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My Problem (Audio)

Cerussis 2024-10-14 | My Problem (Audio)

CG5 - Drift Away [Remix] - (Cerussis Cover)

Cerussis 2023-11-08 | This song has felt very relevant in my life as of recent and I wanted to try my shot at covering it again. I think I really did it justice this time around. Hope you enjoy.

Download the cover for free on Bandcamp - cerussis.bandcamp.com/track/drift-away-cg5-remix

Listen to the original remix by @CG5! - youtube.com/watch?v=CX2Vy0aTyyE

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The Living Tombstone - I Got No Time (Cerussis Remix) - [Official Music Video]

Cerussis 2023-10-31 | Happy Halloween! Thought it'd be fun to do a little throwback to my roots...

Download for free on Bandcamp!: cerussis.bandcamp.com/album/i-got-no-time-cerussis-remix

Production - @Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - @Cerussis
Filming and Editing - @Cerussis
Original song - @TheLivingTombstone

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The Living Tombstone - I Got No Time (Cerussis Remix) - [Instrumental]

Cerussis 2023-10-31 | Listen to the full remix!: youtube.com/watch?v=QCqkLM8WEJ4

Download the remix for free!: cerussis.bandcamp.com/album/i-got-no-time-cerussis-remix

Production - @Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - @Cerussis
Filming and Editing - @Cerussis
Original song - @TheLivingTombstone

Listen to the original song: youtube.com/watch?v=YREhVveHq9k

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Cerussis & Ellie Schubert - Echo - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis 2023-10-13 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD ECHO (FT. ELLIE SCHUBERT)
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2KxGbdE73P8ia6fZq5EloE?si=ZfuxTDGVRiK2Zl8_61gxKw
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This is a very special song to me. It's all about being unable to shake off someone or something from your past, constantly stuck with the bitter aftertaste and how it's effected you.

"Echo"
Writing - @Cerussis, Ellie Schubert
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, Ellie Schubert
Mixing and Mastering - @Cerussis
Photography and Photoshoot - @Cerussis, Cam Berry, Ellie Schubert

~Lyrics~

[Intro - Ellie and Steph]
There’s a bitter taste to it now
But I can still hear the sweet sound of your echo
The smell of of yesterday, keeping me awake
i hear your voice in all of my mistakes, your echo

[Verse 1 - Steph]
Do what you gotta do
And leave me behind
While your voice
Is still on my mind

Said you needed space
Just lie to my face
I would rather have known
But instead

I’m reliving, forgiving how you treated me
I’m beginning to see you’re somebody new
You’re like those other people
Hiding that you’re truly evil

[Pre-chorus - Steph]
I don’t wanna let go
I can’t find a reason why

[Chorus - Steph and Ellie]
There’s a bitter taste to it now
But I can still hear the sweet sound of your echo
The smell of of yesterday, keeping me awake
i hear your voice in all of my mistakes, your echo

[Verse 2 - Ellie]
Drugged up on my memories
All I can see
Is your dark eyes on me
Contradictory to the colors that surround you

Habits i can’t break
Said that I should take the good with the bad
But now it’s way too late
For a second chance

[Bridge - Ellie and Steph]
I’m relapsing, rehab didn’t do shit for me
I’m rehashing my own stupid insecurities
The pictures start to brown
Fading away 'till my silhouette becomes part of the background

I don’t wanna let go
I don’t need a reason why
(Echo, echo)

[Chorus - Steph and Ellie]
There’s a bitter taste to it now
But I can still hear the sweet sound of your echo
The smell of of yesterday, keeping me awake
i hear your voice in all of my mistakes, your echo

[Outro - Steph and Ellie]
There’s a bitter taste to it now
But I can still hear the sweet sound
Of your echo, echo
Your echo, echo

I’m relapsing, rehab didn’t do shit for me
I’m rehashing my own stupid insecurities
The pictures start to brown
Fading away 'till my silhouette becomes part of...

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10/31/2023

Cerussis 2023-10-12 | back to my roots for a little something special.

EMMY - Crying In My Boots - (Cerussis Cover)

Cerussis 2023-09-30 | This song just came out yesterday and I can't get enough of it, so I decided to do a cover of it! I hope you all enjoy :)

Original song by @EmmyHartmans
Vocals by @Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering done by @Cerussis

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Cerussis & DeeBold - Ghøst - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-09-29 | Stream and download Ghøst (feat. DeeBold)
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/gh%C3%B8st-feat-deebold-single/1703419494
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/4iemzzWCYbwh22ngU2PHCj?si=9noka8rJSpC83KL64I0gJQ

"Ghøst"
Writing -
Production -
Lead and Backing Vocals -
Background Artwork -

~Lyrics~

Thought maybe that I knew you well
But now I’m wonderin’ if he knows he’s going to hell
Ah, ah you know, I wish I’d known
(What was coming, coming)

Left me strugglin’ with how do I move on?
How do I grieve?
Every time you cross mind, it feels like
I’m missin pieces of me, come back to me

Sad to say I’m withdrawn
Now that person’s dead and gone

Six feet under, don’t you wonder
What happened, what went wrong?
Sparks thunder, darkness plunders
Although it’s been so long

Your melody still sticks with me
Your voice, it’s everywhere
I know I shouldn’t care

I miss your touch
I miss your face
Who you used to be

But now they’ve gone away
What I’d give to hear you say

Touch me
Hold me
Love me, baby

And after all of this
How can I miss you the miss?
Why do I reminisce
When I’m haunted by your ghost

I will sit alone
Calling on the phone
Taking pictures of
My long long hair

But now you call me someone's son
And now I'm fucking done
So you best be on the run
‘Cus bitch I got a gun

You lied to me
You said you're here for me
And not for what you see
But now

Don't gaslight me
I'm not that naive
Get away from me

I said I don’t know why I can’t cry around you
Sit around calling you all day
Saying baby
Don’t leave me all alone

It’s been a long night, I’ve lost my eyesight
It’s not even dark out, I’m so lost without you, you
You killed me and now I can’t feel my toes, toes
I’m floating up cuz now I’m a ghost

You should be flattered, you’re all that talk about
You left them shattered when you didn’t even say goodbye
I was the only issue
You couldn’t see this shit through

You lied to me, you said you're here for me
And not for what you see, but now
Don't gaslight me, I’m not that naive
Why’d it take me so long to say you’re dead to me?

Your melody still sticks with me
Your voice, it’s everywhere
I know I shouldn’t care

I miss your touch
I miss your face
Who you used to be

But now they’ve gone away
What I’d give to hear you say

Touch me
Hold me
Love me, baby

And after all of this
How can I miss you the miss?
Why do I reminisce
When I’m haunted by your ghost

Your melody still sticks with me
Your voice, it’s everywhere
I know I shouldn’t care

I miss your touch
I miss your face
Who you used to be

But now they’ve gone away
What I’d give to hear you say

Touch me
Hold me
Love me, baby

And after all of this
How can I miss you the miss?
Why do I reminisce
When I’m haunted by your ghost

Thought maybe that I knew you well
But now I’m wonderin’ if he knows he’s going to hell

No don’t gaslight me
I’m not that naive
That naive

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tomberlin - any other way - (short cover) #cover #music #tomberlin #heartstopper

Cerussis 2023-08-27 | ...

