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Chloe Sullivan | What doesnt kill you [For Diabeticdude202tvs]
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It doesn't help that I've been completely obsessed with this song since it came out!! *sobs* and just between the two of them I was a mess making this.
Shut up, no it is definitely not the last season of Orphan Black because then I would be crying....and I'm not crying those are onions.
ANYWAY, enough crazy ramblings. This is a collab I did with my best buddy Deborah aka DWDeb. Link to her channel below! (Haha I'm such a real youtuber XD) We're both super sad to see this show go but also really excited for the final trip so we just had to make a video. Enjoy!!
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I worked on this for seven hours straight yesterday but I got it done in time!! haha phew!
I love you guys!! I hope you enjoy it and I hope you have a great birthday!!
Beth is really special to me and her pain is so real and so heartbreaking. So, season four was really special to me because we finally got to see her and see what really happened to her. We finally got see what led her to those train tracks.
I've wanted to make a Beth tribute for years but it wasn't until last season that I really could!! (I mean I made one anyway back during season three haha but this is more true to Beth) It took me so long to find a song that really connected to Beth for me.
I hope everyone loves it as much as I do because I cried making it!
Sarah was fragile and lost when we met her and then she was forced to take care of everyone around her. She could barely take care of herself but she pulled it together and did her best. But the emotional toll finally wore her down.
Sarah broke my heart last week, and I'm still not sure I've forgiven S but I'm so proud that Sarah has come back from the brink. Hopefully we will see her stronger then ever by the end of this season!
I hope you like this! And I hope you have a wonderful birthday (after you finish crying muahaha)
You have gone through so much in the time I've known you and been there for me through a lot of ups and downs. I am so lucky that I have my own amazing Brooke Davis in my life. Because everyone needs one but not everyone is as lucky as I am.
With all that's happened this year I have been dying to make you a video but I didn't want to make one that would hurt too much to watch or be too soon or make light of everything. But just to show you how much you mean to me and how much I love you!
But knwo that I'll walk through hell with you Ashley! You're not alone.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 22 years old!!! Every video for the past three years I've said how youre getting old like me now hahah were all grown up and even more awesome now!!
Love you B! Also this gave me so many Nikita/Alex feels!!
Song is sung, written, played by Rin!! Go listen to this amazingly talented girl!!
http://eatingpizzawithcophine.tumblr.com/post/121454706446/hey-so-this-song-has-been-in-the-works-forever
youtube.com/watch?v=FBtsPA-UtIA
FINALLY!!! I have returned! The new season was bound to drag me back kicking and screaming. I mean AFTER LAST NIGHTS EPISODES HOW COULD I NOT??? I haven't been able to vid in almost a year but my babies give me so many feels that I have to let it out somehow!
Last night just destroyed me so I hope this vid destroys you lol cause I'm evil like we all know.
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I hope you have an awesome birthday B!!!!! I love you!!!
ALSO I CANT MAKE NON DEPRESSING VIDEOS ITS A PROVEN FACT K
I HOPE YOU LIKE IT AND I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BESTEST BIRTHDAY!! YOU ARE THE SWEETEST CUTIE AND IM SO HAPPY TO CALL YOU MY FRIEND!!! THANK YOU TUMBLR BLACKOUT HAHAH
(I am 10 mins early because I could wait any longer!!)
Its kind of like a character study/comparison of the two of them as well as their relationship together.
Sarah sees her flaws as being a bad mother to Kira, showing her bad morals, abandoning her, she feels a lot of guilt because of it.
Helena sees herself as flawed and not much more. She's a weapon, but at the same time she wants to love. Kira. Sarah. She would change for them.
There is a lot of Kira in this lol cause she's common ground for them both XD lol
Anyway I hope this makes sense!
My first cast video! To a song I've wanted to vid for almost five years!
I love this show, this cast, these characters! I love everything about it and watching this season with this fandom has been so wonderful.
