIDI Program: PianoFromAbove 1.1.0
MIDI Synth Used: Keppy's synthesizer
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Lyrics:
I don't really want to get out of bed
When I can lay here and dream about you
What else am I to do?
Maybe someday I'll take her breath away
Write her a song and laugh as we sing along
Maybe one day she'll be there when I feel blue
Hold me and say "I'm here for you"
Could it be that I've lost too much time
In my small mind
Do I even know if I have a chance
To say...
Anything that gets me close to you
I'd try to pursue
Can you hear my heart beating out my chest
When I say...
[Something]
Maybe someday when all the skies are blue
She'll grab my hand and take me someplace new
Maybe one day under the setting sky
She'd share a stare into my eyes
All I've gotta do is try.
As the dusk now blankets my head
It lets me reflect
Have I built a heartache complete from sand?
Tell me
Anything that makes me speak my truth
I want to induce
Do you hear the trembling of my voice
As I say...
I can't stand it
Let me get out of bed
All I've been doing is wasting my time
And I don't wanna dream anymore, I think I'll tell her soon
Maybe someday I'll take her breath away
Write her a song and laugh as we sing along
Maybe one day she'll be there when I feel blue
Hold me and say "I'm here for you"
Maybe someday when all the skies are blue
She'll grab my hand and take me someplace new
Maybe one day under the setting sky
She'd share a stare into my eyes
Extra Vocals: Haley
Lyrics:
Along an empty road in Our World
Where no one would ever go
The sky blockaded by a dark smog
Can anyone hear me now?
I don't know how I'm meant to keep going like this.
How could anyone say there's nothing wrong with us.
The flames are washing
over all the memories of what we were together
the world is ending
yet they call it make-believe
'cus no one wants to hear this
([h w @U - Q u: - - - @U -])
The world blighted by things you say
([V - w V - w @U - Q u: - - - @U -])
Just keep rambling until everyone's dead
Last night, on the news a man said
Tragedy left several dead
"I care" no one had said but their friends
Can anyone hear them now?
Stop acting like everything is fine
Constant tragedy has me shaking all the time
Oh please could someone come comfort me
No stop, don't start telling me a bunch of lies
Breathe in, can't you smell all the chemicals and dyes?
The flames are washing over all that we have made
and tore apart together
The world is ending
Nothing seems to slow it down
But no one really cares so
([h w @U - Q u: - - - @U -])
The world torn and then left astray
([V - w V - w @U - Q u: - - - @U -])
Just keep rambling for each and every day.
[Organ Solo]
Along another plain, I now tread
Step by step I'll reach an end
Alas, the sky now changes its hue as the night falls into view
The stars; no longer visible in the sky
Just one could I wish on to stop living these lies
The flames are washing over any aligned thought
In this paranoid endeavour
The world is ending
What am I talking about?
Am I right to have so much doubt?
([h w @U - Q u: - - - @U -])
The world blighted by things I say
([V - w V - w @U - Q u: - - - @U -])
I'll keep rambling for each and every day
([h w @U - Q u: - - - @U -])
Lyrics:
When I'm under the weather
And I can't quite remember
It feels like forever since last I could smile without force
Ooh all the memories collectively have seemed to merge in one
And all the errors standing out to me won't cease 'till I am numb
It's cold tonight
And I wonder if I'm missed
Sometimes I reminisce in all the frames of when I would smile
Ooh all the memories collectively have seemed to merge in one
And all the errors standing out to me won't cease 'till I am numb
Overcast blurred our vision and left us seeing nothing at all
Those cloudy skies put tears in our eyes
Oh where's my sunshine?
Overcast walled us all in and spit down random bad memories
Those dreary drips like tears in the skies
Oh where's my sunshine?
Not sure where I'm going now
Taking my time to get there somehow
On a rail, on a rail
Ooh, all the memories collectively have seemed to bring me down
And all my mistakes won't let go of me, they force me to the ground
Don't know if I can get back
Waiting in line for another chance
On a rail, on a rail
Hoo, all the memories collectively have seemed to bring me down
And all my mistakes hanging over me, they rain until I drown
Overcast blurred our vision and left us seeing nothing at all
Those cloudy skies put tears in our eyes
Oh where's my sunshine?
Overcast walled us all in and spit down random bad memories
Those dreary drips like tears in the skies
Oh where's my sunshine?
And if I can't find my way out
I'll stay here with you
Travelling anywhere we need to
So until Our World stops burning, can you be my sunshine? -
It's warm today
Ooh, and there's ashes in the sky
Smell of smoke reminds me of some dreams that I left to die
Ooh, all the memories sequentially have led me to this point
And all the choices I could make in them, oh where should I disjoint?
Ashes falling from the sky, carried on wind from someplace nearby
Disarray? I can't say
Oh, stop focusing on your memories, they'll put you in the ground
Now, something's burning right in front of us with sirens blaring loud
Overcast turned to dark smog as we sat and watched a city burn
Those distant screams got stuck in our dreams
Now hold me closer
Everything faded away and left us with only the truth
A tragedy made worse by their views
Just change the channel
(The world is ending)
(The world is ending)
(Those cloudy skies)
(What is this facade?)
(The world is ending)
(The world is ending)
(Those cloudy skies)
Oh where's my sunshine?
