First fires • Tommy & Lindy daisy 2015-08-28 | "And,all the memories are calling my name."I finished this MONTHS ago. I am so glad I have finally fixed my problems with Sony Vegas. I have three other old videos that I'll finally be able to finish/render! :DI hope you guys like this. Parts of it I really like, others not so much. I really miss these two and am so mad that Eye Candy was cancelled. I mean, how the fuck could that happen!?!?? It's still not going to stop me from vidding these two like crazy. God I miss them. Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: goodreads.com/user/show/8611476-daisyTwitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
act three daisy 2017-09-28 | TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDE "It's his worst nightmare."It was my worst fear. Utter shit coz i made this a year ago about something that happened a year ago today. I couldn't bring myself to fixing this one up i'm afraid. But i needed to post it, it's been sitting around for too long.Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
afloat • Emma & Julian daisy 2017-05-22 | "I can't control the words kaleidoscope inside my head"Started this a year ago. Perfectionist + Procrastination I guess. Also, making videos about books takes forever! But it's also hella fun, so expect more like this. ;pAnyway, I need lord of shadows like now sooooDaisy, xxtwitter: twitter.com/blue_flows?lang=enBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...
Alive • Peter Quinn daisy 2017-05-21 | Just a little vidlet because we all needed to see that smile. :)Daisy, xxtwitter: twitter.com/blue_flows?lang=enBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...
honesty • Raven & Murphy daisy 2017-05-10 | "I will not give it up,Until you've given up."I'd like to dedicate this to Irina! I love our Raven & Murphy freak outs. you're awesome & so talented & I adore you! I hope that we continue shipping the same OTPs & that at least one of them actually becomes canon. (& doesn't die tragically) Love ya sweetheartMy goodness. I say this in every Raven & Murphy video description but it still stands: I HAD SO MUCH FUN MAKING THIS!I'm honestly so in love with them. It's verging on dangerous, but I don't care. Them having any scenes at all is already SO MUCH! They are the most honest with themselves when they are together. She's Murphy's weakness & they are mine. The fact that I can make a non AU video for them is already incredible. Can you believe that I didn't manage to fit everything i wanted to in this video? Cutting any of their scenes is almost impossible. Every look, every word is gold. I LOVE THEM OKAY(please don't hurt my babies @ the 100)Daisy, xxIrina: youtube.com/user/IrinaRusinova/videosSong inspiration: youtube.com/watch?v=1PZADvY69VItwitter: twitter.com/blue_flows?lang=enBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...
guarded • Bellamy & Clarke daisy 2017-05-10 | "It might be over soon."I honestly don't know what to say about this. Making this video was a rollercoaster. There were times where editing it went so smoothly & then there were uphill battles. That's probably due to the lull in their relationship this season. But I'm hoping that's going to change in the next episode. (Also, I've been mostly focused on Raven & Murphy soooo... XD)I hope you like it anyway. :)Daisy, xxtwitter: twitter.com/blue_flows?lang=enBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...
choice • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2017-04-29 | "you had a choice to make in that car.You chose her."This video was originally called 'near life experience'. I hate myself. basically i could copy paste my description from last years Homeland season finale video and it would still be relevant. here's some of it for reference: "These two are my number one OTP. And it isn't difficult for me to know why. They're just the best.They are. Because he isn't dead. And if he is I refuse to believe it. It makes no sense for them to write them as endgame and then just do this. Just Quinn as a character, it doesn't make sense to kill him off that way. (...)Shit. I have never, I repeat, NEVER felt this was after a TV show. I have never felt this crushed and hurt. And that's coming from someone who usually loves cliffhangers. (Yes, I'm that weirdo.) But this time I fucking hate it and I need a damn time machine. This is not okay."Obviously this is very different from last year, but the feeling is the same. A little worse, but mostly the same. I will not go into great detail as to how/why i think he's alive or how i feel about the finale/season, if you're interested in that feel free to have a look at my twitter. I've been doing a lot of conspiring & ranting on there. Fun times!anyway, about the video itself & not the grand old clusterfuck that was 612. I haven't been using effects much lately. But it felt necessary here. It is very obvious that this video was made with in several different mindsets. I started it the day I watched the episode & then let it sit for a while. Back then i was furious at everything. After a week or so break from editing I got back into it, this time with hope. That's when I started leaving clues, because I had started to find some with the help of the oh so sportive Quinn Brigade over on twitter. So this video is dedicated to you girls. I don't know how i would have coped without you. You made me laugh and smile when the show couldn't. I am so grateful to have found this community, family, cult. Thank you, thank you! THANK YOUU!!! You're all the best!this video is a complete emotional mess. Hopefully i'll manage to make one that represents them better soon. But for now this is an accurate representation on how I feel about the season finale: ConfusedDaisy;twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows?lang=enBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...
