Lyrics: Some time has passed and I stopped grieving Didn’t know I had these hidden feelings Seeing you again brought back the reasons we fell in love now It’s repeating
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here
I wanted you right here And I’m missing you Even after all the shit you put me through Are you happy does she treat you right the way I do Can’t even just bare the sight of someone new I’m so damn hurt turns out I still want you I miss your stupid laugh the little things you’d do I miss your cheap cologne against my cheap perfume Thought all these feelings were dead Please get the hell out my head
we were young in love Sometimes that’s not enough I miss when you were mine I hope you’re doing fine I wish I’d realized
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here I wanted you right here
And I’m missing you Even after all the shit you put me through Are you happy does she treat you right the way I do Can’t even just bare the sight of someone new I’m so damn hurt turns out I still want you
I miss your stupid laugh the little things you’d do I miss your cheap cologne against my cheap perfume Thought all these feelings were dead Please get the hell out my head
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here I wanted you right here
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here I wanted you right here
Myyas Diary- Missing You (Official Audio)Myyas Diary2022-05-20 | "Missing You" is the last song featured on my EP "Inner Thoughts". Out now on all platforms! I hope y'all can relate :)
Lyrics: Some time has passed and I stopped grieving Didn’t know I had these hidden feelings Seeing you again brought back the reasons we fell in love now It’s repeating
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here
I wanted you right here And I’m missing you Even after all the shit you put me through Are you happy does she treat you right the way I do Can’t even just bare the sight of someone new I’m so damn hurt turns out I still want you I miss your stupid laugh the little things you’d do I miss your cheap cologne against my cheap perfume Thought all these feelings were dead Please get the hell out my head
we were young in love Sometimes that’s not enough I miss when you were mine I hope you’re doing fine I wish I’d realized
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here I wanted you right here
And I’m missing you Even after all the shit you put me through Are you happy does she treat you right the way I do Can’t even just bare the sight of someone new I’m so damn hurt turns out I still want you
I miss your stupid laugh the little things you’d do I miss your cheap cologne against my cheap perfume Thought all these feelings were dead Please get the hell out my head
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here I wanted you right here
You were all in your white t was raining was lighting But still was inviting And I was excited I wanted you right here I wanted you right here
And I'm missing youMyyas Diary & Kofi- Fu*ked Up Again (Official Audio)Myyas Diary2025-07-11 | Stream here: orcd.co/myyafua
Lyrics: A stupid mistake I caused Ended it all for us Now we’re stuck in this mess Wouldn’t expect any less
Have you ever felt alone and now you can’t breathe Have you ever felt so lost and now you can’t sleep Stuck inside your head and now you won’t eat Start to say the things that you don’t mean
I said never again No never again But I Fucked up again Never the same No never the same Cause I Fucked up again Now it’s too late Tears falling from my eyes Cause I miss you lately All I can say now all I can say is I fucked up again
With you With you With you With you
Keep my head up high Feelings to the side Pray for better days And sleep through better nights You did wrong and I did wrong So we both got the right To be exhausted What this costed us Can’t pay the price Last time that I pulled up on you tried to be polite I kept it cordial still you paint me as the anti christ You say you can’t stand to see me Girl turn off the lights I really miss when we can sit and talk without the fights
Have you ever felt alone and now you can’t breathe I’m alone right now and I can’t breathe Have you ever felt so lost and now you can’t sleep Girl I’m lost right now and I can’t sleep Stuck inside your head and now you won’t eat Why you stuck inside my head everyday Start to say the things that you don’t mean
I said never again No never again But I Fucked up again Never the same No never the same Cause I Fucked up again Now it’s too late Tears falling from my eyes Cause I miss you lately All I can say now all I can say is I fucked up again
With you With you With you With you With you With you With you With you
I said never again No never again But I Fucked up again Never the same No never the same Cause I Fucked up again
I said never again No never again But I Fucked up again Never the same No never the same Cause I Fucked up again Now it’s too late Tears falling from my eyes Cause I miss you lately All I can say now all I can say is I fucked up againMyyas Diary- In My Head (Official Lyric Video)Myyas Diary2025-04-25 | FLASH WARNING
Lyrics: I wish you could of seen my face When you called me But I don’t want your pity or your sorry’s I don’t wanna be here when you come back Put your two face in the mail send it right back Sending chain messages of bullshit apologies While your mixing cocaine with emojis Yeah I don’t wanna be here when you come back But I’m stuck here in my