If you're not watching this show GET ON THAT
I AM DEAD AFTER LAST NIGHTS EPISODE AND WE STILL HAVE ONE MORE I AM SO SCARED BUT OMG HELENA WAS SO FUCKING BADASS LAST NIGHT I WAS CACKLING RIGHT ALONG WITH HER WHEN HENRIK GOT WHAT HE DESERVED!!!! I WAS A LITTLE SCARY O_O
Anyway I'm quite proud of how this turned out aside from the coloring messing the last clip up a little GRRRR I got the song idea from Sharkodactyl on tumblr. She said it was perfect for Helena's arc in this episode and it really was!!! So thank you!!
Only one more week!! I can't believe I've managed to keep up making a video after every episode!! /puts on rockstar glasses/
Hopefully im not too dead next week to vid x__x
TONYYYYYY I LOVE HIM AND HE IS SO IMPORTANT
THIS VIDEO IS KIND OF A HOT MESS BUT I LOVE IT DONT JUDGE ME
YAY I FINALLY MADE A COPHINE VID
Babies!!! Theyre fucking killing me!!! Also this song is so gorgeous it hurts!!
This isn't great or anything but to be fair I'm working with literally no clips of Beth!!! I would have loved to do this vid from Beth's pov cause I think it really fits her breakdown and how Ali was the best part of her even though she was falling apart but sadly that wasn't possible. But I think it fits Alison in reverse. Like its a great song for Beth and Ali leading up to the suicide or Ali after struggling without Beth. *cries* babies!!!!!!
Also I I love the original of this but I've already vidded it along time ago and its more fast then this version and I dont have a lot of clips so slower is better.
Sanetwin on tumblr suggested I use this song and when I heard it I fell in love with it!! The lyrics were so perfect for these two. Usually I have such a hard time vidding requests/suggestions but this song just fit perfectly and it was little hard for me to get the coloring right (I have no colorings on my laptop I should really transfer all my colorings) I think I'm happy with how it came out in the end. So hopefully people like it! Especially Sam!!
I am still so upset from last weeks episode and this isn't even the video I had planned but then I heard this song and the lyrics just screamed Helena! And it pretty much broke my heart so I had to do it!!
Not my best editing but it was interesting vidding to such a different song style.
Sorry about my editing! I wanted this to be beautiful and powerful and well I tried!!! But whatever this scene is so powerful and just UGH SO MANY FEELS
I am not over that episode!! For so long I've wanted Helena and Sarah to be sisters to love eachother and for it to finally be happening!!! MY HEART CANT TAKE IT!!
This show may or may not have caused me to lose my mind.
Enjoy sestras.
DONT LOOK AT ME OK
ALSO ORPHAN BLACK IS TOMORROW! OMG
OMG after watching the season two premiere I just had so many Helena feels that I had to vid her and I've been wanting to make a video about her and Sarah for forever. I think it came out well it made me cry while making it! My poor seestras!!
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I know I spelt beths name wrong but its 2am and I dont want to render it a 3rd time!
This video is of course dedicated to Zoe my Glinda!! I finally have a show I can vid that you love again haha yay!!!! I hope you liked this omg I loved vidding HG & Myka!!! So much!!! And Claudia my baby!!! I still want a Claudia video from you!!!! *throws tantrum*
Anyway! I really hope you like it!!! I was trying not to use a lot of effects like we were talking about lol and epicly failed at that but whatever!
Anyway I dont know if any of you watch the Fosters but you should!! Its such a good show and so diverse in its representation and I love it and just GO WATCH IT!!!
Also this is dedicated to my brother my Judicorn XD muahahah I love you David!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My B. Davis!!!! I love you!!! Yay I love when it's your birthday cause I get to make you presents and surprise you and usually I trick you muahahaha XD But sadly this year I did not have time to be more evil but I still managed to make a wonderfully painful SB vid for you :D hehe OMG I can't believe its been 5 years and at the same time I can't believe its only 5 years cause you're Ashley! My B. Davis its like you've always been apart of my life! And you always will be for the rest of it!! I love you so much!!!
