Inspired by Project Voltage, I made a song about Banette because It's likely that no one else would.
My love of Banette comes from DPP. There was this one guy that could tell you what your Pokemon thought of you based on their footsteps.
My Banette Francesca was all 'I fucking HATE humans' and I was like 'that's drastically not what everyone else is on'. So I'm putting Francesca in front of the team because Infernape was getting OP anyway.
In the time I spent grinding just to get Banette to like me I was learning all the typical Pokedex stuff. Like... Abandonment and Vengeance.
Which is hilarious considering everything about Yuki Maruyama.
It was like an hour until Francesca was like 'yknow maybe you're not so bad'.
And I felt that.
Ever since, if the game doesn't have Banette, I don't play it.
It's not worth it without Francesca.
Music: ... Art: @NanoAer
==LYRIC== Sing to me Even though we wanna play We still fight so often We can't see another way
Sing to me With a smile from dusk to dawn Some odd [Phantom Force] Is making us move even when we're gone...
I can remember The feel of warm embrace As I wrestle with [Insomnia]
All night and day Every single [Role] we [Played] I hold onto that Because I won't forget you Nails I survive Just to keep this [Curse] alive I live all of that [Screech]ing "I won't forget you!"
Fight with me Even if you [Hex] me now I will love you While you're working your resentment out
Fight with me We can see your vengeance through Generations will watch us rise Until they can't ignore you
Still, what is a game but a toy to be thrown away for a shiny new experience?
All night and day Every single [Role] we [Played] I hold onto that Because I won't forget you Nails I survive Just to keep this [Curse] alive I live all of that [Screech]ing "I won't forget you!"
Francesca, I know We must all look the same in that angry haze I won't be that way to you
Oh, please, let me love you and heal you and help you exact your revenge So you can live past all that trauma until it can't hurt you again
Even in between These handheld screens I feel your screams, my friend Every single game I see your name And fill your space again
All night and day Every single [Role] we [Played] I hold onto that Because I won't forget you Nails I survive Just to keep this [Curse] alive I live all of that [Screech]ing "I won't forget you!"
[Kaai Yuki V4 & v4Flower] Francesca [Vocaloid Original Song]Maruyama Yuki official ch.2024-02-08 | I Live All Of That
Inspired by Project Voltage, I made a song about Banette because It's likely that no one else would.
My love of Banette comes from DPP. There was this one guy that could tell you what your Pokemon thought of you based on their footsteps.
My Banette Francesca was all 'I fucking HATE humans' and I was like 'that's drastically not what everyone else is on'. So I'm putting Francesca in front of the team because Infernape was getting OP anyway.
In the time I spent grinding just to get Banette to like me I was learning all the typical Pokedex stuff. Like... Abandonment and Vengeance.
Which is hilarious considering everything about Yuki Maruyama.
It was like an hour until Francesca was like 'yknow maybe you're not so bad'.
And I felt that.
Ever since, if the game doesn't have Banette, I don't play it.
It's not worth it without Francesca.
Music: ... Art: @NanoAer
==LYRIC== Sing to me Even though we wanna play We still fight so often We can't see another way
Sing to me With a smile from dusk to dawn Some odd [Phantom Force] Is making us move even when we're gone...
I can remember The feel of warm embrace As I wrestle with [Insomnia]
All night and day Every single [Role] we [Played] I hold onto that Because I won't forget you Nails I survive Just to keep this [Curse] alive I live all of that [Screech]ing "I won't forget you!"
Fight with me Even if you [Hex] me now I will love you While you're working your resentment out
Fight with me We can see your vengeance through Generations will watch us rise Until they can't ignore you
Still, what is a game but a toy to be thrown away for a shiny new experience?
All night and day Every single [Role] we [Played] I hold onto that Because I won't forget you Nails I survive Just to keep this [Curse] alive I live all of that [Screech]ing "I won't forget you!"