In my head In my bed In my head In my head Head In my bed Head In my head
You’ve been on the road living worry free see you out with your friends yeah we all see I don’t wanna be here when you come back Yeah I’m not gonna be here when the glass cracks Waking up to Sunday scaries on the weekly In your little black dress routinely I’m not gonna be here when you back track but I’m stuck here in my
In my head In my bed In my head In my head In my head In my bed In my head In my head
And I’ve been wrong before So I’ll be gone for sure Cause I’m stuck in my head In my head In my head Yeah I’ve been wrong before Can’t take this anymore Cause I’m stuck in my head In my head
In my head In my bed In my head In my head In my head In my head In my head In my head In my headMyyas Diary- Pictures Of You (Official Lyric video)Myyas Diary2025-01-21 | Stream link: orcd.co/a8d90ak
Lyrics: Letters spread around the room Words written for you For you
Never read them out before Now missing you more You more
Bandages won’t fix this pain These wounds won’t heal proper Did I ever mean something? Did I ever mean something? I know I had my faults but You can’t tell me I meant nothing Did I ever mean something? Tell me I meant something
Ohh these pictures of you Now out on the table Why do I enable? These pictures of you They’re too hard to view But I don’t wanna lose em So I sit here still bruising with These pictures of you
If I could choose A day with you I'd go back to October When the weathers turning colder
It doesn’t help when all we felt Is left all in these photos Now a ghost lost in the moments
Falling back When I live through it all again How can I overcome this all I see Is you
This roller coaster doesn’t stop Get me out this loop this rut Did I ever mean something? Please tell me I meant something
Ohh these pictures of you Now out on the table Why do I enable These pictures of you They’re too hard to view But I don’t wanna lose em So I sit here still bruising with These pictures of youMyya’s Diary & fnonose - hardest partMyyas Diary2024-11-13 | Stream here: https://push.fm/fl/mrwo0rwh
Wish I could take you out the dark Away away from here Wish I could hold you in my arms Away Away
This Is the hardest part Leaving you with these scars I see your broken heart This Is the hardest part Leaving you with these scars I see it tear apart
Oh
Wish I could take you out the dark Away away from here Wish I could hold you in my arms Away Away
This Is the hardest part Leaving you with these scars I see your broken heart This Is the hardest part Leaving you with these scars I see it tear apart
Ahhhh ouuu Ouuu ahh Ahhh ouu Ouu ahhh
Wish I could take you out the dark Away away from here Wish I could hold you in my arms Away Away
Ahhh ouuu Ouuu ahhMyyas Diary & Sunset Lover- fall againMyyas Diary2024-10-11 | Stream link : https://push.fm/fl/nrxrizv4
Lyrics: Staring at the ground Dangling our feet While you’re sitting next to me
I know what I found So tell me honestly Do you feel the same about me
I’d choose you again and again and again and again You know I’d choose you any day like Again and again and again and again know I’ll be by your side so
I never thought I’d fall again Sometimes it happens never call it Make me better better than Than I was but I promise Won’t leave you in the morning Cause baby you are for me And I never thought I’d fall again Fall again
Feelings I get butterflies when you text me Secrets I will never lie never messy Mean it you can go ahead you can test me I can mend it yeah I can
I’d choose you again and again and again and again You know I’d choose you any day like Again and again and again and again know I’ll be by your side so
I never thought I’d fall again Sometimes it happens never call it Make me better better than Than I was but I promise Won’t leave you in the morning Cause baby you are for me And I never thought I’d fall again Fall againMyya’s Diary & Steezy prime & latenighttones - had enoughMyyas Diary2024-08-02 | Stream link : https://push.fm/fl/haran6im
Lyrics: Find me in crowded places My head is in the clouds I didn’t wanna say this But now I’m speaking out loud I don’t want to to be here It’s just another waste of time Will leave me here not feeling fine
Is this what I’ve become? Rolling up my sleeves Holding on to breathe This is all my fault And I’m stuck Think I’ve had enough Think I’ve had enough
Days get lost lose myself when I get here Two days later I recover but you’re still near Fall back again in the patterns now I feel my progress out the door and I’m Covered in my sheets while my stomachs turning Another day now ruined left with cigarettes burning Know it needs to change think that I’d be learning
Is this what I’ve become? Rolling up my sleeves Holding on to breathe This is all my fault And I’m stuck Think I’ve had enough
Fall down on the pavement Feel trapped locked in these chains and They don’t understand my struggle Numb so I’ll just pour a double Now I think it’s time to make this right
Is this what I’ve become? Rolling up my sleeves Holding on to breathe This is all my fault And I’m stuck Think I’ve had enough Think I’ve had enoughMyya’s Diary & Rnla- over love (official audio)Myyas Diary2024-07-14 | Stream over love: https://push.fm/fl/kwfwn2p9
Lyrics: See it break my heart every-time that they leave Feels like I lost my person, I’m grieving Never a right time never a reason
You were the one Now it’s all gone Memories stay in my head for way too long
Now they gon see me with someone else How did we get here?