Cerussis & Cameronn Fournier - Sleepover - (Official Audio)

Cerussis & Nicholas Isaiah - Expectations - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/6syQU8ZUt9XYxfMw7XtdYY
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/habits/1687491893?ls=1
Deezer: deezer.com/album/440426127

"Expectations"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Intro]
(No, I really love you. Wanna get dinner?)
(Sure..?)
(Fucking simp, hahahahaha-)

[Verse 1 - Stephen]
You shoulda had low expectations
You shoulda had them from the start
You shouldn’t be here, confrontation
You gotta get out of my heart

You shoulda picked someone that’s worth it
I seem to be far from the top
You gotta admit that you can do much better
So tell me when you’re gonna stop

[Chorus - Stephen]
You shoulda had low expectations
You shoulda had them from the start
You shouldn’t be here, confrontation
You gotta get out of my heart

[Verse 2 - Nicky and Stephen]
Take a seat and listen to me
Have a cup of tea
Understand the problems
Have become a part of me

Maybe if you squint a little bit
Then you will see
Every single inch
Of my personality

Just open up your eyes
Synchronize with the beat
Never let ‘em know
What your next move will be

Trick ‘em with a sucker punch
Hit ‘em with a knee
Figure out what’s expected of me
I mean

Come on
Do I look like a soldier?
Every expectation
That you're putting on my shoulder?

Check my temperature
I think it’s getting colder
Freezing like ice
Stone cold like a boulder

I’m fine, I can handle the weight
Ignore all the blood that’s rushed to my face
I’m fine, I can handle the weight
Put some more on, see how much I can take

[Bridge - Stephen]
You got me stuck in a pit
Just one fight and that’s it
How long you until admit
This was fuckin’ mistake

Make me into a villain
The one in a million
Yet I still call you mine
I think it’s about time that

I’m not the person you see
Or who you want me to be
This perfect image of me
Is something you need to drop

How else am I meant to show?
I’m destined to be alone
I’m sick of living your lies
I’m breaking outside

[Chorus - Stephen]
You shoulda had low expectations
You shoulda had them from the start
You shouldn’t be here, confrontation
You gotta get out of my heart

[Outro - Stephen]
You shoulda had low expectations
I should have moved on, that would have been smart
You put me in this situation
Time for you to get out of my heart

(Oh, well that’s kinda nice. I mean-)
(Lmao, fucking desperate little bitch)

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Cerussis & Almost Karma - Cigarettes [Acoustic Version] - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/6syQU8ZUt9XYxfMw7XtdYY
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/habits/1687491893?ls=1
Deezer: deezer.com/album/440426127

"Cigarettes"
Writing - @Cerussis, @almostkarmaofficial, @musicbysatine
Production - @Cerussis
Ukulele - @almostkarmaofficial
Acoustic Guitar - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, @almostkarmaofficial
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1 - Steph & Gabe]
This hopeless; my obsession
Pass another one, same procession
Reinventing, unrelenting
Though it’s you I’m still resenting

You can tell me it’s wrong, but it’s helping me cope
To heal from the damage; the shit you evoked
While you’re fueling the fire, you’re burning desire
I’m here getting higher - my brain, I’ll rewire

[Pre-Chorus - Steph]
I’m up all night
Soon they'll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay-)

I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go

[Chorus - Steph & Gabe]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)

Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…

[Verse 2 - Steph]
Paint you as perfect
White tones highlighted with black

Put a smile on my face, you won’t know it’s a fake
Maybe one day you’ll think that they’re one and the same
While you go fool around, have a night on the town
Go enjoy yourself, I would say

But I’m punching the wall and I’m screaming your name
I’m drawn to you like a moth to a flame
But truth hurts in the end

[Bridge - Gabe]
Cigarettes, Poppin’ pills
Catch me, I’m drownin’ in substances
Need a hit, need a drink
Need to be somebody different

Cover it up
Now I’m fallin’ to pieces
Using these vices
As ways to releases this

Now I’ve lost my mind
Yeah, you’ve robbed me blind
Chase the molly down and fade away (Ay)

I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go

[Chorus - Steph & Gabe]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)

Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…

[Chorus 2 - Steph & Gabe]
I’m up all night
Soon they'll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay!)

I’m still stuck on you (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigs
Forget all the pain!

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Cerussis & Almost Karma - HORIZON - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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Deezer: deezer.com/album/440426127

"HORIZON"
Writing - @Cerussis, @almostkarmaofficial
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, @almostkarmaofficial
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1]
Got me lost in your eyes like a tidal wave
Got me actin’ out, driving me insane
Never felt this way before
Out here drowning, drag me back to shore

I know you’re mine, now you’re my
HORIZON

Watching you against the colors of the sunset
(Close your eyes, close your eyes)

Light surrounds you and I know my heart’s dead set
(I’m all for you, all for you)

Late night drives and sunny skies
Roll down the window
Baby, wipe your eyes

I know you’re mine
You know you’re mine
Deep down, I know you’re my horizon

[Pre-chorus 1]
When your day seems washed up and blue
You know I’m right behind you
I’ll help shoulder your burdens
When it all feels uncertain

Extend my hand, help you up
I know you don’t give a fuck
But when I’m here with you
There’s nothing that we can’t do

[Chorus 1]
Even when I’m drowning in it
I’ll lift you out of the pit
Hold my hand, look in my eyes and
In my mind, I know you’re my horizon

I’ll take the good with the bad
Prove them wrong with what have
It’s you and me, baby
I hope you’ll listen, maybe

[Verse 2]
Smoke’s swirling in my mind like yesterday
(Yesterday, yesterday)
I’ve been up all night, prayin’ that you’d stay
(It’s all for love, all for love)

Lost track of you, it’s 2am
Got school in the morning, need to get to bed
Close my eyes, think of you
‘Cus in the end I know you’re my horizon

[Pre-chorus 2]
Ask you to see my point of view
You’re always thinking of you
I helped take on your burdens
Now I see behind the curtain

Extend your hand, help me up
But now I don’t give a fuck
Though I’m still here with you
You’re not that person I knew

[Chorus 2]
Even when I’m drowning in it
I’ll lift you out of the pit
Hold my hand, look in my eyes and
In my heart, I know you’re my horizon

Said take the good with the bad
Prove them wrong with what had
It’s you, not me baby
So are you happy, tell me?