facedown • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2017-04-07 | "He's black and blue; and facedown."letmego/stayMonsters, all of you.lost my head part one;if this seems unfinished, it's because it is. part two coming soon. I've been planing on making this little video series FOR SO LONG, it's not even funny. In a way it kind of started it off with 'Shield' though i see it more as a 0.5 as it does not directly tie in with this first video the same way as the next will. I started this as soon as I finished 611 & god was I emotional. Their confrontations were everything I wanted. The mix of honesty, anger and love was beautiful, it reminded me a lot of the 'you left me' conversation between Bellamy and Clarke in season 3, which is also one of my fave interactions between two characters. Though the video i made after that couldn't be more different to this one. XDThe best part of all that was that it feels unresolved, which promises something for the season finale. That is also why I thought this video should be the first part of several, because as I edited I found it increasingly hard to piece it all together as everything feels so loose and unfinished. It's all just floating above us now. I can't wait for it to come down and crush us into the ground for the next nine months. Daisy, xxStart here, by Caitlyn Siehl: http://alonesomes.tumblr.com/post/86068025351/start-by-pulling-him-out-of-the-fire-and-hopingBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
shield • Carrie & Quinn (+ Franny) daisy 2017-03-26 | "I just lost my mind,but I still got you."Love/GuiltAcceptanceI kind of see this as a part two to my video 'Repercussions'youtube.com/watch?v=0ec-raIaB2wI've been obsessed with this song for a while now, but for some reason it never struck me as a Carrie & Quinn song. Which is kind of ridiculous when you read the lyrics. But then one day I listened to it & I heard it in a completely different way. Then this video happened. I've been working on this for over a month now because it has been so emotional for me to edit. But also because I was trying to say so much within just one video. As a detail orientated vidder, i find it extremely hard to make global videos, & this one isn't even that but yeah. XDThis video is about learning how to trust & love again. That's why I found it necessary to bring Franny into it. I've also been wanting to make a video with her for a while, so I really liked how this turned out. One (of the many) reasons why Carrie & Quinn are a slow burn is because they are a bit of a paradox. What with Carrie now allowing herself to have meaningful relationships & Quinn not being able to accept love, it's quite a struggle. So what I've seen in the past few episodes (seasons for Carrie) is the reversal of that. That's also what I wanted to show here. I don't know why I'm explain all this tbh. I'm sleepy & have verbal diarrhea PLUS I'm low key freaking out about the next episode (lower your expectations LOWER YOUR EXPECTATIONS) p.s. : Currently listening to 'this is twice now' and my god their songs get me SO EMOTIONAL WHYdaisy, xxSerious song inspiration right here: youtube.com/watch?v=70wbRKm7XCMBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
halfway point • Homeland daisy 2017-03-06 | "You're needed back home, there's been an attack in New York." I wanted to make a video focused on how beautiful this season has been so far.So that's what this is. It is also super rushed & I'm exhausted right now.So there's that.Update: this video has been uploading since LAST NIGHT. I literally fell asleep with my laptop next to me. fucking wifi here sucks. UghAnyway, all that to say that at least I tried to upload this before 607. fmlDaisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
one of those • Raven & Murphy daisy 2017-03-01 | "But I don't want any trouble, it just chooses to find me."It's been so long since I've sat down and made a video this fast. two days! (that is quite something for someone who has been known to spend more than a year on a project XD)Back when I made my first video for these two it was mostly AU. And although I really did like this ship, it was kind of a joke too. But now, I have... hope? idk. Something about the last episode made me think that maybe... But that could just be being overoptimistic. I've also been starved for the last TWO YEARS from Raven & Murphy interaction. Ugh, they just have so much chemistry & great lines. Plus I'm such a sucker for Love/Hate. Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
wake; daisy 2017-02-21 | TRIGGER WARNING FOR SUICIDE this is not an easy video to upload, but i have always chosen to be open and honest when it comes to my art. And this is the most honest thing i have ever made.posting this is also a form of therapy for me. It's making it feel all real. And I need that. The longer I stay in denial, the more painful things will be.I was going to start this description with the sentence 'i saved someone's life'. I would then go on to describe how I had stopped someone from killing themselves without saying who that someone was. But now, things have changed. Because that first sentence would be a lie.And the second is no longer relevant. I gave someone an extra six months to live, that someone was my father. The first chunk of this video, with the song was made before last week, before his death. It's a little unsettling how it seems to foreshadow what was to happened next. act one is about this time last year when my family and i were held at gunpoint and robbed. act two is the brutal death one of my dogs.act three was October, when my father and i held a gun between us as i begged him not to leave