[lyrics] Everything will go away for better or for worse I know that this is sure to take a turn Although the screams are never heard As is they never were Take what's yours, pretending like I never had the nerve But surely you knew better than to trust some girl who promised you the world Now you've ruined it all When you say you wanna try and take it all the way And play a game we never played I'm sure that there is something more that you are looking for Honestly, you never had to take it all for me Holding up a broken heart for all to see But I could never care It isn't fair This isn't fair
It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right? A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right? Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right? You think it's we can hear the screaming all night? You think you wanna try to save another life? Cause I would rather say goodbye
I'll let go of my darkened past All this hatred shouldn't last Only one thing I can do Try and fix it all for you Let go of my darkened past Quietly, they come at last If there's one thing I can try I'd make sure to tell a lie "You'll be safe inside."
Downfall After you realized we could've had it all It's sickening how living life without you feels so dull And then it fell apart It fell apart to something evil Didn't feel like you at all Can't hear me when I call
It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right? A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right? Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right? You think it's we can hear the screaming all night? You think you wanna try to save another life? Cause I would rather say goodbye
I'll let go of my darkened past All this hatred shouldn't last Only one thing I can do Try and fix it all for you Let go of my darkened past Quietly, they come at last If there's one thing I can try I'd make sure to tell a lie It's alright as long as I'm alive Cross my heart and hope to fucking die It's alright as long as I'm alive Go ahead and sing a fucking lie It's alright as long as I'm alive Cross my heart and hope to fucking die It's alright as long as I'm alive Go to Hell, I never should've tried
[lyrics] Everything will go away for better or for worse I know that this is sure to take a turn Although the screams are never heard As is they never were Take what's yours, pretending like I never had the nerve But surely you knew better than to trust some girl who promised you the world Now you've ruined it all When you say you wanna try and take it all the way And play a game we never played I'm sure that there is something more that you are looking for Honestly, you never had to take it all for me Holding up a broken heart for all to see But I could never care It isn't fair This isn't fair
It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right? A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right? Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right? You think it's we can hear the screaming all night? You think you wanna try to save another life? Cause I would rather say goodbye
I'll let go of my darkened past All this hatred shouldn't last Only one thing I can do Try and fix it all for you Let go of my darkened past Quietly, they come at last If there's one thing I can try I'd make sure to tell a lie "You'll be safe inside."
Downfall After you realized we could've had it all It's sickening how living life without you feels so dull And then it fell apart It fell apart to something evil Didn't feel like you at all Can't hear me when I call
It's kinda funny how the fighting never ends, right? A "making something our of nothing" kinda life, right? Although it's tiring to be put inside a spotlight For us, it's better when the Watchers are out of sight You think it's funny how the fighting never ends, right? You think it's we can hear the screaming all night? You think you wanna try to save another life? Cause I would rather say goodbye
I'll let go of my darkened past All this hatred shouldn't last Only one thing I can do Try and fix it all for you Let go of my darkened past Quietly, they come at last If there's one thing I can try I'd make sure to tell a lie It's alright as long as I'm alive Cross my heart and hope to fucking die It's alright as long as I'm alive Go ahead and sing a fucking lie It's alright as long as I'm alive Cross my heart and hope to fucking die It's alright as long as I'm alive Go to Hell, I never should've tried
#SynthesizerV #CeVIO #EleanorForte #IA_AIHALLOWS EVE Vol. 2: Gloom & Doom Party in My Room / EP Crossfadekian2024-10-04 | time to feel the gloom & doom !! Hallow's Eve Vol. 2 out now !!
(tracklist) 1 - ELECTRIC NIGHTMARE CAROUSEL ft. sv_kevin 2 - THE KILLER IS ESCAPING!! ft. SAROS 3 - DEAD OF THE PARTY ft. IA 4 - SAVE ME, STALKER CREEP ft. Hanakuma Chifuyu 5 - BLACKLIGHT BOOGIE ft. GUMIELECTRIC NIGHTMARE CAROUSEL / ft. sv_KEVIN (original song)kian2024-10-02 | come take a ride on the Fright Fair's newest ELECTRIC NIGHTMARE CAROUSEL!!! (not yet approved by law enforcement)
[lyrics] Oh Feel it creep on up again First of Halloween all in our heads Grab some candy, take a bite Carve a Jack-o-Lantern for the night And take a forest hike Hear the witch's cackle as she flies Pass on by the haunted house Just outside, the Fright Fair's back in town For the month One by one Till' past years have been outdone Every one One by one Till' we all have had our fun
Going round and round Mechanically unsound Feel the terror, scream out loud Chaos overthrows Becomes the status-quo Ain't it quite a sight? I'll go ahead and give it all my might Might you calm down? We'll make sure to leave without a sound Sound the alarm while we go to the next town Hide away for now Cause' when we come around I'll drag you straight to hell In my Electric Nightmare Carousel
Watch for killers in the eve From this party you can't leave Followed by some stalker creep From the Blacklight St.
Watch the clock, stay up all night You'll be filled with fright Anxiously awaiting for some boogeyman to haunt your dreams Come with us, stay up all night We'll fill you with fright And my Electric Nightmare Carousel is sure to take your life
Every one One by one Spreading terror one on one Every one One by one Though you try you can't outrun Every one One by one Till' past years have been outdone Every one One by one Till' we all have had our fun
Going round and round Mechanically unsound Feel the terror, scream out loud Chaos overthrows Becomes the status-quo Ain't it quite a sight? I'll go ahead and give it all my might Might you calm down? We'll make sure to leave without a sound Sound the alarm while we go to the next town Hide away for now Cause' when we come around I'll drag you straight to hell In my Electric Nightmare Carousel
Electric Nightmare Carousel
Electric Nightmare Carousel
We'll be going round and round and round Until you're found And everybody hears the sound So, watch the crowd We're coming now
[lyrics] How could you let me go end up like this? At least you exist But is this any way to live? Just cut your tongue and get a grip I thought your purpose was to handle me Handle all your tears? Why was I unable to fear? Your mind was well beyond your years Why don't you know how to get out of here Isn't it insane? Your every action comes with pain This is just the path you paved But hey, it's just a game That isn't what you said that day Don't you speak another word, I think I had enough
Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark (I think I had enough) (I think I had enough) (But have you?) Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard (This isn't good enough) (No, it's not good enough) But now at least his eyes are fed
I wonder daily that maybe I'm to blame With choices that I wish weren't made I couldn't take it, I hoped that you were dead (Why are you still sulking over little things) The profound sense of dread you gave me (It's not like they hurt you in real life
This isn't what you said it'd feel like Maybe you're too dumb Why does it make me wanna die? You're there still mourning hordes of flies I don't mind, they've been too kind That isn't what you said that day Shut your mouth and go away Don't let me see your face
[lyrics] Back, like a maniac I need a helping hand Oh, I'm getting out of hand I bet that you can't stand it I'm working overtime You better stay in line So keep the ball, keep the chain I'm already tamed
My, my, you're so dignified I think you need to try My way of living life on the line What's with all the tension, babe? Don't feel so ashamed Love is being made You never get that I'm not scared to die, like
Huh?