[Bridge]
You ask for my help
But you can’t give it back
Tried to be nice
I paid the price (Oh)

Did all you asked, just for you to leave me
Here on my own
Loving you was hard enough, so how
Am I supposed to lose you?

[Chorus 3]
Even when I’m drowning in it
You’d leave me lost in the pit
Hold my breath, I’ll close my eyes and
Was I a fool to think you’re my horizon?

Did you care for what we had?
I think you’re drivin’ me mad
So here’s what I’m decidin’
You’re not my damn horizon

So weigh the bad with the good
I wish that you understood
Welcome to hell, baby
Next time, be careful maybe

Put out the fire and the flames,
I’m sick of playing your games
And through this high I’m ridin’
I’ll make my own horizon

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Cerussis - WAITING - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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"WAITING"
Writing - @Cerussis
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1]
Time; it’s a simple thing
But there’s not much of it
Held by a lonely string
Slowly wearing away, bit by bit

Now, it’s just you and me
But to a lesser degree
Not how things should be

Somehow I can guarentee
That when this castle crumbles
It’s not you, but me

[Pre-chorus 1]
Tip toe, you think I don’t know
Your true intentions
Uh oh, I think it’s for you to go
No more chances

[Chorus]
I’ve given all of my time to you
So how long are you gonna keep me waiting?
I’m through with wasting my time thinkin’ of
Each fuckin’ time that you kept waiting

Baby there’s really no difference
Whether you even show up at all
You got me stuck on you, I’m addicted to ya
That’s why it hurts when

You promised me you’d give your time
But then you chose to go right ahead
Just to leave me waiting

[Verse 2]
I make the plans again
But you never show up
When I need you most

I take the fall again
Put the blame on myself
Nobody else

I’m sick of wasting my time
Playing all these mind games
If you would just be outright
I’d never cry to myself to fall asleep at night

I’m on my knees now
Pleadin, don’t you hear me baby?
If this is one sick joke
It ain’t funny

Would you it kill you to listen, darlin?
Or is there somethin’ that you’re hidin?

[Bridge]
No, you think it won’t show
How little you care
So go, just leave me alone
Before you make things worse

Tip toe, you think I don’t know
Your true intentions
Uh oh, I think it’s for you to go
No more chances

[Chorus]
I’ve given all of my time to you
So how long are you gonna keep me waiting?
(What do I say?)

I’m through with wasting my time thinkin’ of
Each fuckin’ time that you kept waiting
(One drink to drown it out!)

Baby there’s really no difference
Whether you even show up at all
You got me stuck on you, I’m addicted to ya
That’s why it hurts when

You promised me you’d give your time
But then you chose to go right ahead
Just to leave me waiting

[Outro]
I’ve given all of my time to you
So how long are you gonna keep me waiting?
I’m through with wasting my time thinkin’ of
Each fuckin’ time that you kept waiting

Baby there’s really no difference
Whether you even show up at all
You got me stuck on you, I’m addicted to ya
That’s why it hurts when

You promised me you’d give your time
But then you chose to go right ahead
Just to leave me waiting

How long are you gonna keep me waiting?
Go right ahead, you can leave me waiting...

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Cerussis - sick of me - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis & DENI - Fangs - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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"Fangs"
Writing - @Cerussis, DENI
Production - @Cerussis
Guitar and Bass - @musicbysatine
Violin - Kaidan Larson
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, DENI
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Intro - Steph]
I care too much about what people say
Tell me it’s better to be safe than sorry
Who gives a fuck about them anyway?
Why live a life where you’re the one not in

Control yourself
(They say!)
But I’m done with takin’ punches
Straight to my brain

So I won’t run away
I’ll bare my fangs
So you best stay away

[Verse 1 - Steph]
I make problems for myself
Then never ask for help
Always keep it locked in, can’t win
Crawling under my skin

Walls so tall
Though they’re breakable
I can hear them tapping
Cracking, ruining what coulda’ been

Shards of glass, cuttin’ right through my mask
Hearing everyone ask?
“When are you gonna get it together?”

Lost my grip on reality
It’s all a fantasy
Nothing can be that easy

[Pre-chorus - Steph and Deni]
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Everyone’s tellin me I should be stronger
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
But I can’t take it!

[Chorus - Steph]
I care too much about what people say
Tell me it’s better to be safe than sorry
Who gives a fuck about them anyway?
Why live a life where you’re the one not in

Control yourself
(They say!)
But I’m done with takin’ punches
Straight to my brain

So I won’t run away
I’ll bare my fangs
So you best stay away

[Verse 2 - Deni]
I’ve been down, hands around my throat
I never thought that I would find myself here
I’m sick of doing everything you say
I won’t apologize for breaking out of your cage

Heart of stone
Got me feelin’ so cold
Yeah, this shit is getting old
I won’t be controlled

I’ll paint the green flags
With the blood on my hands
Run while you have the chance
Sick of the pressure you’re putting on me

[Pre-chorus - Steph and Deni]
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Everyone’s tellin me I should be stronger
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
But I can’t take it!

[Bridge - Steph and Deni]
Heart’s on fire
Walkin’ on a wire
Watch me drown
Won’t let my tears fall

Down I crumble
Trip and stumble
Running from a spotlight
Never wanted a fight!

[Chorus - Steph and Deni]
I care too much about what people say
Tell me it’s better to be safe than sorry
Who gives a fuck about them anyway?
Why live a life where you’re the one not in

Control yourself
(They say!)
But I’m done with takin’ punches
Straight to my brain

So I won’t run away
I’ll bare my fangs
So you best stay away

[Outro - Steph and Deni]
Heart’s ice cold
Got you in a chokehold
Let’s see when you’re gonna fold
I’m the one in control…

I’ll bare my fangs
So, you best stay away…

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Cerussis - Suffer (in Silence) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis & Satine - Mother Once Told Me - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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Deezer: deezer.com/album/440426127

"Mother Once Told Me"
Writing - @Cerussis, @musicbysatine, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Mother told me not to talk to strangers
She said that they come with knives and scissors
What would happen if maybe I gave these strangers a bit of my time
Time will tell if I’m in any danger

[Pre-chorus - Stephen]
Mother knows best, I shouldn’t be messin’ around
But I failed the test, ah
No one else to blame
Playin’ stupid games

[Chorus - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire

In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name

Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?

Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s too late
I wish I listened to my mom…

[Verse 2 - Ella]
Mother said be kind to those who meet you
Even if I’m just a toy in their view
So I buckle up, smile wide
Prep myself for a hell of a ride
Time will tell if I can make it through

Mother told me I could never be someone
Who has done all the things that I have done
When I told her that the blood’s on her hands, not mine
She said that I’m walkin’ a thin line

Said there were too many complications
Get ahold of all my fixations
Said that nobody needs to know

Maybe I won’t come home one night
Jump right off of your twisted tightrope
Never seen again, would you miss me then?
Would you miss me then?