me. In the end i got the bullets out and they fell through the hole in my pocket and into the mud bellow. epilogue is all of it mushed up into one. and then there is silence. there is the finding and the trying. and it was so close, the warmth of his skin and the choice of timing. No amount or resuscitation could bring him back, but i tried. shit that got dark. But honestly there is no other way it could be. I would like to say that I am in NO WAY posting this and writing this to gain attention or pity, i just felt the video needed explaining and again, i am an honest person. i do not want me, or my videos to be seen/treated any differently after this. and do not feel obliged to comment. and if you are wondering, yes, i am doing as alright as i could. I knew this would happen eventually. Three weeks ago I sensed a storm coming, i was not wrong. I have dealt with grief before. I know 'should've's and 'could have's are nothing but dark holes. It is what it is and i have to keep moving forwards, no lingering in the past and alternative endings will help. I would like to thank all the people who were kind and supported me on twitter the night of. You have no idea how much that meant to me. I love you all. daisy, xx
death • Peter Quinn daisy 2017-02-12 | "Because death inspires melike a dog inspires a rabbit."Alright, this is going to be a long one. I have a lot to say. So get comfortable. I feel like I should start with addressing the title. At first I was just going to call it 'goner' like the song title, but that didn't feel right. As in my eyes he's far from gone, if anything he's coming back. So I called it death. Yes, a little bold, but it's not what you think. I mean death as in the thirteenth card in the major arcana. The tarot card. The death card is quite often misread, as is Quinn and his situation at times. It means rebirth, transformation, change.Nothing beats death, so what does it mean when someone does? Peter Quinn, stronger than death itself. This title is a strength and it's contradictory and I don't think it could be more perfect for him at this time. This is probably one of the videos I am most proud of. And it's not because of how good the editing is, but rather because I FINALLY managed to make a video about my favourite character. I had barely tried before this one, because I honestly did not think I could do him justice. He's so important to me in so many ways, this video had to be good. But something clicked when I heard the first remix that appears in this video. I've known for months that this was the song i wanted to edit him to. But that remix was the turning point. I feel like I have only begun to scratch at the surface with this. But it's a start. Watch out, this video may be the first in a torrent of Peter Quinn edits. I still have so much more ground to cover and my habit of editing in a very detail focused way is not helping with that. XDI don't feel like I need to say just how happy I am with the season so far and Quinn's development in it, I assume that is obvious in my videos. (I LOVE IT)daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
silhouettes • Fara & Max daisy 2017-02-04 | "As if you don't remember;As if you can forget."I promised myself that my next video would not be Carrie and Quinn. It's still Homeland though, go figure. Made this months ago in one evening (something that NEVER HAPPENS with me) and completely forgot that I had finished it. So today I patched it up a little (a lot) and boom, pain. I honestly don't know where this came from. I just suddenly got emotional and it just happened. These two were the cutest thing. Too pure , too sweet for such a brutal show. Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
grasp • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2017-01-30 | "No one's ever looked at methat way."I'm so tired right now. You guys have no idea how much shit this video put me through. In trying to get a better quality episode I ended up having every clip being 7.2 seconds off to then have no colorings that fit it. I swear I spent longer fixing things than actually making this video. anyway, I'm sleepy and this video was mostly made when I had a massive fever. So excuse the weird/fogginess of it at times. Though I suppose that fits the show at the moment. ugh, this description is already a mess.Why?Yup. Still reeling from that. Probably will be for a while. How do they do it? My god, the acting was so on point. That last scene was just so them. It felt so true to both Carrie and Quinn. She was so shocked that he didn't know why she did all this for him. Honestly there was just one answer to his question. Though I don't think he knew that until he saw the look on her face.My god next episode is going to kill me. I'm so easily affected by them. Sometimes I'm afraid of the amount of power this show has over me. XD(And to all you poor souls subscribed to me who don't watch Homeland. Don't worry, I have other stuff coming up soon.)Daisy, xxSong inspiration: youtube.com/watch?v=s-6hmqu7s6k&t=27sBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
infinity • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2017-01-02 | SPOILERS for season 6 episode 1"let me go;let me go."Welp, I feel completely overwhelmed by this episode. Stunning, awesome, breathtaking. Parallels everywhere. Serious character development. great lines. sad, hopeful. ugh After editing with just this one episode I still feel like I haven't covered all the themes addressed in it. Mannnn, the next few months are going to be crazy if Homeland keeps it up. Holy fucking shit. Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