Maybe I'm a cat There's nothing wrong with that So, baby come and play I need you either way Make sure to love me all the same Why are you getting mad? You're lucky I ain't bad So tell me what to do And tell me what to say I need to see and hear and feel you every day
Maybe, make me make my merry way To multiply, manipulate and maim Baby, come and play You're so fucking lame I'm so full of hate Tell me that you'll never hide away from all the pain
Hah!
Maybe I'm a cat There's nothing wrong with that The situation changed I hate the way you Made me think you needed love today Why are you getting mad? You're lucky I ain't bad Just don't get in the way Don't tell me about your day You're really fucking up my brain! Maybe I'm a cat There's nothing wrong with that So, baby come and play I need you either way Make sure to love me all the same Why are you getting mad? You're lucky I ain't bad So tell me what to do And tell me what to say I need to see and hear and feel you every day
Back, like a maniac I need a helping hand Oh, I'm getting out of hand I bet that you can't stand it I'm working overtime You better stay in line So keep the ball, keep the chain I'm already tamed
#synthesizerv #synthv_ASTERIAN #ASTERIAN #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanewWHAT IS GOING ON / feat. CHIFUYU (POPPY PLAYTIME Original Song)kian2024-02-25 | DON'T MOVE AN INCH
[lyrics] Stab and burn synthetic flesh Open up my head Twist my guts and make me bleed Inject me, make me scream
I still can't understand What happened I'm maddened I'm missing I'm feeling the world around me fading Far away We're delayed As we played Like, all day They waited Elated Partake in the torment Because they want me dead Tell me why you wanna hear them out Because I, I don't mind cutting off a loved one
Bones and meat are held together At the seams of plush and dead fur Blood flows freely through my body Pain exudes where bones protrude But,
What is going on I still can't fucking comprehend Record my screams Ignored my pleas Was it really that easy? I won't play along I have a savior to defend Those demons got what they deserve Devour all their meat And watch them burn
My life was upended And now I, I hate it Their testing was endless Expected correction Because they want me dead Tell me why you wanna hear them out Because I, I won't lie This hunger, It just won't ever die out
Stab and burn synthetic flesh Open up my head Twist my guts and make me bleed Inject me, make me scream Watch and shock my beating heart Test me, take me far Treat me like a monster Cut me, beat me, make me scar
What is going on I still can't fucking comprehend Record my screams Ignored my pleas Was it really that easy? I won't play along I have a savior to defend Those demons got what they deserve Devour all their meat And watch them burn
(What is going on)
#synthesizerv #poppyplaytime #vocaloid #vocalopost #vocanew #花隈千冬I WALKED WITH THE DEVIL / Tsuina-chan, SAROS (original song)kian2023-12-30 | following at an equal pace!
[lyrics] I couldn't take it Had to break it For the twentieth last time Tried to fake it Tried to make it But it's poisoning my mind
Is it me what you wanted
I've been forgotten Body rotten By the choices I made Tears are caught in Bloody cotton Fearful, shocked and in dismay
Tell me what you wanted
In the name of God, I'm here to give you what you want
Call out in the dark It echoes but I'm not alone I feel a presence waiting Waving And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart And testing what I thought I knew Of whispers from the devil Telling what to do
I'm scared of lying Scared of trying Not to be out of the loop Scared of crying Scared of dying Scared of finding out the truth
I have all the answers
For what I'm seeking, What's the meaning If I'm running out of time? Pointless grieving Mindless seething For a future that's not mine
I have all the answers
Call out in the dark It echoes but I'm not alone I feel a presence waiting Waving And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart And testing what I thought I knew Of whispers from the devil Telling what to do
What's been concealed By the people With the power to cut the chord? See no evil Hear no evil Speak no evil anymore
Maybe they've forgotten
My head's on fire I've been tired It's been dire for way too long I'm a liar Even prior to the things that did me wrong
Is it what you wanted?
Call out in the dark It echoes but I'm not alone I feel a presence waiting Waving And it's deathly stare is tearing me apart And testing what I thought I knew Of whispers from the devil Telling what to do Going way too far It's beating through my heart again And I don't have a say I'm breaking more and more Each time I feel another scar I'm failing to restart again I've memorized the path That's taken every time I spiral Down into the dark The devil made me do
#synthesizerv #ついなちゃん #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanewre:BEDEVIL / GUMI SV (original song)kian2023-12-24 | testing her out
[lyrics] Letting everybody take what’s mine Giving everything, so divine Keep our universes on a line Mixing everything, we intertwine Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside Everywhere we go we cannot hide Hide from such a lie In your hands you hold a broken heart Dark remains that you had torn apart “Show with words” where do I even start? A shitty, mediocre piece of art A faded memory of how we were When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd “Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear Nodding passively, can’t help but stare
Holding me down You hold me back from a new life Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice We’re running now Running away, the wind still feels nice The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right Holding me down You hold me back from a new life And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight So leave me in the hands of night
And the devil knows everything I have to show Call it fear, call it hate Something I can take You can scream and cry Scratch your throat when asking “Why” Make a deal, make it real Make it yours to steal
Be the devil, be the devil Soon I’ll, soon I’ll Be the devil, be the devil Soon I’ll, soon I’ll Rid the evil, rid the evil Soon I’ll, soon I’ll Be the thing that once consumed me Set me free Waiting here forever on repeat Walking in, the watchers take their seats Long gone now, the feeling of defeat Replaced by the slowly rising heat
Holding me down You hold me back from a new life Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice We’re running now Running away, the wind still feels nice The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right Holding me down You hold me back from a new life And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight Leave me in the hands of night
And the devil knows everything I have to show Call it fear, call it hate Something I can take You can scream and cry Scratch your throat when asking “Why” Make a deal, make it real Make it yours to steal So, Please appeal #synthesizerv #vocaloid #vocalopost #vocanew #gumiMystery of the Haunted House / kian ft. Eleanor Forte AI (Official MV)kian2023-10-31 | HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!!!! :D i hope this season was just as ghoulish and horrific as you'd hoped (i can say for me, it was)
[lyrics] Walking through the town late one eve Right through the messy piles of orange leaves Hidden right behind dark dead trees Their shadows cast upon the strangest house I'd ever seen Left unclean Still standing, yet abandoned, corroding Rumors start to spread, it's coming to a head Those spooky sounds, hear them now
I try to think on what could have caused this Can it be explained, or do spirits remain?