[Bridge - Stephen and Ella]
Caught up in a daydream
(I wish I listened to my mom)
Know I’ve fucked up, sorry...

Mother knows best, I shouldn’t be playin’ around
But I failed the test, ah
No one else to blame
Playin’ stupid games

[Chorus - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire

In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name

Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?

Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s over
I should have listened to my-

[Outro - Stephen and Ella]
Don’t know why, can’t comply
Or control myself
My desires
Burn like fire

In the dark, losing sleep
Think back to all the times
That I slipped away
Calling my name

Cut me down, bleeding out
I don’t know how
I got in this deep
Can I stay asleep?

Wound with salt, it’s my fault
Where do I draw the line?
But it’s too late
I wish I listened to my mom…

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Cerussis, Al Hemming, Austin Hughes - AFTERTASTE - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/6syQU8ZUt9XYxfMw7XtdYY
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/habits/1687491893?ls=1
Deezer: deezer.com/album/440426127

"AFTERTASTE"
Writing - @Cerussis
Production - @Cerussis, Al Hemming
Electric Guitar - Al Hemming
Bass - Austin Hughes
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Intro]
I’m stuck with the aftertaste
Of your dumb mistakes
Not fair that your selfish acts
Are keepin’ me awake

I’m stuck in the aftermath
Your destructive path
Hope now that your heart still aches
Bittersweet mistakes, sitting with your aftertaste

[Verse 1]
Left me stranded on the wayside
Kicked me down to the curbside
All your belongings on my bedside
It’s just a matter a time

Before I kick back
Set it all ablaze
Just watch
You'll regret the day

I’m not taking chances anymore
Take your shit and leave
Oh, there’s the door

[Pre-chorus 1]
Said I’m just your last resort
Giving them a wrong impression
Knowing that you’d come up short
Leaving me with myself to question

[Chorus 1]
I’m stuck with the aftertaste
Of your dumb mistakes
Not fair that your selfish acts
Are keepin’ me awake

I’m stuck in the aftermath
Your destructive path
Hope now that your heart still aches
Bittersweet mistakes, sitting with your aftertaste

[Verse 2]
Spit it out
Tell me what you want
I can’t read your mind
I’m not a god

Too many second chances
Aren’t deserving for everyone
Given all the circumstances
You better turn and run, turn and run!

[Pre-chorus 2]
Said I’m just your last resort
Giving them a wrong impression
Knowing that you’d come up short
Leaving me with myself to question

[Chorus 2]
I’m stuck with the aftertaste
Of your dumb mistakes
Not fair that your selfish acts
Are keepin’ me awake

I’m stuck in the aftermath
Your destructive path
Hope now that your heart still aches
Bittersweet mistakes, sitting with your aftertaste

[Bridge]
Oh babe, I know
I know you’re all alone
Showed me who you
Truly are

[Chorus 3]
I’m stuck with the aftertaste
Of your dumb mistakes
Not fair that your selfish acts
Are keepin’ me awake

I’m stuck in the aftermath
Your destructive path
Hope now that your heart still aches
Bittersweet mistakes, sitting with your aftertaste

[Outro]
I’m stuck with the aftertaste
Of your dumb mistakes
Hope now that your heart still aches
Bittersweet mistakes, sitting with your aftertaste

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Cerussis - Habits - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis 2023-08-25 | Stream and download my new album - Habits!!
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Deezer: deezer.com/album/440426127

"Habits"
Writing - @Cerussis
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis
Background Artwork - @sloofvif

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1]
You knew it right from the start
That this would fall apart
I’ll think of something to say
To make it all go away

I’ve fought too hard
To make you mine
So don’t you try to leave
Don’t cross line

[Pre-chorus]
Am I crazy
To be craving the love I need?
Is it even real?
Am I in too deep?

[Chorus 1]
What if I was honest?
Told you I’m not wanted
Break something we promised
(Instead of breaking my habits)

Said that
“I’m still brokenhearted"
That’s how you responded
(Not my intention to hurt you)

But if you’re on your own
Think of how you’ll grow
And flourish
(Without me around)

I’ll only hurt you
Why would I deserve you?
Find somebody else who
(Won’t treat you the way I do)

[Verse 2]
Pictures of you of my mind
Think of where that got me
Six feet under the ground
Certain death, I guarantee

Made me think that I was crazy
Baby, who'd you think you’re fooling?
It’s all your fault, I did nothing wrong
Explain yourself or move along

[Chorus 2]
What if I was honest?
Told you I’m not wanted
Break something we promised
(Instead of breaking my habits)

Said that
“I’m still brokenhearted"
That’s how you responded
(Not my intention to hurt you)

But if you’re on your own
Think of how you’ll grow
And flourish
(Without me around)

I’ll only hurt you
Why would I deserve you?
Find somebody else who
(Won’t treat you the way I do)

[Bridge]
I know you’re special to me
So why can’t we..?
(Make this work)

Paint the red flags green
Baby, can’t you see?
(I want this to work)

Am I crazy to be craving the love I need?
(This won’t work)
Is it even real? Am I in too deep?
(I can’t make this work)

[Chorus 3]
What if I was honest?
Thought of what I wanted
Something that you started
(Instead of breaking my habits)

Said that I’m just fucking heartless
All ‘cus I was loveless
(I never wanted to hurt you)

But now you’re on your own
I see how you’ve grown
And flourished
(Without me around)

So go and hate me
Why not just erase me?
Finally you can be free
(‘Cus I can’t break these habits…)

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Cerussis - Relapse - (Official Audio)

Cerussis, DeysiaVu, Antonio Córdova - Bad Times - (Official Audio)

Cerussis - Irrational - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-07-14 | Download and stream Irrational - Out everywhere now
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Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/irrational-single/1684817470?ls=1
Deezer: deezer.com/album/434765677

"Irrational"
Writing - @Cerussis
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1]
Gimme your best shot, show me what ya got
Not like you’ll get caught, seen as something that you’re not
I’m just disposable
All ‘cus I’m too irrational

Whether punch, hit, kick; I don’t give a shit
Pain as you see fit, like it’s something I'll admit
Know I’m replaceable
All because I’m irrational

[Pre-chorus 1]
Say what you will, I’m not taking feedback
File your complaints with someone
Who won’t turn their back on you
Got me too paranoid to trust in you too

[Chorus]
Take a knife to the back, just another day
Paint my heart jet black. fuck what other people say
I’m too emotional
Maybe I’m just irrational

Put a gun to my head, please just make it end
Paint the walls dark red; God, I wish that I was dead
Caged like an animal
Got my acting irrational

[Verse 2]
Tell me we’re friends, but the moment that I look away
You’re spreading rumors to people who’ve got something to say
But I’m not the type to get upset
There’s bigger things as threats

[Pre-chorus 2]
Do what you want
I won’t play along though
Just so you know, I’ve done this a million times before
if it’s a fight lookin for, then go

