yacchxnsokay so. you all probably thought I'd never edit advanceshipping ever again in my life but you were fooled. you were so fooled. you can rip this ship out of my cold dead hands.
if you knew my old youtube account you'd know how much I love this ship that's why I really had to do something for them this year.......even thouh this year sucks ass let''s be honest
I want to especially thank the Skype Crew (that is now on discord) for joining me on this Adventure, without you I'd probably wouldn't have done anything for them this Year so it really really means a lot to me ily all so much
Its You [Skype Crew Collab || Advanceshipping Day 2020]yacchxns2020-11-21 | okay so. you all probably thought I'd never edit advanceshipping ever again in my life but you were fooled. you were so fooled. you can rip this ship out of my cold dead hands.
if you knew my old youtube account you'd know how much I love this ship that's why I really had to do something for them this year.......even thouh this year sucks ass let''s be honest
I want to especially thank the Skype Crew (that is now on discord) for joining me on this Adventure, without you I'd probably wouldn't have done anything for them this Year so it really really means a lot to me ily all so much
please sub to all of them I love them all so much and idk what I'd do without them
also stan advanceshippinglovelyyacchxns2024-09-19 | "you're so lovely, I wish you loved me"
yeets down everyone's door hello bitches what's up my favorite flavor of ship is when it's one sided but not really!! and that's their case!! they're just two stupid students in love and my god do I love them so MUCH
can you believe it's not enstars? me neither! haha! I did want to initally use enstars, ofc I do, but I cannot milk the junmako episodes more than I already did. and uh. I was talking about this anime just recently again and remembered how much I love them and my last upload with them in it has been over a YEAR ago so??? yeeaaaaaah.
I always start a new project with "this time i'll make it different" just for me to completely blank out and make it exactly the same. every single time. well! it do be like that.
not the vent I initially wanted to do so I just took this project as a little uhhh... "stress reliever" to just keep my mind off of things for a little? and to fight editing block because phew. it's been a hot second. I'm not really relaxed or relieved but it was nice to just chuck something into vegas again and see where things are going I think. idk! it didn't look as fast paced in my vegas as the result does now but it's fine. it kinda looks ok? idk. maybe I'll hate it soon
I will not even try to explain what happened over the past 2 months since my last upload because not only do I think that anyone really cares, my trust issues have been acting up really bad so I spare you with details for my own sake and safety. but shit's been rough, to say the least! as if that's something new but. ya know.
anyway I'm running on 5 hours of sleep and I'm still not really healthy and I should go to sleep now! so I will! goodnigh tinadequacyyacchxns2024-07-03 | /ɪˈnæd.ə.kwə.si/ noun
[ the fact that something is not good enough or is too small in amount ]
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I don't really know where to start here since it's been a long time coming actually. my last upload was like... 4 weeks ago and now I'm back again with a vent but well. I guess it had to happen at one point.
I've always struggled a fuckton with my self esteem but it has gotten WAY worse over the past few months where I caught myself wondering if I'm even good enough for anything. I stopped cosplaying completely because I lost my joy for it and I thought of quitting editing on more than one occassion because I just felt... very out of line for this hobby since I don't really see myself as someone creative.
I've always compared myself to others and now it's not really different, in fact, ever since I worked out in therapy that I literally stopped repressing everything I ever felt it got even worse. I appreciate everyone telling me what they like about anything I do, really, but I doubt I will ever see it the way everyone else does.
I don't know. I just feel like a huge burden and the biggest loser that ever existed and I catch myself wondering why anyone would even talk to me lol I don't really bring anything to the table. yeah sure, I know I don't /have/ to because people like me for who I am but it's still a big WHY though. I accomplished almost nothing basically lmao (it's called trauma sapph look it up)
as I said it's a vent so enjoy this hot mess. I was unsure of what to use at first because I'm indecisive as fuck but then settled on ye good old enstars because it's all I think about ♥ and the reason I'm a MakotoP today is because I can relate to him way too much. who would've thought I'd like the insecure blondie with glasses who compares himself to everyone around him at all times lmaoooooo
might private or unlist this soon since I'm literally embarrassed about anything I ever upload. sorrysummer never dies | junmakoyacchxns2024-06-05 | HAPPY JUNMAKO DAY TO LITERALLY ME AND THE 3 OTHERS WHO LIKE THEM LMAO when I found out that today was their day I HAD to edit something.... I'm so glad I still made it in time for the JP date too,, I literally woke up at 8, scrolled through my songs and picked this one because....let's be real....summer live fits TOO well for this song.
