Video created by Zheani Sparkes and Mik Shida ( Just the two of us )
With blood in your eyes You can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
With blood in your eyes We can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
Bucket leaking out Wanna scream and shout Let the demons out Teeth cracked in my mouth We are sailing south
I can’t take this world Blood is running cold I am getting old I won’t sell my soul I won’t sell my soul
I won’t sell my soul (x8)
Born as a d*** addicts’ daughter Daddy good looking But momma was hotter Dumb like a lamb to the slaughter But I grew tough from the dirt as a toddler I grew bolder, badder Runs in the family 14 years old Had a man say he loves me Got what he wanted And then he was done with me All of those memories Drown them in Hennessy Momma beat with a bat And the cops they did nothing Battered and bruised Watched her climb out the gutter Keep speaking it straight I won’t crumble or stutter Monsters are real Can’t hide under the covers I learnt to suffer And grew up a cutter If I was a man I’d be in jail my brother There’s ugly in this world Just flip to uncover But it’s real motherf*** Take a look and then shudder
With blood in your eyes We can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
With blood in your eyes You can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
Bucket leaking out Wanna scream and shout Let the demons out Teeth cracked in my mouth We are sailing south
I can’t take this world Blood is running cold I am getting old I won’t sell my soul I won’t sell my soul
Video created by Zheani Sparkes and Mik Shida ( Just the two of us )
With blood in your eyes You can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
With blood in your eyes We can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
Bucket leaking out Wanna scream and shout Let the demons out Teeth cracked in my mouth We are sailing south
I can’t take this world Blood is running cold I am getting old I won’t sell my soul I won’t sell my soul
I won’t sell my soul (x8)
Born as a d*** addicts’ daughter Daddy good looking But momma was hotter Dumb like a lamb to the slaughter But I grew tough from the dirt as a toddler I grew bolder, badder Runs in the family 14 years old Had a man say he loves me Got what he wanted And then he was done with me All of those memories Drown them in Hennessy Momma beat with a bat And the cops they did nothing Battered and bruised Watched her climb out the gutter Keep speaking it straight I won’t crumble or stutter Monsters are real Can’t hide under the covers I learnt to suffer And grew up a cutter If I was a man I’d be in jail my brother There’s ugly in this world Just flip to uncover But it’s real motherf*** Take a look and then shudder
With blood in your eyes We can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
With blood in your eyes You can’t see the same It’s a bleeding shame We are not the same I will eat the pain
Bucket leaking out Wanna scream and shout Let the demons out Teeth cracked in my mouth We are sailing south
I can’t take this world Blood is running cold I am getting old I won’t sell my soul I won’t sell my soul
Lyrics; (You’ll be named a patron saint But love first you have to die) Blasphemy never sleep They lost all faith in me Heresy Seventeen You take me to your king! Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Blasphemy never sleep They lost all faith in me Heresy Seventeen You take me to your king Guilty but first you have to die (But love first you have to die) Guilty but first you have to die Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Blasphemy never sleep They lost all faith in me Heresy Seventeen You take me to your king Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Blasphemy never sleep They lost all faith in me Heresy Seventeen You take me to your king Guilty but first you have to die But love first you have to die Guilty but first you have to die Perfect
See me through a filter I’m rotting, guilty To the point I’m perfect Blessed, ageless, infested, contagious Beauty of an age God hides behind my eyes And tells me things about you guys that you do not want me to know.. I see your hate and all you loath And what you wants a fucking shame All the same All to blame All are perfectly made in his image Perfect
I walk undetected through enemy doors They all fall at my feet Leper, see my open sores! If it’s true all's fair in love and war, then how did I end up here? Is this just? Is justice the sword? Come broken Spoils of warfare Filthy, beaten, downtrodden - The daughters of wh*res Where is my body? Where is my blood? Outside with the dogs, mingling with the mud! Outside city gates I'll wait for you And if you don’t see me there My revenge is a dead end I swear I have nothing left but hate for you! My body's a machine and my spite - the match that lights the fuel! How did I get here? I followed a star! It was revealed to me in a dream I was only 17 I come here for the head of your king And until then I won't leave Until I can return home with my spoils of war!
