JacquelissaSC: soundcloud.com/honeyb3e/dan-harrison-b-why-not-tho NG: newgrounds.com/audio/listen/769802 A year old project that had been laying around in the deepest depths of my soon-dying hard drive. I am not the type of person that likes to finish his projects and the idea of finishing every single thing I start just makes me anxious. It's dead simple: I start something, I never finish it and I create another project. That is why you don't see sixty-five songs from me in a week, which frankly is the amount of projects I start in a day.
I made some exceptions this time though. I gave myself a nice, firm boot in my arse and finished this piece that I haven't touched in 9 months. Feels good to get a grip sometimes.
"Why not" is a good question and asking it over and over again will eventually help you out. For instance, want to be more social? Want to ask that girl in your class out but you don't really know? Want to finish a nice, cool 1-year-old project but you can't seem to get your arse up and do things?
dan harrison b. - why not tho.Jacquelissa2017-10-13 | SC: soundcloud.com/honeyb3e/dan-harrison-b-why-not-tho NG: newgrounds.com/audio/listen/769802 A year old project that had been laying around in the deepest depths of my soon-dying hard drive. I am not the type of person that likes to finish his projects and the idea of finishing every single thing I start just makes me anxious. It's dead simple: I start something, I never finish it and I create another project. That is why you don't see sixty-five songs from me in a week, which frankly is the amount of projects I start in a day.
I made some exceptions this time though. I gave myself a nice, firm boot in my arse and finished this piece that I haven't touched in 9 months. Feels good to get a grip sometimes.
"Why not" is a good question and asking it over and over again will eventually help you out. For instance, want to be more social? Want to ask that girl in your class out but you don't really know? Want to finish a nice, cool 1-year-old project but you can't seem to get your arse up and do things?
If you happened to read this far, you might as wellhouse set that lightens up your mood and makes you completeJacquelissa2023-05-09 | these are some of my favourite house songs ever. i made this one for myself but i decided to upload it for you guys, hope you enjoy xoxo
tracklist:
1. LEON (Italy), Simeone Liberali - Can't You See 2. Angelo Ferreri, Tete de la Course - See You Soon 3. Henrix, Caleda - The Underground (Piem Remix) 4. Carl Cox - Dr. Funk (Riva Starr Mo' Disco Remix) 5. Bas Roos - Searchin' 6. Fafa Monteco - To The Rhythm 7. Fafa Monteco - Bells Compressoryour new alarmJacquelissa2023-04-19 | haha saturator goes brrJakki - SiénteloJacquelissa2023-04-11 | Carnival season
A quickie pop house track I made before I drop my magnum opus. Stay tuned for more!
This song means a lot to me. Suhalla is about expedition through the difficult terrain of Suhalla desert. It is a depiction of one's life and where they've got so far but there's still a long way to go. It is also a journey; a plot of an epic movie with full of emotion. It is peaceful and mellow, but it flows with conflict and dissonance.
Come with me to the beautiful lands of Suhalla.
(the name is a golden sun reference)Jakki - Palouse (Music Video)Jacquelissa2023-02-08 | How pure. How pristine. How alluring, but how mixed.
I've been trying to find my own sound for a while now. It feels like I'm getting closer and closer to realising what drives me making art and what kind of art I would like to do. I tried to create some calm, feminine vibes here, hope you like. Also super excited to tell you guys that i have in the following months so stay tuned xoxoJakki - Posterize (Official Music Video)Jacquelissa2022-12-11 | "The warmth, the kindness, the scent of the palm trees. So sweet you can taste it, but it dissolves so quickly. Can you ever feel the same? Can you ever devote so much? Will you ever show your true colours again?"
Hello everybody! I hope these summery beats and videos will make you warm during this cold, lonely winter. It sure made me forget the cold! If its chilly, wrap up and put this on repeat. It will help i promise. xoxo stay warm everybody
video source: pexels.com/@cottonbroJakki - Visions of Paradise (Music Video)Jacquelissa2022-06-30 | i really cant get over this loop. hope ya like xoxo
the song is my take on the same samples used in Visions of Paradise by Bob Sinclar. That song (and the whole album) is just pure bliss
video credit: pexels.com/@kool-shootersJakki - DevouredJacquelissa2022-05-01 | my best production yet. might do a deconstruction video later so stay tuned xoxo
mix and master by Valente VillanuevaJakki - SistaJacquelissa2022-03-05 | the drop is a homage to my sister. So sorry the comments are not on, blame youtube.
