xNightstarsOn today's episode of "This Was Going To Be Longer But I Ran Out Of Inspiration",
This is (sort of) the last thing in my backlog, though I animated it this month after moving my sprite sheets onto my laptop. Back on my bullshit animating Danny tormenting Kiki as a way to vent, just like the good ol' days! God, my MMV style of animating is like... permanently stuck in 2015 or something, I really don't meet the standard I see these days LMAO. It's fine though, I'm kinda happy with how this turned out regardless. In all honestly I have no idea how often I'll be animating, so this might be the last thing you see from me for a while? Like I said, I'm not BACK back, but I am newly obsessed with my OCs so... who's to say ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
[sMMV] Shut up my moms callingxNightstars2023-02-22 | On today's episode of "This Was Going To Be Longer But I Ran Out Of Inspiration",
This is (sort of) the last thing in my backlog, though I animated it this month after moving my sprite sheets onto my laptop. Back on my bullshit animating Danny tormenting Kiki as a way to vent, just like the good ol' days! God, my MMV style of animating is like... permanently stuck in 2015 or something, I really don't meet the standard I see these days LMAO. It's fine though, I'm kinda happy with how this turned out regardless. In all honestly I have no idea how often I'll be animating, so this might be the last thing you see from me for a while? Like I said, I'm not BACK back, but I am newly obsessed with my OCs so... who's to say ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
TIME TAKEN; 6-7 hours? Lost track tbh[MMV] dont panic.xNightstars2023-02-14 | "Girl I think about you all damn day, but I know you don't believe the shit I say."
Originally animated in August of 2022. I... Don't have an excuse for this. My brother showed me this song on one of our drives and my brain said 'Hey remember Elegy?' and I was like, 'fuck dude I sure do' LMAO. I was feeling particularly nostalgic around that time, so that probably had something to do with it. Did you know Elegy is turning thirteen this year?? How fucked up is that??? Time is fake and a social construct.
SONG; Don't Panic - Lil Peep
TIME TAKEN; Four hours
PROGRAMS; paint.net maples.im Sony Vegas Pro 15[sMMV] i fall apartxNightstars2023-02-11 | Is there even anyone left in this community LMAO.
So, um... Hey? It's been a while. I've re-written this description about ten times because I'm so nervous about posting this, oops. I know I said I was leaving back in 2020, but the truth is that I can't stay away forever. I still animate from time to time to try and work out my feelings, since my old vices are off the table these days. Depending on the reception this gets, I might post some of the other things I've made, if you guys are interested? I'm not completely sure how welcome I am here, to be honest, especially after the cowardly exit I made back then.
I wouldn't say I'm back, either, so don't count on me posting here often. I've just rekindled my love for Cold Skin after so long, so I went ahead and relisted all the videos related to it. I've started posting about them a little bit on my socials, which I'm sure you guys can find if you look hard enough. Both of my exes found me, so I clearly wasn't doing a very good job at hiding KDFHD.
This isn't canon, for the record. The girlfriends stay together. I realized about halfway through that I had other OCs that would fit the song better LMAO. This was going to be longer but I ran out of inspiration, and I wasn't the happiest with how it was turning out. I'm rusty as hell.
Hello hello, it's been a bit, hasn't it? I started this like last week because my abuser sorta contacted me and I lost my shit, so I needed something to distract myself. I finished it the other day because I was super anxious, and animating is one of the best ways to get my feelings out. I'm okay now, I sat on this for a few days and decided I liked it enough to post it.
My next upload will probably be something... Kind of... unexpected... And strange... Also Kiki has different eyes now. They're brown and not as big, I think they suit her a lot better. It's been this way for a HOT minute, I just haven't made anything to really show it off LMAO.
TIME SPENT; Done in two sittings?
SONG; k-flay. - Mean It
PROGRAMS; maplestory.design Sony Vegas Pro 13 paint.net【Cold Skin // Episode ♀ (PART 1)】xNightstars2018-10-16 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
♀ ; A feeling, a mindset, an identity. Whether your body aligns with this or not, you can't help how you feel. Perhaps it shapes you positively, maybe negatively, but when it comes down to it, it's what you are. This is WHO you are.
►Cold Skin is a mature series, and will contain content that certain audiences may not find appropriate. Viewer discretion is highly advised. If you are offended or uncomfortable with excessive talk of mental illness, transgender people, or homosexuality, do not watch CSS. Anyone expressing transphobia or homophobia will be blocked and reported with zero hesitation.
It's not a dream, it's actually done! After two and a half years, the wait is finally over and it's not even worth it LMAOO. This is only part 1, and delves into the backstory of Alex (deadname Ryan) and her brother Tristan, as well as showing her friendship with Elliot and the trauma she deals with. I'm planning on making CS4 before I even attempt to tackle part 2 of this, I need a bit of a break from this plotline.