[Chorus]
Take a knife to the back, just another day
Paint my heart jet black. fuck what other people say
I’m too emotional
Maybe I’m just irrational

Put a gun to my head, please just make it end
Paint the walls dark red; God, I wish that I was dead
Caged like an animal
Got my acting irrational

[Bridge]
Put a gun to my head
Pull the trigger, now I’m dead
Grab my hair, pull me down
Bury me in the ground

Keep my head under the water
Watch me as I’m sinking farther
Twist the knife that’s in my stomach
Watch the knots grow

Put a gun to my head
Pull the trigger, now I’m dead
Grab my hair, pull me down
Bury me in the ground

Keep my head under the water
Watch me as I’m sinking farther
Twist the knife that’s in my stomach
Watch the knots grow

[Chorus]
Take a knife to the back, just another day
Paint my heart jet black. fuck what other people say
I’m too emotional
Maybe I’m just irrational

Put a gun to my head, please just make it end
Paint the walls dark red; God, I wish that I was dead
Caged like an animal
Got my acting irrational

[Outro]
Gimme your best shot, show me what ya got
Not like you’ll get caught, seen as something that you’re not
I’m just disposable
All ‘cus I’m too irrational

Whether punch, hit, kick; I don’t give a shit
Pain as you see fit, like it’s something I'll admit
Know I’m replaceable
All because I’m irrational

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Cerussis - MIDAS - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-06-09 | Track 1 of 7 off of my EP - MIDAS (The Remixes)

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"MIDAS"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis

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Cerussis - MIDAS (Reprise) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-06-09 | Track 7 of 7 off of my EP - MIDAS (The Remixes)

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"MIDAS"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis

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Cerussis, Liv Pamp, Nicholas Kierstead - MIDAS (Extended) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-06-09 | Track 6 of 7 off of my EP - MIDAS (The Remixes)

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"MIDAS (Extended)"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, Liv Pamp, Nicholas Kierstead

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Cerussis & Almost Karma - MIDAS - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-06-09 | Track 4 of 7 off of my EP - MIDAS (The Remixes)

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"MIDAS"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @almostkarmaofficial

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Cerussis - MIDAS (Lucius Meyers Remix) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-06-09 | Track 5 of 7 off of my EP - MIDAS (The Remixes)

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"MIDAS (Lucius Meyers Remix)"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @LuciusMeyers, @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis

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Cerussis - MIDAS (Stripped) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-06-09 | Track 3 of 7 off of my EP - MIDAS (The Remixes)

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"MIDAS (Stripped)"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis

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Cerussis - MIDAS (Rock Version) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-06-09 | Track 2 of 7 off of my EP - MIDAS (The Remixes)

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"MIDAS (Rock Version)"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, @LuciusMeyers

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SEULGI - 28 Reasons - (Cerussis Remix/Cover - INSTRUMENTAL)

Cerussis 2023-05-28 | Download the cover here! (Along with the instrumental + acapella!)
cerussis.bandcamp.com/album/28-reasons-cerussis-remix

Original song - youtube.com/watch?v=G_BYjnopO6U
ENGLISH LYRICS/COVER FROM @SerriMusic - youtube.com/watch?v=KF7Hluep3QI

Vocals - @Cerussis
Instrumental and Production - @Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - @Cerussis
Cover and Video artwork - @Cerussis

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#kpop #28reasons #seulgi #cover #remix

SEULGI - 28 Reasons - (Cerussis Remix/Cover)

Cerussis 2023-05-28 | Well, this is quite out of the blue.

I wanted to try something a bit new, so I took a shot at producing a sort of remix/cover of the song 28 Reasons by SEULGI. Hope you enjoy, this was so much fun to make! :)

Download the cover here! (Along with the instrumental + acapella!)
cerussis.bandcamp.com/album/28-reasons-cerussis-remix

Original song - youtube.com/watch?v=G_BYjnopO6U
ENGLISH LYRICS/COVER FROM @SerriMusic - youtube.com/watch?v=KF7Hluep3QI

Vocals - @Cerussis
Instrumental and Production - @Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering - @Cerussis
Cover and Video artwork - @Cerussis

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Life can be pretty neat sometimes

Cerussis 2023-05-10 | ...

Cerussis & Sophia Grinberg - Outside/Inside - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis 2023-05-05 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD OUTSIDE/INSIDE (FEAT. SOPHIA GRINBERG)
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This song is about masking emotions out of fear that people might not accept you if you're honest about them.

"Outside/Inside"
Writing - @Cerussis, @NCon-to5wn, Sophia Grinberg
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, Sophia Grinberg
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Locked inside my head
This way, I’ll be better off instead
Of being dead inside

I don’t recognize
Through these eyes
What I see in front of me

You don’t see
Count to three
No longer me

Paranoia’s getting higher
Chalk it up to being tired
You don’t understand the hell
That I’ve been living through

Is it even worth it to confide in someone
Knowing there’s a risk
So I’ll learn to keep the
Outside inside

[Pre-Chorus - Stephen]
And I know that you want me to smile and be okay
Push the pain away, just to make you stay

[Chorus - Stephen and Sophia]
See me on the outside laughing
I’m having such a wonderful time
Some would say that I’ve been masking
Every thought of mine

Sure, I’m on the inside screaming
I promise you that I’ll be fine
You don’t know the difference between
Outside inside

[Verse 2 - Stephen and Sophia]
Try to pass the time
Look for ways to show you that I’m fine
Won’t cross that line again

I know you don’t give a fuck
You don’t give a shit unless I fall in line
Fake a smile, wait awhile
Not my style

I can’t really tell you how I’m feeling
Say I’ll be fine
This problem’s mine to deal with

Every time I tell you, it’s the same thing
You just brush me off
So I’ll keep the outside inside

[Bridge - Stephen and Sophia]
Put me back together
Just to tear me apart
Can you not the see the stitches
That hold together my heart

And I know that you want me to act like I’m okay
But I’m not okay, so what do I say?

[Chorus - Stephen and Sophia]
See me on the outside laughing
I’m having such a wonderful time
Some would say that I’ve been masking
Every thought of mine

Sure, I’m on the inside screaming
I promise you that I’ll be fine
You don’t know the difference between
Outside inside

[Outro - Stephen and Sophia]
See me on the outside laughing
I’m having such a wonderful time
Some would say that I’ve been masking
Every thought of mine

Sure, I’m on the inside screaming
I promise you that I’ll be fine
You don’t know the difference between
Outside inside

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CG5 - Gone Away - (Cerussis Cover)

Cerussis 2023-04-28 | This one's a special one :,)

PRESAVE OUTSIDE/INSIDE (feat. Sophia Grinberg) - OUT NEXT FRIDAY!!
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Original song by @CG5
Vocals by @Cerussis
Mixing and Mastering by @Cerussis
Cover and video artwork done by @Cerussis

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CG5 & B-Slick - Masterpiece - (Cerussis Cover - feat. @mrloudofficial)

Cerussis 2023-04-20 | Been wanting to remaster this cover for so long and I'm so happy with how this turned out :)

Thank you so much to Mr. Loud for featuring on this with me! It was a blast finally getting to work with you and I hope we can continue to work together in the future!
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Original song by @CG5 & @bslickmusic
Vocals by @Cerussis and @mrloudofficial
Mixing and Mastering done by @Cerussis
Cover and video artwork done by @Cerussis

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Cerussis & Pat Kennedy - Løveless - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis 2023-04-14 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD LØVELESS (FEAT. PAT KENNEDY)
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This song is about taking desperate measures to keep someone in your life, even if it means doing horrible things.