Francesca, I know We must all look the same in that angry haze I won't be that way to you
Oh, please, let me love you and heal you and help you exact your revenge So you can live past all that trauma until it can't hurt you again
Even in between These handheld screens I feel your screams, my friend Every single game I see your name And fill your space again
All night and day Every single [Role] we [Played] I hold onto that Because I won't forget you Nails I survive Just to keep this [Curse] alive I live all of that [Screech]ing "I won't forget you!"JoJos Bizarre Adventure Characters but its Dracula Flow Part 4Maruyama Yuki official ch.2025-04-30 | Diamond is not DraculaJoJos Bizarre Adventure Characters but its Dracula Flow Part 3Maruyama Yuki official ch.2025-04-14 | Dracula CrusadersJoJos Bizarre Adventure Characters but its Dracula Flow Parts 1 & 2Maruyama Yuki official ch.2025-03-15 | Dracula Blood & Dracula TendencyVIEWTIFUL FOREVER - Ghost VTuber plays Viewtiful Joe (PS2) Part 3/3Maruyama Yuki official ch.2024-02-28 | Yuki goes back to an old friend as Joe gets sucked into the world of toku heroes and movie monsters in cult classic side-scroller Viewtiful Joe!
I don't need to explain myself, I just like Shakira.
Music: Shakira & John Hill Art: @VersaillesGhost Vocal: ...Ghost VTuber cant sing 31 More Short Covers so heres 4 of themMaruyama Yuki official ch.2023-10-12 | Despite my current life (lol) situation, I wanted to try and do a Singtober Challenge, so I just went to Twitter to pick out a random prompt list that I forgot to save so I could credit it. Then I found myself too stressed out, I'm not satisfied with my new recording space, all that bad stuff and I'm just like... Ah, screw it, here's what I actually finished.
List of Songs Covered in Order (None of which I own any rights to, before the YT Bots get antsy): Full Course for Candy Addicts - Machigerita ft Hatsune Miku Baby Got Back - Sir Mix-A-Lot Who? - Azari ft Kaai Yuki & vFlower Tengaku (Music from the Heavens) - Yuuyu ft Kagamine RinWhat it means to be VIEWTIFUL - Ghost VTuber plays Viewtiful Joe (PS2) Part 2/3Maruyama Yuki official ch.2023-07-28 | Yuki goes back to an old friend as Joe gets sucked into the world of toku heroes and movie monsters in cult classic side-scroller Viewtiful Joe!
Singing March was a challenge by @MadaoNoKerri to Youtaite/VTuber Twitter, and I randomly thought I'd throw my hat in the ring. I'm really proud of completing a big project like this, and I don't want it to just disappear under my tweets, so...
Admittedly, yeah, there's some audio issues in most of the captures. Didn't know how to fix that until, like, the last couple of songs. Regardless, please enjoy.
List of Songs Covered in Order (None of which I own any rights to, before the YT Bots get antsy): Easy Lover - Phil Collins & Philip Bailey I'm Your Treasure Box - Houshou Marine 2:12 Meltdown (JunK Arrange) - iroha 3:54 SPiCE - minato 5:53 Ready Made - Ado 6:39 Kibou no Kakera - Nana Kitade 8:01 Evaporate - Dance Gavin Dance 10:00 Birth - Masami Okui 11:42 Jack's Lament - Danny Elfman 13:26 Love Grows Where My Rosemary Goes - Edison Lighthouse 15:05 Bungaku Shounen no Yuuutsu - Hoehoe-P 16:37 Daughter of Evil - mothy 18:51 Setsuna Plus - MikitoP 20:08 Close To You - The Carpenters 21:25 Time Judged All - Shu Watanabe & Ryosuke Miura 24:20 She Wolf - Shakira 26:04 Summertime - clipping. 27:27 IMITATION BLACK - natsu (VanaN'Ice) 28:45 The Legendary Theme/Dokusho no Susume - COIL 30:07 Re:Birthday - mothy 33:26 Snowstorm - Rie Kugimiya 36:04 New Perspective - Panic! At The Disco 37:31 KING - Kanaria 38:57 Bubblin - Anderson .Paak 40:05 Bartender - T-Pain 42:06 Scissorhands - Nem 43:40 Toxic in the House of Flies - Britney Spears x Deftones 45:24 Flood - Jars of Clay 46:44 Erikubi - Machigerita 47:51 FIRE - Queen Bee 50:03 Moonlight Stage 10th Remix - GYARI 51:24HENSHIN-A-GO-GO, BABY! - Ghost VTuber plays Viewtiful Joe (PS2) Part 1/XMaruyama Yuki official ch.2023-02-28 | Yuki goes back to an old friend as Joe gets sucked into the world of toku heroes and movie monsters in cult classic side-scroller Viewtiful Joe!