I don't have a fair excuse as to why this took so long. I burned myself out several times, I got sick of the story, I re-worked the plot multiple times, I've gained and lost so many loved ones in my life... I've dealt with suicidal depression, I've experienced true love and happiness... So much has happened during the time it took to make this episode. Thank you for all of your patience, and though it's not nearly as good as I wanted it to be (I spotted countless mistakes going over it), I hope you all enjoy it anyway.
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SOUNDTRACK ♬ ► 0:35 ; Toucan Island (Night) - Harvest Moon: Animal Parade ► 4:02 ; Dawn - Blank Dream ► 4:48 ; Beautiful Days - Dangan Ronpa ► 6:02 ; The Dark Age of Law - Ace Attorney: Dual Destinies ► 7:35 ; Bradley - LISA: The Painful ► 9:27 ; Seagulls - Yume 2kki ► 10:18 ; Heaven - .flow ► 11:35 ; Rainy Night - Hotel Dusk ► 14:30 ; Summer Love - LISA: The Painful ► 16:33 ; 1AM - Animal Crossing New Leaf ► 18:10 ; Club Titiboo - MOTHER 3 ► 20:15 ; Cure - Snatcher ► 21:49 ; City Theme 2 - The Legend of Dragoon ► 22:34 ; Twilight of Rose - The Legend of Dragoon ► 24:47 ; Smoke - LiEat ► 26:45 ; Goodbye - LISA: The Painful ► 29:16 ; Morphogenetic Sorrow - 999 ► 32:31 ; Confusion - MOTHER 3 ► 33:41 ; SIN - Saya no Uta ► 36:17 ; Rando's Dead - LISA: The Joyful ► 40:16 ; Heart Shelter 2 - Bevel's Painting ► 41:59 ; SILENT SORROW - Saya no Uta ► 44:44 ; A Dream That Will End Sometime - Final Fantasy X ► 46:46 ; The Meaning of His Tears - OFF ► 48:17 ; Changing Me (Music Box) - Persona Q ► 50:36 ; SORROW - Grandia III ► 52:05 ; Tamariu (Mystery Forest) - Space Funeral
PROGRAMS*:・゚✧ ► Bannedstory 3 ► Bannedstory 4 ► Maplestory.Design ► Paint.Net ► Photoshop CS6 ► Sony Vegas Pro 13
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☆ MISCELLANEOUS ☆ ► The majority of the sound effects were found at freesound.org ► The series Glen it watching at 26:10 is episode 4 of 'Edge of Destiny' by MnK 89. ► The characters Cody Anthony, Ms Saunders, Miles Emory, and the Security Guard were made by BubblekillerXD. ► The waffle on the plate was made by //wasted. (ty hun) ► I post video updates and WIPs at http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
Someone on Tumblr suggested doing a Q&A stream with Alyssa while I draw, and we both ended up being... Pretty into the idea, so here we are! Ask the gays some gay questions. Or maybe some questions that aren't gay. That's up to you. Try to be respectful though LMAO. As for what I'm drawing, we settled on trying to do Pokemon from memory. I can't remember shit so it might be entertaining. Maybe we'll move onto other things later? I dunno.
*I sometimes listen to the same songs over and over again, so if that annoys you, just go ahead and mute the stream. *If the mic is on, I'll respond to the chat with my voice. Please note there might be a delay, so be patient! *I do swear a lot, please keep that in mind.alex u fckin weebxNightstars2018-02-03 | spicy: http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
This was made in March of last year for... I think a Vine collab that never came to be. Alex is a huge fuckin' weeaboo help her.
COUPE UPDATES WHILE I'M AT IT... Alex's design has been changed, for two reasons; One, I thought it was getting dull. I just didn't like it. Two, I straight up could not find her hair anywhere. I could only find the alternate one with the blunt bangs. Not much has changed, just her hair and a couple minor outfit tweaks. Also I'm working on CS3 again after not touching it since BS4 shut down, what's poppin'.
Inspired by the animation meme of the same name, just wanted something to work on while I was feeling okay enough to be outta bed. DDLC got me about that glitch aesthetic, this is really experimental and pretentious though LMAO.
ALL ABOARD THE PROJECTION TRAIN, NEXT STOP IS ANA'S ALCOHOLIC DAD. I've animated a lot of Kiki and Danny suffering, let's mix it up with some Ana suffering. Wes is probably the only thing that can break her down, she's strong and tough, but when it comes to him... Wes is the only thing that truly scares her. She wants to believe in him, she wants him to stop drinking, she wants him to love her, and she hates herself for wanting any of that. She hates herself for coping with all of this the same way he does.
