keymeanaI really like this song, so I decided to do a video for it. This is dedicated to Maisha. Don't debate in the comments, please and thank you! JESUS IS LORD! Please comment, rate, and enjoy!
Maisha, these lacerating memories hurt. I'm sorry for what I said, but I won't deny my God. I'm sorry. Trying to prove Him to you the way I did was wrong. I was chasing shadows at midnight. Some things will never change, and you must be one of them. That hurts me, but it's your choice. We both have apologies we need to exchange. I'm sorry. I don't need your forgiveness, I just need you to know how I feel. This is my goodbye.
I DO NOT OWN PILLAR! I JUST LOVE THEIR MUSIC AND WANT TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS! NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED!
Pillar - Chasing Shadows at Midnight (Lyrics Video)keymeana2009-03-07 | I really like this song, so I decided to do a video for it. This is dedicated to Maisha. Don't debate in the comments, please and thank you! JESUS IS LORD! Please comment, rate, and enjoy!
Maisha, these lacerating memories hurt. I'm sorry for what I said, but I won't deny my God. I'm sorry. Trying to prove Him to you the way I did was wrong. I was chasing shadows at midnight. Some things will never change, and you must be one of them. That hurts me, but it's your choice. We both have apologies we need to exchange. I'm sorry. I don't need your forgiveness, I just need you to know how I feel. This is my goodbye.
I DO NOT OWN PILLAR! I JUST LOVE THEIR MUSIC AND WANT TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS! NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED!Evanescence - Imaginary (Lyrics Video)keymeana2010-12-01 | So this is me trying to make up for not doing anything in a year. Again, Evanescence, not mine, the whole deal.
I really like this song; it reminds me of myself and when life was easier. Ah, bittersweet nostalgia. So, this is dedicated to the Daydreamers, the people who dare to hope for something better.
I really hate disclaimers. Music should not belong to anyone; it's meant to be shared with the world... Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN EVANESCENCE! I JUST LOVE THEIR MUSIC AND WANT TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS! NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED!Evanescence - My Last Breath (Lyrics Video)keymeana2010-12-01 | My favourite song by Evanescence. Hopefully, this isn't removed, because I'M NOT MAKING ANY MONEY OFF THIS. There. Anyway, this song is dedicated to Sxyvaan, because it perfectly matches her death scene (sorry, inside joke). =P
Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN EVANESCENCE! I JUST LOVE THEIR MUSIC AND WANT TO SHARE IT WITH OTHERS! NO COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT INTENDED!Music Essaykeymeana2009-02-25 | This is a very personal essay, so don't copy it and hand it in for a grade. It's about my life, not yours. I posted this because I think others need to know. Hopefully it is inspiring for you! Songs are listed in the credits.
The essay is as follows, in case you can't read it.
Prompt: What role has music played in your life (or culture)?
Of all the things in the world, apart from Faith, the arts have affected my life the most, particularly music. No matter what Im going through, I always find music to be something that helps me, either in worshipping or in stopping myself from doing something terrible. It contradicts my doubts and puts my feelings to sound, a sound that echoes pain, joy, or even emptiness.
When I listen to music, its music that fits whats happening in my life. I used to listen to music that had a sound of joy to it, music from artists like Matthew West and Pure NRG. After making friends with certain people, as well as making other bad choices, I moved into my teenage rebel stage, and the music became Breaking Benjamin and Linkin Park. It stayed like this for most of my middle school years, up until eighth grade, when my only friends turned on me. My life fell apart that day, and Im still trying to put it back together, if only I could find the pieces. I considered hurting myself, even ending it, the pain had to be less than what I was going through. God, on the other hand, had another plan. I was introduced to a Christian rock band called Skillet, and through their music and Gods steady hands, I have started to heal. I realized that the things I had considered werent the answer. Skillet is my favorite band, they helped save my life. Their song The Last Night was the main song that spoke to me, Jesus Himself spoke to me through it: This is the last night youll spend alone... The night is so long when everythings wrong, if you give me your hand Ill help you hold on... I wont let you say goodbye, and Ill be your reason why. Now in the beginning of High School, I feel so empty, so lost, so cold. Im living in a coma, fighting to wake up, to break out. The music is still Skillet, with a little Linkin Park, especially in the songs Comatose (Comatose, Ill never wake up without an overdose of You) and Numb (Ive become so numb, I cant feel you there).
Music contradicts my doubts, especially when I wonder about my lifes purpose. I often ask questions like Why am I here? Do I matter? Where is the person I used to be? Where is God? Will He leave me alone, to fight without help in this cursed world? Again, Jesus spoke to me through Skillet, using the song Whispers in the Dark: NO! Youll never be alone. When darkness comes, Ill light the night with stars... When darkness comes, you know Im never far.
Music also lets me vent. I still have songs that are rather rebellious, and I listen to them whenever I have to just be angry. Most of these songs are about betrayal, because I was betrayed by someone I thought was my friend, a girl named Becky Hansen, who lied about me to my friends, who all believed her. She goes to my school and every morning she stops and talks to the people that Im trying to make friends with. My fear of her has hardened and now it is anger and a deep longing for revenge. I disappear into my world of music, listening to songs that let me calm down, that water down my deep loathing of Becky Hansen, such as Live Free or Let Me Die: Dont you know the cost of your betrayal? Youre the one thats lost, youre gonna fail... You cant take away my strength...You cant take away my pride... Live free or let me die.
Music is definitely one of the most influential and vital things in my life. Its like oxygen, something my life has and continues to depend on. Music has saved my life, almost in a literal sense. My favorite singer, tobyMac, once said, Obviously music cant change the world, but I believe God can. And music is just another one of his voices. I think I agree with him.Hawk Nelson - Everything You Ever Wanted (Lyrics Video)keymeana2008-11-25 | This is only my second video, sorry if it's not great. Please rate and comment, I want to know what I can do better next time. Thanks, and enjoy!
No religious debating in the comments, or I will not allow comments!
I do not own Hawk Nelson or Yahoo, no copyright infringement intended!