Name: And just remember no one will ever be able to hate you more than you already hate yourself @_iraltil_1740
Uploaded: 2024-10-16T08:17:00-05:00
Duration: 8 min 17 s
Description: And just remember no one will ever be able to hate you more than you already hate yourself

And just remember no one will ever be able to hate you more than you already hate yourself

_Iraltil_ 2024-10-16 | And just remember no one will ever be able to hate you more than you already hate yourself

Apocalypse - Pmv (OLD)

_Iraltil_ 2024-01-06 | ...

Drivers License || PMV/AMV || W.I.P

_Iraltil_ 2022-12-12 | I'm still trying to figure out how the story leads up to this scene, this is always how she was supposed to originally die before being resurrected, but she also sorta dies before this, so in this scene she's already in her current form, just doesn't know how to use the powers in her favor. Grey is who causes it- I know I want it to be an accident, but I'm not sure how exactly to make it seem as one? He wanted to save her, but Mystical just really noped out of that one. I'm thinking maybe she's just trying to get away from him because he reminds her too much of her past, so that ultimately leads to this scene, Grey pleads to her, to let him help her, but she just didn't want to deal with it anymore.

I'm going to try to get into writing this story again, I have so many ideas and I'd really like to share them in the form of a series, but I don't think I'm ready for that yet and neither is the story, I have the peices, just need to connect them right now

Song: Driver's License - Oliva Rodrigo

Everyone Is Dumb || Animation meme ||

_Iraltil_ 2022-10-18 | I am so proud of myself for actually finishing an animation after over a year!! Thank you so much for watching! I will have some more content out soon, and more frequently! I have a job and such but I'll figure out a way to make time for animating!

I appreciate your support, thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

I use Flipaclip to animate
I use Kinemaster to edit

Original meme: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wXOSH0j3WLg

Everyone Is DUMB || W.I.P Animation meme ||

_Iraltil_ 2022-10-16 | HEY GUYS!!

Oh wow, uhm. I am SO sorry for not uploading all that much.. I'll be honest, I really lost motivation to draw/animate, especially to animate.. The competition on animation memes is harsh and I felt like I wasn't good enough to consider myself an artist/animator. I haven't fully animated something and finished it in.. probably over a year now.
I've been going through a lot, y'know..? I lost a lot of friends, and a lot of people turned their backs on me. I was recently diagnosed with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) while i was in the hospital and it was a hard pill to swallow. All in all, it's been rough. Though, despite all of the hardships.. I want to look forward to the future. I want to be happy and i want to enjoy myself, and I'm starting here.
I'm not going to worry anymore about the competition and I will just animate for fun. I am not doing this as like, a job or anything unless it takes off, so I'm going to stop treating it as such. I'm going to draw and animate because I like it, not because I want the validation of my peers and fellow animators
I promise to be more active from now on. Whether it be pmv's or animations.. I'll continue to upload. I have too many stories to tell that are long overdue in some.. revealing.. so I will start doing that soon, too
The overall message here? Just a thank you.. Thank you for staying, for sticking by me and loving my stories, characters and designs. You don't understand how much your kindness means to me!

With that being said.. My name is Iraltil, and I am officially back to making videos once again! I hope you are as excited as I am to see what I have in store...

This animation meme will be done soon, I promise!!

I love you guys.

She is... || Mystical PMV (Spoilers/TW)

_Iraltil_ 2022-04-03 | TW FOR BLOOD/SELF-HARM!! Also, SPOILERSSSSS!

what's that new character doing in a video about Mystical and Echo..? hmmm..
Anyways! Hello! I finally finished something!! I started this late last night and really wanted it done, so here we are!
I'm unsure of why Mystical's wonderful neon green color was dulled out when I exported it on flipaclip, she looks.. odd not being a bright neon so if anyone knows how to fix that, please let me know!
This song had me sobbing last night cause I had just found it last night and started thinking about Mystical's life- sorry Mysty.. (She hates that nickname her friend gave her lol)

Thanks for watching!

THATS LIFE || Mystical PMV || (TW: BLOOD/SUICIDE REFERENCE)

_Iraltil_ 2022-01-03 | First finished PMV of the year! So proud of myself for finishing something

Song used: "That's Life" by Anna rune. Go check it out please, it's criminally underrated. Such a beautiful and heart-wrenching song!