...Toastieeats posted an MMV of this song earlier and I'm screaming because what kinda FUCKIN COINCIDENCE... It's great tho. He's great. Give it a watch; youtube.com/watch?v=KNVPSCRxGVk
Couldn't sleep, decided to animate a bit. It's pretty basic when it comes to movements and transitions, I guess it ended up turning into a big ol' test. The quality is supposed to be kinda bad, I was going for a... broken VCR look, I think. It felt like it fit the song more than my standard animations would. I swear I had to re-render this at least six times, certain things were not working the way I wanted.
...Yes I did upload this and planned to sleep, but then I was laying there thinking how unsatisfied with it I was, so... I tweaked it. I like this better. It's now 3:30am and my back is having SPASMS.
I first heard this and due to being delirious from exhaustion and being sick as all hell, I just lost my fucking shit. So here we are. I have no excuse for this. This barely counts as a fuckin' bonus episode.
For those that don't know, Matt is now part of the Cold Skin Crew, because... I got really attached to him. Matt and Elliot are a thing now, so I sorta used this as an excuse to share that information, as well as officially move him to The Crew.
STORY IN CASE YOU DON'T GET IT; Matt is still horribly heartbroken, his addiction and depression only worsening with time. Eventually, he decides he can't live in Ohio anymore, and wants to move as far away as he can, all the way to Oregon. He just wants a fresh start. Months pass, but nothing has changed. He hurts, he can't make friends, he can't hold down a job... So one night, while delirious from his high, Matt's mind wanders and he decides there's no point in living anymore. As he's about to jump, someone grabs him, pulling him down from the railing he was perched on.
Elliot had saved his life. They're unable to just leave Matt alone, so they end up becoming friends. They introduce him to their friends and mother, and after time passes, the two grow quite close. Matt realizes he's starting to fall for Elliot, but... They're aromantic. They could never care for him the way he cares for them. Despite this, one day, he decides there's nothing to lose, and confesses to Elliot.
Much to his surprise, Elliot kisses him. The two become a couple.
INSPIRED BY; ShiningLight
TIME SPENT; ~8 hours, done over three days.
SONG; olli (ft. blankts) - Friends
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 paint.net Bannedstory【Cold Skin // Bonus 6】He Hates MexNightstars2017-03-06 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
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So I initially started this in October of last year, it was going to have voice acting. Sorta dropped it because... I don't know, I'm lazy I guess. I was inspired to pick it back up in January, I think? Sorta been working off and on on it. I wanted to show a side to Ana we really won't get to see very often - She acts tough, but sometimes it's just too much for her.
I'm never doing track motion facial movements for shorts ever again, it took like three times as long to make this because of that.
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MUSIC ♬ ► 0:00 ; 1am - animal crossing city folk ► 1:09 ; he's my dad - LISA: the joyful rpg
PROGRAMS*:・゚✧ ► Bannedstory ► Paint.net ► Sony Vegas Pro 13
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☆ MISCELLANEOUS ☆ ► I recently played the LISA series and my life is different now. ► I've got nothing important to say here, really. ► I occasionally update at; http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
Description is subject to edits. Last edited on March 5th, 2017[MMV] The Other Side of ParadisexNightstars2017-01-12 | All I talk about is OCs; http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
WOO FIRST UPLOAD OF THE NEW YEAR. This is an idea I've had ever since I first heard the song, and I thought it'd be nice to mix up my uploads with some gay boys. I'm actually like... Really proud of this?? It's nothing special, but I did work pretty hard on it, and I'm happy with the outcome. I might continue Matthew's story sometime, I'm not completely sure. I've grown attached to him, I just don't know what to do with him, LMAO.
STORY; Matthew Blaire ; black hair // Elijah Melendez ; latino boy // Valerie Hawkins ; girl
Matthew and Elijah are a couple. Elijah has always been in love with music, and wants to make it his career, believing the only way he can do so is to leave to Los Angeles. Matthew is hesitant on letting him go, worrying for their relationship and his well-being, but Elijah promises him everything will be okay. Matthew agrees to let him go, and the two continue with a long distance relationship.
Elijah gets a gig at a small club, and a girl hanging out happened to notice him perform. Impressed by his skills, she follows him afterwards and tells him she has connections that could help get his name out there. It turns out, this is Valerie Hawkins, who works with a label company and scouts for musicians with potential. Elijah accepts this offer, of course, and the two start to work together, becoming quite close in the process...
During one of Elijah's calls to Matthew, the latter happens to notice something being broadcast on his TV - an image of him kissing Valerie. Completely hurt and betrayed, he accuses Elijah of cheating, which causes him to recall the sexual relationship he'd had with Valerie. Having no excuse, he simply begs for Matthew's forgiveness, claiming it to be a mistake. Matthew doesn't believe he would cheat if Elijah really loved him, and though his feelings are still strong and it hurts, he calls off their relationship.