What we've come to know It's a horror show A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home Tales of a ghost Are they overblown? A story made to comprehend all the unknown Well, now it's time to formulate a plan I highly doubt that it'll even be that bad Maybe this is more than what it would seem The stars aligning perfectly I know it's up to me to solve this mystery
Silence in the night, eerily Up in the witching hour, researching Looking for it's known history And with no luck online, I'll find the local library Archiving These printed papers tell all that I need A hundred years ago, a fire's burning glow had scorched the house Yet, somehow... It remains standing still to this day The damage isn't nearly the level it should be Year after year, it's slowly rebuilt And by the looks of it, the job is nearly complete!
What we've come to know It's a horror show A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home Tales of a ghost Are they overblown? A story made to comprehend all the unknown Decidedly, October 31st Will be the night I'm gonna solve it all for sure Maybe this is more than what it would seem The stars aligning perfectly I know it's up to me to find the answer to this mystery Creepy cobwebs cover everything Footsteps running up ahead of me Chasing down something I cannot see Culminating with the spirits of two girls
The ghosts I see are hardly malicious Listened to the call by powers in the fall For weeks on end they set up a party Devilish delight made to bring us a fright On Halloween night!
What we've come to know It's a horror show A small, two-story, dark, abandoned home Tales of a ghost Are they overblown? A story made to comprehend all the unknown We'll share the frightful cheer of Halloween With ghouls and goblins of all kinds, you'd not believe Maybe this is more than what it would seem The stars aligning perfectly This haunted house now no longer a mystery
[lyrics] Entering in through the gates, so many things await Watch in time, see how they bring this fair to life Pumpkins line the streets, loaded to the brim with sweets Lights are blinking to the beat Spiders go up on the wall, you'd never hear them crawl With their webs, they make a banner to show all Walking across the road, from the corroded abode Black cats rather stay alone In the sky, the moon is high In the town werewolves howl Chills going up the spine, take it as another sign (In the dead of night they hide)
Come with us, stay up all night We'll fill you with fright Magic sights light up the sky Take some candy, don't be shy Feelings that excite ignite the spirits tonight
Walking through the crowd, you'll see the creatures in-between Don't you hide, you'll see they never wanna bite With a pumpkin head, Jack puts on a show again Dolls that come to life will create a scene of vivid dancing imagery Soon the witching hour starts so they can do their part Ghostly moans will float around the scare zone And the monster girl stalks around the haunted home Entertaining clowns erase all frowns With a chill, the wind will blow Bells will ring, demons sing to a Hallowed evening Join the enchanted parade The symphony of haunted scenery Could make the reaper smile So why not stay a while?
Come with us, stay up all night We'll fill you with fright Magic sights light up the sky Take some candy, don't be shy Feelings that excite ignite the hallowed night Come with us, stay up all night We'll fill you with fright Magic sights light up the sky Take some candy, don't be shy Feelings that excite ignite the hallowed night Dreams, reality and all the in-between Chocolate covered sweets like from a fantasy The night is still so young Let's have some fun
#halloween #synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #vocanewHALLOWS EVE Vol. 1: A Marvelously Ghoulish Collection of Fiendish Delight and Spine-Chilling Frightkian2023-10-13 | please enjoy these couple of spooky songs made by my tiny imp hands !!
#halloween #vocaloid #synthv #cevioai #vocalopost #vocanewThe First of Halloween / kian ft. GUMI (original song)kian2023-10-01 | the macabre jumped out! yet again, we are in the midst of another ooky kooky spooky season!! let the dark magic fill your spirits (and stream my halloween music) 0v0)b !!!!!
[lyrics] With the raven’s cries starts the end of the night They’re in the daylight taking flight with summer out of sight A chilling mist settles in, and so it all begins Every night, a month of fright One by one they come out, the Jack-O-Lanterns sprout Beyond any doubt, they all shout about the darkened now And to the people, they vow to never speak a sound It’s out of mind, a morbid sight And, in the forest, they hide the children of the night No wondering why, say goodbye to worry in your mind So try to turn a blind eye to ghouls and goblins gone awry They’ll try to change your mind
Ah, as the sun goes down, the true macabre comes out The time has finally come, we know Let’s put on a show
I’ll take all of your lives No need to stand by Cause one by one we’ll fill you all with fright Petrifying signs, I’ll never deny An otherworldly masquerade is overstayed Around and round we go non-stop They run in front the enchanted backdrop Dropping at the morn No need to feel torn We’ll keep it going every day, you see Cause it’s the first of Halloween
In the evening sky, look up and find a wraith The trees are decaying and swaying as they wear away The town is bustlin’ all day as people celebrate The supernatural holiday
In glee, they flee, and scream, and see reality The candy tastes like something they had never seen That they had never seen, a new delicacy Something made for me and only me In glee, they flee, and scream, and see reality The candy tastes like something they had never seen That they had never seen, a new delicacy So go along, and run around this night of Halloween
Ah, as the sun goes down, the true macabre comes out The time has finally come, we know Let’s put on a show Although it’s a while away Emotions overflow Breathe a sigh and let it go Continue the show
I’ll take all of your lives No need to stand by Cause one by one we’ll fill you all with fright Petrifying signs, I’ll never deny An otherworldly masquerade is overstayed Around and round we go non-stop They run in front the enchanted backdrop Dropping at the morn No need to feel torn We’ll keep it going every day, the first of Halloween will never Die away
#VOCALOID #gumi #halloween #vocalopost #vocanewmore scrapped songskian2023-08-18 | i was looking through my old projects again
just felt like sharing something
00:00 - random ukelele 00:48 - uplifting weirdcore song 1:53 - family 5:06 - EP intro take # 1 6:42 - EP intro take # 2 7:32 - EP intro take # 3 9:33 - EP intro take # 4 10:59 - EP intro "found out" 12:35 - an angelA POINTED STARE / kian ft. SEKAI (original song)kian2023-08-08 | overall, i'm ruined
[lyrics] Taken by a promise on a whim Don't think that I'd forgotten how it felt to be a Novice in the center of a whim I could've gotten better Could've been forever Quite the situation we were in Just craving for the feeling of your fiery skin But something kept on twisting from within I know we should've never Know I should've never Followed what all the others had done Wrangled in whether wanted or not But you were not the kind to leave a plan undone
I was never one to take it there Your flames are everywhere Brighter than the sun It can't compare My love is unaware Thought you were the one to take it there I was severely unprepared You didn't even care Just a dead pointed stare
Burdened with the cold hard truth that only left me scared (forever) I can't comprehend the way you made it so unfair You left me on a dare A whisper spews from a traitorous tongue Turned his back on a bountiful love Doesn't even realize what he's become
Why, I'm fine So take your time I'd like to give what's mine (Made it so unfair, weren't even there, didn't even care, you were unaware) So make it shine (Didn't even care, you were unaware)
I was never one to take it there Your flames are everywhere Brighter than the sun It can't compare My love is unaware Thought you were the one to take it there I was severely unprepared You didn't even care Just a dead pointed stare
You weren't even there You were unaware Die for all I care
Thanking god that I've come this far Smiling in the dark Who am I to beg them for more? Leave me at the door and Split my mind and my heart apart End my story arc Left me rotten right to the core Bleeding on the floor I promise that I try I'm trying to avoid the warning signs Terrified of the thought of ruining Another person's life Selfish thoughts were only meant to hinder mine
I was doomed right from the start Everyone has gone too far Broken houses, rotting walls are Tempting me to free it all Honestly I'm at a loss Memories gone inside the fog Watching others makes me sick but You and I are not so different
I won't pretend I cannot love again It's all I've been I've yet to win You can't really blame me When I just want to feel again My only dopamine release depends on something that isn't there And nobody cares Left alone inside the fog again This isn't fair Are you there to watch as I tear? Unlimited proximity is granted to the one that Left me here I'm nowhere near the way to go back home
Once again I'm on my own Much too early, fully grown Ripping out my deadened hair Retaliate, I wouldn't dare
I was doomed right from the start Everyone has gone too far Broken houses, rotting walls are Tempting me to free it all Honestly I'm at a loss Memories gone inside the fog Watching others makes me sick but You and I are not so different
You and I are not so different
You and I are not so different
You and I are not so differentMUD TO MUD / SEKAI, Eleanor Forte AI (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / SEKAI, Eleanor Forte AI
[lyrics] Acting irrationally to find out A past life just to suffice The need to be someone more worthy of The life being led on Oh, how wrong!