There is no other side || Animation (lip sync practice?)

_Iraltil_ 2022-01-02 | Just a quick little test animation

Sweetness meme (wip)

_Iraltil_ 2022-01-01 | Yes, I will actually finish this one, eventually,,

You kinda smell... like a baka

_Iraltil_ 2021-11-27 | Me and my friend both did this meme! It's kinda like a collab but not really lol

here's her channel, check her part out! - https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCmvB1lA-DMVpRcwqxQIA3rQ

Contact meme (FAKE collab with ·Siragodess·)

_Iraltil_ 2021-06-28 | Hi, my editor messed the timing up but I hope you like it regardless :))

#sirasfakecontactcollab

FASSAV MAP - Part 13 and 14 WIP

_Iraltil_ 2021-06-20 | Hi :)

The map is still open - youtu.be/LB09dgFT4Ig

Hanabi meme

_Iraltil_ 2021-06-19 | Lazy.

Streaming minecraft lol

_Iraltil_ 2021-06-18 | Support the stream: streamlabs.com/_iraltil_

DUMB! - Animation meme WIP

_Iraltil_ 2021-06-09 | .

News: New Pokemon channel in description!

_Iraltil_ 2021-05-14 | Hey everyone!

Are you a fan of Pokemon? Are you a fan of the TCG, and love watching people open packs of them, or like watching people hunt for them? Whether you're a long time fan, or just starting out like me, I have a channel for you!

This channel will be focused around my journey in opening Pokemon TCG products and also hunting for them! If you're interested, then hit the link down below and I'll see you there! Videos come out monthly, sometimes weekly if I have the funds! ^^

youtube.com/channel/UC39q5i0FayGiUrvnSc--iIQ

HURT N PAIN || Animation meme (Loop)

_Iraltil_ 2021-04-17 | ...

2 attempts at making a simple song on my ukelele lol

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-23 | I'm still a beginner on the uke so if you hear any buzzing from the strings just know that I still SUUUUCKK at finger placement and switching between chords
The second attempt is better imo

Yes, I'm trying to get into writing songs, for this one I don't really have lyrics yet but I'm working on some currently. I have a guitar too but I'm really baaaaad at it lol. I'm still kinda a beginner on the ukulele, and definitely a beginner on the guitar so don't roast me in the comments for sucking lmao

Anyways, I will be busy on the weekends now because I got a job and am going for training tomorrow!! I'm very excited! I'll save up my money from my job to buy a better guitar since the one i have right now is a pretty cheap one. I'm practicing on it still so i can build up finger strength, but other than that, it doesn't sound all that great so i don't play songs on it (trust me, I tried lol)

Anyways thanks for reading this and listening to the video if you did

The Zombie Song - Short Echo and Mystical PMV

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-19 | Remember that Wires pmv i made with that disease Mystical ends up getting?

Well.

That's still a thiiing.. Eheh..

This pmv was kinda like an art style test btw,, this is my new art style. I like it.

Heartache meme

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-11 | Finally done! Yay!

I hope you enjoy this! The characters in this video may be redesigned later, but nonetheless i hope you liked this, I'm quite proud of it ^^

Time taken: 1 day

Original - https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0-LpV7EdnNI

Heartache meme (final wip!)

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-10 | 0:00 - 0:26 colored wip
0:26 - 0:27 wip

Heartache meme (wip 2)

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-10 | 0:00 colored wip
0:10 end of colored wip
0:25 end of whole wip

Heartache meme (wip)

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-09 | Edgy dragons e ee ee e

The Accident PMV || Unfinished

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-08 | Hi yes hello, I'm obsessed with drawing dragons now so get used to seeing them lol

Oh look, a dandelion!

_Iraltil_ 2021-03-07 | Must be the last one this season.. Lmao

Audio: youtu.be/yquidQFgoLs

About Episode 1..

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-28 | So i was fucking clearing the storage on my stupid phone and i deleted all my flipaclip files, i didn't think anything of it until I realised "oh shit, all my stuff is GONE, AND SO IS EPISODE 1, WHICH WAS ALMOST DONE"
So yeah, I lost everything, literally everything is gone. All my motivation is gone now that I've just realised that so i probably won't animate for a while. I'm devastated that all my hard work is just gone, not just episode 1, but other projects too.. i don't have the energy and motivation to do that all again.

