say hi to me (and jonna) flatsound 2023-07-11 | PATREON: patreon.com/flatsoundGRAVE MARKET SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/artist/3ChYD8cGjUK3SxNLUbiWOy?si=3qguIg--TxW5N8M2qoI7DAGRAVE MARKET INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/gravemarket
daytime stream (playing the softest songs in the world) flatsound 2023-07-09 | JOIN THE PATREON:patreon.com/flatsound
cure of the commonest kind flatsound 2023-04-25 | a song i wrote for an album that didn't end up happening years and years ago. i still like this song a lot, though.flatsound.org
i have a video podcast now flatsound 2022-10-04 | FULL EPISODE: youtu.be/1w5yahKNlmohello! billie and i now have a video podcast. is that... cool? i hope so. please go subscribe to the channel!
flatsound | nov 13 (do you believe in love) flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | chamomile flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | i dont know why flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | simple as snow flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | colosseum flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | porcupine flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | palindrome flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | pretending to stare out at the sea (carlsbad ca, 2006) flatsound 2022-07-15 | open.spotify.com/album/2KBkwYcHVmeEN5PdGbBsFU?si=7ECpTbHhSrSs8uCIEy_rrg
flatsound | last minute cycle (official music video) flatsound 2022-03-05 | listen to last minute cycleopen.spotify.com/album/3ji1UfbjrBIxcGAdJ4BDOr?si=RVGBr5NSTc61EJOJ4vAB8Athis beautiful little music video was made in collaboration with Alisoncolectivoalison.com
flatsound | lets go on a drive flatsound 2021-12-12 | open.spotify.com/album/3ji1UfbjrBIxcGAdJ4BDOr?si=Nez98tGxTGmVNtaCQfKVvQwait insideit lasts foreverthings are nicebut i still feel it all the timeintertwinedatop a mattressin the nightmy clothing feels like plastic a different lifedo you believe in magichold me tighti close my eyesyou’re laced in blackand hurt the skythe ways that i would justify the empty head and vacant eyesbut never mindyou’re walking around with your hand on a knifeit’s all coming outyou wanted to diei’m holding the towelyou’re gonna be finehe’s calling them nowlet’s go on a drivelet's go on a drivei heard her say,"when i go awaydoes it go away?"
flatsound | we can act like its the end of the world flatsound 2021-12-12 | open.spotify.com/album/3ji1UfbjrBIxcGAdJ4BDOr?si=Nez98tGxTGmVNtaCQfKVvQyou shouldn't starti know who you arewhen you're behind his backyou take it too farbut you saywe'll all reach a pointwhere we get too tiredand it all just goes away and i wanted tobe here next to you when our bodies all decay
flatsound | thinking of you flatsound 2021-12-12 | open.spotify.com/album/3ji1UfbjrBIxcGAdJ4BDOr?si=Nez98tGxTGmVNtaCQfKVvQset it offgo ahead and set it offlike a time bomb or something we can't stopi just wake uplike i'm supposed to its been six monthssince i got to hold youi just want tochase the moneybuy a big houseout of nothingi will be therei will protect youi'll do my taxesi'll do what i'm meant tofor youi'll do it for youit's been a year nowsince i got to hold youi start to find comfort in patterns we go throughi still get to watch youand everything you doit all feels familiarlike back when i knew youi don't know what to dobut i've been thinking of youi'm so confusedi've just been thinking of youi'll wait for the newswhile i'm just thinking of youdon't know what to doi've just been thinking of you
flatsound | last minute cycle flatsound 2021-12-12 | open.spotify.com/album/3ji1UfbjrBIxcGAdJ4BDOr?si=Nez98tGxTGmVNtaCQfKVvQthere's a monster waiting at the doorleaving scattered organs on the porchsee a silhouette of a certain ghostwhat goes on inside when the curtains closedo you dance alonechoose the mantra that you think you'll needmeasure passing time by the falling leavesback when we were kids we used to believeone of us would make it on tvbut it couldn't be me
flatsound | i exist i exist i exist (live) flatsound 2021-07-10 | i kind of had to play this one, didn't i? from the patron only live stream on 07/03/21.