Facing the unknown Chasing a new home Waiting to find another face staring back at me Waking up again Making my life, no Breaking down instead Mud and sludge is spewing out
And still, nobody’s right The devil’s taking flight You can take my life and run away And come on down another day Such a bore, such a bore Tell me more, tell me more Lead me through the door now
A voice somewhere deep down inside the mind Whispering a truthful lie My head’s split in half and it’s killing me Memories crawling back in Full of sin
Just give up and submit your life You know you were made just so you could die Why live through a lie trying to hide just to save them? Still, would they care? Making it seem so unfair Fucking around just to buy time Left all them just to wonder why “Why’d he pretend to be our friend?” Please… You’re such a bore Tell me some more! Take me, break me, shape me, make me Do with me just as you please and See all of your evil deeds and Try to plea when I bite down and- The life you see I’m on my knees Just try to breathe And stay with me I’ll try to be all that you need When everything is fleeting away
And still, nobody’s right The devil’s taking flight You can take my life and run away And come on down another day Such a bore, such a bore Tell me more, tell me more Lead me through the door nowUNSIGHTLY / Kevin, ASTERIAN (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / Kevin, ASTERIAN
[lyrics] Walked in the darkest night City lights devoid life And across the path Orange glowing’s dimly cast
Another eye, another life’s Taken with a horrid lie Heads filled with Ringing, singing with no meaning As the body loses feeling Mouths open wide The other side never seemed to show a sign Of human life inside the decrepit mind
Holding him tightly, unsightly Never could dare to, still couldn’t care to Unapologetically Leaving me with open seams Wrapping around me, this feeling’s Comforting me yet, I wanna leave so What am I supposed to do? Pulling out of my view
Taking the human mind Somewhere else to satisfy Yearning for the past Using those who would not last
Spreading through every vein In disdain Learning to feed off other’s pain All those in my day to day Never stay Not like they knew me anyways
Another eye, another life’s Taken with a horrid lie Heads filled with Ringing, singing with no meaning As the body loses feeling Mouths open wide The other side never seemed to show a sign Of human life inside the decrepit mind
Holding him tightly, unsightly Never could dare to, still couldn’t care to Unapologetically Leaving me with open seams Wrapping around me, this feeling’s Comforting me yet, I wanna leave so What am I supposed to do? Pulling out of my viewIN MY DREAMS / Yuma (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / Yuma
[lyrics] Hear the pitter-patter of their feet Maybe looking for another thing to eat You need to Know when and where to go to sleep Ignoring all your dreams inside Nightmares I keep away at night
Awake Hobbling around in a drunken state Mother's lullabies slowly slip away Into a memory lapse in time Don't cry
Learn to pray To live to see another sunny day Another horror made I stare into the pitch black hall Take my hand Another call But no one's here to save at all
Living in the path of people's greed I won't open up my eyes again to see The life they lead right down into the heart of isolation Mortified by the eyes of man Well, I'll be damned...
Take my hand Withstand the burning pain I know you can We'll drive the other's mad! I stare into the pitch black hall Listen to another call There's no one left to save at all3AM / RIME, IA AI English (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / RIME, IA AI English
[lyrics] Sitting up at 3AM Forcing me awake again Honestly I never thought I’d ever even last this long All I wanna do is keep it all from going wrong Sitting up at 3AM Watching from the dark again Vivid lights keep flying by and force a deep red shine inside Something in the corner of my eye runs to the other side
Panic rises, slowly building up this hidden fear inside Paralyzed, I try to hide under these tear stained sheets of mine 10, 9, 8, the eyes captivate 7, 6, won’t solve this conflict
3AM is when it starts Everything will fall apart Stolen from my bleeding heart Everything I’d never dropped Lock the door and loose the key Still, I know that they can see Every single abstract thought Everything I had forgot
Sitting up at 3AM Looking in the dark again Why do they refuse to see these things insist on stalking me? My reality, staggeringly, is tearing at the seams
Need you feel such disdain? You know that we are not to blame 3, 2, 1, they already won
We can see you laying there Through your windows We will stare Why won’t you just let us in? Listen to our haunting hymn
3AM is when it starts Everything will fall apart Stolen from my bleeding heart Everything I’d never dropped Lock the door and loose the key Still, I know that they can see Every single abstract thought Everything I had forgotANOMALY / Yuma (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / Yuma
[lyrics] And then it happened on 12-08 Opened my eyes, a dark space “We’ve been waiting for when to say you’ll be the one on display” Waiting here in the light of day While the eyes of the others turn away from the photo Leaving me alone All the shadows swallow me whole Tell me what I know Do I find a home? The take away from what I say flowing like a poison from my mouth I try to keep it down Just wait for another time to make my presence known Leaving me all alone
I embrace their gone face Easily undermined, just wanna feel alive Anomaly, the label of mine “You should embrace your disgrace” The one that’s left behind, their numbers have declined I wander all alone inside this world
Install the mind in the hard drive Once in a lifetime Stuck inside, I'm living in the world’s eye Once in a lifetime But can you really call this living? Once in a dull mind Giving and giving, but never receiving, the prices of living a dream Echoing memories speak Once in a lifetime Going away, going away Gone They say I existed once in a dead mind Anything and everything to be set free by someone I couldn’t see Where does that leave me?