"Løveless"
Writing - @Cerussis, Pat Kennedy
Production - @Cerussis
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, Pat Kennedy
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Intro - Stephen and Pat]
I was loveless ‘till I met you
I was loveless ‘till I met you
I know it’s wrong for me to keep you to myself
I was loveless ‘till I met you

[Verse 1 - Pat]
Let me take you in
See the person that I’ve been
Hop aboard, enjoy the ride
As I show you all my sins

Counting (1, 2, 3)
They say they wanna set me free
But I kept them, locked them in
And I threw away the key

(Stephen)
I know the things I’ve done have hurt other people
But who’s to say I’m wrong on another level
What’s a little gain without any pain?
Oh, I know you’d do the same

[Pre-chorus 1 - Stephen and Pat]
Heavy hearts sink faster

[Chorus - Stephen and Pat]
I was loveless ‘till I met you
If you only knew
How much I need you
I’d rather die than watch you walk away

You opened your heart
You knew right from the start
I was loveless ‘till I met you
Loveless ‘till I met you

I was heartless ‘till I found you
And it’s a shame
Tell me, do you feel the same?
I can’t find another one like you

And I know it’s wrong
For me to keep you to myself
I was loveless ‘till I met you
Loveless ‘till I
(Oh)

[Verse 2 - Stephen]
Call me cruel, but you like the danger
Don’t talk to me about fairness
When you’re the one that’s so careless

If you don’t hate me, say how much you want me baby
You say that you’re being careful
But tell me where’s the fun in that?

(Pat)
I know that what I’m doing seems disrespectful
Comes from a place that’s consiously detrimental
Just a little game that I wanna play
Oh, please won’t you stay, stay, stay?

[Pre-chorus 2 - Stephen and Pat]
Heavy hearts sink faster
Leaves a path of a disaster

[Bridge - Stephen and Pat]
I know the things I’ve done have hurt other people
But who’s to say I’m wrong on another level
I know the things I’ve done might seem kinda toxic
Don’t need another lecture! (I kinda got it...)

[Chorus - Stephen and Pat]
I was loveless ‘till I met you
If you only knew
How much I need you
I’d rather die than watch you walk away

You opened your heart
You knew right from the start
I was loveless ‘till I met you
Loveless ‘till I met you

I was heartless ‘till I found you
And it’s a shame
Tell me, do you feel the same?
I can’t find another one like you

And I know it’s wrong
For me to keep you to myself
I was loveless ‘till I met you
Loveless ‘till I
(Oh)

[Outro - Stephen and Pat]
I was loveless ‘till I met you
I was loveless ‘till I met you
You knew right from the start
That I was loveless ‘till I met you, oh...

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CG5, TLT, & OR3O - 4GET - (Cerussis Cover - feat. Liv Pamp)

Cerussis 2023-03-13 | It's been a little bit since I've put out a cover and I thought this song would be a lot of fun to do!

Go check out Liv! She's extremely talented and it was so much fun working with her on this :)
tiktok.com/@livpamp?lang=en

Original song by @CG5, @TheLivingTombstone, @OR3O_xd
Vocals by @Cerussis & Liv Pamp
Mixing and Mastering done by @Cerussis
Cover and video artwork done by @kingpagie

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Cerussis & Almost Karma - Cigarettes - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis 2023-03-10 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD CIGARETTES (FEAT. ALMOST KARMA)
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This song is about substance abuse and using substances to numb or get away from pain.

"Cigarettes"
Writing - @Cerussis @almostkarmaofficial, @musicbysatine
Production - @Cerussis, @musicbysatine
Lead and Backing Vocals - @Cerussis, @almostkarmaofficial
Additional Vocals - @NCon-to5wn, Pat Kennedy, Shea Dewan, Alex Alvarez
Background Artwork - @kingpagie

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1 - Stephen & Gabe]
This hopeless; my obsession
Pass another one, same procession
Reinventing, unrelenting
Though it’s you I’m still resenting

You can tell me it’s wrong, but it’s helping me cope
To heal from the damage; the shit you evoked
While you’re fueling the fire, you’re burning desire
I’m here getting higher - my brain, I’ll rewire

[Pre-Chorus - All]
I’m up all night
Soon they'll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay-)

I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go

[Chorus - All]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)

Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…

[Verse 2 - Stephen]
Paint you as perfect
White tones highlighted with black

Put a smile on my face, you won’t know it’s a fake
Maybe one day you’ll think that they’re one and the same
While you go fool around, have a night on the town
Go enjoy yourself, I would say

But I’m punching the wall and I’m screaming your name
I’m drawn to you like a moth to a flame
But truth hurts in the end

[Bridge - Gabe]
Cigarettes, Poppin’ pills
Catch me, I’m drownin’ in substances
Need a hit, need a drink
Need to be somebody different

Cover it up, now I’m fallin’ to pieces
Using these vices as ways to releases this
(Hey, do we have any Skyy left?)
(Ha…)

Now I’ve lost my mind
Yeah, you’ve robbed me blind
Chase the molly down and fade away (Ay)

I’m still stuck on you (Ah…)
Tell me where’d you go

[Chorus - All]
You’re out all night
While I’m in my head
Take a shot and it all goes away (Ay!)

Nothing left to do (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigarettes
Numb all the pain
Ah…

[Chorus 2 - All]
I’m up all night
Soon they'll find me dead
One more drink to try and get away (Ay!)

I’m still stuck on you (Ah!)
So I’ll light up a pack of my cigs
Forget all the pain!