cant keep my hands to myself • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2016-12-30 | "(...) no matter how hard i'm trying to."highlighting the best part about season five: touchThis is for all the poor souls (like me) who haven't been able to watch the new episode yet.brb i'm gonna go rock back and fourth in the corner until I can finally see Quinn again. About the video: It seems I am unable to make any 'serious' videos for this ship anymore.This is supposed to be a sexy Quarrie video. I honestly don't know if I accomplished that or not here. It was fun making this though, so there's that.Let's hope that this is a preview of what my videos will be like for the next season, and not a repeat of the torture that season 5 was. XDDaisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
killing me to love you • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2016-12-20 | "Quinn,What happened to me?"Happy Light-aversary everyone! We survived a year! Yeahh! I can't believe this time last year I was walking around like a zombie, muttering under my breath about Quinn's possible death, as my family cheerily went on with the holiday celebrations.Holy crap what dark times they were. This video is supposed to be ridiculous and cheesy, just so you know. I only had three days to make it and I had to go back to my 'light' playlist to channel my past self into making this. Mild crying (both of joy and sadness) was preformed during the making of this. You've been warned.I oddly like this. I will likely make an extended version one day.I hope you all enjoy,Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
someone to stay • Lucy & Wyatt daisy 2016-12-17 | "Sorry if that took you by surprise. I'll live."Fate & ChoiceWell this show took me by surprise. I did not think I would like it as much as I do, but holy shit, I'm in deep.Seriously, I highly recommend anyone give this show a try. At first glance it seems cliche, but as I made my way through the episodes it diverged more and more and turned into something truly unique and beautiful. As for these two, they were basically made for me to love them. it's like someone took everything I love in characters and ships and created them from that.I'm so in love. They are so pure and they are perfect opposites and my god the parallels are just stunning. It was such a treat to edit to them, honestly. I have recently been forcing myself to stop taking months (sometimes years, I'm not even kidding.) to finish a video. Because by the time I upload it it is no longer relevant. So here, one week. BOOM! Gold star for me.I had to rush the editing a bit, but I still really like the way this turned out. It felt so refreshing editing something with no effects after the last few videos I've worked on. Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Bryn & Chip • crossfire daisy 2016-12-05 | "I hesitated." I wasn't even going to finish this tbh.I realized about an hour into editing this that everything was wrong with it. The song, the style, the casting. But I still couldn't quite let it go. So if it looks half finished and a little lopsided, that's why. I feel like most of the scenes were editing in a way where it could be completely misunderstood. UrggI know that I will be vidding these two again soon because I have found a far better song and actors for them. This video is about Rubicon again, (previous video linked bellow) one of the novels I am working on. I recently moved on to writing the first draft of the fourth book. I have no control. This was supposed to be a stand alone. ughIt's the characters fault tbhThey're all crazy and I love it.Quick synopsis so that you can get a better understanding of the video: A group of characters get zapped to a parallel London where everything is in ruins. Mayhem ensues and everything get's fucked up. Tadaaaaaa! Daisy, xxPrevious Rubicon video: youtube.com/watch?v=wn_wDWj2bA0Backup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Antichrist • Emma & Eli daisy 2016-11-20 | SPOILERS for S2"The blood is on your tongue as well as your hands.Archaic and content you just wash them off."What? I edited to something new? WHATIt happens. These two destroyed me, so that's that. Fun fact: this is the longest video I've uploaded. I have no idea how I managed that considering how many scenes these two had.I'm so angry at the show for what they did to them. They had so much potential. Eli was such a sweetheart and fucking Kieran warped Emma's mind, so she treated him like absolute crap. Urgg, I loved Eli so much. AnywayyyyyYup, another 1975 song used in one of my videos. I warned you. Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
stand down daisy 2016-11-05 | "All bets are off."forewarning: I have a massive fever today & I made this in one hour. It is essentially my Feels vomited out in video form.Both a promo and a trailer dropped so this happened. This video only has footage from said trailers. I don't know why, but I really love editing videos with limited scenes. Gahhd I had so much fun making this! Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
without you • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2016-10-28 | "And I'm digging down holes without you,Can't be on my own without you,I'm a little bit lost without you."Carrie & Quinn rom com style.I keep doing this thing where I finish a video or nearly finish one and then am too lazy to actully get it upload ready and so it sits around for a while. Long enough for me to struggle getting back into editing it. ughhhAnyway, I made this becaue I needed to make something for them that was cute and fluffy. Still see angst though. Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