This project has been under work for months now and I'm SO excited to show it to you guys. It's got everything: mysterious intro, captivating drums, mellow vocals and a hard-hitting drop that will purify your soul. Of course, don't forget the lovely video loop we filmed with my sister.
The reason I haven't uploaded much isn't because I haven't done music. Contrary, I've done more music than ever before but I've spent the whole last year trying to shape the sound and find all the qualities that make Jakki what he really wants to be. The result? Absolutely insane, I am so happy with the song! I hope you are too, because this is merely the beginning.
Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/1hKWhDcPqEBpNBlXS5TKSd?si=6233c66b96a94898 Newgrounds: newgrounds.com/audio/listen/project/1843463kirby on crackJacquelissa2022-01-10 | 30 likes and ill do a full versionxmas house vibes with jakkiJacquelissa2021-12-24 | lots of errors, lets improve them next timeJakki - Smoke EmJacquelissa2021-11-06 | It's been a struggle to find the flow with music production lately because not everything can go as smoothly as you'd want when you have a newborn baby haha. However, this is just one of those projects where everything went right (the project was done in just two days!) and I eagerly wanted to share this banger with you guys, so enjoy this premiere on youtube!Jakki - Slurpee (Music Video)Jacquelissa2021-06-22 | Me and my friends are off to get sum shakes. Warning: the following song is hella tasty.
I've been listening to some mellow house tracks lately. YouTube has been treating me with DJ Boring, Mall Grab, Harrison BDP, DJOKO and Tightshirt to name a few. Those artists really inspired me to do a calm house track too, of course with a classic JM groove style.
I've always wanted to release a song where vinyl cover would be appropiate, like in all those videos Slav and Houseum release. You know it's a good side of YouTube if you can only see thumbnails with vinyl cover in them. That's really where cover of Moments came from. The photo is taken just yards from our house and the girl in the photo is my beloved girlfriend. It was a great moment and a great day, and great moments Moments is all about.
I'm not a habitual smoker but sometimes a good cig has it's place. I wanted the track name to have some good, calm vibes to it and I think Cigarettes in the Balcony is as calm as you can get. Shwooosh...
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Once upon a time I stole girlfriend's laptop and blatantly took the rights to install FL Studio on it. I had some sort of craving to do summery house hits and that's when I started Coyote Party. I hit some random notes and chords with Keyzone's piano (it's a free plugin btw!!), hit some cool chords and went like shit, this sounds like an anthem and I have to finish this. I really wanted to play with the two drops, trying to focus on the drive and diversity while making it as long as possible. Main inspiration for this was Bakermat's Baiana and you can definitely tell the similarities.
Interesting fact: using laptop for this project almost drove me crazy. The project constantly kept crashing and lagging like hell, making previewing almost impossible. I don't really wanna say it was a piece of shit laptop because my gf is probably reading this but it really was a piece of shit laptop.
Why the name? The vocals this song (which I ripped off from an absurd acapella on YouTube) keep saying "Lykote" and I thought I'd name this "Lykote Coyote". I thought it was funky, but not memorable enough, so I changed the name to Coyote Party. Imagine bunch of coyotes dancing to this, it becomes funny after a while.
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Some of you musical connoisseurs could argue that this rips off Feed Me's Coffee Black that was released a while ago. And those some of you would be absolutely right. I listened to the track and when the first verse kicked in, I paused, went fucking hyper and said to myself "this needs a Moe Shop remix". I opened FL Studio before even listening to the whole song and created the drum n bass part and was like holy shit this could really be something. And so I did some melodies, added some basses and hentai samples and before you could say it, I had a solid track. The funny thing is that the track was like 80% done and I hadn't heard the original song fully XD
I have ALWAYS wanted to name a track "Bloodsport". Dunno why, but it sounds fucking amazing and badass. Also the sport is amazing too, as long as it's not you in the ring!