yes it'll always be the same scenes over and over again but can you blame me when the anime literally only gave me 2 episodes... I love them though. they're just....gamer boyfriends.....
anyway I may need to edit some other MEP parts but ship thoughts took over and didn't want to leave until I finished this. which i did now. I'll go back to my cave to edit the rest of my parts now ahaL♡VESTRUCKyacchxns2024-04-29 | HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF THE BIGGEST REASONS I'M STILL YELLING RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW, THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, MAKOTO YUUKI
idk how much I will gush probably a lot or nothing at all I don't know my thoughts are racing and it's because of him I love him so much he means the world to me and I'm really thankful I got to meet him and see his growth. he's been with me through some of the worst moments of my life and I will forever be devoted to him because of it. he owns my ass. (and wallet but he's cute so I let him)
I struggled a lot for his birthday this year because I've been at a very very bad place mentally until right before but I somehow managed something and I'm actually really pleased with it. the pictures of the merch in this video are all my own (lol) and if you wanna follow along for more makoto shenanigans my account is called makotomanjuu on instagram!!!
ANYWAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAKOTO I LOVE YOU ALWAYS thank you for being my courage in the darkest moments of my life. i love you!!!!!!LOOK AT ME LOOK AT ME ✨ 13 Years of editing used well for the SPP Trend 👍 #あんスタ #makotoyuukiyacchxns2024-02-28 | ...STYLE! | junmakoyacchxns2024-01-14 | you heard of impulsive spending now get ready for impulsive editing
they got a new matching set and my brain just went off and I literally did nothing else but edit for the past hours (it's currently 2pm, I'm awake since 8 and i'm eating now lol)
ueagshh they mean so much to me and it's been too long since my last junmako edit so I'm happy I got to do something super self indulgent again....
they make me so happy!!!!! i love them so much!!!!!!DRUNK DAZEDyacchxns2024-01-08 | HAPPY BIRTHDAY THOMA MY MOST BELOVED HUSBAND
I had 2 hours this song playing in my head and a plan to make the most self indulgent simp edit ever and since it's officially the 9th here now so I can yell about my love for him.....
I love him. I want to marry this man. I'm shaking him as we speak. he.......
also hello this is like my second time editing "action" pls be kind hAHa☆ 2023 MEP COLLECTION ☆yacchxns2024-01-01 | good fucking riddance 2023 I'm so glad you're over now ♥
so despite the year being fuuuuucking awful personally I edited quite a lot more compared to 2022 and I'm actually pretty proud of most of the parts I did? but yeah basically this mep collection is birthday parts and even more birthday parts like always lol but I wouldn't want to have it any other way
thanks for sticking with me throught the enterity that was 2023 and uhhh let's see maybe I don't have to make as many vent videos this year. can't promise anything tho
love mail did a mep with the song too and I initially did not want to make this a vent and much prettier but well. life is not like that check out their mep youtube.com/watch?v=fRbS02c2Y2k&ab_channel=LoveMaili used to knowyacchxns2023-11-19 | but I'm not sure now. what was I made for?
vent edit sorrycruelyacchxns2023-08-02 | not even a week being 28 and life continues to be as shitty as it was before lel but it's /me/ who's not doing shit so I shouldn't complain
I started this as a vent then stopped just to come back to it and finish it after allbecause I wanted the feelings GONE
wanted to work more on this initally but then my vegas crashed like 5 times and I really just. wanted this to be out of my eyes lol
wanted to take other media initally but then I remembered I have trigun episodes (vashmeryl owns my heart no ones surprised) and some hours later weeeeee this was here. you can tell I gave up halfway through tho lol
anyway vash babygirl fr fr I hate how relatable he is ♥a new kind of love | junmakoyacchxns2023-03-10 | "are ya falling in love? I've a feeling you are are ya falling in love? with a feeling?"