flatsound | by your side (live) flatsound 2021-07-10 | one of my songs performed entirely on a korg volca rack. from the patron only live stream on 07/03/21.website: flatsound.orgpatreon: patreon.com/flatsound
flatsound | on a tv that no one saw flatsound 2021-04-24 | open.spotify.com/album/59oHi2NDQm3SoVVXnh9YV7?si=bjOhzVE-SsmFjGf50qWp6Ait's crazy, isn't it?how much they call you crazyand it may be figurativeit's just they called my mother crazyit just rolls off the tongueand you swear that you don't even mean it as an insultbut you can go where you wantand i can'tit's got to the pointwhere i'm not destroyedat least not quite like i used to beit hits me in wavesand it spits in my faceand i say, "thank you" and go back to sleepand you ask me how i always do thati said, "i guess i've always had the practice"but if i can only go and do thatwithout placing my body on the mattresspost-modern artkaiser hospital parking lotrose, corner shoton a tv that no one sawand you ask me how i always do thati said, "i guess i've always had the practice"but if i can only go and do thatwithout placing my body on the mattressit would change my lifeit would change my life
flatsound | help me flatsound 2021-04-24 | open.spotify.com/album/59oHi2NDQm3SoVVXnh9YV7?si=bjOhzVE-SsmFjGf50qWp6Afavorite lifeis there something want, dear?making stridesbut i don't belong herehelp me help mehelp me help mehelp me help mewhy doesn't it help me?i've been having such a fucked up dreamwhere you bite your tongue off sitting next to meand my body's frozen like a figurineand you say, "did you even notice that i began to bleed?"and it all goes out of focus and i hear you start to screamhelp me help mehelp me help mehelp me help megod, wont you help me?help me help mehelp me help mehelp me help meyou promised you'd help me
flatsound | it always gives you a chance to run before it attacks you flatsound 2021-04-24 | open.spotify.com/album/59oHi2NDQm3SoVVXnh9YV7?si=bjOhzVE-SsmFjGf50qWp6Ago ahead and work with your handsform the calluses that harden themand start molding something new out of clayand in the dead of night it'll take a shapejust don't call me indescribablebecause it makes me uncomfortablei just wanted for you to find your waywithout mecould you do it without mebecause you want something i can't beso promise me you'll work on yourselfdon't waste all that love on someone elsebecause there's always something new in the waysometimes i make a friendjust to make mistakesso don't call me indescribablebecause it makes me uncomfortablei just wanted for you to find your wayand i've always had this fear that i'mnot real enough to be describedso i'm learning to adapt to everythingbut i don't know if you want tofall in love with a costumei guess there's nothing to stop youbecause doesn't it all go back to the way it has toit always gives you a chance to run before it attacks youso show me what you made with your handsi treat the memory like contrabandand keep it in a dark hidden cavebut eventually it wants to see the daythat’s why i'm welcoming a wandering eyeit's the assurance that you'll be alrightif i wake up one day and decidethat the distance is more like a dimming lightbecause everything is just a compromisebetween the out of touch and the stuck insideand i'm stuck insidebut doesn't it all go back to the way it has toit always gave you a chance to run when it didn't have to
flatsound | i promise ill find you the second i feel okay flatsound 2021-04-24 | open.spotify.com/album/59oHi2NDQm3SoVVXnh9YV7?si=bjOhzVE-SsmFjGf50qWp6Aplease be the one that i saw in my dreamsturn an open field to my favorite thingbut i don’t know why the night’s so coldi was closing both eyes in the darkand i’m singing ‘la da da’i don’t know where home is anymoreso i’m singing ‘la da da’the vultures have clawed my eyes and picked my bonesi’m singing ‘la da da’it feels like i’m made of blood and spit and raini’m singing ‘la da da’i promise i’ll find you the second i feel okay
flatsound | it feels like im underwater flatsound 2021-04-24 | open.spotify.com/album/59oHi2NDQm3SoVVXnh9YV7?si=hoRjaRkbTQu51I-eW-mhLgdo you find it so much harder than meto sit and watch me get eaten aliveby the thoughts that wake me in my sleepon the nights that i feel everythingbut i swear that i’m well awarehow i take curses and make them prayerswe’ll pretend that i wasn’t scared if you want toi swear that i’m well awarehow i take curses and make them prayersthere’s a monster under the stairsi think it wants youi see it watch youevery time you walk throughnow it’s blackand you’re in love with broken teethand every broken part of mewhen it’s dark i feel warm beneath the sheetsi guess that’s why i couldn’t leavebut i swear that i’m well awarehow i take curses and make them prayerswe’ll pretend that i wasn’t scared if you want toi swear that i’m well awarehow i take curses and make them prayersthere’s a monster under the stairsdon’t let it haunt youbecause it’ll haunt youwhen i think that i’m under fireit feels like i’m underwateri know that i must look tiredi hope i can meet your fatherit feels like i’m under firei swear that i’m underwaterwhy does everything make me tiredi hope i can meet your father