Matthew has now fallen into a depressive state, always wearing bandages on his hands to hide his self-harming, and abusing his prescription medications.
TIME SPENT; Lost track of time, been working on it since Christmas.
SONG; Glass Animals - The Other Side of Paradise
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 Paint.net Photoshop CS5 Bannedstory
PEOPLE FEATURED; BubblekillerXD LonerFishx oxAi .//wasted AnimeWorldz21 xCatzy TurtleMasterx3
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LUCIDDREAMS AUDITION:
Name(nickname): Izzy Age(optional): 20 Birthday: April 16th Gender: (Mostly) Cis Female Active Scale (0-10): Varies due to health issues and motivation, but I'd guess average is about a 6 or 7! Bsproj: http://www.mediafire.com/file/99wl62c5bpq4s5d/xNightstars.bsproj Tell us five facts about yourself; (1) I've been animating since 2008! (2) Kiki is my oldest OC, had her since 2008 or 2009 (3) I project onto my OCs a lot oops (4) I have four cats... (5) I have like three mental illnesses help me Why did you wanna join?: I think it would be a fun experience! I haven't really been in an active studio before, I'd love to talk to new people and make wonderful collabs with you all! Plus you're all cool, just sayin'.[MMV] Im Not YoursxNightstars2016-06-29 | Basically my OC blog now: http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
EDIT: FOR THOSE CONFUSED ABOUT THE STORYLINE; This MMV is related to my series, Cold Skin - Specifically Episode ☁. It's basically about the relationship between the two characters and how it fell apart, and Kiki (the girl) struggling to deal with Danny (the boy) now that he's become obsessed and abusive. I can't say too much without spoiling the episode, unfortunately!
This started as a vent, as well as something to work on when I got sick of CS3. Then I just eventually liked the idea and decided to finish it. Sometimes you just hear those songs that fit with your characters and you just... Gotta. You Just Gotta. Sorry for continuing to delay CS3, but I'm making pretty good progress! These two are just a wonderful source of angst and I can't help myself sometimes. I Love to Cause Pain.
TIME SPENT; Lost track, estimate is 15 hours.
SONG; Angus & Julia Stone - I'm Not Yours (Fytch Remix)
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 Photoshop CS6 Bannedstory【Cold Skin // Bonus 5】PianoxNightstars2016-06-05 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
►Cold Skin is a mature series, and will contain content that certain audiences may not find appropriate. Viewer discretion is highly advised. If you are offended or uncomfortable with excessive talk of mental illness, transgender people, or homosexuality, do not watch CSS. Anyone expressing transphobia or homophobia will be blocked and reported with zero hesitation.
I was away visiting relatives for a week, we just got home yesterday. Which means I couldn't animate for a week. Despite WANTING to animate the ENTIRE TIME I was away, I had zero motivation to work on any of my current projects when we returned. So... I made a short today to try and get back into the swing of things.
I never really went into Kiki's piano playing abilities. She started when she was eight, mainly because Enyo forced her to play some kind of instrument. She enjoys it enough to keep playing, but she mostly continues because she feels it's the only thing that makes Enyo proud of her. She often stays up late to practice so she can impress her mother, and is incredibly critical of herself. Enyo had no idea Kiki felt this way.
PROGRAMS*:・゚✧ ► Bannedstory ► Photoshop CS6 ► Sony Vegas Pro 13
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☆ MISCELLANEOUS ☆ ► Both of the backgrounds with blue walls were made by me. ► Animating piano playing is impossible and I'm never doing it again. ► I occasionally update at; http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
I have no idea what to put here. I would have finished this yesterday, but I slept the entire day away. Now I'm gonna go take a shower to maybe help wake me up, I'm falling asleep. EDIT APRIL 25th; It wasn't even my intention to make you guys feel things this time, I PROMISE... I just wanted to make an angsty Danny MMV. Now everyone is feelings things about Danny. Sinful.
INSPIRED BY; xJenneh
TIME SPENT; ~6 - 7 hours
SONG; Blackbear - IDFC (Tarro Remix)
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 Photoshop CS6 Bannedstory【Cold Skin // Bonus 4】Cute GirlxNightstars2016-04-09 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
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I felt a little bad that last few videos I've uploaded have been sad as shit, so I made some Kiki/Ana fluff to apologize. Sort of. Like I said, I only feel a little bad, this is also just really self-indulgent. Now I should probably finish that one CP that's due in like, three days.