You take me to your king Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Boiling water Spoils of war Warnings I hear them call Blasphemy never sleep They lost all faith in me Heresy Seventeen You take me to your king Guilty but first you have to die But love first you have to die Guilty but first you have to die
Buttress feature! Camera crew; Alexander Hinojosa and Monnelle Duckie The talent ; Wiley CathcartTHE MAENAD WORLD TOUR IS COMING FOR YOU 🩸NOW IS YOUR CHANCE TO SECURE YOUR SPOT ‼️zheani2024-03-08 | ...THE MAENAD WORLD TOUR #zheani #trapmetal #maenadzheani2024-03-04 | Sign up now so you don't miss out; laylo.com/zheani/m/sPOmB BEHOLD! HEROINE, ICONOCLAST THE MOTHER AND THE DESTROYER IS ANNOUNCING THE MAENAD WORLD TOUR BEFORE IT ENDS!Zheani - USA New Babylon Tourzheani2024-01-08 | www.zheani.com To my American fans.. You have begged, pleaded and you have PRAYED. Today your prayers have been answered. I am so proud to announce THE NEW BABYLON TOUR. My first U.S. appearance will see me perform 10 dates across February and March! I cannot wait to feel the energy in these rooms. I cannot wait to meet you and hear your stories. DON’T WANT TO MISS THIS? SIGN UP NOW TO GET FIRST ACCESS TO TICKETS @ ZHEANI.COM
We have overcome so much together and have so much more ahead to conquer. But over these 10 nights let’s come together and celebrate all that we have survived and achieved!
I will tear at your webs till I’m dead I will lure you out from my bed. I will tear at your webs till I’m dead I will lure you out from under. You build me up and break me down then turn and tell me it’s irrelevant. You speak the truth but never kind there’s revelations in your eyes. I seep down to the back of my mind I’m a one eyed women in the land of the blind. The end is nigh, I’ve seen the signs, an eye for an eye, trade yours for mine. The fire that burns she burns inside, om krim kali a thousand knives Give me the strength to burn these lies, the weakness in my soul it dies. You fan the flames, I’m burnt alive then born anew baptised in fire. A molten lake, a lying snake, I’m turned to stone, standing alone. The people moan, the people quake, I feel at home burnt on the stake. You speak the truth but never kind there’s revelations in your eyes.
YOU SAW
You saw you saw all the lovely bones. You know me as the flesh in the soil. Just me I’m the food for the worms. Watch me as I go it alone. Farewell Death is bliss and she rushed to bleed And they didn’t know how they broke her heart. Lies told, so vicious, girl jealousy, Reputation stabbed apart so desperately. And no one knows where she’s gone now but we all end up in the same place, somehow. Sudden sickness or a cruel twist of fate, a bloody mess of bones or a car up in flames. Death is bliss and she rushed to bleed. Death is bliss and she wished to be. And now the thought of her is slipping. Now the thought of her it slips from me. I accept my fate, sinking down to the bottom of the bay. Dawn of a beautiful day. “I am gone but but everythings the same” she said, before she jumped. If you had done more it could have been enough. Her life was rough but her heart was pure and she will still haunt me I know this for sure. Her hands were clean but her bones were broken. Her life was rough but her heart was pure. No empathy, lies endlessly, no sympathy. It keeps you up at night, it keeps you up at night. Her hatred grew deeper.
WE’RE ALL GOING TO DIE
We’re all gonna die. We’ll be happy friends now, baby leave your care now, We know life’s not fair now, baby don’t be scared now. We’re all going there and we’ll be happy there yeah. Might feel something so new.. It’s all an illusion the fear of death. It’s just like a chain wrapped around your neck. Let it fall to your knees, let your body lay, let your spirit rise to another place. In the end we’re all alone an we all gotta go. Let your body be bones, let your soul go home. Face fate with a smile, yes please I’ll die, The wheel it drives to another life. Mother’s calling your name, fall into her gentle arms. No more shame, no more pain, no more suffering harm. Dissolve into nothing like you always were. Let yourself dance naked on the edge of the earth. From the day of birth babe your death was awaited, for certain and fated, so why do you hate it? Remember the clear light, the nature of your mind, merge into the clear light, you’re home baby home. Let go let go let go let go.Zheani - Designer Sadness (Official Music Video)zheani2022-03-09 | ZHEANI'S "THE MAENAD WORLD TOUR" TICKETS; zheani.com/worldtour Stream Designer Sadness; zheani.ffm.to/designersadness Zheani Merch; zheanius.myshopify.com Pre-order vinyl; zheani.ffm.to/vinyl Support Zheani on Patreon; zheani.ffm.to/patreon Lyrics; genius.com/Zheani-designer-sadnesss-lyrics
Music Video Credits Director/Editor; Mik Shida http://www.mikshida.com Producer; Zheani Sparkes Lighting/Camera assistant; Sean Higgins “Shotography” Styling; Zheani and Gharps Hair; Zheani and Nissa Lai Make up; Zheani and Moochi Set assistant; Elysium Booty Double; Sienna
We’re brokenhearted in designer, ripped up stockings In Demonia, ballerina, you broken ballerina
She cries a whole river, fairy lost her wings yeah Her tears of eyeliner, look pretty when they splash her
Broken hearted in designer Ripped up stockings in Demonia
(Designer sadness! Designer sadness! Ya!)
