the last bible verse in the video is actually lamentations 1:20 I unfortunately am an idiot and got it mixed up so just pretend it says lamentations 1:20 please I'm sorry. also I titled the video "lamentations" because that was my favorite verse, but obviously not all verses are lamentations. I honestly wanted to call this serena joy | a woman's place but there's an episode called a woman's place so the video would've been lost in a sea of clips of that episode in the youtube search.
the last bible verse in the video is actually lamentations 1:20 I unfortunately am an idiot and got it mixed up so just pretend it says lamentations 1:20 please I'm sorry. also I titled the video "lamentations" because that was my favorite verse, but obviously not all verses are lamentations. I honestly wanted to call this serena joy | a woman's place but there's an episode called a woman's place so the video would've been lost in a sea of clips of that episode in the youtube search.
a character study of probably my favorite character of all time.
is she a good person? no. does she try to be better? also no. but should I be judged for loving her? absolutely.
I am a dumb b*tch with terrible taste, I will never change, I will never improve, that is a promise.
anyway, it took me two whole months to make this. I had post-it notes on my computer.
post-it notes, you guys.
but it's done, it's here, pls enjoy and go easy on me okay I know she's a bad person but I'm stupid and weak.june/serena | lost without youBnaz2022-09-25 | they're hopeless and awkward and desperate for (each other's) love
show: the handmaid's tale pairing: june/serena song: lost without you by freya ridings software: vegas pro 19.0the waterfords | a fine coupleBnaz2022-07-15 | "You and Fred together? The Waterfords? What a fine couple."
serena joy nation rise!!!
--- show: the handmaid's tale character: serena joy song: sivan talmor - corals under the sun software: vegas pro 19villanelle | stunninBnaz2022-04-24 | not ready for sad edits yet lol
--- show: killing eve character: villanelle song: stunnin' by curtis waters software: vegas pro 19killing eve ending but happyBnaz2022-04-11 | eve and villanelle choose each other on the bridge at the end of 308 and go off on a road trip to live together in a cottage somewhere.
laura neal never becomes head writer. the events of season 4 don't come to pass. all is right.make it stop | villanelle/eveBnaz2022-02-03 | and this is why villanelle left eve at the bridge
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I know this isn't a typical like "shippy" video but knowing villanelle wanted to save eve from her darkness is something that hurts deep inside and since when do I make regular videos anyway overly specific narratives are my sandbox and I like it here
--- show: killing eve characters: eve polastri, villanelle pairing: villaneve song: burned letters by johannes bornlöf software: vegas pro 19villanelle | inaccessibleBnaz2022-01-31 | villanelle, my beloved
just a fun little video for me to get to know the footage before going nuts with character studies :))
--- show: killing eve character: villanelle song: pays imaginere by polo & pan software: vegas pro 16.0rick oconnell | Im a manBnaz2022-01-13 | sorry I can't be him
--- movies: the mummy, the mummy returns song: I'm a man by black strobe software: vegas pro 16.0
completely inspired by this incredible video by shainira: youtube.com/watch?v=GM-MHpvGa28the handmaids tale | hear our prayerBnaz2021-12-12 | I don't know what this means or why I made it.
I have a tendency to obsess over ~meaning~ and ~storylines~ which makes it difficult to edit just for the sake of it being fun. I always feel that if a video doesn't serve a purpose there's no point in making it, which is so stupid and silly because editing is meant to be fun! so this is me making something just because I felt like it and not because I convinced myself I had some mastermind idea I needed to share with the world.