So you stay away Cause well fall in the same place Another tear on my pages And now my pain Stays in my veins It’s another recycle And I can’t break the cycle
I didn’t want no-one but you You didn’t want no one but me We were just happy with us Till it was over now see ya Everytime feels the same Another heartbreak another day Fuck love I’m over the pain
I can’t seem to erase it from my brain ohh No matter how hard I try it remains uh
I can’t seem to see them with someobody else How did we get here?
So you stay away Cause well fall in the same place Another tear on my pages And now my pain Stays in my veins It’s another recycle And I can’t break the cycle
You and then it was you and then it was you and then it was you I love you then I lose you I can’t do it yeah I’m through I don’t want any more of this I’m done with love, the pain it gives Im tired of breaking fuck this shit Im over love I’m over itMyya’s Diary & Mahaji - Summer Sky (Audio)Myyas Diary2024-07-06 | ...Myya’s Diary & Marlin Ben & Lazy Weekends- I miss you sometimesMyyas Diary2024-06-15 | ...Myya’s Diary- Broken PromisesMyyas Diary2024-05-24 | Pre save: distrokid.com/hyperfollow/myyasdiary/broken-promises
Lyrics: I sit in silence Waiting out the violence Heart still occupied and Too much but still fight it
You fall apart And I know life’s not easy You come and tear me down Now do you see me? You say you’re in love but I can not not feel it at all
It’s these broken promises And my hearts bleeding Put it all out on the table Need something stable It’s these broken promises Filled with broken promises
Told me to stay but It’s not enough Told me you’d change but It’s not enough Nothing’s the same Like you drive me insane cause
You fall apart And I know life’s not easy You come and tear me down Now do you see me? You say you’re in love but I can not feel it at all
It’s these broken promises And my hearts bleeding Put it all out on the table Need something stable It’s these broken promises Filled with broken promises
Told me to stay but It’s not enough Told me you’d change but It’s not enough Nothing’s the same Like you drive me insane causeMyya’s Diary & 11:11- don’t even botherMyyas Diary2024-05-24 | Stream here : https://push.fm/fl/y9ar45p8Myyas Diary & Sunset Løver & Blocktane - Rooftop (Official lyric video)Myyas Diary2024-05-10 | Stream link: https://push.fm/fl/bosv6g25
Lyrics:
Close my eyes to fall asleep Are you missing me? Two lies a waste of time Know that’s what you see
Issues on commitment damn have a history I get in my head sometimes
I said please meet me I’m losing you slowly But I need to know I’ve been waiting here all these hours I’ve been waiting here with these flowers
Chillin at the rooftop waiting for you for hours Maybe I should let you go Chillin at the rooftop With this bouquet of flowers Maybe I should let you go
Promise Im trying Made up my mind Where do I leave this with you? Ohh
Pedals falling slow Where do we go? I need you
And I Miss you can’t lie Need you back in my life Ive been waiting here all these hours Ive been waiting here with these flowers
Chillin at the rooftop waiting for you for hours Maybe I should let you go Chillin at the rooftop With this bouquet of flowers Maybe I should let you go
Hard to think It’s too late for us I’m trying, I’m trying to let go I lost the one I need the most The one I could call home
And all the mistakes caused And I let you down You needed someone to save you You needed it now You’ve been waiting for me all these hours Now I’m stuck here waiting with flowers
Lyrics: Remember all the fear inside Fell to the ground so tired Asking for some peace of mind
And If I was born in another life Maybe I could find Could find a way to do this right To do this right Cause I’m still that girl With the fear inside So exhausted I Would take the hurt out my mind Out my mind
And If I was born in another life Maybe I could find Could find a way to do this right To do this right And If I was born in another life Maybe I could find Could find a way to do this right To do this right Cause I’m still that girl With the fear inside So exhausted I Would take the hurt out my mind Out my mindMyyas Diary- Why Cant Life Be Easier?Myyas Diary2023-11-03 | EP stream link: https://bfan.link/one-and-the-same-1
Lyrics: A distant memory of myself Crying out asking for help Overwhelmed with what I felt
Remember all the fear inside Fell to the ground so tired Asking for some peace of mind
And If I was born in another life Maybe I could find Could find a way to do this right To do this right Cause I’m still that girl With the fear inside So exhausted I Would take the hurt out my mind Out my mind
So can you breathe with me? Can you breathe with me? Please just breathe with me Let’s just breathe Just breathe
A deepest secret that I hold Is maybe I’m scared to grow old When my story is still untold What’s the point of this life? Cause I am here really trying To make a difference in mine
And If I was born in another life Maybe I could find Could find a little bit of light A bit of light Cause I’m still that girl With the fear inside So exhausted I Would take the hurt out my mind Out my mind
So can you breathe with me? Can you breathe with me? Please just breathe with me Let’s just breathe Just breathe