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One sleepless night, me and Samira were thinking what the hell to do and she proposed the idea that we should make music. I sat there like two seconds staring at her and I went like fuck yea, let's do this. Usually when someone sits in the same room while I make music, I ask them questions so they could contribute to the song (and also so that they wouldn't get bored). So I asked her what mood should I set for the track and she gave me some nice ideas but my mind was completely blocked and I couldn't make anything. So after initial failed attempts, I was like fuck it and draw some random notes in the MIDI pattern and that's how the intro got born. She gave some instrument ideas to go with it and after that my mind went flying. It's funny that she wanted to make music with me but suddenly I woke up from a flow state an hour and a half later and she had left the room. Apparently she didn't have a fucking clue what I was doing :D. It taught me that when collaborating, you should really pay attention are the others contributing too and give them a chance.
Though she was blatantly ignored Samira still had an important role in the studio: being the voice. The voice is the person that gives random thoughts that the producer never would've considered. Like KSHMR once said, one of the most important guys in the studio is the guy in the backseat yelling ideas and giving fresh perspectives. The voice may be not musically skilled at all, but their ideas are always worth to consider. My projects have flipped upside down from small ideas people have given me and I find that always so fascinating and fun every time!
btw Samira is a talented singer with a goddes' voice but she shies away from mics. She's taking baby steps tho and we've tried to record once at this point. Im proud of her for trying and maybe in the future you'll hear us collaborating!!
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If you've listened to my music for a while, you can tell I really, really, really like house music. I especially like all the underground shit and tech house. That's why I thought it'd be fun to shamelessly rip Mark Laird's Funk That and create something nice with it. I decided to mix the sample with something intensely groovy and throw in some bits and pieces of an interview with Leonard Cohen. Why? Why not? I decided not to hold myself while making this piece and random things came to my mind. I think too often artists set themselves too strict boundaries that keep them from creating something that could be potentially amazing. It's truly a shame that producers keep themselves creating the same shit over and over again and are afraid of doing unique stuff. Artists who are open to anything should be appreciated a lot more.
And that's kinda why I created Limbo Machine. Wanted to have some fun, and it ain't deeper than that. Thought the name would be fun too. At least I had lotsa fun doing this, I hope you'll have some fun too!!
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Mkakku tuli tänne heittää setti jos paremmaks ku menis, lupaan, joudut kyllä ettii Vittu varmistan et väännän kaikki vastukseni lettii ja omatoimisesti vinkkaan ne ahistelust nettii
Naiset hiihtää perässä ku Kimmo Palanderi Paksu lompakko vaikka kelan tuet meni Pihaas ku kruisaan se on todellakin chevy Ei oo ajokorttii mutta lupaan et mulla on auto
Seli seli, Make ei usko tarinoit Vaik vahinkoi ne oli et pokasin matureita latinoit Minkä voin et oon niin super magneettine Ja piirun verran flegmaattinen
En ees tiiä mitä toi sana tarkottaa Mut ympäriltäni köyhät pitäs karkottaa Toi lause oli omistettu sulle Make Minkä sille voin et palkkapäivä sulle on extra rare
Mene töihin mene töihin mene töihin mene töihin Lakkaa ulisemasta nii pistän läskis vöihin rähiskää raimot menee reddittis vitun incelit koska Penistänne voipi hyväillä vaan pinsetil
Älä oo nii allapäin ku mun rahatukun näit Ne on niitä näit ei sun tarvii katkoo päit Kahisevaa enemmän ku syksyllä lehtikasassa ainii mainitsinko huvilani Vaasassa?
Lihakset isommat ku Eddie fakin Hallilla Äiä käytkö vittu ees salilla? Hakkaisin sut, sun veljes ja sun faijas Turha lähtee uhittelee ku olin intis laivas
Kallut väittää että laivasto on homoille Mut niiden pankkitili viilattu on lovelle Joten niiden mielipiteellä ei oo mitään väliä Sitä paitsi en voi olla homo koska
Kaima hyvä kävin painaa suurta mutsias oli enemmänki ku oisin sormettanu strutsia paiseita nii paljo ettei ollu ihan guccia Alaspäin ku meni niin se oli yhtä skutsia
Make, haista vittu vitun Jaakko Tää on omistettu sulle ku mietin että saakko ikinä heiveröistäs kättäs edes rinnalle Vai tuutko saamaan yhtä paljon pillua ku Titi-NalleShow Me by KEY but its funky houseJacquelissa2020-01-21 | lmaomcake - Lidlist loppu kaljaJacquelissa2019-12-15 | vituttaa ku tääki tarina on toistunu jo pari kertaa.