Follow My Ghost Story On... Twitter: twitter.com/MaruyamaYuki_vt Twitch: twitch.tv/maruyamayuki_vtYOUR OSHIS ARE SCARY BRO - Ghost VTuber plays Hololive ERROR (GONE DRUNK)Maruyama Yuki official ch.2022-11-05 | It doesn't need to be Halloween to play scary games, and one such game is Hololive ERROR, wherein you play as a reporter investigating the town of Aogami and its many paranormal troubles.
This would be fun if I wasn't so EASY TO SCARE FOR A GHOST.
I was getting more information out of the spirits that were ragdolling my body around. It was more about me, and my life with Vincent. My life as a member of Rose Gold, an emo band that this town was getting more and more aware of. I was the bassist, but I was also the lead vocalist. I had trouble with it at first, but I was absolutely selling it.
Wish I could still play bass. I forget how.
Then you had Vinny on lead guitar, and the brains behind most of the lyrics. Eddy Lotts was the drummer, Sean Halloway was on rhythm guitar. People liked our band, our sound, and I was happy to see people show up to our gigs, cheering for us.
But it wasn't... perfect.
Behind the scenes, things were shaky. Eddy didn't like the direction things were going in. Sean wanted to write more songs. It seemed like over time, those two, cool people normally, would just fight with Vinny every day. I didn't know what it was, but Vincent was the one in charge. Vincent was the one that brought us all together, and he made sure everyone knew that. Some people could even say that my boyfriend and I were the face of the band, but...
I wasn't really the kind of person that could take charge or lead the way. At least, I didn't think so. Vincent didn't think so either. He'd tell me exactly where my place was, and it felt good, because it fit like I wanted it to. I knew where I was. Vinny put me there, and all was well for me.
So when Sean quit the band, at first, I just kept quiet. The screaming had stopped. Vincent was livid. And Eddy gave me this... look.
"Why aren't you doing anything?" That's the look he gave me.
A little while later, I told Vincent that I'd talk to Sean. He was against it, naturally. The heat was still there, I could tell. But...
"If he doesn't want to be in my band, that's his problem. He can do whatever he wants." "But we need him." "I don't need him. Do you need him?" "Yeah, because-" "More than me?" "...Vinny, you know I didn't mean that. But what are we gonna do, just re-record all our songs? That's too much for just us." "Why are you pushing this so hard?" "Because... I-I dunno. I feel like I have to do something. He's our friend, isn't he?" "...You think that's gonna work out? Just talking to him?" "Unless you have someone that can play better than him... Just... Relax, Vinny. You do so much for this band, but I'm a part of it too, and I want to help." "...Fine. We'll see how that works out."
So then, I call Sean and set up a talk, to figure all this out.
He crashed his car the morning of.
The funeral was a tearful one for me, like everyone except Vincent. He didn't normally show those kinds of emotions, but I could feel it on him. He was just as worked up as the rest of us. Eddy was a lot quieter in the coming months. I did what I'd done with my mother, and holed up in my room for about a month. Vinny, well... I guess his mourning language is clubbing.
It wasn't much longer after that when arguments started up again. Vinny and Eddy were at each other's throats all the time. A part of me was afraid that he'd die like Sean did if he quit the band. It was superstition, but I did whatever I could to make nice anyway. Vinny didn't like that. I told him what I thought. He told me that I didn't need to think.
It didn't matter anyway. Eddy got killed in his own home.
I was sad when Sean passed. I straight-up cried when Eddy left us.
I was finally out of my own mind, when I realized that I wasn't alone. Some friends came to the cemetery to play games. And here I was, bawling over a passed memory that felt fresher than new.