A distant memory of myself Giving up was saying oh well Smoking on these cigarettes Sleeping in too late in bed Losing myself in my head Told them to leave me alone cause it’s my fault Always said I’m fine when I wasn’t at all Always scared I would be letting The pain here forgetting I That I am fearless, fearless, fearless That I am fearless, fearless, fearless It’s time to be fearlessMyyas Diary- Till We Were NothingMyyas Diary2023-11-03 | EP stream link: https://bfan.link/one-and-the-same-1
Lyrics:
Push a little harder Driving me insane Pushing on my buttons Then screaming out my name Maybe we aren’t meant to be, aren’t saveable I was always here no longer available
I won’t be your trend, won’t be your friend, I'll be your nightmare Could of been the thing the one to hold you through the night dear I won’t be the same I'll never be the same again I won’t be the same cause
This is it for us This is the moment we go falling Gave it all we got Holding on to love yeah we kept stalling Running back and forth 'til were out of breath Cause we kept crawling back Gave it all we got Gave it all we got 'til we were nothing, nothing
Look at what we started Head on my chest darling How did I not see What you did to me And I don’t want to be next up, in your games that’s just messed up
In your games falling faster I won’t be your trend, won’t be your friend, I'll be your nightmare Could of been the thing the one to hold you through the night dear I won’t be the same I'll never be the same again I won’t be the same cause
This is it for us This is the moment we go falling Gave it all we got Holding on to love yeah we kept stalling Running back and forth 'Til were out of breath Cause we kept crawling back Gave it all we got Gave it all we got 'til we were nothing, nothingMyyas Diary- Go OffMyyas Diary2023-06-23 | I experimented with a song that has Drill, Rock, Emo and jersey and it was so much fun to make. I hope you guys like it as much as I do (:
Cause I’m about to go off I’m about to go off Now I want to go off And you were never by my side Now I’m leaving you behind Got you screaming
Please wait “I think I made a mistake” are you this fake? Like you an actor take a bow before you leaving Awarding all of your lies For wasting my time uh
Now you pushed to the corner Did you miss that part I said that this is over Should of known damn I’m breaking my own heart It’s time I let go And this I meant so
Cause I’m about to go off I’m about to go off Now I want to go off And you were never by my side Now I’m leaving you behind Got you screaming
Pleading You’re such a cliche I no longer need it You out here grieving While I’m still breathing
Read between the lines
You left me reckless Fuck that neckless All that banter Didn’t tempt me Don’t impress me You don’t get me Leave me the fuck alone
Cause I’m about to go off I’m about to go off Now I want to go off And you were never by my side Now I’m leaving you behind Cause I’m about to go off I’m about to go off Now I want to go off And you were never by my side Now I’m leaving you behind And now I’m hearing
I didn’t mean it mean it mean it mean it over Now It’s coming full circle Time you took the blame oh
You’ll never be the one I'll take home to my father Now your time is up too late don’t even bother now Cause now you’re wasting your time
Cause I’m about to go off I’m about to go off Now I want to go off And you were never by my side Now I’m leaving you behind Cause I’m about to go off I’m about to go off Now I want to go off And you were never by my side Now I’m leaving you behind
Got you screaming
You were never by my side
SideMyyas Diary- One And The Same (Official Visualizer)Myyas Diary2023-02-22 | Stream link: https://bfan.link/one-and-the-same
Lyrics: I see your tears when they fall down And that’s normal Cause it’s ok not to be ok It feels just like we’re in a ghost town But people change their ways We grow up just the same
We all make mistakes We all cry the same We all have bad days We all have been blamed We all have our flaws We all have our scars We don’t know it all But at the end of the day All that I can say is we are one and the same
If you needed Company, would you keep it? Always afraid of being seen and Not even sure the reason
You don’t know their past now Some of us are the class clown We never see what's deep down Open up your heart now
We all make mistakes We all cry the same We all have bad days We all have been blamed We all have our flaws We all have our scars We don’t know it all But at the end of the day All that I can say is we are one and the same
So, breathe Please breathe Please breathe So, breathe Don’t leave
We all make mistakes We all cry the same We all have bad days We all have been blamed We all have our flaws We all have our scars We don’t know it all But at the end of the day All that I can say is we are
We all make mistakes We all cry the same We all have bad days But at the end of the day All that I can say is we are one and the sameMyyas Diary- Better ThanMyyas Diary2023-01-10 | Stream Better Than: https://bfan.link/better-than
Sometimes I make mistakes love Still never meant to hurt you I always end up hurting too
Appreciate your patience Still learning that I got to do I want to be the best for you