Sorry to disappoint, but I am just beyond pissed off right now.

Haunt Me meme (unfinished)

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-28 | ...

It Gets Better | PMV (Vent // TW)

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-19 | Just gonna vent here real quick

I have just been feeling real insecure about my art lately, I've been drastically changing my style, like it for about a few hours, then hate it. I feel like no matter what, i never improve and i make my style worse. I feel like i'm not a good enough artist, and shouldn't even consider myself as one...
I've been stressing myself out, usually art is a release for me, but now it's just a constant thing on my mind "is this good enough" "will people like it and praise me for my 'talent?'"
I feel like I'm not very talented for my age, i see 13 year olds draw like they're professionals, full on REALISTIC drawings, and i can barely do realism and do a very non-proportionate cartoony style. I feel like i should try realism more, but I'm stressed that maybe then animating will become harder since realism is very hard to animate, especially lip sync, which is already hard enough for me. My art is stressing me out more than school, which school is going fine for me, I'm staying on top of all my work so i have nothing to worry about later, but like, art doesn't even feel good for me anymore, it's stressful to the point that it hurts me. I consider quiting everyday because i feel so awful about my art style and how untalented I am, i feel like there's not one good thing in my style at all. It feels lazy and out of place, and if i switch it, it feels unnatural and even worse than the previous. I'm not sure what to do, maybe i just try too hard to be perfect and am an overachiever. I want to please people more than myself, so when i look at my art, all i think about it if others will like it, not me. I myself always have hated my art, so i try looking at it from someone else's perspective, which makes it worse for me.

I think that's it.. Thanks for reading that mess if you did.

Echoing Cries || Episode 1 (Preview // READ DESC)

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-16 | Okayy, soo, this is important
Since I have been more motivated, i have been animating, BUT! There is still an issue
I have originally planned to fully animate this series, but in all honesty i don't think i can, especially not with all else i am busy with, so-
Should i fully animate it (will take much longer)
OR
Make it more of a pmv style (much less time taken)

I will come back an fully animate it later once my animation skills are better and more refined

Rhythm Of The Night || Complete YCH Animation meme!

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-16 | For Phantom Productions!
Their channel: https://m.youtube.com/user/Scourge921

Characters in this video do not belong to me, all rights of them go to Phantom

Choice (Big YCH Animation meme Auction || OPEN!) W.I.P

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-15 | Decided to start i new one while i work on the last one!

Each part (1-5) has a SB (starting bid) of $5, the minimum increase for bidding is $5, the maximum is unlimited
Each part has an auto buyout of $30 (to keep it going)

The second part is currently unfinished, but will be completed in the final piece of course, the bidders can suggest ideas for this part

The second part of the meme has a starting bid of $10, and minimum of $5 increase. Maximum is unlimited
The auto buyout for the second part is $40

The whole auction is an auto buyout of $150 (to keep it going, in case you'd like it buy the whole thing)

Part 1 is for canines only! The rest are feline, but can be changed to canines.

Paypal only for payments
Make sure you have discord or instagram so i can contact you if you win

Happy bidding!

Rhythm of the night (YCH Auction Animation meme || CLOSED!)

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-14 | This isn't finished but I'm excited to post this so I'll post as is!
The bid winner will of course receive the completed version!
Happy bidding

what do you get?
a tweened animation meme of two main focus characters
minimal background (a few single colors)

starting bid: $15
Minimum increase: $5
Maximum increase: None

I only take Paypal

Hypnotic || Meme (Commission)

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-05 | Commission for my patron! - https://m.youtube.com/user/Scourge921

I hope you enjoy it although my editor messed up the hecking timing, grrrrr-

Characters belong to Phantom Productions!

Thank you for watching!