A ghost walks into a bar. And another, and another, and another.
Unsung's nightlife, if I remember correctly, had always been good to me. Culturally, you could be anywhere you wanted if you walked for long enough. Being a person that just seems to exist for no reason, I've always liked walking, so there's that...
There's no shortage of places to party, that's for sure. Everyone being too intoxicated to notice I'm dead is a huge plus. I guess I look like I belong? I dunno...
There's this memory of Vincent in my head that I'm chasing, and it involves a slow dance over drinks. It's fuzzy up to a certain point. I'm pretty sure we were celebrating something. He's behind me. I'm curling up against him. He calls me a dork in a way that really... Well, it was a good time, in short.
Either way, I'm looking for that bar, that place. Maybe someone'll recognize me...
I remember my school life less and less vaguely with each passing day, so I guess I'm recovering pretty nicely. I just wish I could remember things that were less... cringe. I'd rather be remembering who my boyfriend is. Remembering how much of an absolute dork I was as a teenager, it just leaves a weird taste in my mouth.
I'm only saying this because there's this girl behind the bar of this club that really isn't the one in my dreams. I know her. I went to high school with this girl.
A ghost walks into a bar. He finds his namesake.
Yukina Maruyama. A bespectacled bartender with a nearly permanant scowl on her face. She's busy with guests, like most bartenders are at this time of night.
She's got a twin, if I remember correctly. And I'd always hang out with them because I didn't really have anything else going on... Her twin, Yuna? She's pretty... extra. Huge nerd. She's like if the really cute anime girl was real. It can get a little exhausting, if I remember right.
We started hanging out less and less because, well, real life kind of just does that to relationships. Then my mom died, and I just... Hid away from everything for a while... A couple of years later, I start trying to come out of my hole. And later on, Vincent pretty much pulls me out, and he asks me if I'm in a band...
...She's not looking at me right now, is she?
She's calling out to me.
She's calling me a na me .
A na ame I ca n 't q ui t e fe e l in t he ai r .
AA n am e t h at m us t h ave bee n m in e a lon g t i m e a go.
A ghost walks into a bar. He gets scared and runs back out.The Haunt of Maruyama Yuki Album CrossfadeMaruyama Yuki official ch.2022-10-06 | October 31st, 2022, 4:00PM EST
Unsung. A city of soul. A melting pot of many cultures and walks of life. Home to everyone from artists to salarymen to basically you name it. The gears of this city keep turning, day in, day out, and it seems like the population never goes down.
Coming across a certain high school, Toshokan High, spirits of those that have lost their lives reach out to me faster than I can deny them.
I scramble into an alleyway as soon as I feel their memories bleed into mine.
I lose control of my body. My eyes go completely blank, and then, pink. My mouth forces out the words of the departed. I experience the world from their eyes, moments before they leave it forever.
It's like a lucid dream that I can't move freely in. I become a puppet to the final moments of a total stranger.
My name is Maruyama Yuki, and I'm a ghost with almost no memories of my own.
Doesn't really clear anything up, right? Alright, let's start from the beginning.
I woke up in a coffin deep within the mausoleums of the Unsung Cemetary. Upon leaving the mausoleum, the Gravekeeper, a kindly, yet terrifying woman, tells me vague things about who I was. I made music, I played games, and I wanted something better for myself when I was alive.
...At this point, I don't think anything's changed.
My big struggle here is that I don't really remember who I was. Most ghosts at least remember the reason they're still in the living world, right? But I can't really put my finger on the cause. From the gash on my neck, and the bullet in my chest, and the lack of a working right eye, I know I had to have been murdered, but... like, why?
Who did I piss off in my life? What reason is there to kill me? Was I really such an unlucky person, to have been involved in something that dangerous?
The looks I get from strangers on the street make me think so. There's always this hint of fear whenever I'm in public. Why are they looking at me like that? Do I have something on my shirt? It's the hair, isn't it? No, I get it; living people are generally afraid of ghosts. It's just that it's kinda disheartening, because I'm basically living like I'm alive, but then I'm reminded that I'm... not.