Description is subject to edits. Last edited on April 9th, 2016[MMV] MagicxNightstars2016-04-05 | *BEFORE YOU REPRIMAND ME, THIS MMV IS NOT PART OF THE COLD SKIN STORY LINE, KIKI DOES NOT DIE. I'M JUST PLAYING WITH EVERYONE'S FAVORITE AU. I sometimes post things here; http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
Okay so, I'm kind of throwing myself a little party because I actually finished a full MMV with a song that ended up being four and a half minutes, without even cutting the song down?? I hadn't planned on this being a full MMV, the first scene was sort of a test for that fancy track motion blinking everyone does these days. Which also forced me to learn how to properly use track motion. Eight years of Maplestory animating and I never really bothered to learn how to use track motion, what's wrong with me.
I decided last second to add the voice acting segment, just because... I dunno. Thought it would make it more dramatic. I probably should have waited until I got better, since I'm sick as SHIT right now and that made it sound bad, but TOO LATE NOW. I put way too much time into this basic-ass MMV. I have things to be working on, but instead I'm just torturing my OCs. My priorities are in order, clearly.
STORY; Kiki ; black hair // Ana ; red hair // Alex ; blonde // Elliot ; brunet // Maya ; light brown hair
Kiki and Ana are together, and seem to be very happy. One day, her father invites Ana, Alex and Elliot over, only for them to hear the shocking news that Kiki had committed suicide. None of them had suspected she was that depressed, especially Ana, and she completely breaks down.
A little over a year later, Ana is still very much in love with her now deceased girlfriend. She hasn't been able to move on, and begins drinking more heavily to drown her sorrows, as well as pushing Alex and Elliot away when they try to help. One night at a bar, she meets a girl named Maya. They end up hitting it off, and Maya takes Ana back to her place to have messy drunk sex. Ana had used her to try to make herself feel better, and intended for this to simply be a one-night stand, but Maya stops her before she leaves. She wants to see her again. Reluctantly, Ana agrees.
They begin dating and spending more time together, and Ana is trying her hardest to let go of Kiki, but being intimate with anyone other than her is killing Ana with guilt. Maya notices Ana lost in thought one day, and when she snaps her out of it, Ana finally tells her about Kiki. Despite trying to push her away during another breakdown, Maya asks for the chance to help Ana let go. They become official.
Maya meets Alex and Elliot, they all get along wonderfully. Maya is kind, understanding, she's great! But she's not Kiki. Even after becoming an official couple, Ana still drinks away her sadness about Kiki far too often for Maya's liking. One night, she discovers Ana binge-drinking again, and finally snaps. After a pretty one-sided shout-fest, Maya leaves Ana, heartbroken.
Elliot tells Ana to go talk to her. Hesitantly and fearfully, she finally goes to Maya's home. The outcome of their conversation and relationship is left up to the viewer, as it is unsaid whether they stay together or not.
TIME SPENT; Well over 48 total hours, done between two to three weeks.
SONG; Joe Brooks - Magic
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 Photoshop CS6 Bannedstory
Happy Valentine's Day! I've been wanting to make a Kiki/Ana MMV of this song for so long, and inspiration struck out of nowhere. I actually finished this days ago, but I wanted to wait until Valentine's Day actually hit to upload it. I started as soon as I thought of the idea because I thought I'd need as much time as I could get, but I finished it way sooner than expected. I'm also REALLY happy with how this came out, even if it's simple. I just ship my own damn OCs way too hard.
TIME SPENT; ~7-8 hours, done within 24 hours.
SONG; Mary Lambert - She Keeps Me Warm
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 Photoshop CS6 Bannedstory
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INITIALBLACKOUT; Name: Izzy Skype: SaturnCheese (no randomly adding me) Age: 19 Active scale from 0 to 10: Varies greatly due to health issues, rough estimate is about a 6 or 7. Amount of time your submission took: Rough estimate is 7 or 8 hours. Started and completed in just over 24 hours. Bsproj: http://www.mediafire.com/download/99w... Explain to us why you want to join InitialBlackout: I've never been in a studio, and I admire pretty much everyone in IBO. I think it would be a good opportunity to at least learn some things that could improve my animation.【Cold Skin // Episode ☁】xNightstars2016-02-08 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
☁ ; To signify a dream, a memory. Though it is untouchable, no one can deny how much it affects us, for better or worse. Though it is a past that is gray and dreary, it is vital to our growth as people. Even if the dark times are over, you can't ever forget how truly painful it was.
►PLEASE pay attention to the warnings at the beginning. There will be multiple self-harm scenes, as well as sexual assault. If these subjects make you uncomfortable or are possibly triggering, please don't watch this episode!
►Cold Skin is a mature series, and will contain content that certain audiences may not find appropriate. Viewer discretion is highly advised. If you are offended or uncomfortable with excessive talk of mental illness, transgender people, or homosexuality, do not watch CSS. Anyone expressing transphobia or homophobia will be blocked and reported with zero hesitation.