pitäsköhän sitä jo räppiuraa alkaa miettimään?mcake - kylmä kanaJacquelissa2019-05-16 | tää on omistettu kaikille niille joilla ei oo mikroo
lyrics:
tää on tositarina eiliselt muistakaa kaikki ottaa pakastimesta lihat sulamaan, muute käy näin jos on nälkä aamu kolme
heses broidin kaa aamuyöllä istuttiin nälkä kova tuli ja pari nugettii tilattii sitten tajuttiin et nugettii ei tuu sipulii rahat takas haluttii ku voiks siit muute nauttii myyjä selitteli et hei veriveli ei rahoi tipu takas eli meni plänit seli todettiin et tää ruoka on muute sontaa ja istuttiin takas meidän ysärihondaan
mahat kurni ja se tuntu turmiolle mikä nyt neuvoks, kielen päällä maistu polle mut sitte yks ajatus mikä ajo hurmiolle oli kanakori isompi ku xc volle
mikäs siin Suunta kohti etelää, meno vähä vetelää hanat kii ja mieti määränpään hedelmää suunta oli koti ja tää toi motin ja tovin odottelu toi meille kanakorin
pakastimen valossa muovisuoja kiiltää veitsel sen läpi kätevästi viiltää ja sieltä pilkistää kanankoipi ja toipi tämä meidän broidin hyvinvoinnin
vaan mikäs kanan pinnassa kimmeltää joka iloa himmentää voi vittu ei käynyt edes päässä et kana on jäässä, tunnelma on nyt ihan vitun kireässä
Broidi sytkärillä kanankoipea grillas, ja fiilas hyvä shiva mähä vedän liinat alko tiivaa et liivaa kiinaan, liivaa tiinan ja vetää viinaa fuck finland, sanoin chillaa, mennää willaan ostaa dullaa, sitte stadiin hiisaa ja vetää pågenin pullaa mut selittelyt oli turhat ku venyttelyt, kanankoivet oli broidin ainut menyt
veljeni flippas ja heitti mukit seinille jäistä kanaa ei voi heti laittaa liedelle veliseni veti veivit ja heitti selin soitin medihelin ja kahvit keitin
hoitajat nelin kontin pumppas rintaa mut ei sykettä tuu ei tuu veljen henki pintaa mietin et mikä oli tän kaiken hinta olisinpa sulattanut etukäteen rintaaJakki - FrayJacquelissa2019-02-01 | Spotify: coming iTunes: coming Play Store: coming Soundcloud: soundcloud.com/honeyb3e/sets/tangled Newgrounds: newgrounds.com/audio/listen/846042
Fray borrows melodies from legendary Dj Splash's Forever Dancing.
My music production career started somewhere around in 2013 when I was a different kind of a bloke. Back then I wasted my days smashing my gameboy in the back row whenever naggly teachers weren't watching how my studying performance is going. I rocked oversized gray sweatpants, gaming snapbacks and hoodies that had pockets big enough to support couple energy drink cans. I was a cringy, arrogant asshat. I miss those times. Along with my concerning gaming addiction, I spent my time scratching my scalp trying to figure out what the hell all those buttons in FL Studio did. I took my inspiration from Dj Splash, everyone's favourite artist from elementary school. Like I was stuck in the last decade, I wanted to do songs like Splash. Fast forward to 2018 and we've come a long way. I'd leave it to you to argue if our styles are similar.
Fray is like oldskool and newskool Jacques Melissa in a nutshell. Give a slice of piano chords, pint of mysterious vibes and untz untz beats and you got exactly everything I've made in the last five years.
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Bowen is a sequel to Hypnagogia, a pretty boring track I included in my first ep ever, Slumbering in Hypnagogias. It was supposed to be named as Hypnapompia but the plans changed when the whole rope-themed ep idea kicked in. Bowen was first of the bunch and its production started off before other songs in the ep. It was initially supposed to be released as a single but it was included in the ep when couple more tracks started to have some potential to make a collection.