flatsound | a dog with blood in its mouth flatsound 2021-04-24 | open.spotify.com/album/59oHi2NDQm3SoVVXnh9YV7?si=hoRjaRkbTQu51I-eW-mhLgtell me what to dowhen i get home allscratched and bruisedi'm licking all my woundsanything to heal them soonand i thinkwhen i taste bloodinside my mouthi feel alivei feel alivedaylight, nighttimewhat's the difference nowit all blurs into colorsand words i can't pronouncei want to take a different routebut i don't know how
wishing | fruit of the past flatsound 2020-12-12 | listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2laO3F0pLS6cxCK1aqYUjq?si=sMeCPbW5QB2R-WvLRPSY1wbrace yourself under mistletoeshaking hands underneath the snowi hate myself for picking up the phonei don't think you're ever coming homeremember the fruit of the pasti do not like toi'm killing the tree that you lefti don't think i'm like youyour ashes arrivedand i don't think that i'm readyi wasn't expecting them to be heavywalk around the housetalking to daddytalking to you like you're still herei hate myself for picking up the phoneat least you could have died while you were homeremember the fruit of the pasti do not like toi'm killing the tree that you lefti don't think i'm like you
wishing | maple flatsound 2020-12-12 | listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2laO3F0pLS6cxCK1aqYUjq?si=sMeCPbW5QB2R-WvLRPSY1wshow me beautydo it looselyfeed it to mewhats your favorite movie?coors lightcandle waxlong driveneed a napwrestle in the backyardnestled in your strong armsi won’t eat todayi only have myself to blamegood dreamsevery nightevery nightevery nightmaplein my eyesin my eyesin my eyescarving through merustle through leavessugar pack sweetit's anthropyit's crazywhat you’re thinkingi just know itlisterine driplaugh a lotlaugh a lotdancing ondancing onthe lawngood dreamsevery nightevery nightevery nightmaplein my eyesin my eyesin my eyesgood dreamsevery nightevery nightevery nightangelin my eyesin my eyesin my eyes
wishing | inside of a restaurant flatsound 2020-12-12 | listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2laO3F0pLS6cxCK1aqYUjq?si=sMeCPbW5QB2R-WvLRPSY1wi can barely handle the thoughtof me inside of a restaurantwith everyone watching melay in bed and play with my armsi've been doing some pull upson a branch in my backyardand the neighbors are watching meit feels like everyone's watchingwhy is everyone watching me
wishing | idc flatsound 2020-12-12 | listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2laO3F0pLS6cxCK1aqYUjq?si=sMeCPbW5QB2R-WvLRPSY1wwalk in the nightsee a lightdinnertimei don't caretalk to a friendon the phone every nightit's the same thing every timei don't care barely movinghardly doinganything at alli don't carebarely movingstrangely soothingi know you need morepassing timeterrifiedsuddenly i'm finei don't careperfect mindvery shyyou’re everything i likesearing whiteblinding lightin the sky and stilli don't care
wishing | buffalo flatsound 2020-12-12 | listen on spotify: open.spotify.com/album/2laO3F0pLS6cxCK1aqYUjq?si=sMeCPbW5QB2R-WvLRPSY1wthink aboutsomething elsejust resti guessevery second i feel shameeverybody goes through painwishing wishing wishing forsomeone else’s facegas station eagle hatbasement dark basement ratsgod its sadgod its sad
wishing | one more before halloween flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgi’m afraid of losing my hairi’m afraid of having nothingi guess anything is somethinganything is somethingfall asleep at the moviesi've learned what my joy isbus ride going smoothlyfamiliar voicesregrettable choicesi'm afraid of losing myselfwhen i've already lost so muchi'm trying to be normallike i was before thisfall asleep at a friends housewake me up for the sunriseeverything is perfecttombstone in his bedroomstay up late on thursdayand calling dad to get youhe's coming to get youhe's coming to get you
wishing | goodnight dad i love you flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tg
wishing | whered you go flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgholiest watera drink beside the cupor maybe you couldn't keep upwater the garden sothe plants don't diewhere'd you goi don't knowall that's leftare your boneswe waste awayeverydayi can't waitto take you home
wishing | prayer beads flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgshare the most peaceful parts with mewith the beads in my handsi just hope there's notan eternity without youyou have always been herei don't think i belongthe thought that i'll get to hold youi'd worship any godyou have always been herei don't think i belongthe thought that i'll get to hold youi'd worship any god
wishing | regret flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgsavor your food as it goes downgreen grass in front of courthousegives me a specific feelingit's more than i can deal withi wanna become a versionof myself that doesn't regreteverything i doeverything i do