But sometimes you deserve Better than Better than me And better than Hope that you see that Better than Better than this
Cause you are better and Can put it in writing Better than All of this fighting Better than You’re better than this
Cause you are better better better You’re better than this Better better better
I know you’re sick of waiting Some problems unresolved And I know it's all my fault Sometimes I feel you fading But you just keep on holding on and on
Not the best with my words You choose to stick around for better or worse I always want to make you feel like you first Cause I need you
But sometimes you deserve Better than Better than me And better than Hope that you see that Better than Better than this
Cause you are better and Can put it in writing Better than All of this fighting Better than You’re better than this
Cause you are better better better You're better than this Better better better Cause you are better better better You're better than this Better better betterMyyas Diary- Mood Rings (Official Visualizer)Myyas Diary2022-12-07 | Stream "mood Rings" on all platforms: https://bfan.link/mood-rings-2
Lyrics: Is it my fault I’m like this Cause my life wasn’t a bummer How did time make me become her
Some days I am stuck and some days I can’t do this Some days feel alive up so high and the truth is I have felt some jealously sometimes my biggest enemy In the end I know it’s cause
Not sure who I am but I am human One day I’m ok but that’s according to my mood rings Don’t leave me a wreck cause I swear that I’m Improving I was so numb so numb so numb Some say I’m a mess but know I’m only human One day I’m ok but that’s according to my mood rings Don’t leave me a wreck cause I swear that I'm Improving I was so numb so numb so numb
Have you ever faked a smile cause You don’t want to show your problems You know deep down they wouldn’t solve them So I'll keep hiding it's been so long
Some days we are stuck and some days we can’t do this Some days feel alive up so high and the truth is We all have felt some jealously sometimes our biggest enemy In the end I know it’s cause
Not sure who we are but we are human One day we’re ok but that’s according to our mood rings Don’t leave us a wreck cause I swear that we’re improving we could be numb so numb so numb Some say we’re a mess but know we’re only human One day we’re ok but that’s according to our mood rings Don’t leave us a wreck cause I swear that we’re Improving We could be numb so numb so numb
Numb na numb na numb na numb numb numb na numb na na na na na na numb na numb na numb na na na numb
Not sure who we are but we are human One day we’re ok but that’s according to our mood rings Don’t leave us a wreck cause I swear that we’re improving we could be numb so numb so numbMyyas Diary- Anxiety (Official Remix)Myyas Diary2022-07-18 | Stream the song: https://bfan.link/anxiety-4
Lyrics: 3 am you call me I say I’m fine but only to avoid talking about myself
Feeling like I can’t speak All around like empty let my problems fix themselves
This anxiety has takin me way to far from home I just wanna come back down but Its hard when you’re alone Going through the motions now and I’m slowly breaking bones I don’t wanna feel this way anymore
I need some medicine I need a cure I need somebody to tell me yeah to tell me that I’m yours Feels like I’m fighting for my life All the time fucking time And I’m tired of living a lie
Tryna find myself again More broken then before I always catch myself wanting more Cause I’m on the verge of losing time And I keep bruising Heart is like an open wound
This anxiety has takin me way to far from home I just wanna come back down but Its hard when you’re alone Going through the motions now and I’m slowly breaking bones I don’t wanna feel this way anymore
I need some medicine I need a cure I need somebody to tell me yeah to tell me that I’m yours Feels like I’m fighting for my life All the time fucking time And I’m tired of living a lie
Be my Remedy Be my Be my remedy Be my Be my remedyMyyas Diary- Dont Let Me Go (Official Lyric Video)Myyas Diary2022-04-14 | “Don’t let me go” is the second single being released on my upcoming EP “Inner Thoughts”. These lyrics are very personal to me. This song is about how life was easier when we were younger. How life changes and gets harder as we get older. When saying “Don’t let me go” I am speaking to my younger self.
Stream the song: https://bfan.link/don-t-let-me-go-2
Lyrics: When we were young The world felt so big All we wanted was to grow old Man I was wrong
We could be dumb Our worries would just disappear Now we’re on our own Now that we’re grown
I lose all my sleep drowning deep in my thoughts Tossing and turning please turn this shit off I keep to myself cause I learned to hide it all
Repeat everyday starts to feel the same I question my purpose that drives me insane Please tell my old self that I’m here still holding on
So please don’t let me go Please don’t let me go
I left a piece of my heart a time I wasn’t falling apart walked back to what I once knew Just to put myself back in her shoes
She’d know the right thing to say She’d make it all go away but shit just isn’t the same Am I the only one feeling this way?