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Cerussis - Start Again (Deluxe Version) - (Official Music Video)

Cerussis 2023-02-17 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES (DELUXE VERSION)
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"Start Again (Deluxe Version)"
Writing - @Cerussis
Production - @Cerussis
Filming and Editing - @Cerussis

Vocals
- @Cerussis
- @mirachrista1238
- @LuciusMeyers
- @Violaroo
- Grace Sandoval
- @NCon-to5wn
- @quentinmarcus8850
- @Remember4Ender
- @D.Na_Music
- @kingpagie
- @dheusta
- @mojothemusicking
- @sloofvif
- @BlueSoulProductionsBSP
- @ZyraZesty
- Cameronn Fournier
- Almost Karma

[Intro]
When I count to ten
I promise that I won’t let this happen again
I’ll learn from my mistakes
And no matter what it takes

I’ll rise from the ashes
As the world around me crashes
I’ll build a new world from those broken pieces

Tomorrow is another day
I know my friends are here to stay
I know that everything will be okay

Because after everything that I’ve been through
It’s time to change and start anew
I’ll take back what’s been stolen
And make my future golden

[Chorus]
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden (No!)
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden

[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)

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Cerussis - Waltz of a Rose - (Official Audio)

Cerussis & Grace Blackwell - Thanks, I Guess - (Official Audio)

Cerussis - MIDAS (Stripped) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis & Eddy Tobin - Infinite (Stripped) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-02-17 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES DELUXE
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"Infinite"
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis, Eddy Tobin
Vocals - Cerussis
Bass & Electric Guitar - Eddy Tobin

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1]
Well, here we are
The end of it all
How’d we get so far
Makin’ out in the back of your car

You, you broke my heart
It all fell apart
Oh, what I’d give
To not relive

Fell, I fell for you
Love only grew
You said to me
“I love you, don’t see?”

New feelings flourishing inside
We said “let’s give it a try"

[Pre-Chorus 1]
See no, speak no
Hear no evil
You’re unlike
Those other people

You came into my space
Wrapped me in your warm embrace

One month, two months, three go by
I’m so glad to call you mine
And if I’m dreaming
Don’t wake me up

[Chorus 1]
Sparks fly
So intimate
Soar high
‘Cus we’re infinite

Who would have guessed that
We’d be so perfect
A kind of love that’s unalike
Though it’s evident

Star-crossed
Indefinite
So elegant
Now we’re infinite

Can't you see the future burns so bright
Oh tell me, doesn’t this feel right?

[Verse 2]
Caught unaware
We were both right there
Hopeless romantics
Lookin’ for antics (Oh)

You came into my life
And carved your name
But in the end
That sent me to shame

[Pre-Chorus 2]
See no, speak no
Hear no evil
You’re unlike
Those other people

Seen through those rosy shades
Oh, you’ve made no mistakes

Four months, five months, six go by
All this time, I’ve called you mine
Turns out, you lied
You never loved me, tossed me to the side

[Chorus 2]
Sparks fly
So intimate
Soar high
‘Cus we’re infinite

Who would have guessed that
We’d be so perfect
A kind of love that’s unalike
Though it’s evident

Star-crossed
Indefinite
So elegant
Now we’re infinite

Can't you see the future burns so bright
Though now, something doesn’t feel right...

[Chorus 3]
Sparks fly
How intricate
Burn down
You’ve lost your crown

Who would have guessed
That you’d lead me on
Sitting utop of lies
You work upon

Tied up
Don’t give a fuck
Got your knots tight
I won’t put up a fight

Who would have guessed
That we’d be so perfect
A kind of love that falls apart
Though it’s infinite

[Outro]
Sparks fly
So intimate
Soar high
‘Cus we’re infinite

Who would have guessed that
We’d be so perfect
A kind of love that’s unalike

And this is where I lie
Where all my roses come to die
Knew from the start we would never be perfect
I knew our love would fall apart, nothing’s infinite

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Cerussis & DHeusta - Madness - (Official Audio)

Cerussis 2023-02-17 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES DELUXE
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"Madness"
Written and produced by @Cerussis
Co-written with @NCon-to5wn
Vocals by @Cerussis and @dheusta

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1 - Cerussis]
Don’t breathe, they can hear you
Down the hallway, don’t you make a sound
Don’t panic, after all you
Get away with, more than you’re allowed

Stone cold, at a standstill
Deer in headlights, too afraid to move
You can do this, don’t be stupid
In the end, it’s always win or lose

[Pre-Chorus 1 - Cerussis]
Checking every corner
Wondering when you’ll show your face
People say I’m crazy
That I’m wasting time and space

Saying you’re not real
And I should get on with my life
But I know that you’re getting closer
It’s only a matter of time

[Chorus 1 - Cerussis]
Deep under, don’t you wonder
Why we’ve been torn asunder?
(Tell me) Can you keep a secret?
Stand out from among the weakest

They climb and crawl for you
Don’t know what you’re gonna do
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness

[Verse 2 - DHeusta]
Well then, guess I screwed this
How’d I lose this? With how far I’ve come…
Wake up, power through this
I can do it, but it’s not a game

No shame in giving up
I know I’ve run out of luck
Hyperventilating
No more waiting, now I find myself

[Pre-Chorus 2 - DHeusta]
Checking every corner
Wondering when you’ll show your face
People say I’m crazy
That I’m wasting time and space

Saying you’re not real
And I should get on with my life
But I know that you’re getting closer
It’s only a matter of time

[Chorus 2 - DHeusta]
Deep under, don’t you wonder
Why we’ve been torn asunder?
(Tell me) Can you keep a secret?
Stand out from among the weakest

They climb and crawl for you
Don’t know what you’re gonna do
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness

We’re not so different, are we?
You’ll help us, I guarantee
(Make sure) That you keep the light on
Death’s is knocking, keep on walking

You try, you wonder why
The monsters all come at night
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness

[Bridge - Cerussis & DHeusta]
Bright lights, long nights
You stay awake and wonder
When the sun will
Break the clouds and thunder

You try, you wonder why
The crowd is here to see you cry
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
(A house of toys)

[Chorus 2 - Cerussis & DHeusta]

(Cerussis)
Deep under, don’t you wonder
Why we’ve been torn asunder?
(Tell me) Can you keep a secret?
Stand out from among the weakest

(DHeusta)
They climb and crawl for you
Don’t know what you’re gonna do
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness

(Both)
We’re not so different, are we?
You’ll help us, I guarantee
(Make sure) That you keep the light on
Death is knocking, keep on walking

You try, you wonder why
The monster’s all come out at night
You’re just the thrill of the hunt
Inside our house of madness

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Cerussis - Start Again (Deluxe Version) - (Official Lyric Video)

Cerussis 2023-02-17 | STREAM AND DOWNLOAD BED OF ROSES (DELUXE VERSION)
Apple Music: music.apple.com/us/album/bed-of-roses-deluxe-version-feat-grace-sandoval/1660790908?ls=1
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Deezer: deezer.com/album/388568617

"Start Again (Deluxe Version)"
Writing - @Cerussis
Production - @Cerussis
Filming and Editing - @Cerussis

Vocals
- @Cerussis
- @mirachrista1238
- @LuciusMeyers
- @Violaroo
- Grace Sandoval
- @NCon-to5wn
- @quentinmarcus8850
- @Remember4Ender
- @D.Na_Music
- @kingpagie
- @dheusta
- @mojothemusicking
- @sloofvif
- @BlueSoulProductionsBSP
- @ZyraZesty
- Cameronn Fournier
- Almost Karma