So I was in the car listening to the radio (which is how I get all my songs lately lol) and this one came on and it just screamed S to B to me!! And I was like omg perfect for Ash!! Because I've never made you a SB only for you bday...I think...I've done them in group vids...but yeah I don't vid them that much cause I don't think I vid them that well but I love how this came out! The editing is really simple and slow but I was really relying on the facial expressions and the emotions in the scenes to carry the video and I think it worked. Anyway! I hope you enjoy your birthday! And your video and I don't make you spend too much of your birthday crying ;) lol I love you!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Quotes:
S: 100 plus years and there's only one thing I've ever been sure of, you. When I say I love you, it's not because I want you, or because I can't have you. I love what you are. What you do. How you try!
B: Angel's good!
S: I can be too.
Buffy: It wouldn't be you spike! It would never be you!
B: You're just convenient.
B: I'm not ready for you to not be here
B: You got your soul back.
S: It's what you wanted right?
B: You risked everything to be a better man. I believe in you.
S: It was the best night of my life.
S: I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman.
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I made one Chloe vid before but I didn't think in comparison to my vids for the other girls it was as good and I felt like I was neglecting poor Chloe :( So I'm so happy I made this! And I love how it came out!! I know it's more of a Chloe/Relationships video then a character study but the song fit her so well because that's who Chloe is, she gives everything she has and more to the people she cares about. Chloe makes mistakes but she's human everyone does. The song is just so perfect for her because Chloe is the definition of self-sacrificing.
I started putting in voiceovers but then I was like I just love the song too much lol and didn't add anymore hopefully thats not too distracting I really like the ones I put in though. After all that pain and sadness I wanted to end on a happy note and while I know her relationships with Lana and Lois aren't perfect they make me happy when I see those girls together! Because they love eachother so much! So ending with them made me happy ok lol
I'm dedicating this to my Ashley again because I've always wanted to make her a Chloe video!!! Like since before I started watching Smallville lol because I know how much Ashley loves Chloe because she basically is Chloe! She would do absolutely anything for the people she loves and she gives everything and doesn't get back anywhere close to what she deserves. She is Chloe and she is perfect and I love her to pieces and I really hope you like this video!!!
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All of these women were severely abused as children and cope with the trauma through one addiction or another. Meredith used alcohol to numb the pain. Helena self-harms, cutting and hitting herself. Faith inflicts pain on others so that they'll be in as much pain as she is. Alex is addicted to drugs. Tess is addicted to power so that she'll never have to be the victim again. They are all just trying to make it out alive, because these addictions are just fuel for their self-hatred.
When Ashley suggested this song and I listened to it I could see the video, I could see the story I wanted to tell, the pain, and I hope I got my point across.
I HAVE OVERWHELMING HELENA FEELS AND I BLAME ASHLEY FOR RESURRECTING THEM!! *cries* and I was listening to a song she suggested for a video and this song was in the suggested bar so it REALLY IS ASHLEYS FAULT!! But I love how this video came out even if it's horribly painful and makes me want to lay on the floor crying over Helena which I have done many times since finishing season one of OB! I can hardly talk about Helena cause it hurts too much!! She is one of my favorite characters and they killed her they gave her to me, this wounded, abused, psychotic, precious baby, and then they ripped her away!! AND IM NEVER GOING TO BE OK!!
I'm not dramatic!! Shut up!!
Anyway I dont know if any of my followers watch Orphan Black but if you do I hope you like this!
It's easier to understand the voiceovers when you wear headphones!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GLINDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! I had absolutely no idea what to make you!! You're like the hardest to do (brown chicken brown cow) because you're not obsessed with anything I watch lol except OUAT! So I really hope you like this I know you love your BB Emma and Regina so here's a bunch of Emma and Regina angsty feels XD Because we all know it's not possible for me to make happy videos where people get to watch and not cry! OK!