I lose all my sleep drowning deep in my thoughts Tossing and turning please turn this shit off I keep to myself cause I learned to hide it all
Repeat everyday starts to feel the same I question my purpose that drives me insane Please tell my old self that I’m here still holding on
So please don’t let me go Please don’t let me go Please don’t let me go Please don’t let me goMyyas Diary- Good Side (Official Music Video)Myyas Diary2022-03-24 | This entire video was shot on my iPhone lol.
“Good Side” is the first single being released on my upcoming EP “Inner Thoughts” This song is about falling in love with the good side of a person despite all of their flaws, mistakes and heartache they have caused.
Surprised that you’re still standing here Haven’t treated you the best that’s clear But for you I’m tryna fix my wrongs In hope that you’ll keep holding on
And I’m unstable But damn you’re able To look right past it And that’s attractive Babe you’re the baddest And I know I make you so insecure But I’m all yours and thats for sure
You fell in love with my good side Forgot bout my bad side Told you I’d be honest I’m still a little lost and You love me regardless And I think that you’re flawless And yes I’m an asshole But yet you hold on so You fell in love with my good side My good side You fell in love with my good side
And all the times that you stuck around The amount of times that I let you down Aren’t you sick of the things I’ve done Played with your heart, you still want some So why you still standing here Cause sometimes I think It’s fear That maybe I’m not right for you But somehow you see right through
And I’m unstable But damn you’re able To look right past it And thats attractive Babe you’re the baddest And I know I make you so insecure But I’m all yours and thats for sure
You fell in love with my good side Forgot bout my bad side Told you I’d be honest I’m still a little lost and You love me regardless And I think that you’re flawless And yes I’m an asshole But yet you hold on so You fell in love with my good side Side You fell in love with my good side Good sideMyyas Diary & Crown Latrell- InsteadMyyas Diary2021-10-01 | Hi, this vibe is a lil different than what I usually do but it was one of my favs to write. I hope ya'll like it (:
Lyrics: Late last year drinking rum in the parking lot, Was so cold I held your hand and I forgot about the time it just passed us by Remember? You used to tuck me back to sleep I always thought that it was me You never know just what you need I never thought you'd really leave
Mariah, Mariah, Do you still think of me or am I just a memory? Mariah, Mariah, Leaving cause, you want me to but all I think about is you
Mariah, Mariah, Do you still think of me or am I just a memory? Mariah, Mariah, Leaving cause, you want me to but all I think about is you
Holding on to the trust but there's nothing left All that's left is your memory in my head I wish you knew what I've been through cause I'm such a mess
You used to tuck me back to sleep I always thought that it was me You never know just what you need I never thought you'd really leave
Mariah, Mariah, Do you still think of me or am I just a memory? Mariah, Mariah, Leaving cause, you want me to but all I think about is you
Mariah, Mariah, Do you still think of me or am I just a memory? Mariah, Mariah, Leaving cause, you want me to but all I think about is youMyyas Diary- Falling Down (Official Music Video)Myyas Diary2021-07-11 | #myyasdiary
Lyrics: When I was lost You tore me down You took my fears And brought them out
And If I fell deeper, Would you love me just the same? Or would you leave and turn away? If I fell harder Would you even fucking stay
Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling down
Always in my head thats why I just want some piece of mind If were in it don’t pretend Please don’t fucking waste my time I just want some peace sometimes indecisive mess won't lie
And If I fell deeper, Would you love me just the same? Or would you leave and turn away? If I fell harder Would you even fucking stay
Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling downMyyas Diary- Are You Scared Of Love? Pt 2. Ft. Snowd4yMyyas Diary2021-07-06 | #myyasdiary #Snowd4y
I walked down this road slowly The path that I was on was lonely Starting to forget who I was Losing the person I loved Scared for you to know me I just wanted you to hold me Tell me I’m the only one The only one that you could love
I didn’t know we would be here but now we are I didn’t know I would fall for you this hard I didn’t know I would be here but now we are I didn’t know that love would tear me apart
Are you scared of love ? Cause I’m scared of love Am I good enough for you? Are you scared of love Cause I’m scared enough To give my heart to you again
I won't play the victim this time it's not your fault Went and stuck my foot in the door then got involved Now your losing all of the sleep you never got don't take back a thing that I said I meant it all But you gave the greatest loving Red flags a bakers dozens Who thought this plane would plummit My heart sank to my stomach
It's cause of guys like me that your insecure Could have the whole damn world but we still want more I can see in your eyes you've been hurt before Let me be your shield when they're throwing swords
Are you scared of love? Cause Im scared of love Am I good enough for you? And Im so scared of love Just like you're scared of love Nothing's good enough for me For me For me For me For meMyyas Diary- Falling DownMyyas Diary2021-05-31 | #myyasdiary #FallingDown
Lyrics: When I was lost You tore me down You took my fears And brought them out
And if I fell deeper would you love me just the same? or would you leave and turn away? If I fell harder Would you even fucking stay ?
Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling down
Always in my head thats why I just want some peace of mind If were in it don’t pretend Please don’t fucking waste my time I just want some peace sometimes indecisive mess won’t lie
And if I fell deeper would you love me just the same? or would you leave and turn away? If I fell harder Would you even fucking stay?
Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling down Were falling down Falling downMyyas Diary- Selfish (Official Video)Myyas Diary2021-04-18 | #myyasdiary #officialmusicvideo
Made a fun little video for "Selfish". All filmed on my iPhone haha :) I hope you like it!
Lyrics: I became a savage No idea when it happened I guess I was numb From the damage they done Leaving you on read All up in my bed What’s going through your head
And yes I’d call you when I’d get lonely and that’s not fair to you Strung you along Knew it was wrong Now I see your point of view
Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? My mind ain’t clear Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? Hurting you is my worst fear
I got issues This world made me bad I never used to treat people like that Iv’e been through a lot When I met you was lost So hurt from my past Reacted like that But I didn’t mean to hurt you cause I know how it feels To feel like you’re nothing when you hold them dear The moment I saw tears roll down your eyes I knew I made a mess, just say goodbye
Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? My mind ain’t Clear Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? Hurting you is my worst fearMyyas Diary- Selfish (Prod. Fantom)Myyas Diary2021-03-01 | #myyasdiary #Selfish
Lyrics: I became a savage No idea when it happened I guess I was numb From the damage they done Leaving you on read All up in my bed What’s going through your head
And yes I’d call you when I’d get lonely and that’s not fair to you Strung you along Knew it was wrong Now I see your point of view
Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? My mind ain’t clear Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? Hurting you is my worst fear
I got issues This world made me bad I never used to treat people like that Iv’e been through a lot When I met you was lost So hurt from my past Reacted like that But I didn’t mean to hurt you cause I know how it feels To feel like you’re nothing when you hold them dear The moment I saw tears roll down your eyes I knew I made a mess, just say goodbye
Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? My mind ain’t Clear Yeah sometimes, I can be hella selfish and I know that I just can’t fucking help it and you know that So why are you still here? Hurting you is my worst fearOKAY! KENJI- THESE DAYS Ft. Myyas DiaryMyyas Diary2021-02-01 | If you like the song plz make sure to subscribe :)
Lyrics: I'm trying my best right now I could be something more I could be something more
This is me admitting I need help Sometimes I can’t even stand myself I wish I could be somebody else I wish I could be somebody
I just hate the space I occupy Frustrated with so much of my life And I feel like I’m running out of time
These days, I’m barely getting by These days, I’m way too in my mind I feel like I’m falling behind These days, these days
Why can’t I just be satisfied? These days, I’m way too in my mind I feel like I’m falling behind These days, these days
I'm trying my best right now I could be something more I could be something more
I feel lost And I'm not found A part of me is gone can't remember what it feels like My insecurities Driving me to believe I'm not good enough I'm to hard on me All jumbled in my head Back and fourth once again Gets hard these days These days
These days, I’m barely getting by These days, I’m way too in my mind I feel like I’m falling behind These days, these days
Why can’t I just be satisfied? These days, I’m way too in my mind I feel like I’m falling behind These days, these days
Oh Oh Oh These days, these days
#OKAYKENJI #MyyasDiary #TheseDays #NewmusicMyyas Diary - No Good At Goodbyes (Official Music Video)Myyas Diary2020-12-27 | We recorded this video on an iPhone and a drone lol. I Hope you like it :)
Lyrics: Broken glass on the table Pick it up we're unstable going crazy enable
Tears fall down like water Could fill a glass with the drama Fell in love, was it karma?