[Intro]
When I count to ten
I promise that I won’t let this happen again
I’ll learn from my mistakes
And no matter what it takes

I’ll rise from the ashes
As the world around me crashes
I’ll build a new world from those broken pieces

Tomorrow is another day
I know my friends are here to stay
I know that everything will be okay

Because after everything that I’ve been through
It’s time to change and start anew
I’ll take back what’s been stolen
And make my future golden

[Chorus]
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden
Golden, now everything’s golden

[Outro]
(Golden, I wanted everything golden)
(Golden, I wanted everything golden…)

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Cerussis - Carry On - (Official Audio)

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"Carry On"
Writing - Cerussis
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis

~Lyrics~

Have your way
Not like you’ll hear what I say
Go on and play
Your twisted head games

So, you’re all alone
Hey, why’s that my problem?
True colors shown
Still think nobody saw em’

And now ya gotta be like that
After all we’ve been through
You’re always on the attack
Can’t see through my point of view

You say you love me
And I hate to disagree
But you got your cards on the table
Thought that I wouldn’t see

[Pre-chorus]
You think you’re clever
But I see what you’re doin’
Your words hold light as a feather
Still, it’s me your pursuing

So why don’t you take a step back?
Check you boarding pass
Sure you’re on the right track

[Chorus]
Sorry for getting emotional (I can’t help it)
That my minds all out of control (I can’t stop it)
Sorry that I couldn’t please you, do what you asked me to do
Now I’m just your carry on
Have fun, enjoy your flight

[Verse 2]
Well, I guess
This is how things will be
Backed in a corner
Makin' me rethink this over

Made me crazy
‘Cus I didn’t the fit image
Of what a friend was to you
See through your visage

[Pre-chorus]
You think you’re clever
But I know what you’re playin’
Got my best interest in mind?
Still blind to all you’re sayin'

So why don’t you take a step back?
Think about your actions
Not your one-way ticket pass

[Bridge]
My apologies for being such an inconvenience
Sit up on your throne and call yourself a genius
Thinking that there’s nothing that can prove you wrong
Well really you’ve been dead inside all along

Saying that I’m paranoid or overreacting
You hide behind a smile, you’ve been masking
Hope that soon, you take a look inside
And find yourself to be your own demise

[Chorus]
Sorry for getting emotional (I can’t help it)
That my minds all out of control (I can’t stop it)
Sorry that I couldn’t please you, do what you asked me to do
Now I’m just your carry on
Have fun, enjoy your flight

Sorry for getting emotional (I can’t help it)
That my minds all out of control (I can’t stop it)
Sorry that I couldn’t please you, do what you asked me to do
Now I’m just your carry on
Have fun, enjoy your flight

[Outro]
(Have fun, enjoy your flight…)
(Have fun, enjoy your flight…)

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Cerussis - Count To Ten (Deluxe Version) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis and MojoKing - Hostage (Deluxe Version) - (Official Audio)

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"Hostage"
Writing - Cerussis, @mojothemusicking
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis, @mojothemusicking

~Lyrics~

[Verse 1 - Stephen]
I didn’t see it coming
On the verge of crumbling
You vowed to drag me down
With you

Each day, you caught me stumbling
Found a way of numbing
The pain that stems from what you do

[Pre-chorus - Stephen]
I know it ain’t healthy
I know it ain’t wise
And in the end, I messed up
Now I’m a

[Chorus - Stephen]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain

Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself

[Verse 2 - Mojo]
Endorphins high on dopamine
Feeling like I'm in a movie scene
(Am I locked inside a screen?)
(Reliving things I've already seen?)

Give me just one chance to think
Just some time for my brain to sync
(Keep my head far from the brink)
(I can't see, I can't even blink)

[Chorus - Mojo]
When I’m a Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain

Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself

[Bridge - Stephen]
Hostage, it’s obnoxious
Got my brain feeling like garbage
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not

Hostage, feelin’ toxic
Got me broken over some gossip
Made me think it’s my fault
But it’s not

[Chorus - Stephen & Mojo]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain (Is this what you desire?)

Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself

[Outro - Stephen & Mojo]
Hostage, I’m exhausted
Yet I always end up being caught in
A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire
I’m locked inside my brain

Hostage, better be cautious
The thought of it makes me nauseous
My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I’ll last
When I’m a hostage to myself...

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Cerussis - Count To Ten (Ballad) - (Official Audio)

Cerussis & Mira - Flesh and Bone (Hyperpop Remix) - (Official Audio)

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"Flesh and Bone"
Writing - Cerussis, Mira
Production - Cerussis
Vocals - Cerussis, Mira

~Lyrics~

[Chorus - Stephen and Mira]
I never thought I’d be dancing with the devil
Gave you one chance, I thought you’d grown
Got yourself thinking you’re immortal
Seated right there upon your throne

Hoping that you would break the cycle
Waiting on you to let me go
Living each day, stuck in denial
Knowing that we’re just flesh and bone

[Verse 1 - Stephen]
Thought we would last
But time flew by so fast
Gone with the wind
So my sanity began to thin

No where to go
Looking high and low
For a place to hide
From the prison that I call my life

[Pre-Chorus 1 - Stephen]
I don’t know what I’m gonna do
Now that you’re gone
But, I swear I won’t give up

[Chorus - Stephen and Mira]
I never thought I’d be dancing with the devil
Gave you one chance, I thought you’d grown
Got yourself thinking you’re immortal
Seated right there upon your throne

Hoping that you would break the cycle
Waiting on you to let me go
Living each day, stuck in denial
Knowing that we’re just flesh and bone

[Verse 2 - Mira]
I never wanted
Anything to change
Why couldn’t life
Just stay the same?

Everyone goes
Everyone grows
Nothing stays stagnant in this show
But I wish that I’d known

[Pre-Chorus 2 - Mira]
Time flies past, grew up fast
Nothing ever was meant to last
But I just can’t let go…
(Mirror, mirror, on my wall!)

[Bridge - Stephen]
I don’t know what I’m gonna do
Now that you’re gone
But, I swear I won’t give up

[Chorus - Stephen and Mira]
I never thought I’d be dancing with the devil
Gave you one chance, I thought you’d grown
Got yourself thinking you’re immortal
Seated right there upon your throne

Hoping that you would break the cycle
Waiting on you to let me go
Living each day, stuck in denial
Knowing that we’re just flesh and bone

[Final Chorus - Stephen and Mira]
I never thought I’d be dancing with an angel
Gave me a chance, so long ago
Swore that I’d get these knots unraveled
Leaving a broken heart of stone

Praying you’d help me break the cycle
Even though I’d be on my own
Hearing them say I’m in denial
Knowing that we’re just flesh and bone...

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