robbers/pressure • Cameron & Kirsten daisy 2016-10-13 | "Now if you never shoot, you'll never know"/"My broken veins say that if my heart stops beating(...)We'll bleed the same way."WARNING: rambling ahead. Welp. It's been over five months that I've been working on this. Spending that much time on a video means that for one my style is constantly changing, so I have to take a time machine whenever I go back to edit an old video to keep it consistent. And for two, I become too attached and used to it. Which basically entails that I spent that last two days rendering, changing one thing, rendering again, changing another thing, and so on. (ohhh the joys of being a perfectionist)And thirdly, I started this at beginning of the season and had to keep filling things in as it went along. I was lucky that the songs still fit at the end of the season. I think this is the longest video I have uploaded so far. I say so far because I have an Eli&Emma video that's longer than this. I seriously need to control my need to edit small movies whenever I make a video. This is becoming worse since my brain decided it could use several songs in a video. fmlThis is not an apparent problem (yet) but in the past few months I have noticed that 50% of the videos I am working on are with songs by The 1975. I currently have three in the works and more than four planed. So I thought I might as well make a playlist and vid all their songs. Sorry not sorry. Daisy, xxThe playlist of doom: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLMQ_VlzaJ1CEoJhvSDrPxvSy-skt0xJVcBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
friends • Murphy & Clarke daisy 2016-09-20 | "And what the hell were we?Tell me we weren't just friendsThis doesn't make much sense."well well wellain't this a trash fest? tbh, I have no shame. This video was so much fun to make. And believe it or not, not a single second of it is AU. It's kinda' sad that Murphy has better scenes with Clarke than with Raven. But ohh well, let's hope for some next season. And by some I mean them being in the same room. That would be enough to get me fangirling. XD Like I said, absolute trash. also, I strated this ages ago. So excuse the shittyness. daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
darkest hour • Kane & Abby daisy 2016-09-05 | "But tell me where you want meIn your darkest hour."I feel like these two are very overlooked. hell, I didn't start really shipping them until season 2. And during my rewatch of the show this summer I am ashamed at how great they were in all the seasons and how I had managed to ignore that. So I was really glad to watch the show again and marvel at how brilliant their scenes were as if for the first time.Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
pull • Bellamy & Clarke daisy 2016-08-30 | "Now I start to question, were you even there?"I need them to be together all of next season to make up for two lonely seasons. Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
pools • Alec & Clary daisy 2016-08-26 | "So fuck it, I'm gon let it out and learn to love it,"Alright, so not my best. But I wanted to post something to tell you guys that I am back! I've been away from wifi and my computer for over two months, so I am reeling to go and get back into editing. I really didn't like Alec in the books, so I was very confused when he became my favorite in the show. I was even more perturbed when I started shipping him like crazy with Clary, another character I didn't like very much. These two are kind of my obsession now. XDDaisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
doing the right thing • Gracie & Vali daisy 2016-06-10 | "I'm just fearing, one day soonI'll lose my mind."These two are a couple from the novel I am currently writing. They're messed up and tragic just the way I love my ships. This is my way of procrastinating writing really. XDI've been working on and off on this for months. It's a bit messy and confusing because I edited it between the second and third book. To give a bit of a background, these novels are about parallel universes and post-apocalyptic mayhem. Also, antiheroes and different character's reactions to their lives being flipped upside down. And Vali is supposed to have dreadlocks, ohh well. Other than that I'm actually quite happy with the outcome of this video.Daisy, xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
graveyard whistling daisy 2016-05-13 | "Once is all it takes."I haven't posted anything in over a month. That is a pretty long time for me. There are several reasons for it. I will not go into too much detail, but I haven't had the best few months. Back in February I was held at gunpoint and robbed while on holiday. I thought I was okay and that I had dealt with it, but the truth is I have just been in denial. I don't feel safe around other people, even less than before. If you know me, even just a little, then you know that I love my animals more than anything. Last month, during the course of a week my one year of ferret was put down and then one of my dogs passed away during a fight in the worst way possible. A mixture of those three things and other stuff created this video. Don't bother reading into it too much. It only makes sense if you are in my head. XDAnyway, I'm back at editing now, and should be finishing off a few big projects in the next week or so. Daisy; xxBackup: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UClTy...Tumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
backup channel daisy 2016-03-16 | please subscribe to my backup channel. :) I'll post previews, collab parts and unfinished videos there. here: youtube.com/channel/UClTy1eZIXqK5Rxz0OXRClRAdaisy, xx