It's 11pm this is like 3am for me now lol ok so don't judge me I'm tired!!
Where was I?
Oh yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! You are amazing and I love you soooooo much. You will always be one of my best friends, even if we don't talk for a while, we don't need to because I know we will always be there for eachother. You're my Glinda and I'm you're Elphie, it's FOR GOOD! Ok you don't get to ever get rid of me, nope!
Enjoy your birthday!! You lucky bish you get Catching Fire premiere, and Doctor Who tomorrow!! Also Nikita season premiere tonight!! How dare you take all the epicness!!!! :P
Ok I need to sleep but I really hope you like this!! I was listening to the song and I was like ok let me vid her favorite females then it turned into just emma and then it was emma/regina lmao its a morphing video XD But yeah I love you!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Also the monkey is waiting to give your ear its birthday gift :P
At first I had all these painful voiceovers but the song was so chilling without them I had to take them out. The point of the song is "Say something" She wanted him to trust her to be honest with her and he couldn't bring himself to say anything, he couldn't break the habit of lying. So it felt to me like adding voiceovers would defeat the point of the story. I really wanted their eyes to tell the story. Their faces say everything, that pain and longing is so clear in every look.
Anyway I'm rambling but I want to dedicate this to my B. Davis because I love her and she loves Lexana like I do and will appreciate the pain XD
I'm sorry it's so short but you requested a fast song from a slow vidder for a fandom I dont know well enough to vid XD lmao but I DID IT!!! I stormed off the computer several times screaming I can't do it! I'm gonna disappoint him!! Then I went back and kept working lmao I was very dramatic about this video! ANYWAY I really hope you like it! I tried to work in scenes and stuff I know you like a lot!
I hope you have a great birthday I love you B!!!!
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So I made a Dawn video, why? Because goddamnit there are not enough Dawn videos on youtube! And it makes me really sad because why not? Dawnie is amazing and sweet and strong! She has been through so much I don't know how she stays the sweet girl she is. Dawn is smart and funny and kind and all she gets for it from the fandom is hate. So have some love Dawnie! *pets her hair*
I actually love how this came out, I'm addicted to this song. It's so gorgeous. And I cried way too many times making this.
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If you watch youre awesome! My babies need more love! Davis is the victim of character assasination and poor writing. *hugs him and cries*
I'm just really happy to have finally vidded Cangel again. I can't believe I let a year go by without vidding them. They are my otp forever. I will never love a ship as much as I love them.
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Rolly asked me to do this video and I figured hey I've been on a roll let me give it a shot! I'm not too pleased with how it came out but it's not awful. The lyrics are a little hard at times but fit really well and I dont know lol I'm making excuses!!! But look a new cast video! So thats something hehe.
Now I just need to make a Cangel video *cries*
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You know how much I love you, and that I would do anything for you. You are the best person in the world like I'm not lying ask anyone they will agree you are amazing. I dont know how I got so lucky to get to have you as my best friend. Youre perfect. Just know I'm with you today even though I can't be physically.
I love you B. Davis! *byeton fist bump*
Cassidy is freaking fantastic in this show. We get to see so much range of emotion from her and pain and omg she breaks my heart. I can't watch that scene where she confronts Walt without sobbing because the pain on her face feels so real. Like I knew Cassidy was an amazing actress from Smallville but wow she blows me away on Longmire. One of the reasons I wanted to really let the scenes speak for themselves because they were just so powerful.
If youre not watching this show you really need to be. It is SO GOOD. I only watched it for Cassidy at first and I am so glad I did because every single cast member brings something incredible to the show. All of the characters are so well written and get into your heart. The acting, writing, scenery, everything is just fantastic!
Season 1 is on Netflix if you haven't seen it GO WATCH IT. Vic and Branch and Walt and Henry and Ferg and Ruby!! Everyone is amazing!