I can't believe it's finally done... This episode goes into the history of Kiki and Danny, the boy she was in love with before meeting Ana. Before then, his only appearance was just a brief mention in Episode ❤, and now you get to learn how badly he messed her up. I'm not really happy with the last ten or so minutes of this, it'd been ten months in the making and I had lost my patience. They're rushed, you can see a lot of errors, but do your best to ignore them. I don't care anymore, it's done, I need a break.
WHY DOES RENDERING IN MP4 SATURATE MY VIDEOS SO MUCH KILL ME.
EDIT (3/7/2016); 13,000 views within the first month of the episode being out... I'm so honored, thank you everyone. I'm so happy that it was worth the wait, it means so much to me that you enjoy Cold Skin.
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SOUNDTRACK ♬ ► 0:39 ; song of silence - harvest moon: a wonderful life ► 1:58 ; living with determination (iowato dormitory arranged) - persona 3 ► 5:48 ; home - undertale ► 7:34 ; 9am - animal crossing gc ► 8:11 ; believe me - steins;gate ► 11:10 ; premonition - undertale ► 12:00 ; 6am - animal crossing gc ► 13:39 ; turnabout sister's theme ~ music box - professor layton vs ace attorney ► 16:38 ; violet sky - hotel dusk ► 19:18 ; temmie village - undertale ► 19:31 ; fireworks festival - animal crossing new leaf ► 20:43 ; samekichi's resolve - wadanohara and the great blue sea ► 21:14 ; midday gardens - spyro 3: year of the dragon ► 22:47 ; troubled - persona 3 ► 23:57 ; dream's end - hotel dusk ► 25:28 ; apple forest - the gray garden ► 26:43 ; satorl, the shimmering marsh (night) - xenoblade chronicles ► 28:01 ; bianco hills - super mario sunshine ► 31:05 ; snowy valak mountain (night) - xenoblade chronicles ► 34:12 ; 1am - animal crossing new leaf ► 35:28 ; confession - zero escape: virtue's last reward ► 38:41 ; no need to fear love - harvest moon: a wonderful life ► 40:57 ; not myself when i'm not me - mogeko castle ► 42:05 ; ordinary days - lethal league ► 45:07 ; quiet water - undertale ► 46:42 ; demise - zero escape: virtue's last reward ► 48:03 ; sea of death denizins - wadanohara and the great blue sea ► 49:19 ; playing with dolls - alice mare ► 49:57 ; chill and rigor - 999 ► 53:37 ; promise (music box) - last window: the secret of cape west ► 57:52 ; tear stained eyes - snatcher ► 1:01:11 ; guestbook - tomodachi life ► 1:03:11 ; radiant ruins - yume 2kki ► 1:05:13 ; flighty spirits - baten kaitos ----------
PROGRAMS*:・゚✧ ► Audacity ► Bannedstory ► Photoshop CS6 ► Sony Vegas Pro 13
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☆ MISCELLANEOUS ☆ ► Kiki and Danny's custom hairs were both made by me. The text box was edited by me. ► All but two sound effects were found at freesound.org, two vocal sound effects were made by myself. ► Ice pack was made for me by BubblekillerXD, and I tweaked the shading on it. ► I post video updates and WIPs at http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
Description is subject to edits. Last edited on February 7th, 2016【Cold Skin // Bonus 3】SoupxNightstars2015-12-21 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
►Cold Skin is a mature series, and will contain content that certain audiences may not find appropriate. Viewer discretion is highly advised. If you are offended or uncomfortable with excessive talk of mental illness, transgender people, or homosexuality, do not watch CSS. Anyone expressing transphobia or homophobia will be blocked and reported with zero hesitation.
► Elliot and Alex are both transgender. When referring to ALEX, please use SHE/HER pronouns. When referring to ELLIOT, please use THEY/THEM pronouns. Inquiry about the subject is perfectly acceptable, but purposefully misgendering the characters will result in blocking and reporting of your account.
This is the closest thing to a Christmas special you're getting. I got sick of working on CSS, so I just made this instead. I'm 37+ minutes into the next episode, I really needed a break. Besides, this stupid clip made me laugh like an idiot each time I heard it, and I thought it fit Alex and Elliot's relationship well.