repercussions daisy 2016-03-15 | "It will all have been worth it. I don't know;"Well, this video was a mistake. I had no intention of making this when I started editing that day. I put the song there while waiting to find a better one for a completely different video that wasn't even supposed to be for Homeland and making this colloring. Next thing I knew I was a full minute in to the most angry/angsty video I have ever made. I didn't know I had this in me tbh.I've been tinkering at this project for months now and I have finally found the courage to post it. It's still a complete mess, but aren't they too? This isn't a shippy video. It reminds me of 'all is forgiven' in the way that it is about two characters that I ship, but it isn't about their relationship. It's two character studies that are intertwined. That are connected. Because I've tried and tried, but I can't seem to edit one without the other. Not because they aren't their own selves, but because their strings cross each other so many times. A lot of the pivotal character points are either connected or paralleled. Which made this video both satisfying and exhausting to make. I feel like I have finally managed to capture them well in this video. But only a facet. I still have so much work to do to get them right.I really hope you will like this. daisy, xxBackup: youtube.com/channel/UClTy1eZIXqK5Rxz0OXRClRATumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
excuse me • Bellamy & Clarke daisy 2016-02-24 | "Reach out for anyone, and they will tell you get out of here"Okay. So I only had two days to make this, so sorry if it is utter bullshit. (I need to stop editing without earphones on.)But I was very emotional after the latest episode. And I wanted to put said feelings into a terrible video, so here goes. The way I see it there are three parts to this video. Part one shows the extremes, the push and pull of Bellamy & Clarke. The way she needs him and then basically tells him that his life is expendable. Part two is how they are both messed up because of the world they live in and the choices they have to make. And the fact that some of the choices Clarke made helped destroy Bellamy. Part three is my way of showing that they can come back from this and that they need each other to build themselves back up. Honestly, Bellamy had every right to be angry at her. She needed someone like him to tell her that. What bothers me though is what Bellamy is doing. Clarke better be nice to him and get him back on track before things go from bad to worse. Damn. Alright, rambling over. I'll have a better video up soon. Daisy, xxTumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
the emotion • Cameron & Kirsten daisy 2016-02-18 | WARNING! SPOILERS for the preview of season 2. "Shadows fill my mind upZeros tell me my time's upI lost count so long ago."I've been working on and off a few minutes now and then on this. I never thought it would be finished so soon. I guess that preview sparked my inspiration again!I absolutely adore these two. I'm not even sure why, because they can be kinda' cheesy sometimes. But there is something really special about this show and this ship. I feel so passionate about it. ahhhh I can not wait for season two!btw is there anyone out there that watches both Homeland & Stitchers? I have no idea how or why but they have so many parallels. I need to talk about this, damn.Daisy, xxTumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
cant deny • Bellamy & Clarke daisy 2016-02-02 | "I know that you've been living in the past.What's going on in your head now?"You know that song you add to a playlist without really listening to it, the one you skip every time you are in shuffle mode, and then one day you don't and it's as if you are listening to it for the first time. It means something and it's the most beautiful thing and you wonder why you didn't notice it until that moment.That is what this song is to me. I was lucky that it fit perfectly with the latest episode. That's why I am adding a video to the current pile up we have been having this week. I'm glad to see the fandom waking up!This video is short and messy, but I think I got the point across. Bellamy feels deeply about Clarke (romantic or not) and no matter how many times she runs, the cruel things she does, his feelings will not change. I really hope they won't be apart as much as they were last season. I need to see them being bad-ass leaders together. Long live the rebel king and the brave queen!Daisy, xxTumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
settle down • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2016-01-23 | "And you're cold and I burn;I guess I'll never learn,'Cause I stay another hour or two."I made this a year ago. A YEAR AGO. Annoyingly I had problems with it and couldn't fix it until a few months ago. And then, me being me it took ages to get it looking 'right'. Man, being a perfectionist is hard. And I still don't think it's perfect, but if I had really gotten into it I would have ended up remaking the video entirely. Which will probably happen eventually anyway. XDThis was made after I finished season 4. which explains why there is no season 5. So here is a painfully happy and innocent video when everything was 'fine'. XD It's a change from all the sadder videos I've been making for them that's for sure! I want to dedicate this video to spulgaciite. If it wasn't for you I would have never watched what would one day become one of my all time favorite TV shows. And for that I will be eternally grateful. I also found my number one OTP in it. Double thank you on that. Really, every Carrie & Quinn video I will ever make is dedicated to you! Your video 'the only one' is one of my favorite. I watch it way too often! You are incredibly talented, I have never seen anything like it. I know this one isn't good enough. But before I even started it I knew that the first video I ever made for them would be for you. I truly hope you like it. Daisy, xxspulgaciite: youtube.com/channel/UCRgFU9jYorJOo1bdGMpHCcgyoutube.com/watch?v=_VJHnoEjGPATumblr: http://the-forest-guide.tumblr.comOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