Bowen is the embodiment of my mysterious styles. It's got everything cryptic songs of Jacques Melissa has: strange melodies, scattered and looping elements, mellow pads and seamless progression through the whole track.
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I dont know if its just my biologically programmed hormones or my need to overphilosophize things, but I really, really, really love the shape of women. From collarbones to thighs, I think every piece of an attractive woman is damn attractive. That is what Lust is all about. It's about a perfect woman, Jaclyn who is very dear to Jacques, her lines, curves, lip biting and the law of attraction.
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I dont know if its just my biologically programmed hormones or my need to overphilosophize things, but I really, really, really love the shape of women. From collarbones to thighs, I think every piece of an attractive woman is damn attractive. That is what Lust is all about. It's about a perfect woman, Jaclyn who is very dear to Jacques, her lines, curves, lip biting and the law of attraction.
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I dont know if its just my biologically programmed hormones or my need to overphilosophize things, but I really, really, really love the shape of women. From collarbones to thighs, I think every piece of an attractive woman is damn attractive. That is what Lust is all about. It's about a perfect woman, Jaclyn who is very dear to Jacques, her lines, curves, lip biting and the law of attraction.
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The story of The Detachment dates back to the Christmas of 2016 when I remixed my mate Sam trying to do his longest yeah boy scream ever. It didn't go so well and he only managed to yell utterly amusing "boiii" for couple of seconds before he bursted out laughing. I found the situation extremely hilarious so I couldn't help but smash the red record button and make some beats sampling my mate. It was some golden shit. Almost two years later I was scrolling through my channel and I found this golden gem and realised I almost forgot its existence. I felt like that gem needed some good ass polishing because hot damn I felt like it had some serious potential. Boy I was right as couple knob turns and resamples later I present you The Detachment.
I am in a band class and we had to play Superstition by Stevie Wonder. The second I heard those first three notes of the riff, I knew I had to remix it. After struggling multiple hours in school, making cool ideas in my head, I cycled home and did this six hours straight. Talk about motivation, eh.
So sorry for not making a cool video on this one. My computer can't handle rendering for no reason at all and I had to delete all those cool effects. Sad.
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In Tandrii mythology, legendary sea creature The Kraken also makes an entry. In literature he is described as some sort of a mix of an octopus and Hydra: slit his tentacle and he'll grow a new one. He's the guardian of all waters and it was said that if your and The Kraken's eyes meet, you have somehow antagonized him and seeing your mates ever again would be a miracle.
Kraken has an ability to be in any water, anytime and he also can change his size from an atom to the size of Mt. Everest. In northern villages folks used to scare children who where unable to swim with The Kraken stories so they wouldn't ever enter waters --- in Flora realm, swimming isn't a thing.
I am super proud of this piece. Contrary to my other pieces, this song actually tells an actual story. God bless it ain't based on real events, heh.
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My friend proposed an idea: we apparently should do a bass house collaboration. This seemed like an obnoxious idea to me and I instantly got this repulsive yuck-feeling up my throat and my arse because I'm a lazy git, I don't like to do collaborations. I don't like to do things. But he sent me a preview of his banger, so I didn't want to seem like an arrogant asshole and gave his mp3 file of his project a chance and listened to what he had to offer. His project sounded quite interesting and I got inspired -- something that almost never happens when someone sends me a PM asking "colllab broooo???"
Fast forward around three weeks, couple days and even more seconds and you have this absolutely maaaarvelous piece of art we did together. It's beautiful, it's splendid. It's cool and it's nice. I know there are many people who absolutely hate these words but this is a moist banger.
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Tech house, one of my favourite genres. I fell in love with it all by clicking a random suggested song and listening to the whole variety of the genre for many hours straight. Green Velvet's Suga is my main inspiration for this, as it is my favourite tech house song ever.