The things I do to kill time, while I wait for my memories to return.
I've been working at a restaurant to make money for what the Gravekeeper calls 'rent'. In my spare time, I'm either playing video games or making music, having officially become a VTuber. Recently I've been making deals with other VTubers; I make music for their streams, they give me a little more rent money. It continued like this for a while... And then I got two core memories back.
One, my mother passed away a little bit before I did. I cried. A lot. That knowledge alone was enough to hurt me deeply, even though I didn't have many memories of her. The emotions, thought processes of that memory... They all came flooding back. The next few days felt kind of familiar, as I lay in my coffin, in the dark, wishing that it wasn't true.
Two, I had a boyfriend. Vincent Cauchemar. I remember this one time we were together, at some bar. I felt... safe in his arms. Like I belonged against his chest. Like my hands were made to hold his. I feel like this was after my mother died. I know she would have been proud of me, for finding true love.
After I had retained these two pieces of my identity, I started picking up the memories of the deceased too. It's been really inconvenient, being in public and suddenly answering those calls. I have to drop everything and go somewhere away from other people, so I don't disturb anyone. I don't imagine it's a pretty sight. The people that I've made friends with, while adjusting to this new life... I know they'd support me, but I don't want to tell them about any of this. I feel like they'd worry too much.
On the other side of that coin, I want to do some searching. Who was I? What was I about? Maybe if look around long enough, I can salvage something of that life... Maybe I can finally reunite with Vincent, and things can go back to normal, just a little bit...
If I can find him, I'll be at peace with whatever happens next...At Least - Maruyama Yuki [PV]Maruyama Yuki official ch.2022-09-30 | Keep Your Eyes On Me
Spoilers for one of the best fancomics I've ever read.
Follow My Ghost Story On... Twitter: twitter.com/MaruyamaYuki_vt Twitch: twitch.tv/maruyamayuki_vtComfort Her - Ghost Vtuber plays Persona 4 Golden (3/?)Maruyama Yuki official ch.2022-05-04 | Following the battle with Shadow Yukiko, Yuki takes up acting and challenges the abyssal bowls of the local Chinese restaurant... Yeah, slow news day in Inaba. Will the acting club prove too stressful for our dead 'hero'?
Follow My Ghost Story On... Twitter: twitter.com/MaruyamaYuki_vt Twitch: twitch.tv/maruyamayuki_vtMaruyama Yuki vs Shadow Yukiko - Ghost Vtuber plays Persona 4 Golden (2/?)Maruyama Yuki official ch.2022-03-09 | After successfully entering the TV World and rescuing Chie, Yuki Maruyama, Yasogami High's basketball hopeful, ventures further into the Castle of Shadow Yukiko to save her from herself!
This song means a whole goddamn lot to me. It resonates with me. When I'm at my absolute lowest in these dark, uncertain and devastating times, this is the song that drags me back. Phenomenal work, ippo.tsk.
Music: youtube.com/c/ippotsk Art: twitter.com/Saki24artph?s=20 Vocal: ...Maruyama Yuki(na) gets pwned! - Ghost VTuber plays Shadowverse: Champions Battle (1/?)Maruyama Yuki official ch.2022-01-30 | In another world, where the Shadowverse anime is actually good, Maruyama Yukina, a transfer student of Tensei Academy, strives to be the greatest Shadowverse player the world has ever seen. When her opponents are on the rise, she bursts back with her mystical and foreboding decks. This is... Maruyama Yukina's Counterattack!!
Follow My Ghost Story On... Twitter: twitter.com/MaruyamaYuki_vt Twitch: twitch.tv/maruyamayuki_vtMaruyama Yuki Does Inaba! - Ghost Vtuber plays Persona 4 Golden (1/?)Maruyama Yuki official ch.2022-01-28 | In my preparation for the as-of-now upcoming Steam port of Persona 4 Arena Ultimax, I've decided to beat Persona 4 Golden at least once in my un-life. This part's as boring as it gets, being the tutorial, but it only gets better from here. Reach out to the Truth, Ghosts.