maybe • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2016-01-09 | "Giving it up and finding heart to beat tonight(...)I'm opening my eyes to see the light."SPOILERS! I'm serious. If you haven't seen up to 5x12 of Homeland you will regret watching this. I'd like to dedicate this video to Maaike R. You kept me hoping after the season finale. And for that I am so grateful. I have really been enjoying our conversation. Our dissecting of everything possible to find the truth. Thank you. :)And I'd also like to dedicate this to Rita and Ellie from the married spies podcast. Seriously you two made me laugh and cry in the best way possible! I love your podcast. And thank you for being so positive about what happened. I needed it. XDMaaike R: youtube.com/channel/UCUxCgY7lsvq-kjsG_-Dt5SQMarried Spies Podcast: http://marriedspiespodcast.tumblr.comWell fuck. These two are my number one OTP. And it isn't difficult for me to know why. They're just the best.They are. Because he isn't dead. And if he is I refuse to believe it. It makes no sense for them to write them as endgame and then just do this. Just Quinn as a character, it doesn't make sense to kill him off that way. It took me ages before I could even think about vidding them. I couldn't stop thinking about that episode after it happened. I still haven't. God, I'm going to try my best to vid something other than these two, but I can't promise anything. This was supposed to be a lighthearted video. Clearly I failed at doing that! My emotions took over I guess.Shit. I have never, I repeat, NEVER felt this was after a TV show. I have never felt this crushed and hurt. And that's coming from someone who usually loves cliffhangers. (Yes, I'm that weirdo.) But this time I fucking hate it and I need a damn time machine. This is not okay.Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Water & Glass • Brandon & Callie daisy 2015-12-31 | "What are you afraid of?I know that you are."Happy new year guys! I'm very excited for 2016! There are so many good shows coming back. Including the Fosters. These two are one of the most complex ships I have come across. And I love them so much. I hope that comes across in this video. I did poor my heart and soul into this.Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Definition • Bellamy & Clarke daisy 2015-12-27 | "So come on Love, draw your swordsShoot me to the ground."I made this a year ago. Yep. Sony Vegas was quite special with this one. But the problem is fixed now and I finally get to post this.I made this when Clarke sent Bellamy to Mt. Weather, so that is what this video revolves around. How she found his life to be expendable. And so on. I wanted to show how their relationship progressed through the two seasons to get to that point, hence the definitions. I hope you all like this. I must say I am quite proud of it. It was a lot of fun to make. I love these two so much! Can't wait for season three. It's so close now! :D Also, all the overlays and the shot at the beginning are my filming. I think I might use them again because they don't look to bad, do they?Daisy, xx Own filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Follow you • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2015-12-19 | "So you can drag me through HellIf it meant I could hold your hand."The annngst!Clearly I've forgotten how to edit. Though I will blame this one on the Feels. This video is basically my reaction to the last few episodes (hence all the swearing). God it's been intense. How am I supposed to make a good video when the show does that to us? Plus Haven ending. My heart can only take so much god damn it!Anyway, sorry about this and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday. I'm off to see the family tomorrow, so no editing for a while. Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
lost and again • Carrie & Quinn daisy 2015-12-12 | "We breath through water,We hide mistakes." God damn these two. They will be the end of me I swear. This is actually not my first video for them. I made one back in February after marathoning the show. But as you all know SV can be an bitch. Though I have finally managed to fix the issues I've been having. So that's likely what the next few videos will be.I don't know what to say about this video. I have so many feelings, still. That episode was torturous. Then entire season was. I kind of like having my heart ripped out by my OTPs. But if Quinn dies... nop. That's not going to happen. No way.I have so much to say about them, but I feel like that might just end up in me rambling. I feel like I haven't managed to capture them yet. That often happens when I watch a show too quickly. (six episodes in one day. Oups.) Hopefully in a few videos I will. These two mean so much to me for so many different reasons. Daisy, xxColoring: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NPSy0... (modified) Own filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