Rattlesnake. The ancient, forgotten followers of Tandrii thought that Rattlesnake was the cause of all bad and unwanted inside all of us. Rattlesnake told stories inside our heads and our delusional minds always believed him. Whether it is insecurity or egoism, greed or any of the seven deadly sins, Rattlesnake was behind all of it and caused any human's bad trait. There also was an old saying that went "Rattle's won the battle". It means a person who's an outright monster and doesn't care about others. It was believed that if human recognizes Rattlesnake inside of him, he could initiate a battle against him and become a better person.
Although this is all part of fictive Tandrii's mythology, I believe there is a little Rattlesnake inside of us all. We just need to learn how to beat it and deal with it.
Rattlesnake's also here to annoy you with some shameless advertising:
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FACEBOOK: facebook.com/jacquelissa INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgram MY 2ND INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgran STEAM: steamcommunity.com/id/NeopolitanHoneybMelissa Jacqueline - The ChaptersJacquelissa2017-11-14 | It's been a while, hasn't it? Been a while since I uploaded my latest track and definitely been longer since I released Melissa Jacqueline song. Fear no more lads (or lasses, let's be equal here, it's 2017 after all [actually it's pretty fascinating how it's almost 2018 already {and now I am getting off-track here}]) I've got you covered!
Chapters, I like to divide my life to chapters just like they have chapters in books. Every single big part of your life is a chapter and in the end you always have an important lesson that leads you to the next one. It's like a diary you never wrote, era you never thought exists. I have three chapters right now in my life which are very close to my heart, and I tell about them through Jacques' eyes in my songs.
I haven't been uploading for a while, have I. I feel quite disappointed by myself. I do know that I can do better but this damned laziness of mine is always keeping me from doing things. I better change my blimmin' habits now because I know I could do better! I have couple tricks up my sleeve (if you could call them tricks) so you better stay tuned.
Warning, brutally shameless advertising ahead!
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FACEBOOK: facebook.com/jacquelissa INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgram MY 2ND INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgran STEAM: steamcommunity.com/id/NeopolitanHoneybJakki - Let the cows danceJacquelissa2017-10-07 | New swingety-swing, moooo! Finally something that is jolly rather than melancholic fuck-my-life-type of shit. The title is inspired by the farm in our neighbourhood. Those spotted cows tend to stare when you pass by and that's the only thing they really do. Maybe, and just about maybe, if you made them listen to some of that swingety-swing, they would be freed from their boring bodies and they would finally do something else than lock on and gaze their victims.
Or maybe they would still stand in one place eating grass. Who knows?
Tech house grooves, eh. The song is made 95% out of percussion samples. Even the bass, which in fact a kick drum!
They say you fall for someone. Will the landing be hard like a concrete or as soft as a cotton candy, is indeed another question. At the moment I don't feel like writing a long-ass description, so I am leaving the interpretation of the title for you, dear reader.
I have absolutely no blimming clue what this is, why I did it, and most importantly, why I released it. Still, I somehow like this song. I don't know what to feel anymore lol
Inspirations have been taken from C418 and Mr. Oizo, so the flavour of the song might reflect that.
"Ill-built bridge, eh?", you might be wondering. I've always compared social relationships to bridges. In order to reach a person, you need to construct a bridge so you can cross an ominously deep, probably very deadly river. Also, you gotta know how in god damn tarnation one can build a bridge. Yikes! Anyways, that is exactly what I mean with "bridge". Ill-built, however, is something that isn't correctly done; a bridge you can not cross. Whenever I do these so called "bridges", they always end up being very similar to Tacoma Narrows Bridge...
"Be so kind and work, you damned brain. Thinking about something divine and you're giving me plain grain again.
Feelin' the comfort of my pillow, Thinkin' about the red dress and socialisation, but red fades to gray and dresses evaporate because of 'tis tarnished imagination.
~Me, Jacques, You, Jaclyn.
meaning of the name and the poet: sometimes I "struggle" with moderate aphantasia. It is a condition where one can not construct visual images in his brain or finds it difficult. Simply put, I can't imagine things properly.
I found it out when my friend told me he was dreaming about someone special every night, and I had an assumption that he indeed had very clear images in his mind. I googled what I have, and I was absolutely flabbergasted to find out that people can think very vividly. I found this odd because I simply couldn't do the same. Thinking about faces for a long periods of time just makes the deform 'till everything blurs out. I can not even stop a spinning cube in my mind. I find it incredibly hard.