All that’s been done You will never be the one, you begun to fall behind The others have outshined And there’s no room left to redefine “Better to let go and forget your lines” All these words of mine The little things that people saw My every single flaw Decided to withdraw once and for all “The things you undergo now that they all know”
Embrace their gone face Easily undermined, just wanna feel alive Anomaly, the label of mine “You should embrace your disgrace” The one that’s left behind, their numbers have declined I wander all alone inside this world Waiting for the uninstallTHE MOTHMAN / GUMI, Kevin (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / GUMI, Kevin
[lyrics] “Don’t run away I’ll keep you safe” Was something he would tell the ones who’re led astray With red eyes Like the sky He drives them in And watching as the bridge of life falls from within
The rattling The in-between Traveling to heaven’s gate now And now the bridge is collapsing Under the weight of the dead Once again “Now stay with me so you’ll never be falling in the river red” The moth will take them all under his wing To hide the horrid scene
There he stays In eternal day To stop the souls from wandering Into their doom And doing wrong in the eyes of god The tyranny that Heaven brings Is blocked by familiar wings
“Don’t run away I’ll keep you safe” He tells the souls at Heaven’s gates to change their fate In sorrow, they follow straight into “Hell” A hideout hidden in dirt and fire by Satan himself
There they stay In eternal day To stop the souls from wandering Into their doom And doing wrong in the eyes of god The tyranny that Heaven brings Is blocked by familiar wings Hand in hand, they face the storm forevermoreBAD LUCK BUNNY / SOLARIA (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / SOLARIA
[lyrics] Living in the world as time goes round and round The room reverberates the sounds of the bells that pound Leaving them all by themselves, going about their day And still, there’s nobody around to show them the way Just let them stay and see one more day Living with the world on lock Everybody’s waiting on the clock Losing more than not Forgot Left them all to rot The lessons they were taught have become an afterthought So take his hand and follow the path Everything’s in disarray And the hunters have a field day I gruesome cabaret
Following the life that the show portrays To stay in bounds and never break societal clichés Just hold it up and feign a joyful display Never try to take the stage Using empty promises to save their head They know that mostly everybody wants them dead “Before I go, I have some final thoughts…” “Tie a knot and use the ropes you’ve bought” Still alive, what a sight Take a stride, towards the light “Tell me when, tell me why” “I should die for my crimes”
Sleeping to the sounds just like a lullaby The screaming mixed with the cries of the vilified So much idling around, bunch of “tough guys” (lol) The luck rabbit will soon learn how to comply The underdog will right all their wrongs Listen to his melody Join in with the revelry They’re puppets tied to a string
Soon everybody will be reclassified Say goodbye, say goodbye To the simple reason why Using the people to verify all of the people within God’s eye All of the ones who were forced to abide Gone awry, gone awry And no longer pacified Using the tension that underlies Showing the public your hidden lies Soon everybody will be reclassified Say goodbye, say goodbye To the simple reason why Using the people to verify all of the people within God’s eye All of the ones who were forced to abide Gone awry, gone awry And no longer pacified Using the tension that underlies Showing the public your hidden lies
Following the life that the show portrays To stay in bounds and never break societal clichés Just hold it up and feign a joyful display Never try to take the stage Using empty promises to save their head They know that mostly everybody wants them dead “Before I go, I have some final thoughts…” “Tie a knot and use the ropes you’ve bought” Still alive, what a sight Take a stride, towards the light “Tell me when, tell me why” “I should die for my crimes” Why?IN THE DARK, THEYLL RETURN / KAFU (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / KAFU (Chifuyu harmony)
[lyrics] They come back again Begged to let them in Yet again Watching as they come near Results of fear Why can’t I hear When they sing
Where have those times gone Where I thought I was meant for you When it's all said and done You’d never get out of my head Back again Watch in fear They draw near I can’t hear
Locked in a red room where where you had kept a lie or two Said they had told you to Do everything that you do
They come back again Begged to let them in Yet again Watching as they come near Results of fear Why can’t I hear When they sing
Still I knew they grew to Unstable hateful beings You and I both knew That I would have to leave
Gone for good
They come back again Begged to let them in Yet again Watching now This time around Entry’s not allowed I won’t be found Listen As they come near Results of fear I can't hear a word They sing to me I wander aimlessly Through what you call CalamityBEDEVIL / GUMI (audio)kian2023-04-12 | music / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocals / GUMI
[lyrics] Letting everybody take what’s mine Giving everything, so divine Keep our universes on a line Mixing everything, we intertwine Unequivocally horrified at this feeling that we can’t subside Everywhere we go we cannot hide Hide from such a lie In your hands you hold a broken heart Dark remains that you had torn apart “Show with words” where do I even start? A shitty, mediocre piece of art A faded memory of how we were When said out loud, is sounding quite absurd “Don’t tell anyone” you made me swear Nodding passively, can’t help but stare
Holding me down You hold me back from a new life Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice We’re running now Running away, the wind still feels nice The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right Holding me down You hold me back from a new life And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight So leave me in the hands of night
And the devil knows everything I have to show Call it fear, call it hate Something I can take You can scream and cry Scratch your throat when asking “Why” Make a deal, make it real Make it yours to steal
Be the devil, be the devil Soon I’ll, soon I’ll Be the devil, be the devil Soon I’ll, soon I’ll Rid the evil, rid the evil Soon I’ll, soon I’ll Be the thing that once consumed me Set me free Waiting here forever on repeat Walking in, the watchers take their seats Long gone now, the feeling of defeat Replaced by the slowly rising heat
Holding me down You hold me back from a new life Your hands, once warm, now nothing short from a cold ice We’re running now Running away, the wind still feels nice The people stare, and it’s unfair that I know we’re right Holding me down You hold me back from a new life And every movement, every word stabs like a sharp knife The sun is setting all the redness is out of sight Leave me in the hands of night
And the devil knows everything I have to show Call it fear, call it hate Something I can take You can scream and cry Scratch your throat when asking “Why” Make a deal, make it real Make it yours to steal So Please appealTHEYLL RETURN / full albumkian2023-04-12 | hazy memories
[lyrics] Time. time again Ripping me from limb to limb No, I never would've guessed it That's how it's always been You never wanted me to have another win My sacrifices to the life we had All gone, all gone Gone and done Cause I thought you were the one But what else had I expected? I guess you never meant it Even though you were the one to call that feeling love I'm still trying not to think about the nights we stayed up
Even though I remember you And I wish I'd never gone through Go away, forget what you've done I would rather be all alone and up to me
I'm spilling out my guts! Cause all my feelings gone to rust And I would rather die Than to try Singing, singing Gimme! Gimme! MINE Thought you were the one God, that's so fucked up Buried under 20 ft. of muck I'm tangled up in blood and guts
Performative at best Disingenuous at worst You ever wonder why it hurt? I'm living off resent up until the bitter end You're really messing with my head And I'm so done with trying to defend it No, I won't ever be amused No more, no more
Now I remember you And I wish I'd never gone through Go away, forget what you've done I would rather be all alone and up to me
Spilling out my guts! Cause all my feelings gone to rust And I would rather die Than to try Singing, singing Gimme! Gimme! MINE Thought you were the one God, that's so fucked up Buried under 20 ft. of muck I'm tangled up in blood and guts
My, My So quiet, so shy But never was afraid to mess up a life And I'm still riding the high from Promising that I'd never leave your side So say goodbye to all of those lies And cry your way into my heart to Try and make me sympathize With nothing left to give Do you feel no shame? Messing up the game
I'm spilling out my guts! Cause all my feelings gone to rust And I would rather die Than to try Singing, singing Gimme! Gimme! MINE Thought you were the one God, that's so fucked up Buried under 20 ft. of muck I'm tangled up in blood and guts
I'm tangled up in blood and guts
I'm tangled up in blood and guts
#cevioai #vocaloPost #vocanew #VOCALOIDIn My Dreams / kian ft. Yuma (original song)kian2023-01-11 | im sleeeepy uwooh
[lyrics] Hear the pitter-patter of their feet Maybe looking for another thing to eat You need to Know when and where to go to sleep Ignoring all your dreams inside Nightmares I keep away at night
Awake Hobbling around in a drunken state Mother's lullabies slowly slip away Into a memory lapse in time Don't cry
Learn to pray To live to see another sunny day Another horror made I stare into the pitch black hall Take my hand Another call But no one's here to save at all
Living in the path of people's greed I won't open up my eyes again to see The life they lead right down into the heart of isolation Mortified by the eyes of man Well, I'll be damned...