Follow Maruyama Yuki on Twitter and Twitch!!Coming Soon, To A Channel Near You...Maruyama Yuki official ch.2022-01-22 | More VTuber content coming soon...[MC Ballad] Room 13943 JPN Cover (13943号室) [SCL Project - VanaNIce + Hiyama Kiyoteru]Maruyama Yuki official ch.2021-08-14 | You have no idea how long I've wanted to cover a VanaN'Ice song, you THINK you have an idea BUT YOU DON'T.
It took me years to get over the fact that I would never be able to cover VanaN'Ice like it seems like it has to be, in a trio with other singers. I've never been able to find people who are down to do this with me, and if I actually have, well, I've been afraid to ask! And now it's finally just all melted out of me! Like, who cares, go cover the songs that are infamously group covers! Play every part, make shit up if you have to! DO YOU, FAM.
This is seriously some of the best singing I've done in a long time, and I can't for the life of me feel bad about saying that. I dunno if it's Impostor Syndrome or self-esteem, but no, fuck all that, YES I AM AN AMAZING SINGER RIGHT NOW. Me thinking it's 'not THAT great' can kiss my fat ass, I'm fuckin' ZOOTED over my own voice right now.
I love VanaN'Ice, and I couldn't be prouder of myself for recording this.
Vocals: Me, proudly
Song//PV: SCL Project Subbed Source Video: AmeSubs[Lets Shake ] Anyway [Vocaloid Original Song]Maruyama Yuki official ch.2021-08-04 | "Just let me never see your face."
This is a song about not wanting to be at a party anymore. I know these days it's a little hard to be overly social, but I drew inspiration from my own experiences with parties; fun at first, but after a while I just wanna leave.
For this video, I got ippo.tsk to do the art. I've been a huge fan of their work for a while now, and I thought the artstyle they do would go incredibly with the tone of the song. Go stream them, go foolow them, go sub them, go love them! youtube.com/user/35P4D4
Might put this on spotify later. link goes here if I ever get my shit together lol
---lyrics---
I don't wanna say goodbye But it's not easier to lie I don't really wanna go there I might really end up nowhere
I don't think I'm having fun But I don't know which way to run Teell me not to make a sound While the building's coming down
(c)
I know I shouldn't let it get to me Everyone said to let it rest in peace I know I shouldn't let it get to me But I do that shit anyway Anyway... (c)
I don't wanna keep the pace Just never let me see your face I don't wanna hear excuses When you're turning me reclusive
Either that or I'm a beast They're asking you what's wrong with me I hope you tell them all about me Or the person that you think of when you think about me
(c) (c)
I never should have come Don't stop the music for me
I never should have come Don't wanna kill your party
I never should have come
Matter of fact, I'm leaving
I never should have come
(c) (c)[Lets Shake] 7PM [Vocaloid Original song]Maruyama Yuki official ch.2020-12-11 | "Tell me it's not too late..."
Happy birthday to ME, amirite?
When I heard about the 24 Hours of Vocaloid collaboration, I basically jumped at the chance to have an excuse to make a five-Vocaloid song. A great opportunity to not only take part in a community challenge, but also flex my mad Vocaloid skillz? How could I not? I really appreciate Entro-P and all the producers that came in to make Vocaloid songs 'round the clock... literally, because we were supposed to make a song about each hour of the day. Hardy-friggin'-har.
I dunno, there's just something that's always been so 'final' about 7 at night. Mainly I just wrote about my work ethic and it's flaws, how time keeps passing by and I hesitate to finish things. A sunset is beautiful, but it also means you're running out of time in the day...
Here's to a good homie!Songs That Boys Cant Sing - World is MineMaruyama Yuki official ch.2020-07-03 | I wanted to use this little event I put together for myself to celebrate a year of having been 'out'. Originally it was just an act of defiance against this one thing that kinda pissed me off, but now it's my Pride Project tm.