For you, it should be easy to imagine a sunset in a beach. Try it out! Dream that you would be in a beach, drinking margaritas and looking at the cloud-filled sky. Is the picture clear for you? Probably. For me, I can do it, but the picture itself is very small, I can not control it and the colours are faded away.
Imagine if you had this. You were thinking about a pretty girl every night. You would be feeling the comfort of your bed and reaching the kiss in your dreams, but suddenly everything just started to crumble. Colours faded away, everything became tarnished and she no longer was there. You no longer remember what she looked like. Then you would be waiting over the weekend just to see what she looks like.
I have nothing cheeky to say, so I am just going to announce that shameless advertising is here again...
Along with Delight, this was one of the first songs I heard from Berry. Just like the girl of the classroom I instantly fell love with it, and it was a pleasant surprise to find out that Lost in the Rhythm had a stem pack for remix uses.
The song and its lyrics perfectly depict the wonderful dream of mine: dancin' till the dawn with someone. Wouldn't that be lovely? Wouldn't that be the most romantic thing ever? I mean sure, watching movies all night long with their crush or simply spending some time in a park bench might be your desire, but nothing really beats the jolly feeling of the club. What do you fancy? What is your ultimate dream with your crush/someone pretty/someone handsome?
You know the position one makes when they suddenly start to daydream after you mention something really important to them? Like, the one with your palms on your cheek when you feel extreme love? Really what I am doing right now. Oh clubs, do I love you...
New phone, who dis? *beep* *shameless advertising*
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INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgram MY 2ND INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgran NEWGROUNDS: http://djhoneyb.newgrounds.com SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/honeyb3e STEAM: steamcommunity.com/id/NeopolitanHoneybJakki - Lighthouse in a black holeJacquelissa2017-07-25 | Tanderine, EP1. Meet her. She's sweet, ever so happy lass, who seemingly has nothing to worry about. 16 years on the clock, school's going fantastically and she's one of the popular girls in the school. If you ask her, or pretty much everyone else in her school, positivity is the number one priority in her life. Students and teachers know her from her smile and there isn't enough fingers on your hands to count how many lads have crushed on her because of her dimples. She claims there's always something positive in everything--a lighthouse in a black hole.
Lyrics: Fuck this, fuck that, fuck you, fuck off Fuck me, fuck her, fuck you, fuck off. Fuck it, fuck those, fuck you, fuck no Get the fuck out with the weak shit boi
Fuck school, fuck job, fuck education. Fuck rules, fuck job and civilization Fuck me, fuck you, can you please fuck off?
And most importantly: fuck your mom.
Pretty deep, eh? Haha. About the title: So, judging from lyrics, I don't think I really need the explain the title here. However, I should clarify that there are two types of fuck-everything-days: the ones when you simply don't care about anything and those days when you feel like everything's against you. Mania and depression, as they can be called. Both can be brutally dangerous when they're too intensive but unless we're talking about the disorder itself, most of the time they're just normal parts of our lives. This is about the first one, the happy phase of your life. Me, I am pretty happy now. I believe it's not arrogant to say that damn, do I feel fucking happy now. Everything else that is against me, can kindly fuck off.
Oh now, someone is disrupting my epic speech? Who is it? Ah... Shameless advertising again..
About the name: I've found it really hard to talk with friends about problems. Was it small or big problem, it's absurdly hard to press the send button. I don't know about you, but firing a simple Jesus-Christ-things-don't-go-so-well -message to my best friend seems like the hardest task one could give me. And I do not even understand why is it so hard to talk. Fucked up mind gives no explanations, eh? Strings in the case means the strings of puppet show, and you're the puppet. Without strings--your friends--you wouldn't be able to do the simplest activity a human could do, walking.
Fear not, as it has gone better now and I can unleash my burden far more easier than before, but there's still that something, odd curbing feeling that ropes my intentions to speak. Anyhow, I've learned that there's nothing better than your friend's warming and soothing voice when you're flooding the floor with your tears. Jesus, I fear my moss-covered wallet won't be enough to cover our water damage. Oops!
Okay but on a serious note, that went dark. Really really dark ...
How about advertisement about my social media instead? That's not too dark.