Take my hand Withstand the burning pain I know you can We'll drive the other's mad! I stare into the pitch black hall Listen to another call There's no one left to save at all #vocaloPost #vocanew #synthesizerv #vocaloidA Twilight Carol / Solaria, Asterian, Eleanor, Chifuyu (2022 ver.)kian2022-12-25 | happy holidays (if you celebrate) !! i don't feel like giving out the downloads for this sorry :D
[lyrics] Children of night Have you heard the tale Of Krampus The horned beast of a wintry hell Jolly St. Nick has his demons too The terror that follows Unmatched in its doom
Soon they will see If they don't believe For eternity Trapped in a dream They can never leave Never again be seen On Christmas night An awful sight Sent them to hell Ringing the bell All night he roams To every home Punish the bad Feeling so sad
Gather around for this might be the last Time you'll get to see light come to pass When he arrives all the evil and bad Up and gone with his cold wintry grasp
Try as you might the angels will sing Take it or leave it A miserable being Terrible fiend keep trembling in fear With Krampus at work Oh, just what could he bring
Large pointed horns, dagger-like claws Santa Claus will not fly Blight of mankind will be sent down to hell So sing and smile, or he might take you now
Gather around for this might be the last Time you'll get to see light come to pass When he arrives all the evil and bad Up and gone with his cold wintry grasp
Hark how the bells Sweet silver bells All seem to say Throw cares away Christmas is here Bringing good cheer To young and old Meek and the bold Oh how they pound Raising the sound O'er hill and dale Telling their tale Gaily they ring While people sing Songs of good cheer Christmas is here Take me away All that I pray I feel no fear Krampus be near Take all the cheer Evil from here Intentions clear End of the year
#synthesizerv #solaria #asterian #eleanorforte #vocalopost #synthvLIKE THE BILE FROM MY MOUTH / Kevin, KAFU (original song)kian2022-11-29 | just a little sick
(lyrics) The place I wanna stay This fucked up game I play While no one knows my name I love it all the same This wretched heart of mine, genuine Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make I never had the chance to change
I forgot the way that you would Say that you would Be the one who'll make a change And it hurts to say what's on my mind Given the way you treated mine You were mine But you refuse to look inside yourself Cause you're too scared of what you'll find Live in your collective lie
The place I wanna stay This fucked up game I play While no one knows my name I love it all the same This wretched heart of mine, genuine Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make I never had the chance to change
Insults you shout burn like the bile from my mouth It's exhausting when you try to take away the
Happiness I try to hide
The place I wanna stay This fucked up game I play While no one knows my name I love it all the same This wretched heart of mine, genuine Spitting out my bile I shouldn't make I never had the chance to change
#vocanew #vocaloPost #synthesizerv #cevioai #可不GHOSTLY HALLOWEEN PARTY / kian ft. RIME, KAFU (original song)kian2022-10-31 | HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!! 0 v 0 )/////
One more time the season is to bring us back again Our spirits, long since dead, will roam and never have to pretend Realize that we are only here for a short time We need to think on how to make the night spent here worthwhile
Running all throughout the town and gathering supplies And building curiosity with all the wandering eyes Decorate the perfect place that no one else had found And surely this will be so fun for everybody around
Time is running out, the sun is going down
A ghostly Halloween's what I'm bringing! An opportunity standing waiting Listen to the call and tell them all That they are invited to A ghostly Halloween A never-ending dream
Lights as far as I can see Uninvited guests could be Through the piles of orange leaves Places where I've never been
Step inside the dark you see Only if you're wondering What you think that we could be Just don't act so terribly
Noise growing in the town, cause now the sun is going down
A ghostly Halloween's what I'm bringing! An opportunity standing waiting Listen to the call and tell them all That they are invited to A ghostly Halloween A never-ending dream
Somehow yet, we're still abandoned No one else had showed No way that this can still be true Whatever can we do? How can we attract a crowd? There's no need to give up now We can take this party out in town And spread the fear around!
A ghostly Halloween's what I'm bringing! An opportunity standing waiting Listen to the call and tell them all That they are invited to A ghostly Halloween It's never-ending! A ghostly Halloween Bring the candy A Jack-o-lantern screams Heed the warning Witches fly into the night A carnival to bring us all a fright This ghostly Halloween The party of our dreams!
#halloween #cevioai #可不 #裏命ATTACK OF THE KILLER CANDY / kian ft. Tsuina-chan (original song)kian2022-10-26 | best candy in the world !!!!!
[lyrics] Day by day I bake, and bake Until I make the best that Anyone could ever taste Till' it is much too late Whipping cream alone Is much too dull for me I need to make it sickeningly sweet And give them rotting teeth! Lollipops and chocolate bars More than enough to last All night, giving them all away To people as they play Caramel and cotton candy Guaranteed to leave them Much more likely to accept My secret final treats
I've perfected the recipe Leave it all to me Look at how the candy bleeds Much more than it seems
Take another bite, please Eat the killer candy Barely a second thought Until the blood clots Do it now or you'll be Eaten by the candy Set them free to Run amok around the town to Trick or treat
Day by day I'm making more and more for me Baking in the potion that'll make them see Bringing them to life Doing it in time Everyone will loose their minds!