aaaaaaand the enstars uploads continue WOOP it's enstars brainrot time and I've always wanted to edit them ever since I really got into enstars almost 2 years ago. I love them so mUCH I wish they had more interaction in the Anime but its alright, that's what the MVs are for lmao
also hello yes this is ANOTHER vent in such a short time, I just don't really know how to regulate my feelings properly lol sorry for /still/ being sad all the time
I've been...thinking about feelings a lot the past few days. I just wanted to let them out because again, I'm terrible with words so I edit them instead. it'll take me some time to get over the feelings I developed now but I also know that getting over them is the best outcome in all of this, even if it hurts me. then again, I'd rather be hurt by my own dumb feelings than lose someone again. is this way of thinking healthy? no. but I never said I was healthy to begin with. it's weird, being scared of an emotion that's actually fundamental to all of us just because something happened when I was small. but it do be like that I guess.
anyway I tried out some stuff and uhHH let's see where we go from here, I guess. gonna edit all the parts I still have open the next few days so I can go back to cosplay work and shut off everything else lmaoDi(a)na | HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINA! ♥yacchxns2023-01-25 | yes my last upload was literally yesterday but we don't care here because today is a VERY special Day!!! because it's Dinas Birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE ♥
I know last year has been...rough for you so I decided to show my love and appreciation for you with a little personal project! and...when I heard the song there was no way I couldn't use it, especially for you, our skype crew pun master ♥
I've decided to surprise you a little here and use ships I know you like (and I like too hehe) so yeah!! I hope you're surprised hehe
I love you so very very very very very VERY much and I hope you have the most amazin day ever today because you only deserve everything great ♥ MUCH LOVE TO YOUUUUUU ♥
pls go to Dina and sub to her if you haven't already youtube.com/user/SilentStormfallvictim of love || MEP Collection 2022yacchxns2022-12-09 | alternatively titled: I love my friends and (tried) to join all the birthday MEPs this year for all of them and now I'm showing off my love
there are some parts I like, some I don't like as much and uh. yeah. I tried to challenge myself this year and use Media I normally don't use for my friends so you'll see the most variety in here LMAO
this year was. something? nothing too bad but also not too good either but much better than last year? can't believe it's December now. whew, time flies fast when your life is falling apart LMAO I know I uploaded a lot of vents this year but uhhh they help me cope so.. can't say there won't be more of those next year lmao life is still a little fucked and I still need to work on a lot of things but yeah. getting there, or something.
but yeah this is basically 99% birthday MEP parts and 1% other shit because I literally don't edit unless it's for friends anymore. I do however have two collabs in the works but they will take some more time.
so yeah! that was my editing year! let's see what 2023 will bring!
ty to all the hosts for asking me to join, it's been a pleasure to work with all of you ♥Advanceshipping Day 2022 WORM MEPyacchxns2022-11-21 | HAPPY ADVANCESHIPPING DAY ♥ (to me /j)
man, it's been some time since I last hosted this so I'm VERY thrilled to be releasing this! it's going up a little later than I planned since I was struggling with my part, but Dina who also susprised me with a part for this, helped me out in the last second. thank you so much again ;;;
everyone did such an amazing job with their parts so please check everyone out!
again, please check everyone that took part in this out. can't wait to see you at this time next year again!!tell me your problems, Ill make it okayyacchxns2022-10-10 | HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAICHI MY MOST BELOVED ♥ I can't believe I'm actually uploading something /AGAIN/ this soon but. inspiration hit and it's already the 11th in Japan so I thought why the fuck not you know! it's been a while since I've made a self indulgent edit like this but it is what it is-
happiest of birthdays to my best A3 Boy, Taichi ♥ man, he grew on me FAST. I started playing when EN was still around last year and picked it up again when the SK8 collab got announced on JP and what can I say. I'm now Level 106 and have a whole account dedicated to him LMAO
everyone in akigumi makes me fucking cry I'm not gonna lie, when I read the main story.....boy did I fucking cry!!!!! but I love them all so much. they're so very very precious to me.
