โข Lyrics: [Verse 1] Oh, baby, you look so fine tonight And your smile, your smile lights my eyes (My eyes) As I watch you dance alone And I wish that you would be in my arms But, instead, I sit on my phone
[Chorus] You're special in every way Oh, baby You're special in every way Hold my hand That's all I was asking (Oh, baby) You're special in every way
[Verse 2] As I sit and watch the stars I wonder how lonely you are Driving away in your car so far away I just want you and me To be something, baby I don't care what happens to the rest But you, can't you see?
[Chorus] You're special in every way Oh, baby You're special in every way Hold my hand That's all I was asking And I just want you to know That I love you
Lyrics: Whisper little songs to myself As I tread through all this weight Been doing this so long, "There's nothing wrong" Is just what I always say Picking up a piece of myself That I lost along the way Covering my tracks and when I leave I just hope I'll be okay I'll be okay I'll be okay โช I don't think I've ever tried to hurt you (hurt you, hurt you, hurt you) But damn, I know just how to hurt myself (myself, myself, myself) Every second that I spend just thinking (thinking, thinking, thinking) A piece of me gets left up on the shelf (The shelf, the shelf, the shelf, the shelf) โช I don't think I've ever tried to hurt you (hurt you, hurt you, hurt you) But damn, I know just how to hurt myself (myself, myself, myself) Every second that I spend just thinking (thinking, thinking, thinking) A piece of me gets left up on the shelf (The shelf, the shelf, the shelf, the shelf)
I don't upload often but I'm doing ok. I'm sorry for not responding your direct messages. I'm grateful and appreciate your kind words but I don't know how to respond to them.
I think I might be not ok in the head because I don't sync video like almost everyone, it's kinda like editing with my feelings, how I feel about each part of a song.
There may be more people read description if I disable comments, I guess. But people should be allowed to express their thoughts and feelings, so I enable comments again.
In 2021, this video was meant to be my last video before I take an indefinite break from this channel. When I'm not editing a video, I still spend time thinking about this channel, I often come back to my songs list and decide which song and which anime to edit and it's very time consuming. But I didn't publish this video in 2021.
Does my editing matter? Do you really need to see something going with the music? Can I just upload the music for you to listen if you're interested? You can go to my youtube playlists and find what I'm listening but it's still a little different from what I store in my hdd.
Sometimes I want to edit love songs, sometimes cute/wholesome, sometimes more mature theme, sometimes dark theme... I think less people listen to sad vibe now compared to 2019. It's a good news, let's be happy. I like reminiscing the past, especially when I was a student in high school and in university, when I first loved someone. That's why I watch anime/movies about students' life.
My channel is dead, which is a good thing. It feels like when I first started this channel, 1-2k views, a few comments, no pressure on uploading. Now it feels even more like a personal space.
[Chorus] Locked in a feeling (ooh) Words that don't matter as much Locked in a feeling (ooh) Words that don't matter as much
[Verse 1: Nieve] Yeah, yeah Sittinโ on the curbside Dreaming to be worldwide But I got no money in my pocket Tell me lord why? How these dreams won't die? I keep pushing along I keep moving on the streets as If nothing is wrong I donโt believe it Believing in jewels, but they donโt see it Now itโs like the drugs and the boos they donโt believe it The pain Iโm feeling doesnโt ever steal it Either this a cold hard bench where Iโm sleeping Is it stupid to continue on this ride should I maybe wait Jump out of the cold while it accelerate Just to watch it blaze And I ainโt even faze Oh maybe in a dark place picture me afraid Develop you see the heather Tag me in the photo the devil is gettin' jealous Picture right I don't believe is where my status Trap behind the blossom so tryna send my message cause Iโm-
[Chorus] Locked in a feeling (ooh) Words that don't matter as much Locked in a feeling (ooh) Words that don't matter as much
[Verse 2: Nieve] This life is a mystery, happiness and misery Questioning my vision cause itโs broke and the mirage bring all sorts of little things Am I loosing my mind? I keep dreaming of the past I can't leave it behind so what about it You'd be dealin' the way you found it Already been stranded, the loans already spounded Nobody found it, even when I shouted No one for a hundred million miles cared about it What you want from me? I can only be what I come to be Life is one hell of a ride, act accordingly Or you waited, now you think you fly? Burn one of you rules, kiss your things goodbye The same story, seeing it all played before me When itโs my turn tell the people pray for me Itโs hard for me to feed them alive Walk around with these feeling that I keep up inside because Iโm-
[Chorus] Locked in a feeling (ooh) Words that don't matter as much Locked in a feeling (ooh) Words that don't matter as much
[Outro] Locked in a feeling (ooh) Words that don't matter as much