silence. daisy 2015-11-01 | "Some things are best left unsaid."Don't worry, there is nothing wrong with your speakers. This video was made for the no sound Challenge by Kinga (kindon18). It was oddly liberating to make. I had no barriers, no beat to follow. It was a lot of fun, so thank you Kinga. :)Daisy, xxNaNoWriMo: http://nanowrimo.org/participants/sum...Own filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Do you remember • Nathan & Audrey daisy 2015-10-29 | "Don't forget it was real,Do you remember the way it made you feel?"Season four:This is when I really started editing to this show like crazy. I practically made a video a week. Although I would not say that this is my favorite it is still special to me for several reasons. This season is also important because that is when Nathan & Audrey happened. My most viewed video ever is one I posted a day after that episode. Like season three I found the cliffhanger at the end of the season to be absolutely stunning. I hope you guys will like this video. With this series of videos I've been trying to use different editing styles for each season to show how I felt when I watched it. Season four is a dark one to me, the colors I associate with it are brown and a dark red, whereas season two is yellow, season one blue and beige and, season three green and blue. (also, I can't believe I am already at season four! How am I making this many videos!? Crazy stuff.)Daisy, xxNaNoWriMo: http://nanowrimo.org/participants/summerxhollyOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
You kill me • Nathan & Audrey daisy 2015-10-22 | "Everything I've been,Everything I am,My heart's the same as yoursI love you the same;"This video is dedicated to prudens. Your videos are the best Haven videos out there. No doubt about it. And one of my favorite of yours was with this song. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have discovered what is now my favorite band. And I found Fringe & From Dusk Till Dawn because of your videos. So thank you. You're amazing. :)Subscribe (seriously. Do it.): youtube.com/user/pruedens/featuredyoutube.com/user/rredduxxSeason three:My favorite season, that is why I used my favorite song of all time on it. Plus the lyrics fit. Win!In my opinion Haven has never been as brilliant as it was in season three. The Colorado kid, bolt gun killer, the barn, Claire Callahan, ... I loved everything about it. And the cliffhanger at the end was the absolute best/worst! Although I hadn't realized something. While editing this video I discovered that this wasn't the best for Nathan & Audrey. Yet it was also incredible. A lot of the time they were arguing, but the good scenes they had were absolutely breathtaking! Maybe it's those contrasts that make me love it so much. Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
The unknown • Nathan & Audrey daisy 2015-10-16 | "Head shaking,Heart racing,"Considering I made this video in three days I'd say it's pretty good. Although the coloring has been giving me hell for the past three hours. Oh how I love bad quality episodes! Season two:This season is the one I know the least, so making this video was very interesting for me. After a good dig, turns out season two has loads of brilliant lines. I had a lot of fun getting to know it. Well, fun in-between me realizing that Haven was ending. The denial is fading and I hate it. Daisy, xxColoring: youtube.com/watch?v=NPSy0T72Tmw (modified) Own filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Isabelle lightwood • movements daisy 2015-10-13 | "That body's a blessing, girl." I made this in an hour after seeing the scenes they released. Honestly, I have no idea what this is. I hope you guys like it anyway. XDDaisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Dotted lines • Nathan & Audrey daisy 2015-10-08 | "What is it, keeps me returningto questions I ask?"Well here it is. My first video of many. This is part of a series of Nathan & Audrey videos. One for each season. I will be uploading one every week right before Haven. I hope you guys will enjoy them. :)Season one:This is probably the season I have watched the most. I have seen it entirely three times and several episodes more than that. It's just so sweet and innocent, and for that it will always have a special place in my heart. It started it all.I wanted to make this video the way I would have made it when I was watching season one. I used an old coloring and less effects than usual. (it also explains my crappy editing.)Of course the song choice was obvious for me. This song IS Nathan & Audrey in this season. There is no doubt about it. Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Electric blue • Cameron & Kirsten daisy 2015-09-26 | SPOILERS! (Seriously, don't watch this video if you haven see the show.)"You gotta take your time with loveYou gotta hold on, hold on."Oh my goodness I love these two so much. You have no idea. and this show. AHHH! There are going to be so many video for these two on this channel soon. XD Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/8...Twitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
Green [TSC} daisy 2015-09-22 | Harmony and poison. That is what this video is about. Because when I think of the color green that is all I see. There is a shift in this video, where things go bad, green, poisonous. At least for a short while. Urg, sorry. This is terrible. I hope you like it anyway. Daisy, xx
All is forgiven • Bellamy & Clarke daisy 2015-09-17 | "Good luck."FINALLY! I finished this a good six months ago and have been having massive rendering issues with it. But now it's fixed! AHHHHHH!In this video I wanted to show the shift in Bellamy and Clarke, the swap in roles. And the parallels that go along with that. Daisy, xxOwn filming channel: youtube.com/user/1rosaDaisy1Ask: http://ask.fm/xLivingInTheMomentxGoodReads: goodreads.com/user/show/8611476-daisyTwitter: twitter.com/blue_flows