I'm dedicating this to Shelly, who /really/ got me into this franchise and Remi, who I very much bonded over this, hehe. and to everyone else who enjoys A3 ♥ anyway I'll see ya'll soon! maybe! idk! we'll see, haha
#a3MOREyacchxns2022-07-26 | very rushed 1 hour edit go BRRRRR
HELLO I got a new laptop about a week ago and just decided to edit something with it!! I had this song stuck in my head for some reason and decided to just go with it!!
actually wanted to take another footage but decided against it because I really wanted to try to edit world trigger hehe I know it looks kinda...blotchy at some parts but I tried my best with the things I had on hand ajska maybe I'll make a better edit one day!!
dedicated to Dina for enabling me to watch world trigger and I regret absolutely nothing please watch it too Season 1 may be A Little Much but I guarantee you it gets better after!!!sometimesyacchxns2022-04-11 | "I don't wanna be someone's sometimes" (yes I made a typo no I won't rerender it for the 5th time just bc of that)
started as a vent ended as a ???? idk at this point I've been feeling pretty overwhelmed with everything lately (mostly emotions, as if that's something new) and just...had to get it out of my system somehow before I start to keep them in and swallow them again like I did before
ik there's a ton of things I could've done better but I don't feel like working on it any longer would've made it any better sooo this is the best I can offer right now
there's not really a reason why I chose this song, I just felt like using it, i guess. i've been trying to kinda get a vent out for months now and while it's alright having just edited something, it still feels like everything is just idk, heavy. maybe I'm just too exhausted? who knows at this point, I'm /still/ trying to recover from last year and it's really draining
also yeah, I'm still on indefinite hiatus, sorry
dedicated to the skype crew (now on discord), shelly and gigi. ily
today I offer you a MEP part I did quite a while ago already but I wanted to upload it now because uhhhHH I'm very much into genshin impact rn, playing it is a lot of fun!!! I'm super not good in it though but it doesn't matter if you have fun playing it right
(I'm a Sucrose Main in case you're wondering hehehe)
gonna be honest here, it was a little challenging to edit since I haven't edited game footage at ALL before but I really love how it turned out
SO YEAA gonna go back to the genshin grind nowtongue tied | horimiyayacchxns2021-03-10 | helo yes I'm still alive somehow, I'm currently moving and there's a lot of shit going on and I'm binge reading horimiya rn
stan sakura kouno she's the cutest and deserves all the love
kinda rushed in 3 hours OOPS but that's what u get for being a working adult anyway stan kagehinaHeartbeat [izuocha]yacchxns2020-08-02 | "I wish that you would love me" --------------------------------------- hello this is finally a video and it's even longer than 30 seconds!! it took me almost 2 whole days because I needed episodes and I didn't like the first try so I did it again today, sometimes you need to start over things to make them look good ig!!!
uhm basically this got prompted because I've been listening to this song for a while (thanks kenny for your edit back then) and since I binged bnha in basically almost a week and my heart for izuocha started beating rapidly again I had to edit themst....they're soft and I'm soft for them
if I told you this was about to be soft, oops I kinda wanted to make this vid from ochakos pov since it seems that she has a very one sided crush on midoriya and remembers things that happened with them and stuff (also the fact that she's hiding her feelings to become stronger...shakes tiny fists she's so so so so strong.....) anyway unrequited love is painful, that's why I took this song haha!!
special thanks to my fellow izuocha shipper Dina who gave a very handy list of all the episodes I needed fot this ♥
inspiration: youtube.com/watch?v=67jzSoRu_oYgoodbye [HQ Spoilers || vent]yacchxns2020-07-20 | this week I had to say goodbye to two things I loved the most.
my Cat Sunny, who fell asleep in my Arms on Friday due to cancer, and Haikyuu today, a Manga that has meant the world to me.
I wanted to make a vent way sooner but I couldn't find the right time but now, here we are.
as I said in other Videos descriptions, I'm not okay. I wonder when I'll ever be again? I just keep asking myself why I do this and that and just love to overthink. I sometimes even feel like I'm lost and it sucks. This Year hurt me so incredibly much already and seems like its not stopping anytime soon. I'm tired. I honestly don't know what else I should do so this year stops making me and my loved ones suffer so much. I honestly hate everything so far.
if you read this description this far, thank you. and I'm sorry for not talking about shitbeginningsyacchxns2020-06-15 | hello it is kagehina week and since id die for kagehina heres a quick and rather sloppy edit (oops) todays topic is first meetings and uhHHH yea
i'll probably not edit for the whole week since uh yea song choices and motivation n shit
stan kagehina「 Ill wait 」yacchxns2020-05-12 | maks a new channel just to edit the usual stuff lemao
I felt like editing again today and had to pick *will smith pose* THEMST and holy fuck this video took me hours but I like the result