wishing | unholy flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tghad a dreammy brother triedto stab out my eyesi took the knifewe both criedcontrol yourselfi cannot help myselfi cannot help myselflight under the floorsee you at the doordon’t open itcan’t tell you where I’ve beendie sooni just mightbeen alive for a long timebeen alive and i love lifealrighthold me like a babylatelybeen feeling unholyx2
wishing | shimmer flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgi rememberwhen i didn't lash out in a temperi guess it's the pressureor the fear that the pain lasts foreverit was so easyand care freenow it haunts meit's dark and it's emptyi can't seewhats in front of mebecause it shimmersand it goes awayit shimmersthen it goes awayyou're like a modern day queenand i'm just a head full of bad dreamstonight i'm wondering why i'm still alonei'm afraid of my cellphonei know that everybody wants to help meand they want to know if this is helpingbut i can't saybecause it shimmersand it goes awaythe light always dwindlesit doesn't stayyou said lets wait until we're both thirty fivei don't see our parents aliveour bodies are velcroi'm afraid of my cellphone
wishing | popstar flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgi wanna be a pop starbut i don’t have the voice for thati wanna be a pop starbut i think i missed my chancei wanna be a pop starbut i don’t like attentioni wanna be a pop starbut i don’t like to be looked ati wanna be a pop starbut i work a day jobi wanna have a familyi wanna have a backyard
wishing | computer wound flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tg
wishing | eight months flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tglets play a gamewhere you guess how i've beenand you get no hints from meno tragedyonly pictures of my hipsin the dark i'm not very smarti've been falling over a loti think i'm falling aparti need youi need you more than i want toi want to wait for springtimebeen sick for so longit feels like a lifetimei don't like my bodyi know you like my bodysometimes i see my bodyand it scares mein the coming monthsi will do my bestnot to waste awayso when i step on scaleslike they're broken glassit's to make a changei need youi need you more than you need meit's freeing to admit thati admit that i hate myself morewhen you're not here
wishing | soap flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgbe nice to yourselfbe nice to yourselfbe nice to yourselfi'm worried about youi’m worried about yousoap in my mouthwash it all outpass by your houselights are all outi’m worried about youlocks of hairin a parking lotdripping snoti’m worried about yougetting everything i wantedconstantly sick to my stomachi'm covered in bloodi think i got cuti'm worried about youi'm worried about youi'm worried about you
wishing | painkiller flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgbring me a warm washclothbring me a painkillerand ill give everything to youforeveri wish i was strongeri wish i was an adultlike my dadlike everyone on tvlike everyone that i seethat just seem so normalthat just bite the bulleti know that i can do itbut i don’t know howi’lll do it for franklini’ll do it for buttercupi just hope i do enoughit’s fineit’s fineit’s finei’ve got a whole lifei cannot stress timeit’s always the best timeright nowright nowright nowthink about where i could beand yes i do feel luckythink about libraryand how i need to studycause i don’t know enoughno i don’t know enoughno i don’t know enoughenoughenoughenough
wishing | cell flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgcarry around my body like a hoststumble around while walking back and forthi don't know where i ami don't know where this isthere's something about the distanceit's crypticso i don't think i'll go very fari can't make it where you are soi'll stay home and i'll do anythingi stay home to get it away from meget it away from methis feels like a dreami don't think i'll go very fari don't think i'll go out at alli'll stay home and i'll do anythingi'll stay home to keep it away from mekeep it away from methis feels like a dreamwith just you and me
wishing | the worlds most broken person flatsound 2020-04-12 | listen on spotify:open.spotify.com/album/4oOxSVKaJLUtqzdghsUyTt?si=YTXM9I5oRsqu1fwJPOg2Tgeverybody wants to be hereeverybody wants to tryto fix the worlds most broken personborn the worst day of julyyou couldn't hold me closer could youeven if you wanted toso i'll leave you there beneath the fabricand make my way out of the roomand i'll try and be as quiet as i canso you don't know that i've left youin search of something i don't understandbut i can hear itit goes do do doi wanted to be aloneand to be left alonei wanted to be alonebut then it comes backi wanted to be aloneand to be left aloneit waits until i'm aloneand then it comes backi can't help itso baby don't you want to be heredon't you want to be with mei'll move the earth to someplace quietso you don't have to hear the ringthat echos through my broken bodyevery night i hear itit goes do do dodo you like me?i don't