PROGRAMS*:・゚✧ ► Bannedstory ► Photoshop CS6 ► Sony Vegas Pro 13
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✿FEATURING ► Anthony Taylor // The Chains of Fate // AnimeWorldz21 ► FluffyCloudKit ► Jade Jennings // The Chains of Fate // AnimeWorldz21 ► Kkay ► Layton // Where Do We Call Home // xCatzy ► Terran // Nothing Seen // McKayla55291
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☆ MISCELLANEOUS ☆ ► Phones edited by me! ► Kiki and Ana's Christmas outfits were designed by BubblekillerXD. ► I occasionally update at; http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
Description is subject to edits. Last edited on December 21st 2015【Cold Skin // Bonus 2】YellvisxNightstars2015-10-01 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
►Cold Skin is a mature series, and will contain content that certain audiences may not find appropriate. Viewer discretion is highly advised. If you are offended or uncomfortable with excessive talk of mental illness, transgender people, or homosexuality, do not watch CSS. Anyone expressing transphobia or homophobia will be blocked and reported with zero hesitation.
► Alex is transgender. When referring to ALEX, please use SHE/HER. Inquiry about the subject is perfectly acceptable, but purposefully misgendering the characters will result in blocking and reporting of your account.
I'm a pretty big GameGrumps fan, and this is one of my favorite moments ever - It pretty much made me cry because I was laughing so hard. A lot of stressful shit's been going on in my life right now, so I haven't been on the computer much, nor have I gotten any real work done. I needed a little distraction, so I spent the last four hours finishing this up, which has been in my WIP folder for at least a week or two now.
Description is subject to edits. Last edited on October 1st 2015【Cold Skin // Bonus 1】Girlfriends?xNightstars2015-07-17 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
►Cold Skin is a mature series, and will contain content that certain audiences may not find appropriate. Viewer discretion is highly advised. If you are offended or uncomfortable with excessive talk of mental illness, transgender people, or homosexuality, do not watch CSS. Anyone expressing transphobia or homophobia will be blocked and reported with zero hesitation.
I'm working on Episode 2, don't worry! I'm just doing the final editing for the first scene and it was getting really tedious (About seven and a half minutes into the video). I wanted to do some voice acting, and I figured I could also go into Ana's history a tiny bit. I have a hard time doing different voices, so, apologies if they sound really similar... I also used a lot of the BSPROJ's that were given to me, see if you can find yourself in the background!
PROGRAMS*:・゚✧ ► Audacity ► Bannedstory ► Photoshop CS6 ► Sony Vegas Pro 13
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☆ MISCELLANEOUS ☆ ► Kiki's custom hair was made by me. ► All the voices were done by me. ► I post video updates and WIPs at http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
Description is subject to edits. Last edited on July 17th, 2015.【Cold Skin // Episode ❤】xNightstars2015-04-17 | ★ PLEASE READ THE DESCRIPTION ★
❤ ; It is not two halves becoming a whole, it's two wholes coming together to create something bigger than themselves. Two souls meeting by chance, falling for one another - For the imperfections, the flaws, everything that seems perfect in their eyes.
►Cold Skin is a mature series, and will contain content that certain audiences may not find appropriate. Viewer discretion is highly advised. If you are offended or uncomfortable with excessive talk of mental illness, transgender people, or homosexuality, do not watch CSS. Anyone expressing transphobia or homophobia will be blocked and reported with zero hesitation.
► Elliot and Alex are both transgender. When referring to ALEX, please use SHE/HER pronouns. When referring to ELLIOT, please use THEY/THEM pronouns. Inquiry about the subject is perfectly acceptable, but purposefully misgendering the characters will result in blocking and reporting of your account. ► Please also note that Alex's rather energetic behavior partially comes from having ADHD.
I can't believe it's only been two months since the release of the Preview, I could've sworn I'd been working on this since 2014. I'm so happy to finally have this done, thanks to everyone that showed support and interest in the story! I'm not sure what the next episode will be about, so I'd be happy to hear suggestions.
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SOUNDTRACK ♬ ► 0:00 ; Title Theme - MOTHER 1 ► 0:36 ; 1am - Animal Crossing: City Folk ► 1:37 ; Bianco Hills - Super Mario Sunshine ► 2:07 ; Maze of Life (title ver.) - Persona Q ► 3:30 ; Phantasmagoric - MOTHER 3 ► 5:15 ; Boundary Between the Wind and Earth - Baten Kaitos Origins ► 7:05 ; Turnabout Sister's Theme (musicbox) - Professor Layton VS Ace Attorney ► 9:32 ; 1am - Animal Crossing: New Leaf ► 12:25 ; Memories of the School (remix) - Persona 3 FES ► 14:39 ; Shop - The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time ► 16:39 ; Fighting Polygon Team - Super Smash Bros. ► 17:37 ; Nookling Junction - Animal Crossing: New Leaf ► 18:23 ; Apple Park - The Gray Garden ► 18:59 ; Ms. Monomi's Practice Lesson - Dangan Ronpa 2 ► 19:46 ; Pink Rabbit - Hotel Dusk: Room 215 ► 22:29 ; Tonight (Remix 3) - Rhythm Heaven Fever
PROGRAMS*:・゚✧ ► Audacity ► Bannedstory ► Photoshop CS6 ► Sony Vegas Pro 13
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☆ MISCELLANEOUS ☆ ► The text box and Kiki's custom hair were both made by me. ► The dining room background was tossed together by myself within thirty minutes of finding out you could make BGs in Bannedstory. ► A good majority of the female SFX were made by me, as I was unable to find what I needed online. ► The program featured on the TV is The Chains of Fate, a series by AnimeWorldz21. ► I post video updates and WIPs at http://xnightstars.tumblr.com
Description is subject to edits. Last edited on April 18th, 2015.[MMV] BlindxNightstars2014-12-11 | I'd be proud of finishing a full MMV, but the song itself is only a minute or so long... I'm still really happy with how it came out, save for the one image near the end that keeps freaking out. Not sure how to fix that, unfortunately. Please note that Kiki committing suicide is no longer canon to the Cold Skin storyline. This MMV is sort of like an alternate timeline.