Originally it was also going to be seven acapellas long but I can really only manage five I think. A week long thing... Well TECHNICALLY it's a week so--
I came out as bisexual on July 2nd, 2019, two days after the actual Pride Month. What a fitting time to conclude my acapella spree for the year(?)?
but anyways YONDER LANDMASS IN SPACE HAS ALWAYS BEEN UNDER MY POSSESSIONSongs That Boys Cant Sing - MilkshakeMaruyama Yuki official ch.2020-07-03 | bruh if you thought I was done throwing it BACK???[NieR: Gestalt/Replicant] Kainé [MC Ballad acapella cover]Maruyama Yuki official ch.2020-06-14 | just a quick thing i promise im working on my other acapella thing
Music: Keiichi Okabe ft Emi Evans Vocals: myself【MC Ballad】「The Shape of My Heart/Kokoro no Katachi」- Nashimoto-Ui ft. Hatsune Miku (ENG Cover)Maruyama Yuki official ch.2020-06-08 | id say more but golly gosh im drunk rn i just really wanted to do this one, heavily underrated nashimoto song the guy behind this pv from more than a decade ago? i think they do mobile games now, unbelievable how far people can go
Music: Nashimoto-Ui PV: shimjy
Lyrics: Written by myself, transliterated from BerrySubs
lyrics
You're someone in my class that I think I need Pretty, those eyes that I just want to look at me I just wanna be your very special friend Watching you in class I like to daydream and pretend
That's gonna make every hour my hell Staring at you desperately and waiting for the bell Waiting for moments that I can start with Hi Watching you from here, it feels like I'm gonna die
Nothing's going on, might as well do it now Writing a confession that'll get the feelings out One little page I had covered up with lead Painted with every thought of you inside my head
Now, that I think of it it's got me going pale Honesty's a policy that almost never fails Still, through a paper plane that's folded nice and clean I've given you a note that might show you what I mean
I wanna show you all my heart Picture drawn in pretty little words Feelings that got molded into art I'll display them even if it hurts
Morning of tomorrow, I feel everyone stare I can even see that you're shooting me a glare Now those eyes I wished that would look at me Feel like, those pretty eyes are gonna make me bleed
Silently, it just sits upon my desk Somehow I, didn't know what to expect Nothing's ever gonna feel the same again Guess you got that letter that I sent
I wanna show you all my heart Picture drawn in pretty little words Broken feelings molded into art I'll display them BUT IT REALLY REALLY HURTS
PLEASE-EX-CUSE-MY-WORTH-LESS-HEART-THAT LIKES-A-SHAPE-THAT-YOU-DON'T-LIKE-BACK LET-ME-DRAW-THIS-HEART-A-GAIN-IT MIGHT-JUST-STOP-BE-ING-SO-RECK-LESS I-JUST-WANT-TO-SHOW-IT-TO-YOU I-JUST-WANT-TO-SHOW-IT-TO-YOU E-VEN-IF-YOU-WILL-NOT-SEE-IT I JUST WANT TO SHOW IT TO YOU
I wanna show you all my heart Picture drawn in pretty little words Feelings that got molded into art I'll display them even if it hurts
I wanna show my stitched-up heart Pictures drawn in shitty little words Hateful feelings turned to art I'll display them even if it hurtsSongs That Boys Cant Sing - Dont ChaMaruyama Yuki official ch.2020-05-12 | Ah yes, the song that WOULD NOT go away when I was a kid. I didn't expect the second verse, like, at all, lol.
#PrideMonth[MARULAND: ZAWAxZAWA] Stole Your Heart [Megurine Luka V4X/original]Maruyama Yuki official ch.2020-05-12 | [A story about a yandere that doesn't want to be a yandere anymore.]