Time taken: About 2 hours
Programs: Flipaclip, Kinemaster
Character: Lucarious

Disappear || animation meme

_Iraltil_ 2021-02-03 | Try and guess who this is! I'll draw one of your characters for free if you guess right (hint: it's someone you should know already)

Next planned meme: Therefore I am
Time taken: About an hour

Original: youtu.be/nJiTr3WakpU

Question for yall about gaming

_Iraltil_ 2021-01-28 | Would you like to see some gaming on this channel, or a separate channel? Also suggest some free pc (or xbox) games that i can try out that you'd be interested in watching! I have Minecraft, Neverwinter, and Guild Wars 2 already installed on my pc, so let me know if you'd like to see a whole series on that!
Let me know! All feedback and suggestions will be taken into account.

Thats why yo mama dead | ocs

_Iraltil_ 2021-01-23 | Mystical with the clap back though
This rivalry is great

Characters: Mystical and Slushie
Time taken: About an hour

Estranger meme || Loop

_Iraltil_ 2021-01-07 | I haven't tweened in a while oml i forgot how to make tweening look slower, i had to redo this like 3 times because it was too fast before lol

Anyways this is Kassi, she'll show up in episode 1 alongside some others!

Original:

Stream up!

_Iraltil_ 2021-01-06 | Come hang out! My username is Iraltil

Quick question regarding live streams

_Iraltil_ 2021-01-06 | If i streamed a game i like to play on Twitch (it's called Neverwinter, it's an mmo rpg game) would yall watch, or just come and chat and hangout? I might try to stream later or tomorrow just to test, I'll upload another video to let you know, i still need to set it up and such. I might also live stream me drawing at some point, would y'all prefer either of these? I can't stream directly to youtube on my xbox so sorry for having to use twitch

Goodbye To A World - Anything map (10/36)

_Iraltil_ 2021-01-06 | Rules
Up to 2 parts
Add your own music
Animated or pmv is fine
Fandoms/your own series or characters is okay
No gatcha please
Add your own music
Parts due a month after given
Not first come first serve
Ask for part(s) in order of preference
I will be looking at your channels so please have some examples on them
Good luck and have fun, you have plenty of time to be creative and make these parts look amazing!
No watermarks.

Parts:
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8 - _Iraltil_
9
10
11 - Light of the Fire
12 - Light of the Fire
13
14
15
16
17 - _Iraltil_
18 - Inkasaur
19 - Sinister Shepard
20 - Sinister Shepard
21
22 Inkasaur
23
24 - thegreatmaddu
25 - thegreatmaddu
26
27
28
29
30
31
32
33
34
35

My other maps are still happening too, they are not cancelled.

Ihnfsa MAP (Open! 6/7)

_Iraltil_ 2020-12-29 | I cut the song down to see if this map will finish then I might do the whole song for a fandoms map or something

Rules:
Use a moment in your life when your heart was broken/a time you were broken up with. This counts as a vent map in a way, so feel free to dump your feelings into your part
Not first come first serve
Add your own music
Due one week after given part
Only 1 part
Good luck and have fun, ask me if you have any questions

Part 1 - ON BREAK
Part 2 - Carla draws countryhumans and furries
Part 3 -
Part 4 - MusicqlNotes
Part 5 - Phantom Productions
Part 6 - Antiblitz
Part 7 - _Iraltil_

Id Rather Sleep meme || Echos backstory

_Iraltil_ 2020-12-25 | Hi so ik i said i wouldn't upload here anymore but honestly i was in the hospital for 2 weeks due to personal reasons and I had a lot of time to think. The effort i put into this channel isn't worth throwing away, and I had lots of time to think about other stuff.
Anyways my boyfriend broke up with me on Christmas eve because of the "distance" which i don't get cause we were doing so well, we hadn't argued not once, which is good considering how hot-headed I am, I'm on meds for it now btw so it's fine now but before OH BOY if i was having a bad day, someone would be told the fuck off. Anyways i told him i understood and wished him well even though he took my heart and ran that bitch over with a motorcycle then proceeded to stomp on it.
Anyways yeah, I'm back on this channel, if you're just tired of me then go away cause i don't need no negativity right now hhhh

Uh so for the backstory, i think it's pretty self explanatory. Echo is pretty emotionless now, but this is because of the trauma he experienced
Anyways ty for watching this lazy thing, this took like 4 hours or something loolll

Also I'm gonna be an Uncle soon, found that out today after my ex dragged my heart through the dirt lol

Original isn't me, I'll link later, can't be bothered right now honestly lol

PSA: ..SUBSCRIBE TO MY NEW CHANNEL..!