Perfected the recipe Leave it all to me Look at how the candy bleeds Much more than it seems
Take another bite, please Eat the killer candy Barely a second thought Until the blood clots Do it now or you'll be Eaten by the candy Set them free to Run amok around the town to Trick or treat
Chaos setting free Is all that I need Filling you with fright If only for one night You can call it cruel I know it's not true Reveling with my creations I know that you want to
Take another bite, please Eat the killer candy Barely a second thought Until the blood clots Do it now or you'll be Eaten by the candy Set them free to Run amok around the town Cause you're a piece of fresh meat For my Killer candy I can't promise they won't bite So don't try to fight Do it now so you'll be Eaten by the candy One by one, we'll Go around and chase them as they Trick or treat Trick or treat Give me something Good to eat
[lyrics] Aglow, under sickly house light And stars bright At midnight Shadows fly under the street light Don’t let them affright Tiptoe, sneak into the graveyard Disregard the alarms Follow, listen to those voices Just don’t tell a soul Go deeper in the forest On request Give one’s best Fear not of the blinding darkness It’s safe, more or less Wake up somewhere unfamiliar It’s unclear You draw near Despite the evil atmosphere You keep pushing forth
Wander, ponder How did you get here? Growing louder Cackling within the forest green
Horror, horror filling your life Running away, out of sight It’s all part of my plan Playing their boogie man Living for their fear
Deep inside the dark’s where I reside Where my power’s amplified No need to hide my lies So do me a favor, call your friends to gather around So that I can collect all their fears inside
Hearing all of the horrible whines Can you not comprehend You’ll be meeting a terrible end See and know that it’s all gonna be an escape from reality To the highest degree Making an unforgettable scene The horror, I can guarantee Sorry to tell you the news Sorry, don’t wanna be you Sorry is starting to feel overused Watch, respect her craft And even though it may seem asinine, easily undermined Her magic’s design is flawless The process to keep alive another year Feeding on the people’s fear Lest, she will disappear
Horror, horror filling your life Running away, out of sight It’s all part of my plan Playing their boogie man Living for their fear Listen to the horror Shouting out of their minds Something I can’t live without All according to my plan The witching hour has Granted me my fear
Know she’ll return again another year…
#Halloween #vocaloPost #vocanew #SynthesizerV #Solaria #VOCALOIDJacks Admonition / kian ft. Yuma (2022 mix)kian2022-10-11 | remade this one as an excuse to use Yuma in a quick song
[lyrics] Do you know what you let take hold? Like a demon, they took control They stole your life and turned it inside out I can fill you up with light I can make it right
Close your eyes and let me look inside Pulpy fruit you no longer call mine Squelching sounds, they make my stomach churn Can you feel it burn?
My dear Jack, now, tell me how you feel Can you call it real, your broken head? My dear Jack, now, let me hold you tight I can make you feel right In my eyes
Can’t you see what they’ve done to you Everyone tried to ruin you I saved your life and kept the torn up shreds Held you closer when you bled, covered in your red
Kissed your lips and filled them up with lies Writhing ‘round, I hold your body tight Thick hot breath, it makes me feel so high No going back tonight, so
Let me see, let me feel Let me be the one to steal Let me see, let me feel Can you even say we’re real?
My dear Jack, now, tell me how you feel Can you call it real, your broken head? My dear Jack, now, let me hold you tight I can make you feel right In my eyes Carving open, tearing out your skull Letting go the tension that you’d hold Now you will shine brighter than the dark My perfected Jack
#vocaloPost #vocanew #halloween #synthesizerv #vocaloidRUINING BELLS / kian ft. Eleanor Forte AI (original song)kian2022-06-22 | (CW; SUDDEN/BRIGHT COLORS)
[lyrics] By design, all I find is no one else around Keep in mind, take your time and never make a sound I unwind, take a dive into whatever’s found Come and find like a hive, and never realize I rely on the lies that someone strings along I could die if I find an inkling this is wrong You’re too kind, I don’t mind, I’d love to play along I’m a lie flying high, the rings never are gone
So take me Just take my fragile mind and make me believe Leaving me with nothing All for nothing Lovingly, loving me Tell me you can see me Deceive The ringing never ends No need to pretend I’m not the one you want So keep on Lovingly, loving me Tell me how to set me free
Light of mine End is nigh I hate the way they lie I am dyed my the mindless tears of hoards of flies Can you try, try to pry yourself out of my mind I don’t mind Take my mind Cause you are nothing but kind
Bells of heaven take me in Bells of heathens full of sin You’ve forgotten what you did but I’m still caving in
I saw the way you’d ring the loudest when you feel small You’d rope me back into the madness Constantly Craving me How you want to be me Take me Just take my fragile mind and make me believe Leaving me with nothing All for nothing Leave me! The ringing never ends No need to pretend I’m not the one you want So keep on Lovingly, loving me Tell me you can feel me Lovingly, loving me Tell me how to set me free
Damn those noises as they ring
#synthesizerv #VOCALOID #vocalopost #eleanorfortethat wasnt love! / kian ft. solaria (audio)kian2022-06-19 | start of something new (my entry for the Solaria Original Song Contest)
[lyrics] can't believe i wanted to be yours you would always make me feel like i should beg for more talking to me only cause you're bored but the way you'd break me down there is no reason for hate the way this love has been explored you would drop me for a week then make me feel adored and after all these years when i ignored you i realized how bad it was, the things you'd do i hate that i think that i loved you, i do don't mean to getcha angry, but mistakes are never ending
should've known it from the start, from the start cause damn, you really missed the mark did you finish having fun? having fun? we're young and dumb, that wasn't love
young and dumb, that wasn't love
singing to myself remembering that all that wasn't love
taking back what's mine sure that you'll be fine treading through my life but your love was like a landmine you got inside my head the one thing i regret the way i thought i was in debt but still too young to say "i think that i loved you" i hate that it's true don't mean to getcha angry but mistakes you made, i never will forget
should've known it from the start, from the start cause damn, you really missed the mark did you finish having fun? having fun? we're young and dumb, that wasn't love
all my life you broke apart
god, you really missed the mark
wondering now, why i never ran thinking maybe this was all a part of some big plan everything exploded like a star god, you really broke my heart
should've known it from the start, from the start cause damn, you really missed the mark did you finish having fun? having fun? we're young and dumb, that wasn't really love
god, you really broke my heart
this is just a start cause what you put me through, that wasn't love!
#SynthesizerV #SynthV_SOLARIA #vocaloPost #vocanew #VOCALOIDunreleased music (2021-2022)kian2022-05-18 | this is me wanting to upload something but no music is ready yet. most of these songs caused me pain and torment (music block) but they might make a reappearance later if I feel like it. probably not
[lyrics] Bet you kinda like it Biting on the bottom of your neck But I'm reeling from the way you're acting so upset I've always wanted someone dear to me to be my pet You're so pathetic Painted red
Always gotta call it off when they're upset You're living in a constant fear of what they said Thought it from the start We'd all be better dead Just let their idle teachings leave your head
Tell me how you want it Back from when we started But I would rather keep you here instead I see how you want it You're so bad at hiding Quit acting like I'm just another special friend And there is nothing left to mend Still, I find it really hard to pretend Like I still don't want it Love is so exciting And I just wanna fucking make you mine God, you make me act out of my mind
I'd rather not whine But I feel I'm on the sidelines I hate all the signs You're so undeserving Leaving me hurting Giving me your all like you won't leave me with the dawn Every night you keep coming back The hell is going on?!
