updated 5 years ago
transformation
you changed within
some selfish mutation
a stranger I once called a friend
what have you become?
isolated
some foreigner in my skin
some broken barbarian
I never meant to feel so dark and cold
what have you become?
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blurry
when you're with me
got me hazy
you take my breath away
and I'm faded
stimulated
drinking you in
till you intoxicate
disaffected
by the lies and the politics
you could be my one escape
till we're gone gone gone away
take me to the edge of the possible
take me from the ground to another world
I wanna feel the high when you pull me up
into the air
take me to the end of the logical
I wanna feel the sin till it’s not enough
your monkey on my back never coming off
I don't care
you're my amphetamine
I'm alive
there's no pain
something i’ve never seen
a new high
for my vein
you are my amphetamine
a white line
to my brain
something I can’t obtain
a new high
a new strain
you are my amphetamine
faded
left here jaded
left to crave it
till I'm stuck in a modern daze
and I'm drifted
something shifted
left addicted
to the air you stimulate
captivated
with everything you ever said
the only one with the only flame
to get me lit till I'm gone again
change
it's impractical to love you
but it's impossible to find new
nothing ever feels the same
i obsess about the change
this seclusion helps me make due
but there's no one that i can talk to
no one ever takes the place
illogical
queue the afterglow
i search for new voids to fill the hole
yet all of these lives are set in stone
i'm interred with the same
but mine won't decay
they say let it go
but that's impossible
some new kind of alchemy
i don't trust
this feeling you put in me
i won't be your casualty
i won't touch
your bright faced brutality
this blue sky is a forgery
only lust
an animal oddity
fake
nothing real it's only half truth
an invention just to dilute
a counterfeit reality
a forgery
same scenario
i'll do what I must to hide the show
an opportunistic cameo
we're both just the same
its all just a game