_Iraltil_ 2020-11-05 | I uploaded a new vid there, this channel is NOT active anymore.
youtu.be/8OTSzv6VCb0
K bye and ty

You Were Loved || Mystical pmv (READ DESC, moving channels!)

_Iraltil_ 2020-09-24 | This is unfinished but i will finish it
i would explain it but I'm very tired right now so eughhh
Anyways, I am changing channels. This one just isn't cutting it for me, not sure why, i just don't really feel that it'll work out? idk if that makes sense haha. I'll keep this one open 1. for the vine since it isnt uploaded anywhere else and 2. so i don't lose my old videos, they're kinda like, relics to me? lol idk, that sounds weird but yeah
I will see you there, here's the link: https://m.youtube.com/channel/UC4Pbhy6z9nJdeVmcf03ABEw
the finished version will be uploaded there, after this video uploads, I will no longer be active on this channel.

Where Is My Mind? (Instrumental ver.) Vent/Emotional scene M.A.P

_Iraltil_ 2020-09-21 | Decided to do the instrumental version of this song since sometimes they are more emotional imo.

Rules:
List your top 3 part numbers you want, in order of preference.
Your part does not need to be fully animated, pmv will be fine.
Let me know whether your part will be a vent, or emotional scene from something you have seen/read, or your own characters. You don't need to explain the part. For example, I will do an emotional scene from one of my series.
Your part(s) will be due 3 days after you are given it.
You don't need to put a lot of effort into your part, (like doing insane backgrounds and making everything looking perfect) it's ok.
Specify whether you want 1 or 2 parts please.
If you don't follow these rules, you won't receive a part, read them carefully. Ty.

Parts:
1
2 - MusicqlNotes (3 days)
3
4 - Strawberry T.V cow (3 days)
5 - Strawberry T.V cow (3 days)
6
7
8
9 - _Iraltil_ (3 days)
10 - _Iraltil_ (3 days)
11
12
13
14
15
16

Extension Cord pmv

_Iraltil_ 2020-09-14 | Enjoy.

Henry Stickmin distracts you with another Caprisun

_Iraltil_ 2020-08-22 | woah, how'd he do that? So weird.

Wait | pmv

_Iraltil_ 2020-08-22 | this is a vent lol

i haven't been able to animate lately cause I'm having trouble with my art style haha
I just can't decide how i want to draw faces, and i tried animating like 5 things, and i couldn't do it, i feel like I completely forgot how to animate
I'm trying to make my art style "consistent" by adding lines in the sketch to guide me and to draw things correctly, but it's just difficult when i can't keep a style for two seconds without hating it
This isn't what the vent is about, but this is why i havent uploaded
ik the vid looks bad, it's a vent after all. it isn't supposed to be all colored and shaded, or anatomy checked, just a quick thing to help.

uh, the vent is just me struggling with my dysphoria. It makes every day so difficult to make it through, it's the most miserable, awful feeling I've ever felt and it's nearly cost me my life a couple times. it's really hitting me hard right now, so I'm not sure what I'll do considering uploading, and it sucks cause I want to write out my stories and animate them, but fuck it is so hard to do when I'm feeling like this, and I feel like im wasting your time or disappointing you all while you wait for me to write and animate ONE STUPID EPISODE. I swear dude..

if you've never experienced dysphoria, I'm glad you didn't, cause it's one of the most mentally painful things to experience.

Anyways, sorry for venting. I should probably keep this stuff to myself, but, I'm told that's not good either? I'm not sure of what to do

Familiar Cinderheart MAP - Part 3 w.i.p

_Iraltil_ 2020-08-13 | This is so laughably bad, I've just been really unmotivated to animate lately. I'm just trying to get this done, and still make it at least look decent

She-ra but its edited by an idiot who thinks shes funny (part 1)

_Iraltil_ 2020-08-04 | There are clips from any season in this, no order is specified.
I don't own the clips, just the bad editing lol
I'm still animating btw, this is just kinda a filler

I cant decide || part 20 + 21 W.I.P || Rough sketch/unfinished

_Iraltil_ 2020-07-24 | Just to let you know I'm working on it nowww