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INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgram MY 2ND INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/trilgran NEWGROUNDS: http://djhoneyb.newgrounds.com SOUNDCLOUD: soundcloud.com/honeyb3e STEAM: steamcommunity.com/id/NeopolitanHoneybJacques Melissa - Nine-oh-nine hatsJacquelissa2017-06-07 | To get this off my chest, I have this immense, passionate love for hats. Hats hats hats, gimme them all! Trilbys, bowler hats, flat caps, you name it. Like, as small as they are in size (or big, if you want to talk about that cowboy fedora), they're the most crucial and significant part of your--not just style but--identity. No objections, I won't even bother listening to them. Lalalalalalala
Fun story: I started wearing this trilby like one and a half years ago, and it got stuck in me so greatly that my friend claimed that he almost couldn't recognize me without it. He actually walk past me in the dining hall when we were eating just because he didn't notice me without the trilby.
somebody somewhere some time ago told me to do something different, so I made something d i f f e r e n t. Still has that Jacques-vibe, so get your legs shakin'! Be prepared for a journey of mellow sounds-- oh I am going to shut up for now.
more songs I make, happier I get. At least for now. I am having my last exams this week, and oh boy am I going to fire immense amount of songs in the summer! So don't you press that unsubscribe button just yet. You haven't seen everything! Yes, "seen" instead of "heard", because I am planning on couple videos. Yoohooo
Meaning of the name:
rattlesnakes. The pesky sound they make surely catches your attention, but those bastards are rarely visible. Sounding familiar? If you've ever got to taste the flavour of insecurity, you know the feeling. Sometimes I feel like I am just in the way and I really don't have anything to offer. Maybe I am boring, maybe I am inadequate with my personality, whatever. Maybe I just don't belong.
But I know that those are just voices in my head, and boy are they lying.
now, this is extremely cliché, I know, but I would've never guessed that I would get this far. Like THIS far. I know, I know, don't even start, I know that I might be over hyping, but 700 is a lot. Like a lot. Like think 700 people individually. I usually compare sub counts to the amount of people in our school just to illustrate the amount and put it in to a perspective, (we have 300, approximately) and seven hundred is actually a huge amount. 700 times that subscribe button has been individually pressed. Now that's cool to think about.
but now to the dark part. Of course there is always a dark part. You know, I am that type of person. Yeah, that type of person. The one who always thinks he will never get anywhere. The type of person who lacks hope, and mocks himself until he actually manages to depress himself and believe his own, twisted thoughts. But I proved those thoughts WROOOONG. Take that, haha! That's why I am honestly surprised that I even reached 700. 700 is a very good base amount. I can only go higher from here and that just gives me motivation to do more E L E C T R O S W I N G.
seriously, thanks to everyone for your support. Sometimes I am not the happiest person there is, and every comment, whether it is constructive criticism or praising feedback, will help me sustain my joy. They really do help.
about the name: masquerade pretty much means hiding behind the mask here. It means just showing your nose, mouth, clothes and whatever visual one could see when looking quickly at you, but hiding what you really are deep inside. It's about hiding emotions, the dark ones, and not being able to encourage yourself to be different even though you wanted to. I was like that, but decided to say big fuck you to my inner thoughts and dye my hair pink and stand out of the crowd. The words "gosh" and "fucking" just emphasize how I really didn't like being a hider. If you're like me, just remember: it doesn't kill to not be shy.
i never usually explain the names behind my songs, but I figured out that I could do from now on. Every title has its own story and trust me, I can sometimes be one hell of a storyteller.
Hello, fellow chap and say hello to my newest track! (Sorry, I had to do that rhyme.) I am actually very proud of this one. Inspired by every electroswing track out there.
It tells about that calming "getaway feeling" when you're on the club and stomp that feet on the ground and have no worries. You know that feeling? That feeling of pure freedom? Yeah, that one.
Sorry about that screaming, I hope I didn't hurt your ears. I've just been obsessed with Tessa lately. Like really obsessed. Like reeeally obsessed. Her songs and vlogs are just right, definitely go check her out! I couldn't help but remix this one. I just can't... The lyrics are too cute... It's too much...
Enjoy this 2-day project of mine before I pass out from making too many aww sounds.