--- show: the handmaid's tale song: succession main title by nicholas britell software: vegas pro 16.0jennifers body | dont speakBnaz2021-10-20 | "as we die, both you and I. with my head in my hands, I sit and cry"
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I shouldn't have rewatched this movie it has ruined my life
-- movie: jennifer's body pairing: needy/jennifer song: don't speak by no doubt software: vegas pro 16.0june osborne | as furious as we feelBnaz2021-08-09 | just processing s4 just girly things
inspired by june's ptsd episode at the water stand
--- show: the handmaid's tale character: june osborne song: bella ciao by najwa | bella ciao by micropsia (remix) software: vegas pro 16.0aunt lydia | who wants to live foreverBnaz2021-07-10 | collecting seemingly irredeemable female characters is my passion
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show: the handmaid's tale character: aunt lydia song: who wants to live forever by queen software: vegas pro 16.0june/serena | shes a monsterBnaz2021-06-01 | because june's speech was as much about serena as it was about herself.
(I untangle this show via editing so this is just my own personal interpretation ok don’t slit my throat pls)
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song: between the lines by felix räuber show: the handmaid's tale characters: serena joy / june osborne software: vegas pro 16.0june/serena | glance choreographyBnaz2021-04-12 | blame this lmao: youtu.be/XgaLlP0xmqE
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show: the handmaid's tale pairing: june/serena song: shigeru umebayashi - yumeji's theme extended version (in the mood for love OST) softward: vegas pro 16.0astonishment and joy | the world to comeBnaz2021-04-05 | "it is your face I bear through the night, it is to you I devote a dreaming space before I turn myself to sleep"
the ending? never happened. do not remind me of it.
------- movie: the world to come pairing: abigail/tallie song: the danish girl by alexandre desplat software: vegas pro 16june osborne | you dont own meBnaz2021-03-19 | "like me, one day, you will suffer like this"
-- I chose this version of the song because I like it better and only realized the italian lyrics are completely different from the english ones way after the video was already done so... oh well!!
-- show: the handmaid's tale character: june osborne song: va tu sei libero by dalida software: vegas pro 16.0here I am on my own and Im flyingBnaz2021-03-19 | for nuno freitas, who loves flying, and is the best dad anyone could ever dream of having. happy father's day!
-- song: brand x music - into the lightserena joy | I hate myselfBnaz2021-02-24 | crying is my passion
--- tw: violence, sexual assault
--- song: hate myself by NF show: the handmaid's tale character: serena joy waterford software: vegas pro 16.0regina mills | paralyzedBnaz2021-01-22 | pls look away. I'm in pain
song: paralyzed by NF show: once upon a time software: vegas 16.0serena joy waterford | me and the devilBnaz2020-12-10 | tw: domestic violence
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fred waterford go back to hell challenge
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show: the handmaid's tale character: serena joy song: me and the devil by soap&skin software: vegas pro 16.0june/serena | treat me like a strangerBnaz2020-11-23 | cw: violence.
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just toxic vibes.
every time I post a june/serena video I get comments either asking if I'm insane or if I've forgotten every horrible thing serena has done to june so here is me saying I clearly have not forgotten and yes I am insane. I'm also a grown adult so I am allowed to be insane if I so wish. having said that, I will bring this up to a therapist if I ever get one.
---- song: waking up the neighbors by bahari show: the handmaid's tale software: vegas pro 16.0norma bates | Im still standingBnaz2020-10-09 | country girl I love youuuu ahhmmmm
--- show: bates motel character: norma bates song: broken by lund software: vegas pro 16.0bates motel | only yesterdayBnaz2020-03-11 | so what I made a bates motel video in 2020 so what
------ vibe inspired by old hollywood and also this trailer: youtube.com/watch?v=dWVDZ98AFhI ------ song: hier encore - charles aznavour software: vegas pro 16.0 mental: illnessserena joy but the carol theme song plays whenever she does something gayBnaz2020-01-08 | I'm out of my mind and this is the dumbest thing I've ever madethe handmaids tale | cracks and crevicesBnaz2019-10-24 | "But my dreaming self refuses to be consoled. It continues to wander, aimless, homeless, alone. It cannot be convinced of its safety by any evidence drawn from my waking life."