Babbling all day I hear things call to me And them demons keep on crawling on me on me Screaming my name they keep on clawing me And they’re entering inside of me of me
They say they fill up the pain, the hole inside of me Shiny pretty precious devils riding on me on me
Balenciaga, Gucci, Prada Fill the hole suppress the trauma Bending backwards Jeffery Dahmer Spending make twice back that’s karma
Dionysius mother Isis turn my strengths all into vices What’s your price b*tch? That’s real nice b*tch Make a million in this crisis
And I’ve been out my body yeah Since I faced off all my fear Psychologically I’m here But in my heart I disappearZheani - NAPALMzheani2022-01-25 | Stream Napalm; zheani.ffm.to/napalm Support me on my Patreon; patreon.com/Zheani Merch; https://store.sound-merch.com.au/collections/Zheani
Lava: 0:00 Zheani Speaks to Steven: 2:44 2002 (The Hook is a Prayer): 3:13 Dirt on the Name of Steven: 5:59 Angel Dust: 9:10 Dirtbike: 11:59 Skitz Cunt: 14:30 I Won't Sell My Soul: 17:45 Steven Speaks to Zheani: 20:50 Yippy Ky Yay: 21:31
Credits; Lava - Prod. Mikolaj Falicz 2002 (The Hook is a Prayer) - Prod. King Yosef Dirt on the Name of Steven - Prod. Lil Aaron Dirtbike - Prod. King Yosef Skitz Cunt - Prod. Deconstrukto I Won't Sell My Soul - Prod. Jordan Coyne Yippy Ky Yay - Prod. Backlit
#zheani #zheanisparkes #fairytrapZHEANI - DIRT ON THE NAME OF STEVENzheani2020-05-14 | STREAM NOW https://ZHEANI.lnk.to/DIRTontheNAMEofSTEVEN
To support me and get access to uncensored music videos (Including this video un-pixelated) , never released songs and more ; patreon.com/ZheaniZHEANI - THE QUESTIONzheani2019-03-18 | All I wanted was to move on with my life and leave their shit behind. I wanted to draw the line and finally speak the truth and stand up for myself. I can see through you people and I am no longer afraid of you.
I never intended to release any of this evidence but I was called a liar by thousands of people. Honour and dignity are all you have in this world. So watch me set myself on fire. My Music; https://ZHEANI.lnk.to/THELINE
Video Shot and Edited by Mik Shida; mikshida.com I did everything else My other mate James held a stock pot with a chunk of dry ice in it off to the side of a couple of scenes: it was a team effort.ZHEANI - BURN THE WITCHzheani2018-10-31 | prod. casey slowjay
#zheani #thevirusandantidote #trapmetalZHEANI - EIGHT (FULL MIXTAPE)zheani2018-04-27 | soundcloud.com/zheani The Zheani Sparkes EP - OUT May 29th
MIXTAPE AVAILABLE ON ALL PLATFORMS
0:00 Hallowed Hills 4:00 Forgotten 6:06 Nobody 8:03 Tapout 10:39 Fear is the Mind Killer 13:12 Litany Against Fear 13:48 Little Chicken 16:24 Thought Criminal
The Zheani Sparkes EP - OUT May 29th #zheaniZHEANI X SHIDA - 8TH ELEMENTzheani2015-11-25 | - SUPPORT - SHARE - SHOP - NOW - http://zheani.bigcartel.com
THE 1ST COLLABORATION BETWEEN MIK SHIDA & ZHEANI SPARKES MAGIC PROPERTIES IN Z’S MARKS TRANSLATED INTO WEARABLE ART BY SHIDA
PROCEEDS WILL GO TOWARDS FUNDING AN INDEPENDENT AUSTRALIAN FILM PRODUCTION.