STORY; It's been a few years since Kiki (black hair) committed suicide. Ana (red hair) is still hopelessly in love with her after all this time, and though she's trying her hardest to move on with Maya (brunette), she can't seem to let go of her past love.
TIME SPENT; 8-10 hours, done over three days.
SONG; SoMo - Blind
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 Photoshop CS6 Bannedstory[sMMV] Somebody SpecialxNightstars2014-10-28 | I began working on this a number of weeks ago, but a few things came up and I couldn't continue to work on this. I eventually just lost the motivation to finish it. This is about Ana (red-head) wishing that Kiki (black hair) would fall in love with her.
TIME SPENT; Done over a couple days.
SONG; AM Kidd - Somebody Special
PROGRAMS; Sony Vegas Pro 13 Photoshop CS6 Bannedstory[MMV] Ballada w Rytmie DżinsxNightstars2014-09-06 | WARNING: This MMV contains mature content that may not be suitable for younger audiences. Viewer discretion is advised.
I'm so proud of myself, I actually managed to make a full MMV. I don't think I've done that since I was twelve. I suppose I managed to complete it because I wasn't aiming for anything flashy and I took a more 'storytelling' approach. I was also motivated by my love for my OCs.
STORY; Kiki (black hair) exits her class and sees her girlfriend, Ana (red-head). They walk home together and kiss. The next afternoon, their friends Alex (blonde) and Elliot (brunet) find them and ask if they would like to go camping with them over the weekend. Ana accepts immediately, but Kiki is more reluctant. She accepts anyway. It turns out they go camping to smoke weed. Kiki is really uncomfortable at first, but Ana manages to get her to try some. She gets high pretty quickly, not used to the substance, and they go off somewhere they can be alone. It quickly evolves into sex. The next morning, Kiki is thinking about her relationship, when Ana comes out of nowhere. Kiki kisses her and says she loves her.
Finally, after popular request, Elegy has been re-uploaded to Youtube! This is the series that got me to where I am today, it's what I'm known best for in the Maplestory community. You can now relive the series by watching it in one incredibly long video! How handy!
The reason I cancelled Elegy was because I got very sick in late 2010, right after I'd made the first few episodes. I was bedridden for the entirety of 2011, and I was so depressed and unwell, I started to lose interest in even my favorite hobbies. It killed my drive to animate, and what had once become a fun pastime had become a chore - An obligation. People loved Elegy, it exploded in a way I would never have guessed. It made me very happy, and I can't explain how much I appreciated it. However, at the time, it was too much for me to handle.
After a really stupid argument got out of hand, I eventually gave in to my emotions and deleted my channel without warning, out of pure, raw, rash anger. I deeply regret that decision. I wish I hadn't deleted my channel, and instead cancelled the series and gone on hiatus. I took a year off from animating, and eventually came back as I found myself enjoying it again.
Thank you to everyone that supported me over the years. Thank you to all of my subscribers, thank you to everyone that shared the series, to those that always commented, to those that made me WANT to keep animating when my drive was gone. Elegy is my legacy in the Maplestory community, and it's what I'll be known for whether I like it or not.
I know everyone wants to see the series finished, but I'm sorry to say that it's just not going to happen. It's been too long, and I no longer have any interest in this story, or the characters. Doing anything with it would just be another obligation that I don't want to fill. Animating is a choice, animating is supposed to be fun. Elegy was stressful. It was so much unnecessary stress on top of all the stress and depression I was already feeling, and I couldn't handle it.
Please enjoy what was completed. I spent three long years on this series, and despite acting as if I despise it, Elegy is actually very important to me. I poured my heart and soul into this series, and I hope you can all feel it while watching.
Thank you for watching. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for loving my creations, and making me feel like I had done something worthwhile. ~ Izzy / xNightstars