----------------------- just wanted to do something nice for a change.june/serena | cant save a soul like mineBnaz2019-08-17 | "God is in my life but I do not depend on him. My God is not a reliable God."
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I love them idk what to tell you guys
song: ain't gonna drown by ellie kingjune/serena | the onlyBnaz2019-08-04 | I am not open to constructive criticism in regards to my shipping preferences at this point in timejudy/jen | the night we metBnaz2019-05-29 | I'm a gay clown
show: dead to me pairing: judy/jen song: the night we met by lord huronbates motel | when I killed someone for youBnaz2019-05-11 | I miss them
song by alec benjamin (pitched down by me)ronit/esti | tell me the truthBnaz2019-02-25 | lesbian sigh
movie: disobedience pairing: ronit/esti song: at the end of the videoswan queen | let me down slowlyBnaz2019-02-18 | based on "so does this make us both the other woman" by coalitiongirl archiveofourown.org/works/1465672/chapters/3088384the evil queen | power enduresBnaz2018-12-19 | "being queen means nothing"
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I had way too much fun editing this, I honestly didn't know if I would ever vid the evil queen ever again but I don't know I just missed her so I had to.
song info at the end of the video.the haunting of hill house | where did we goBnaz2018-11-12 | "I love you"
very olivia/nell/luke focused bc they make me cry the hardestsister mary eunice | lamb of godBnaz2018-10-23 | "agnus dei, qui tolis peccata mundi"cordelia/misty | pull me from the darkBnaz2018-10-13 | "and if you take my hand please pull me from the dark and show me hope again"oceans 8 | its a lookBnaz2018-09-03 | dedicated to my gaynesspetra/jr | dont lie to meBnaz2018-05-02 | "el destino no nos quiere ver pasar"
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I'm weeping thanks @ myself
show: jane the virgin ship: petramos (petra /jr) song: cómo mirarte - sebestián yatraregina mills | bi bi biBnaz2018-02-26 | it's what she ishigh school musical but its gay | trailerBnaz2018-01-16 | a birthday gift for my best bitch Fey who turns 75 years of old age here on this day. she's gay and she likes high school musical so I combined the two.
I can't tell you how thankful I am to have this son of a gun as my best friend, she's a complete idiot and I love her. thank you for being my best friend, I can't wait for us to still be yelling at each other when you're actually 75 ❤️
also check out our channel if you wanna watch us be idiots while watching stuff youtube.com/channel/UCK2kBWok9RK-h6MC--eiTcgbates motel | wheres my loveBnaz2017-08-12 | no I'm still not over this show yes I still cry
song: where's my love by symlbates motel | insane like meBnaz2017-06-23 | two videos in two days ? yeah that's.... my obsession with this show ---------------- song: halsey - gasoline ------------- CHECK OUT MY NEW CHANNEL: youtube.com/BiaandFey
this is a very personal video, it's just my own personal perspective of the mess that is ouat. it's my OWN perception, my own interpretation, as I am entitled to it. I don't wanna hear about hook doing this or regina doing that, I've seen the show many times, I literally just wanted to make a video that matches my perception and I did it because I can. I only used canon scenes and dialog that actually played out on our screens. if my perception of these canon scenes upsets you, I'm sure there are hundreds of pro cs videos you can watch instead. or, you know, just make your own. thank you.
---------------- show: once upon a time character: emma swan song is at the end of the video
this show guys. this show right here. I've made myself sad editing this video. I miss norma already.
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show: bates motel characters: norman bates, norma bates song is at the end of the videoregina mills | sufferingBnaz2017-02-16 | someone give her a hug pls
Song: David Garrett - Io Ti Penso Amore ft. Nicole Scherzinger Software: Sony Vegas Pro 13.0
LINKS: twitter.com/BnazF http://bnaz.tumblr.comharry potter | another one bites the dustBnaz2016-12-04 | "you took me for everything that I had and kicked me out on my own"
song: another one bites the dust by hidden citizens software: sony vegas pro 13.0