Always gotta call it off when you're upset I hate the way you leave so quickly Time not spent Still can't help but call you every now and then Just give me all your love and paint me red
Tell me how you want it Back from when we started But I would rather keep you here instead I see how you want it You're so bad at hiding Quit acting like I'm just another special friend And there is nothing left to mend Still, I find it really hard to pretend Like I still don't want it Love is so exciting And I just wanna fucking make you mine God, you make me act out of my mind!
[lyrics] I'll keep on loving you Loving you It's all I know I can do I'm sorry that it's true No matter how this world will change and grow Just don't forget that there is someone who'll remember you There's someone who can keep on loving you Loving you Confessions long overdue Let's have a rendezvous No matter what the world leads me to do I'll be the one who's always going to remember you I'm always going to remember you And loving youUNCANNY / kian ft. KAFU (original song)kian2022-02-26 | music, MV / kian twitter.com/kiandoesnt vocal / kafu twitter.com/kaf_you
[lyrics] No, I didn't want to know It's really horrible The thought of something else we should've long outgrown And I don't wanna see whatever you could be I hide without an ounce of empathy
I'm being honest now, I'm at an all time low And it feels like the world is moving slow Grossly morose and trapped inside a fragile mind You're disillusioned by the horrors of mankind
And then the noise subsidies To tear down all of my pride They've never been satisfied Now my hands are tied The lives of many collide The lies of many won't die No need to act so benign Crawling in my line of sight
No, I didn't want to know It's really horrible The thought of something else we should've long outgrown And I don't wanna see whatever you could be I hide without an ounce of empathy Impede, mislead, succeeded, recede Till' I'm free
Let all the noise die down Down into the dark Im I'm overwhelmed There is no one else to tell
My world just stops existing out an open door The very thought of leaving, there's no reason for
I hate the way I wander around and feel devoid of life and sound But I can't help if I don't want to be renowned I hate the way I wander around and feel devoid of life and sound But I can't help it, I don't wanna be around
The lives of many collide The lies of many won't die No need to act so benign Crawling in my line of sight
No, I didn't want to know It's really horrible The thought of something else we should've long outgrown And I don't wanna see whatever you could be I hide without an ounce of empathy Oh no! No, I didn't want to know It's really horrible The thought of something else we should've long outgrown And I don't wanna see whatever you could be I hide without an ounce of empathy Impede, mislead, succeed, recede Till' I'm free #vocaloPost #vocanew #CeVIO_AI #KAFU #可不For The Buried Ones - ponkansoup / kian ft. Eleanor Forte AI (REMIX)kian2022-02-02 | i've loved this song since the beginning, and it's honestly one of the songs that inspired me to start producing!
[lyrics] Ah, everything goes down again Let it get into my head But my energy is spent Trying to make another cent If I knew I'd be this bored I'd have looked for something more Why refuse an open door? You'd be lazy to the core! And the tick-ticking never stops Staring blankly at the clock All this time my life has lost Nothing new is ever sought Kindly manners you were taught Very quickly seem to drop When you finally get to know All the people who are "grown"
Should I fake it? Can't I fake it? The rampant immaturity Should I take it? Can't I take it? Cause no one stops the gossiping Should I fake it? Can't I fake it? The, frankly gross, monotony Should I break it? Can't I break it? But this is how it oughta be
Just gotta HA! HA! HA! Laugh it out and Drown all the anger out Cause making fun of everyone Will surely make my life less dull, so HA! HA! HA! Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that Everything will be alright Realize they're acting like a M O R O N Suspended sense
But I don't gotta like it Don't gotta watch them throw a fit Got nothing to commit A dim-wit's benefit There's nothing smart about it There's nothing that they won't admit Such a stupid thing Just take a bat and swing
Should I fake it? Can't I fake it? The rampant immaturity Should I take it? Can't I take it? Cause no one stops the gossiping Should I fake it? Can't I fake it? The, frankly gross, monotony Should I break it? Can't I break it? But this is how it oughta be
Just gotta HA! HA! HA! Laugh it out and Spit in the eyes of those who Make things overcomplicated "I'm so self-opinionated!" BLAH BLAH BLAH Drowning out The quarrels they bring about And for the uninitiated We're so unappreciated HA! HA! HA! Laugh it out and Drown all the anger out Cause making fun of everyone Will surely make my life less dull, so HA! HA! HA! Laugh at all the people who make you doubt that Everything will be alright Realize they're acting like a M O R O N Repeat again
[lyrics] hide from the awful thoughts i grow i will never let it go taking karma from the lies i told them all everything i've come to know vivid colors overflow should i stay or should i go? why does everybody know what's it like on the right side? i'll never know from the inside a normal life i've been denied forever trapped in a world that has... died
#CeVIO_AI #可不 #VOCALOID #dreamcoreSLASHERS HALLOWEEN NIGHT / kian ft. GUMI (original song)kian2021-10-31 | HAPPY HALLOWEEN !!
[lyrics] Oh, all alone in the night Watch your back and make sure it's alright You're surrounded in the dark Waiting more, we haven't even started Started with our fun At the very sight, begin to run We won't leave until we're done Till' we're done everyone
Everyone One by one Till' past years have been outdone Every one One by one Till' we all have had our fun
Going to and fro, we're silent like a ghost Making rounds like no one knows Chaos overthrows, becomes the status quo This is quite a sight, I'll go ahead and give it all my might Might you calm down? I'll make sure to leave without a sound Sound the alarm while we go to the next town Hide away for now, for when we come around We're hunting till' daylight because of the slasher's Halloween night
Oh, walking down a darkened path In the evening, peace won't last Go ahead and don't look back Or you soon will pass
The night of Halloween The one time a year everyone can see See how we've been set free And realize that we're truly otherworldly The night of Halloween The one time a year everyone can see See how we've been set free And how thrilling living with fear can be!
Done Underdone Overrun Spreading terror one on one Everyone One by one Though you try, you can't outrun Everyone One by one Till' past years have been outdone Every one One by one Till' we all have had our fun
Going to and fro, we're silent like a ghost Making rounds like no one knows Chaos overthrows, becomes the status quo This is quite a sight, I'll go ahead and give it all my might Might you calm down? I'll make sure to leave without a sound Sound the alarm while we go to the next town Hide away for now, for when we come around We're hunting till' daylight because of the slasher's Halloween night
We'll be going Round and round and round Until we're found And everybody hears the sound So, just watch out, we're coming now!