Vocals: xae, Dex, Zerknox, Daina
Special Thanks: Zerknox, Surface, HATTER
Lyrics:
[Instrumental]
wa kun ei zay when all da woor widout oooh
a a a a
wa kun ei ooo en al re ee whooo eee for n ran ooh
a a a a
[Instrumetnal]
wa kun ei zay when all da woor widout oooh
a a a a
wa kun ei ooo en al re ee whooo eee for n ran ooh
a a a a
[Instrumental]
a a a a a a a a a a a a
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I did nothing except work on this for 4 days.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own the artwork used within the video.
Original Song: youtu.be/3COHCKX_xF8
Instrumental download: mediafire.com/file/512ey4sx6sczp9z
#初音ミク #RedVox #Vinesauce
Also, the first time I've done a hand-drawn illustration for a song.
Listen to on SoundCloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/center-of-my-universe
Listen to on Spotify | open.spotify.com/track/6demA0xv8GY1PhXAjHBdFu
Lyrics:
The center of my universe was you
All that I wrote from precious memories
I know, I know
That I can't keep this up forever,
Living in a dream
And I know, I know
That you've laid it to rest so long ago
But can I say one thing?
Even if you never hear this
Even if I'm criticized
One last time, Let me remember.
The words that you had wrote
Captured onto this sheet of paper
Sealed in an envelope
Captured secrets that gave me hope
...
What you saw in me
I'll never know
Just how far your stories go
On and on in my head
Let me sing as I let go
From the world that we had wrote
Night, tonight it shall die
(I know, I know)
(I know, I know)
Even if you never hear this
Even if I'm dead to you
Won't you see all that you started in me?
'Cus I know, I know
That I can't keep this up forever,
Living in a dream
And I know, I know
That you've laid it to rest so long ago
But I just want you to see
The Words that I had wrote
Captured into the screen forever
Everything I denote
Nothing matters through periscopes
...
What you saw in me
I'll never know
Just how far your stories go
On and on in my head
Let me sing as I let go
From the world that we had wrote
Night, tonight it shall die
Night, tonight it shall die
...
The center of my universe was you
Too much I think of useless memories.
#Vocaloid
#Dex
Original Song: youtu.be/bf9mI2yx538
Listen to on SoundCloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/toxic
Listen to on Spotify | open.spotify.com/track/6LqGz2fLkTAOu2ekhMEEJX
Listen to on SoundCloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/favours-of-friends
Listen to on Spotify | open.spotify.com/track/4gwKEhy7rlpfx00aVSdYku
#カイト #Vocaloid #SuperRed #xaemusic
Artwork By: CoreSkate_HATTER
youtube.com/c/CoreSkate
Original Song: youtu.be/S5itRVKR23M
Instrumental download: http://www.mediafire.com/file/9ennsi3yjfuirck
#カイト #初音ミク #RedVox #Vinesauce
put all the notes within two octaves
tau by hdsq: youtube.com/watch?v=b0gyQMJHQ78
Original Song: youtu.be/G_IsqQJ7jzo
Instrumental / Vocals: http://www.mediafire.com/file/v2swrfire993fit
#Vocaloid #Vinesauce #初音ミク #RedVox
Original Song: youtu.be/TEfgnYbuTb4
Track #7
Lyrics & Instrumental | yeah, I'll get around to it at some point lol
Listen to on SoundCloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/super-red-ft-daina
Listen to on Spotify | open.spotify.com/track/0AodQWnWS46gm6MbhZYNQk
#SuperRed #Vocaloid
A quick song I made for testing some new VSTs I got
It's kina edgy too!
Lyrics & Instrumental | yeah, I'll get around to it at some point
Listen to on SoundCloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/paranoid-meltdown-ft-dex
Illustrations by Rhela | youtube.com/channel/UCLTEwyaL5rLMzfJngxXLq6A
Listen to on Spotify | open.spotify.com/album/79JpDv71X4sQpyul53jt6q
7-15-18 | Ft. Dex & Daina
Our World: The Fire | Ft. Daina
Our World: Overcast | Ft. Dex & Avanna
Original: youtu.be/vbSUjfAIog4
Woa, hope she doesn't see this ecks dee
open.spotify.com/album/6OaD64yAxrMUZrwa6EZLbG
But what if she doesn't feel quite the same...
Vimini | instagram.com/vimini78
Instrumental & Lyrics | http://www.mediafire.com/file/qdvc399nqlltf4c
Soundcloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/unspoken-love
Original: youtu.be/rFLn-2ocnY8
Original: youtu.be/ccdn1a5LOwk
Instrumental & Lyrics | mediafire.com/file/vglz581rwgyyyfc
Listen to on Spotify | open.spotify.com/track/4bTv9yDVJjQ3XNJKCPtvLx
"A percentage of individuals may experience epileptic seizures when exposed to certain light patterns or flashing lights. Exposure to certain patterns or backgrounds on a computer screen, or while playing videos such as this, may induce an epileptic seizure in these individuals. If you, or anyone in your family, have an epileptic condition, consult your physician prior to watching this video." - BlackHawk580
Uh.... Yeah
Listen to on Soundcloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/spontaneity
Listen to on Spotify | open.spotify.com/track/72FYolqkz0zTLmw8LmBTHN
so in the end, I'm covering this one again
Original: youtube.com/watch?v=HV70kQnDur8
EPIC ARTIST, "BEE" | [link pending]
Instrumental & Lyrics | http://www.mediafire.com/file/fvu62l1isu9z4eo
Download or listen on Soundcloud | soundcloud.com/xae-gamer/our-world-run-away