I hate This creepy smile on my face and all the ways I gravitate How did I make you look my way? Something is wrong with Me Isn't that why they stay away? That's what I thought, but recently You act like everything's okay I don't deserve your Love The one that found in the dark The scary girl that tied you up I'm undeserving of your heart I can't explain it Now But you could suffer, loving me These days I wanna push her out The person that I used to be
I wanna love you so But you should run away Tell me what I have done To make you wanna stay The guilt is crushing me It's tearing me apart Somebody take my soul Because I stole your heart
I know You care about me oh so much All this affection that you show You shouldn't bless me with your touch I never wanted this but still Maybe I shouldn't be with you I just don't want you to get killed In spite of pain, Ihave to lose The boy I wanted Help I don't know if I can escape The shadow of my former self Somebody save me from this fate Can't I be normal? Please Let me erase the things I do So you can be in love with me And can be in love with you
I wanna love you so But you should run away Tell me what I have done To make you wanna stay The guilt is crushing me It's tearing me apart Somebody take my soul Because I stole your heart
I hope that you know I wanna do right I pray you don't think I'm taking it light At odds with myself I'm willing to fight My demons to save The love of my life
And I feel like, lately, inside, you must hate me You will, one way or another Look what I got into; someday, it'll hit you I'm not fit to be your lover But, oh, when I see it, I barely believe That one shining bit of kindness, I need it I'm so hopeless
I wanna love you so But you should run away Tell me what I have done To make you wanna stay The guilt is crushing me It's tearing me apart Somebody take my soul Because I stole your heartSongs That Boys Cant Sing - Are You That Somebody by AaliyahMaruyama Yuki official ch.2020-05-11 | Don't Speak, YOU KNOW THAT WOULD BE WEAK.
#PrideMonthSongs That Boys Cant Sing - Just Be Good To Me by The GAP BandMaruyama Yuki official ch.2020-05-10 | Lord help me i'm BACK on my BULLSHIT
Let's see if I can put out all seven this time
#PrideMonth【MC Ballad】「your sky, my name」- ippo.tsk ft. Kagamine LenMaruyama Yuki official ch.2020-03-18 | I find myself at a loss for things to say right now.
I sing this a lot, so I was glad to be able to cover it, even though personally I'm beginning to think I fell pretty flat here. It feels like a lot of personal weight is lifted when I sing this.
I'll act on, your wishes That's all I ever seem to do And I'll grant you, the fortune But that word means something different to you
To run away so far that they can't keep up I never felt something so certainly To cast away the shackles of where I am Is the only wish I could possibly have for me
This artifact holds me back, How effortlessly it's keeping me down I'll shamelessly curry favor to escape that to which I am bound
To feel the wind and rain on my face again I begged and pleaded for just one more day So I'll fulfill the whims of your wishes three For the smallest chance, that I'll finally break away
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This year, I'm focusing on PVs for my Vocaloid albums...
CREDITS Based on Team Salvato's 'Doki Doki Literature Club!' Music: MC Ballad Vocal: Megurine Luka V4X Art: https://twitter.coM/LittleRinnyChan?ref_src=twsrc%5Egoogle%7Ctwcamp%5Eserp%7Ctwgr%5Eauthor
LYRICS It hurts, to know The hopelessness up in my head It's so loud, it's so heavy I struggle to get out of bed So tell , me why I have to deal with all this dread While I'm cold, while I'm lonely I could be in your arms instead? No, no, no...
But I won't blame you if it's unrequited I stopped getting excited The emptiness that always keeps me cryin' I don't think I can fight it The music from my memories is playing And now my tears are fallin' You are the cure that I was always craving Or whatever you call it
Sometimes I think that I was never ever worth your thoughts But then it's natural to tell me that I matter too But either way you keep on filling me with happy thoughts That's why my face would always light up when I spoke to you But if it's making you unhappy I won't let it show Because the stormy weather never seems to let me go So if you're gonna leave me hanging, just let me know 'Cause it's okay if you would rather just let me go
But I won't blame you if it's unrequited I stopped getting excited The emptiness that always keeps me cryin' I don't think I can fight it The music from my memories is playing And now my tears are fallin' You are the cure that I was always craving Or whatever you call it
Sometimes I think that I was never ever worth your thoughts But then it's natural to tell me that I matter too But either way you keep on filling me with happy thoughts That's why my face would always light up when I spoke to you But if it's making you unhappy I won't let it show Because the stormy weather never seems to let me go So if you're gonna leave me hanging, just let me know 'Cause it's okay if you would rather just let me goINTRO 2020Maruyama Yuki official ch.2019-12-29 | I'm releasing three Vocaloid PVs at the end of the year. Please look forward to them.