I won't say sorry this time I love you darling but our, Our love is toxic its time, Im no good at goodbyes
I won't say sorry this time I love you darling but our, Our love is toxic its time, Im no good at goodbyes
I wish it didn't end up like this Not usually ones to quit But the messes we made All of the games Replay in my head We made our own bed
I wish it didn't end up like this Not usually ones to quit But the tables have turned The ashes are burned A cycle we made Never the same
And ohhh, baby just know Thats why I gotta let you go Baby just know You'll always be in my soul
I won't say sorry this time I love you darling but our, Our love is toxic its time, Im no good at goodbyes
I won't say sorry this time I love you darling but our, Our love is toxic its time, Im no good at goodbyesMyyas Diary- No Good At GoodbyesMyyas Diary2020-12-10 | Follow me on Instagram instagram.com/myyasdiary
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Do you even wanna call me baby ? When you was on the phone like maybe I was just a little distant I feel theres something missin Im tryna to talk, Just listen
Like do you even really love me? Or am I just another girl to you? Cause I feel alone in this world Just make me feel secure And ill give you my word
If I ever wanted to feel If I ever wanted If I ever wanted to feel itd be with you If I ever wanted to feel If I ever If I ever wanted to feel itd be with you
I need more of your time I thought everything was perfect then our purpose aligned I will never try to hurt you never burden your mind I could only be of service but I'm sure you'll be fine (Without me ) Go on your journey and find Things that creep below the surface keeps you burning inside Like the steel inside a furnace hope our work intertwines Makes me nervous so much growth feels like this girl isn't mine
But do you Really even love me? Or am I just another boy to you? You say you wanted it your way Told me stop with all the games Promise me you'll stay
If I ever wanted to feel If I ever wanted If I ever wanted to feel itd be with you If I ever wanted to feel If I ever If I ever wanted to feel itd be with youMyyas Diary- Everybody HurtsMyyas Diary2020-07-15 | ...Myyas Diary- MariahMyyas Diary2020-04-29 | Follow Myya: instagram.com/myyasdiary https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCipz... https://open.spotify.com/artist/34Ine... soundcloud.com/myyasdiary
Lyrics: Late last year drinking rum in the parking lot was so cold I held your hand and I forgot bout the time it just passed us by
Remember
you used to tuck me back to sleep oh yeah I always thought that it was me oh yeah you never know just what you need oh yeah I never thought you’d really leave oh yeah
Mariah, Mariah do you still think of me or am I just a memory? Mariah, Mariah leaving cause you want me to but all I think about is you Ouuuu leaving cause you want me to but all I wanna hold is you Ouuu leaving cause you want me to, so I’ma leave it up to you
holding to the trust but theres nothing left all thats left is your memory in my head I wish you knew what I’ve been though cause I’m such a mess
Remember
you used to tuck me back to sleep oh yeah I always thought that it was me oh yeah you never know just what you need oh yeah I never thought you’d really leave oh yeah
I walked down this road slowly The path that I was on way lonely Starting to forget who I was Losing the person I loved
Scared for you know me I just wanted you to hold me Tell me i'm the only one The only one that you could love
I didn't know we would be here but now we are I didn't know I would fall for you this hard I didn't know we would be here but now we are I didn't know that love would tear me apart
Are you scared of love? Cause i'm scared of love Am I good enough for you? Are you scared of love? Cause i'm scared enough To give my heart to you again
Every morning wake up broken Smile but inside I know it Saying that it's just a moment I tell myself that ill be all good
But I just want this to be over If only I could show you Would I be the only one The only one that you could trust
I didn't know we would be here but now we are I didn't know I would fall for you this hard I didn't know we would be here but now we are I didn't know that love could tear me apart
Are you scared of love? Cause i'm scared of love Am I good enough for you? Are you scared of love? Cause i'm scared enough To give my heart to you againMyyas Diary- Is It Just Me?Myyas Diary2020-01-22 | Follow me on Instagram instagram.com/myyasdiary
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Lyrics Pieces shattered around and I don’t really feel okay All these thoughts in my head make me crazy please go away All my friends always tell me that I’m exaggerating Truth is I’m running from myself again
Ouu Is It just me? Ouu Ouu is it just me? Ouu Im the only one who could save me
Wishing I could go back and revisit the old days Somewhere deep in my heart yeah I know that I’m still the same At the end of the day I’m to blame Truth is I’m running from myself again
Ouu Is It just me? Ouu Ouu is it just me? Ouu Im the only one who could save meMyyas Diary- ANXIETYMyyas Diary2019-11-24 | Follow me on Instagram instagram.com/myyasdiary
Lyrics 3 am you call me I say I’m fine but only to avoid talking about myself
Feeling like I can’t speak All around like empty let my problems fix themselves
This anxiety has takin me way to far from home I just wanna come back down but Its hard when you’re alone Going through the motions now and I’m slowly breaking bones I don’t wanna feel this way anymore
I need some medicine I need a cure I need somebody to tell me yeah to tell me that I’m yours Feels like I’m fighting for my life All the time fucking time And I’m tired of living a lie
Be my Remedy Be my Be my remedy Be my Be my remedy
Tryna find myself again More broken then before I always catch myself wanting more Cause I’m on the verge of losing time And I keep bruising Heart is like an open wound
This anxiety has takin me way to far from home I just wanna come back down but Its hard when you’re alone Going through the motions now and I’m slowly breaking bones I don’t wanna feel this way anymore
I need some medicine I need a cure I need somebody to tell me yeah to tell me that I’m yours Feels like I’m fighting for my life All the time fucking time And I’m tired of living a lie
Be my Remedy Be my Be my remedy Be my Be my remedy